Shiftywifty

Radqueer necro freak who is functioning with her organs prolapsed (Hey, I’m not dead yet!)

[sunkissedpaws]

An endless stream of hands limp against your soul. ‘We have a message.’

Introductory post!

Helloooo there, nya!!

𖡎 ꒰ We’re an OSDD-1b system, and go by plenty of names ! ꒱ some of these names are…

Shifty

Alex

Ella

Neko

and Allie!!

But mew can call us whatever!! Names aren’t very important to us, tbh…

We also go by any pronouns !!

but please don’t call us by anything other than human-related terms… being called “being” or “creature” or whatever tends to spike our paranoia…

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𖡎 ꒰ We are… disordered… but mew pawbably are too !! ꒱

We’re diagnosed with … auADHD, C-PTSD, necrophilia, and OSDD-1b ! We also suspect that we’re developing schizotypal purrsonality disorder

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𖡎 ꒰ We have a few transIDs !! ꒱

We (or, at least, our host) are:

Nekogirlflux - a term for identifying as a catgirl in fluctuating ways. It is our gender and species of cat that fluctuate!! Because of this transID, we’re also transheatcycle…haha!!

Omniage - we identify as all ages under 50, but some more than others. (Like 16, 9 and 24). Also, we’re chronififteen!!

and Trisneurologist - we plan to become a neurologist in the future and, although we currently study neurology in school and work with professional laboratories out of school, our studies aren’t part of a JOB per say… hence the “tris”

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𖡎 ꒰ boundaries !! ꒱

We have no issues with creepy, paraphilic, or NSFW asks! We’ll play along with them for funsies, but know that they mean nearly nothing to us. Our heart belongs to the earth and to the dead.

At most, you’ll be a bit of stress relief— a way for us to regress. M’kay?

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𖡎 ꒰ extras !! ꒱

Fun fact!! We’re objectum (our specific attraction is towards trees, grass, creeks and drainage pipes),

we’re a kemonomimi,

aaand we’re very school-oriented (we think school should be a fun place for all, starting with us)!!

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𖡎 ꒰ hashtags !! ꒱

# sysslop⛅️ (a hashtag for all system related posts)

# necroslop⛅️ (a hashtag for all posts related to a necrophilic DISORDER)

# necrogem⛅️ (a hashtag for all posts related to necrophilic content that isn’t directly disordered)

# para-storytime⛅️ (a hashtag for all posts containing paraphiliac prompts and stories— not strictly necrophilic)

# patheticlosersexslop⛅️ (a hashtag for ALL NSFW POSTS of SEXUAL content)

# patheticlosergoreslop⛅️ (a hashtag for ALL NSFW POSTS of GOREIC content)

# meslop⛅️ (a hashtag for general posts! This will also be for anon submissions!!)

# PATHETICmeslop⛅️ (a hashtag for all vent posts. Pawbably won’t use this often.)

# aSoundOfManySounds⛅️ (a hashtag for posts that are just me quoting different games, movies, books and shows)

# TheMirror’sReflection⛅️ (a hashtag for all posts relating to my projects. This can range from case studies to art to lab studies to poetry.)

# TheSilverLining⛅️ (a hashtag for positive posts!! This can be affirmations or anything similar!!)

𖡎 ꒰ that’s all !! Stay safe my sillies !! ꒱

(Oh also DNI cis/trisnazis, cis/trisracists… and ppl who are actively transitioning to transnazi/racist…. thank mew!!)

[sunkissedpaws]

I have EXTREMELY irregular periods, but whenever I DO have a period, I always have an extremely intense ovulation phase afterwards. This is definitely one of those times oh my god

Pleasseeee interact with me… nya

[sunkissedpaws]

Forgive me Lord, for I have sinned.

I’m a gentle soul, I swear. You know how much my stomach coils at the thought of taking another’s life… at taking away their chances to laugh and love. You know how much I adore anything that moves.

But what else could I have done…?

You made me this way. You took all the love inside of my heart, you took the beautiful paradise that is my soul, and you planted a heavy marble weight within it.

A weight called fear.

I fear everything that moves.

I can’t talk to a single person for more than a week. I could never be close to anyone alive.

And yet, despite that, you gave me the capacity to love.

So what else could I have done?

… I don’t know why I expect any sort of response… don’t know why I expected any guidance from you…

If it means anything, I made sure to cause the least bit of harm possible. I promise!

