Why is life. Like, what was the point.

Currently writing on Ao3 and Tumblr! I go by she/her pronouns. 20+ yrs old, in final year of college

[sunlightocean]

BLOG RULES :

Homophobic and racist people, DNI. No hateful comments of behaviors.

In a multitude of fandoms, including Cookie Run Kingdom and Honkai Star Rail.

Writing is pretty on and off, but I will pump out something at least once a month.

Don't generally take requests, but feel free to pop in a little scenarios or suggestion and I'll be sure to consider it.

Have fun and stay safe yall.

[nart-archive]

Journal entry Uchiha ghost clan AU

[izzyhill]

[camiekahle-deactivated20190815]

THIS IS THE BEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN

[macncheese-blog]

I’VE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THIS FOR SEVEN YEARS

DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT IS TO ?????

[pinkifingers]

That last fatal scream tho

[flawlessputaa-deactivated201610]

THE TERROR IN HIS SCREAM OH GOSH

[piss-pirate]

[chillyfeetsteak]

i’m crying

[smore-692-deactivated20170712]

WAAA-

[veritashopian]

I will always reblog this on the off chance some other poor soul has been searching for it

[molten-by-determination-deactiv]

IT’S BACK

[llibratin-deactivated20170617]

HOYL SHIT ITS B A CK

[not-a-recommended-url]

IT’S BACK?? ON MY DASH?

[keymageheartfilia]

re-blogging again xD

[lionowlonao3]

what was that we were just saying about still having posts circulating from ridiculous numbers of years ago? 😂

[one-time-i-dreamt]

WHAT

[ririazul]

[toastpotent-deactivated20250619]

call that layin tailpipe

[thetyrannosaur]

cucked by a truck!

[divorceddadrock]

[rattle-my-stars]

[withered-tears]

every time i see this post all i can think about is Jack accidentally saying “Optimus dad” and miko giving him shit for it for the rest of his life

[thatguywhodoesstuff]

A Random AmeLiko/Pendantshipping Thought

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Alright, so here’s a scenario I came up with while contemplating this ship, please bear with me as I rattle off this stream of consciousness:

Liko and Amethio have just started their relationship and everything is going great, with Amethio in particular going above and beyond to be as supportive and attentive of Liko and her dream as he can be.

In fact, he’s kind of neglecting himself and what he wants in this relationship, not that he’d ever complain. So long as Liko is happy and safe, he’s fine.

Since Liko is new to the whole concept of “dating” and she’s just so happy (and flustered) to be with Amethio, she doesn’t really pick up on it at first.

It starts out small, him doing her chores around the Brave Olivine so that she has more downtime, but it slowly but surely starts escalating into him doing more and more on her behalf.

Liko takes notice and questions him about it, but Amethio simply says he’s doing it all so she doesn’t have to and Liko can’t help but feel her heart swell. It seems to her Amethio’s love language is acts of service.

Things continue on like that for a while, the two continuing on their adventures and growing as trainers together. The two are undeniably still happy together, but Liko can’t help but notice how insistent Amethio is getting about letting him battle on her behalf. If she’s being honest, it’s giving her an uneasy feeling in the back of her head.

Things come to a head on one particular excursion when they end up in a fierce battle against a powerful Pokémon.

Amethio and his Ceruledge are giving it their all as they, Liko, and Floragato battle the foe before them. But something is wrong, they aren’t battling alongside one another, they’re undoubtedly out of sink and individually battling the wild Pokémon.

It comes down to the wire and Ceruledge ends up going down. Just as it’s about to be dealt a vicious blow, Floragato swings in and manages to not only save Ceruledge, but also drive away the wild Pokémon.

Liko’s celebrations are cut short when she notices that her boyfriend seems lost in thought and is caught off guard when he curtly says he’s fine.

Amethio is not fine.

He was the one that had a lifetime of battle experience. He was supposed to be the one to defeat that Pokémon. He was supposed to be the one protecting her.

So why is it she ended up being the one to come to his defense?

And then it hits him: she’s surpassed him and she no longer has a reason to return his love.

This thought hits Amethio like a Dynamic Punch and his composure threatens to crumble before he manages to collect himself.

Starting then and there, Amethio promises to become stronger and prove that he’s still worthy of Liko’s affection.

Liko notices almost immediately the shift in his demeanor. How he’s focusing more on training his Pokémon and pushing himself harder than ever. She can feel their relationship is straining and she’s afraid it’s something she did.

Amethio remains resistant every time she or anyone else presses him, simply stating that he’s fine and only trying to get stronger, but it just keeps getting more and more difficult for he and his Pokémon to cover their growing exhaustion.

Things eventually reach a breaking point when he finally collapses on the deck while having a practice battle with Friede.

When he eventually comes to in the infirmary, who else but Liko is there waiting to finally get answers out of him.

