he/him I like video games and other things as well. Love me some Silent Hill and pretentious books that I read on the train performatively. [I am an adult, FYI]
I am a selfshipper (cringe ew tomato) and I have one main f/o, Arthur 💙. Hes an OC of of mine and i am strictly non-sharing with him. Feel free to ask me about him if you're curious! Especially over dm, I'm generally more comfortable over there.
I am also non-sharing with Ethan Winters. Totally cool if you like him (you have incredible taste) I'm just curating my experience on here, that's all. Love ✌️
I love punk/alternative rock/new wave/goth rock/and a bunch of hyperspecific genres of metal, so please reach out if you want music recs! I gotcha. I'm also a big movie guy and reader :)
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#myart1234
#Arthur🐇💙
#Rarthur💚💙
and probably others when I post more
BYF:
[No proshippers]
I think the discourse around problematic ships is more nuanced than people give it credit and I dont fw harassment. That being said I do not want to see any incest, creepy age gaps, or generally rapey ships, especially within selfshipping. I don't believe in harassment, these are just my boundaries.
[Age]
If you're a minor, you can still follow me and I might interact with you, but I'd perfer not to dm or anything. It's not you it's me. I'm unc. Stay safe kiddo 👍
[Mutuals]
Feel free to dm me anytime! I love yapping.
If you followed me and I either didn't follow you back or blocked, it could be because one of my close friends is non-sharing with one of your f/os. I promise you it is likely NOTHING personal <3
hihihihi im rose <3 i can be your fav polyamorous weird gendered lesbian mutual... see the collages below for my current loves and potential loves, and here is my full list with names and sources :3
i'd love to make more selfship mutuals and friends!! especially fellow lesbian selfshippers and people who ship from the same sources as i do <3
i draw and write at times and i LOVE engaging in other people's ships!!
tell me about your daily life with arthur once the relationship is established…… a typical day in your silly cute gay life……….
THANK YOU FOR BLESSING ME WITH THIS AAAUUGGHHHH
Here's some domestic Rarthur things...
He's very protective in a lightly nagging way. He'll yell at me (in a cute lighthearted way) if I go out in the cold without a scarf, for example. I also get yelled at for not coming to bed immediately. Once he drags me into our room, he holds me like a Teddy bear VERY tightly. I am his baby and he treats me like a wet stray dog that he needs to feed and de-worm ❤️
In contrast, I am much more worship-y in my way of expressing affection. I'm always all over him all the time in a Gomez Addams kinda way. He's my angel 😫🙏 I'm big on petnames, I'll call him anything from Artie-bear to babydoll. He pretends to be annoyed by it, but he always giggles when he rolls his eyes at me.
He's very cat-coded in that it takes him a long time to open up to people, which can make him come off as cold. He has that cat quality where he'll sit next to me and I'll be like OH MY GOD!!! HES SITTING NEXT TO ME ON HIS OWN!!!! And them I'm scared to move cause god forbid I scare him away? Kitty.
Once we become an established relationship, he softens quite a bit. Sometimes he'll get close to me or give me a cute little smile to imply to me that he wants attention. He likes it when I innitiate, he's a diva.
We go to bed around the same time (if im cooperating), but I usually need more sleep than he does, so he gets up first. He's a very productive person, so he's usually had two cups of coffee and balanced his checkbook before I've brushed my teeth.
He cooks most of the time since he's much better at it than I am, but I enjoy hanging out with him in the kitchen while he works. He gives me simple jobs, like dicing tomatoes, and then eventually takes over cause I'm Doing It Wrong. Arthur loves to bake and he will not let me touch ANYTHING when he's making some kind of British Bake Off Paul Hollywood Handshake type of bs.
I've convinced him to become a movie/TV show enjoyer. It makes nice cuddle time and we snack together too. I love horror movies, so when we first started dating he'd pretend to be scare so he could grab me in fear. Now, we both get jumpscared and laugh about it together.
Both of us have always been big readers, so we also cuddled up next to each other with a book. Sometimes we'll swap books with each other after we finish them, which has led to a lot of annotating because it feels like we're reading together.
reblog this post for an open-ended question about one of your selfships from me!!
please make sure your askbox is open! the question will be open-ended but not too broad. it won’t be ‘tell me about your f/o’, it will be something like ‘what was your first date like?’ so you can answer as little or as much as you want!
if there’s a specific f/o you’d like an ask for, please say so in the tags! if not, i’ll leave it up to you when i ask the question :3 this isn’t just for romantic* f/os either, i can ask about a platonic or familial one too!
rb with a photo of your f/o (any type!) and a little bit about them and i will assign them a jellycat! the info just gives me an idea of what to assign them, otherwise it will just be off vibes!
for example: Loki gets Little Snake and Luna gets Amuseables Mitten
DNI PR*SHIP/VARIANTS!!! I HAVE TOMATOES TO THROW AT THE READY!!!!!! also Loki doubles dni too please!