She already wanted to die… there was no life ahead of her! She was going to end it herself, anyways!!

And, when I strangled her to death, I made sure she felt more loved than she ever had been in her life.

I didn’t want to actually hurt her!! She asked me to!! She asked for it… she kept on begging me to cut her open!! She kept begging me to make her hurt!! It’s not her fault that’s the only way she can understand love, and it’s not my fault either!!

It’s yours.

…

But I guess that doesn’t matter now, does it?

I hope you’ll forgive me… or at least understand.

…

I think I’m going to rot here, on top of her body, drenched in sweat and blood and all other evidence of our brutal mortality.

If you’ll send me to hell, lord, then at least let me have this moment of heaven.

For once, let me love. Let me love without the fear of warm skin and thriving cells. Let me love a smile without fearing the life that creates it.

Just let me have this. It’s the least you could do.

… and it’s all I have left.

[sunkissedpaws]

“I’ll kill you”

IF YOU KILL ME I’LL KILL MYSELF. FUCKER.

[sunkissedpaws]

IM SO SAD I GOT AN 73-ISH PRECENT ON MY RECENT MATH TEST. DUDE ME AND MY MATH TEACHER ARE BOTH FRIENDS SO THIS IS LOWKEY KINDA EMBARRASSING. IM SUPPOSED TO BE A COOL ASS MATH NERD. WHAT DA HELL.

I’m trans 100%-test-score for this one specific math test/j

[sunkissedpaws]

Found a nice father figure today

He’s really understanding about my paranoia with DMs and doesn’t care too much if I often respond to him late :) AHH it makes me so happy

He’s also on the schizospectrum and was my age when he first developed schizophrenia, so he’s trying to help support me since he knows I’m at high risk.

[spirals-of-hope]

Permakitty

For when someone is permanently/constantly a kitty.

Already coined? Please view this as an alternative!

No DNI. Anyone can use this term!

[sunkissedpaws]

Found a new bitch to stalk and fantasize about killing.

But ughhhhh I’m seeing the psychologist todayyyyuhhh……… we’re supposed to determine if I still fit the diagnostic criteria for “other specified paraphilic disorder” (necrophilia)……. I need to be on my best behavior………..

[sunkissedpaws]

I can’t take this you guys. I ACTUALLY found somenyan nearby who I WOULDN’t feel bad about killing. His life is basically already over.

I know that noncon harm is bad but likeeeee… maybe just this oncePLEASE SPEED I NEED THIS!!!!!!

Ughhh maybe it’s time to contact the hotline agaaaiiiiiin

[no-reference-georg]

In Minecraft story mode if you choose to play as a girl you are gay and in love with Petra but if you choose to play as a boy you are gay and in love with Lukas and I think that is a wonderful thing

[sunkissedpaws]

Hello my boy with Bipolar (1) disorder.

How do you do?

[vampire4lung-deactivated2026031]

You dont have to be normal, ever! (Reupload)

[sunkissedpaws]

Went to the psychiatrist and they prescribed me two doses of princess treatment from another woman. I have to take these doses every day.

[sunkissedpaws]

Guilt-tripping the sweet, beautiful girl in my class so she’ll take care of me and baby me…… god I have mommy issues…… but they’re HER mommy issues now!!!!!!

[sunkissedpaws]

I fuck with this blog very hard, actually.

OH MY GOD I THOUGHT I RESPONDED TO THIS SOOO LONG AGO.

SORRYYYY, I TEND TO GET REALLY EXCITED ABOUT COMPLIMENTS AND HAVE TO TAKE A BREAK FROM MY PHONE BEFORE RESPONDING. I MUST’VE FORGOTTEN TO ACTUALLY RESPOND 😓

ALSOALSO THANK YOU SOSO MUCH!!!!!

[sunkissedpaws]

I wanna stalk somenyan but not in a parasocial obsessive way. I just don’t like talking to people unless it’s professionally and in a group. so this is how I bond.

[vxmphime]

walking in on big sister barely clothed while she's getting high, ranting to her about how boring school was while she coos me into taking a puff to relax a little..my brain pretty much melting as the high hits me while she rubs me in all the right spots.. she just can't keep her hands off her cute little sister!

[sunkissedpaws]

I’m an anti-contact necro for everynyan except me. Yeah that’s right. I get all of the corpses. LOSERRRR!!!!!!!