He dodges her prying time and again, but when she goes and starts crying while blaming herself for his recent behavior Amethio finally snaps and comes clean.

He tells her how he just isn’t enough. How he isn’t who she needs him to be. How he has to prove his worth to her before she realizes she’s better off without him and leaves him behind.

Liko pauses, the bigger picture snapping into place, and she starts bawling her eyes out and apologizing that she didn’t see it sooner as she hugs her boyfriend.

Amethio is left dumbfounded as he just sits there, but it doesn’t take long for his own realization and emotions to start overtaking him. He hugs her back in kind as tears streak his face.

The two stay there like that for a while, letting their emotions air out, but once they’ve collected themselves, they talk and agree to continue their relationship while in a way starting anew, standing side by side as equals as they continue their journeys together.

They spend the rest of the evening in each other’s embrace before drifting off to sleep that night.

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[nonetoon]

It’s tough being a Ceruledge…

[kokodrawings]

My piece for the @halloffamezine! It was super fun working with everyone, thank you! 💖

[asha-mage]

I think a big part of the reason Pokopia is hitting so hard for so many people is that we have had an absolute glut of post apocalyptic media that take the "humans are the monsters/disease/problem" angle. Even the most well meaning solar-punk I can think of often have this undercurrent of 'humanity's nature is inherently short sighted and exploitive and they must constantly be kept in check to protect the environment' which slides very quickly into 'the world would be better off without humans in it to complicate and threaten things'.

But Pokopia fully does not do that. The world is lonely without humans and lesser for humanity's absence. So much of the game is about how Pokemon miss humans and are struggling to make sense of a world without us, how the ecosystem is just as hurt by our absence as any other species, and how the things we left behind, even in ruins and burned shells, are often beautiful and strange and helpful to the Pokemon who find them.

Pokemon have always been this allegory for the natural world- back to the original idea of the games inspired by children who caught bugs and kept ant farms- and thus the relationship between Pokemon and humans becomes this allegory for the relationship between nature and humans. And Pokopia looks you dead in the eye and says "the world would be poorer without humans, and if we all vanished tomorrow the echoes of who we are and the things we did would still ring out for eons uncountable. We would be missed and mourned and searched for and the wound of our absence would be deeply felt on this earth for the rest of its turning. The actions of a few greedy short sighted humans will never change that."

And that. That hits.

[spacemancharisma]

so here’s the problem. I once yelled because I saw a centipede and my boyfriend commentated “a friend!” and when I said “no!” he added “and maybe....... a lover..” the problem is. now this has become standard procedure for referring to centipedes. so now I get messages like:

[toadscools]

WHY IS MY NAME BEEF IN YOUR PHONE

[spacemancharisma]

you know................. like bf...............

[burntheedges]

me to my husband: ao3 is down again [explains outage]

my husband: someone should write a spicy fic about the two database engineers locked in the server room trying to fix it

my husband, smug: there was only one spreadsheet 😎

[unsolids-your-snake]

My favorite thing about fanfic authors is they can identify any gap in a canon timeline where characters are offscreen and exploit the ever living fuck out of it

They see a time skip of any length and go

[icy-spicy]

[melancholygirls]

I passed a flower shop next to a tattoo shop and at first I laughed because I thought it was ironic and then i freaked because IMAGINE YOUR OTP IN A FLORIST/TATTOO ARTIST AU

[stillalittlekid]

OMG I COULD TOTALLY IMAGINE THEM LIKE THAT IT WOULD BE SO PERFECT

[christ-with-a-why]

[saphronethaleph]

“All right, everyone!” the announcer said. “It’s time for the semi-final match! On one side we have Ash Ketchum, from Kanto, who’s been steadily rising through every Pokémon League he’s taken part in!”

He waved his hand to the other side of the arena. “And on the other side, the mysterious Tobias! This enigmatic trainer has never shown any Pokémon other than his Darkrai – but he’s never been up against a Frontier Brain before!”

“I’m not actually a Frontier Brain,” Ash objected. “I just got told I could be one whenever I wanted.”

“My mistake!” the announcer conceded, immediately. “All right – will both competitors send out their first Pokémon!”

“Pika kachuu, Pikapi?” Pikachu asked.

Ash shrugged. “Nah, I know who I’d like to send out!” he replied. “It only seems fair.”

“Chuu,” Pikachu conceded, as Tobias sent out his infamous Darkrai, and Ash responded with his own Pokémon.

Cynthia spat out her drink.

“What the hell?” she demanded. “How did he – but – okay, even for Ash that’s ridiculous.”

“I’m actually not familiar with that Pokémon,” the announcer said, as the crowd murmured at the sight of the two Pokémon facing off against one another. “Trainer Ketchum, can you please explain for us what that Pokémon is? And… where you found them”

“Sure!” Ash replied. “So, what happened was, when I saw Tobias and his Darkrai were in this Pokémon League I realized that that meant that it was actually okay to bring Legendary Pokémon along to the League!”