My beloved Eafan 😫🙏 he's a dad that went through hell and back for his daughter and he's cute stuff. Not that I noticed. Really sweet, soft, caring guy.
rb with a photo of your f/o (any type!) and a little bit about them and i will assign them a jellycat! the info just gives me an idea of what to assign them, otherwise it will just be off vibes!
for example: Loki gets Little Snake and Luna gets Amuseables Mitten
DNI PR*SHIP/VARIANTS!!! I HAVE TOMATOES TO THROW AT THE READY!!!!!! also Loki doubles dni too please!
My beloved Eafan 😫🙏 he's a dad that went through hell and back for his daughter and he's cute stuff. Not that I noticed. Really sweet, soft, caring guy.
1, He hums a lot while he words in the shop. Hes fully aware of it, but I still really like it because sometimes when he thinks hes alone he kinda sways or dances to it. It's a very basic thing, but it's so him.
2, Hes not very good at hiding when he's judging people. If your rude him or other customers, you WILL get a side eye and an eyebrow raise!! He does not tolerate such foolishness! Like if your just having a bad day or being blunt, thats one thing, but if your genuinely moving through the world hating on everyone then like.. He gets it, but, he just doesn't enjoy stingy tipes.
3, if not obvious by that last one, he does in fact people watch. It's endearing but also.. Babe get out of their business what are you doing? He claims it's a way to kinda get sales so he can sell them something, and I can TELL he really means well, but it's like... Theres a limit!!
And lastely 4, hes very traditional, but. Not? Like ik this doesn't seem like a quirk, but he'll have these really strong moments of 'THIS IS A MAN'S JOB! ' and just extremely raised bravado, and it's so sad and funny seeing him come down from it because he felt all 'man of the House' and was afraid he looked like an idiot 😭 he tries so hard..
5, snores so loud oh my god
🤎 now this one YAYY!
Hmm... Id say howdy is a very domestic character in general, but if I had to try and think of one moment that ment a lot, probably when my s/I went through his checkout for the first time.
Or, another good one, howdy listening to me/ s/i ramble about special interests and actually paying attention even though I don't think he is. I dunno. There's a lot ^^"
-Herbert Ludwig/ MEDIC!
☕ I don't know if I have a favorite physical feature about Herbert. I know he's definitely deemed as very attractive by the fandom, and I have to agree, but personally I just really like his brows and eyes. They can switch up so quick from stoic and serious to wide and unhinged that its like he stared at God himself. It can be unnerving, but I'm just glad it's those eyes that like to look into mine :) also, his hands are nice. I hardly see them because he's always wearing gloves, but I love to look at them and feel them on mine, it's almost intimate. <3
summary: teenage robin and rose are ridiculously oblivious.
ship: robin buckley x rose mayfield (self insert). pre-relationship.
word count: 1,269
content warnings: none, just pure, awkward, silly fluff here. unless completely and utterly useless oblivious-to-a-comical-degree lesbians is something you need to be warned for /silly
author's note: i got random motivation and im trying to get better at being self indulgent so umm... here's my first selfship oneshot... it is not the greatest but please be nice ;w;
"Rose?" Robin called out to her best friend, sitting on the edge of the bed.
"Hm?" the redhead hummed in response, not shifting to look around at her.
"Come sit," Robin beckoned, patting the space beside her. "What are you even doing? This is your room. Why are you acting like you can't be comfortable in your own room? I mean, not that you look uncomfortable or anything, but- okay, ignore me. Just please, come sit?"
Rose felt her cheeks flush as she smiled. "Okay, fine. I'll come sit."
The air in Rose's room became stifling as she took her seat beside Robin. That flush in her cheeks wouldn't go away. Not that it ever did around Robin. The silence seemed to stretch out for years.
"Have you ever kissed a girl?"
Rose jolted at the sudden words that came tumbling from Robin's mouth, heart rate spiking. "What?"
"Oh, my god, I am so sorry. That just slipped out, I guess. Forget I ever said anything. Let's move on. We can move on, right? You're not uncomfortable?"