Then he frowned. “Though, uh, I actually looked it up and Darkrai are apparently Mythical Pokémon, but I got a bit mixed up about the difference between Legendary Pokémon and Mythical Pokémon, because when I asked Professor Oak he said that a Mythical Pokémon was one that people weren’t sure existed, but then I asked him about Mewtwo and Mew and that confused him because Mewtwo is officially a Legendary Pokémon even though he’s a clone of Mew which is a Mythical Pokémon, and really it seems like if you had enough of a Mythical Pokémon to clone it then you’d have to say that it was at least as real as the clone you made, or otherwise how could you get a clone?”

He shrugged. “Right?”

Darkrai shrugged.

“Darrr-krai,” it declared.

“Huh,” Ash said. “Can’t you speak?”

Then he made a little dismissive gesture. “Anyway, uh, as I was saying, I wasn’t actually sure if Legendary Pokémon are allowed, just Mythical Pokémon, but since I did know Mythical Pokémon were allowed I looked up what they were and I called in some favours, and I managed to bring along a few because I realized that if I didn’t know you could use a Mythical Pokémon in a battle then I was pretty sure they didn’t know so I thought I’d ask.”

Once the explanation was finished, the announcer blinked a few times.

“You… called in some favours… to get Mythical Pokémon?” he checked.

“Yeah, well, I actually called in some favours to get in touch with them,” Ash explained. “Because I don’t really know a way to get in touch with Celebi except by waiting to see if I asked them in future, and since they didn’t show up that must mean that I didn’t or they said no. And Jirachi’s asleep for a thousand years. But I did know who to call to get in touch with some other Mythical Pokémon, and they were all really interested! Did you know a lot of Mythical Pokémon can actually talk?”

Then he frowned. “Huh, maybe that’s… no… no, that can’t be it, because Mewtwo can talk and Mew can’t. Or doesn’t. Never mind then!”

“Pika kachuu, pi pi, Pikapi?” Pikachu suggested.

“Oh, yeah, Lugia as well!” Ash agreed. “And some of the others. I forgot about that. Anyway, I know some people who do know how to get in touch with a few Mythical Pokémon, and like I said they were interested – so that’s who I brought for this battle! Because it doesn’t seem fair to use them against trainers who don’t know how to battle with Mythical Pokémon, but you must do by definition, right?”

Tobias nodded, possibly against his will.

“Mr. Ketchum, I do need to actually know what the Pokémon is for me to be able to announce them,” the announcer hinted.

“Oh, right,” Ash realized. “So this is Arceus! They created the entire universe. And I’ve got Mew, not the Mew who Mewtwo was cloned from I think, some other Mew, and I’ve got Manaphy who’s just happy to be here! And Darkrai said they were busy so that’s not really an option…”

Darkrai raised a spindly hand.

“Krrr-aaai?” they requested.

“1. You were very eager to battle with Staravias and Bayleefs and other such Pokémon. 2. If you are going to faff around, then you should be willing to find out,” Arceus declared. “3. No, you may not retreat because you are no longer in the overwhelmingly dominant position.”

Then they glanced back at Ash.

“Seems fine to me!” Ash said. “Setting firm boundaries! And it’d kind of be unfair on Tobias if his Pokémon didn’t even bother to fight.”

“Are you all right?” Aaron asked.

“Oh, just realizing that the time I met Ash was probably not even anything out of the ordinary for him,” Cynthia replied. “Now I can’t decide if I want to read parenting books on how to squeeze information out of a child who doesn’t know what’s important, or just become his travelling companion for the next year or so…”

Down below in the arena, Darkrai used Dark Void and Arceus responded with Being The Creator Of The Universe, Thank You Very Much, which was a passive ability but still a very effective counter.

[taniesart]

hyacine redesign!

I might fix it again in the future (if i ever have the time) but so far i like her this way!

[pawzery]

More creature chrysos heirs and just a guy phainon

phainon and cipher siblingism but like, adopted siblings!! anyone catch my drift??

basically phainon and cyrene are siblings (and human)!! a bunch of farmers on the coast of Aedes elysiae

they have a magical forest full of magical creatures behind their house or something which somehow got burnt to the ground while cyrene was playing in there

so basically their parents (and phainon) go to find cyrene but only phainon gets saved by reaver before he gets cooked

reaver cant stay in his big form for long so he passes baby phainon to aglaea for her to take care of him while khas tries to find cyrene

months later khas does come back with cyrene (but its actually another faerie friend that they used to play with who now takes the form of cyrene because theyre so distraught about her death)

now faerie cyrene and phainon live together in a new and rebuilt house but she's really over protective of him

[yinorii]

memories of a deliverer (completed)

[cqtlatte]

the tide is coming in