"No, I haven't," Rose responded to the question quietly.
"Was that a 'yes we can move on' and a 'Robin you're still my best friend despite making everything awkward all the time'? Because I really hope it was."
"Robin..." Rose turned to face her, cheeks pink against her pale skin, small smile pulling at her lips. "I've never kissed a girl before."
"Thank god," Robin put a hand to her heart. "Wait, no. Fuck, that came out so wrong. I don't mean like, thank god because you're ugly or something, I just mean, thank god because I haven't kissed a girl either and I don't want to be left behind, y'know? Wait, you seriously haven't kissed a girl before? Have you kissed anyone before?"
Rose let out a chuckle, shuffling closer to the taller girl. "Rob, you're the only person in this town, that isn't my mom and sister obviously, that even knows my name. I think I'd get laughed out of Hawkins if I tried asking anyone out. Not that I'm interested in the guys, but in that hypothetical situation..."
"I kissed a guy at a party a couple years back," Robin sighed. "Horrible. Hated it. In fact, I try to block out that memory whenever it comes back up, which means I was such an idiot for bringing up kissing, because of course that's the only thing I can think of now."
Chuckling, Rose tried to coax more information from her. "That bad, huh? Is that why I've never heard about this?"
"I guess it wasn't bad, just, not enjoyable for me at all. Not that I have any experiences to compare it to."
The tension in the air had become thick again. Rose and Robin's hearts were beating out of their chests.
"Is... is your mom home? Or Max?" Robin asked after what felt like another stretch of several years.
Rose shook her head. "Mom's at work and Max is at the arcade, I think. I hope. That's where she normally is these days. Why?"
"Because I just had the absolute craziest idea."
Another long pause until Rose broke the silence. "You can't say that and not tell me."
"Okay, so... you like Nancy, and I like Tammy, right? But they're like, cool and popular. Probably kissed a lot of people."
Rose furrowed her brows, but listened with interest, her heart thumping wildly again.
"If, by some, like, incredible miracle we find out that Nancy likes girls, and Tammy likes girls, and we both manage to, y'know, go out with them, we're gonna have to impress them, right? We've gotta be able to kiss competently. God, I'm so in love with this girl it's got me caring about appealing to the popular crowd. What the hell has happened to me?" Robin finished with a laugh, beaming smile emerging onto her freckled face.
"Be quiet, it's cute," Rose couldn't help but join in with the laugh. "What are you suggesting, though? Do we go out and ask some guy? I'm really, really not going to enjoy that-"
"No, no, Rose. No guys." Robin's voice suddenly got a lot quieter. "You're a girl. I'm a girl. We both... like girls. Neither of us have kissed a girl. We need the practice, especially if we're going to get the girls of our dreams, right?"
Rose's brows furrowed as she took in everything Robin was saying. Her eyes widened.
"Oh... oh... so you mean... we..."
"Yeah. I mean, we. Only if you want to, obviously. Don't do it if you're not comfortable. Please, I hope I didn't make you uncomfortable!"
Rose's cheeks were so hot she feared her entire head would burst into flame. "No, no, I'm not uncomfortable. I'm really not," she put a hand on Robin's. "I'd like that, actually."
"You don't have to count me as your first kiss or anything, because it's not real. Save that for Nancy, okay? This is just the trial run. And tell me if you get uncomfortable, please. Then we can stop and pretend this never happened and just go back to how life was before this conversation."
Both girls turned to face each other, hearts thumping wildly. Rose had to try and level out her breathing in the least obvious way she could manage, squeezing Robin's hand as she did. Robin nervously tucked some loose strands of hair behind her ear.
"So... how do we..." Rose murmured, half to herself. She could not bring herself to meet Robin's gaze. "Because I've never..."
The slender fingers of Robin's free hand found their way to Rose's chin, guiding her to make eye contact. Those piercing blue eyes. Those piercing blue eyes that if Rose stared into for too long, she'd get lost. Those piercing blue eyes that always lingered in the back of her mind.
Robin was the one to initiate the kiss. She was gentle as she pressed her lips against Rose's. The redhead seemed shocked. She tensed up. Completely frozen in place.
"Holy shit, holy shit," Robin began to fret as she pulled away. "I'm so, so sorry, Rosie. You're uncomfortable. You didn't have to agree, it was just like a spur-of-the-moment idea, if you felt pressured or anything please tell me-"
Her rambling turned into muffled sounds turned into silence as Rose reconnected their lips. It was awkward, it was weird, and neither of them knew what they were doing. That didn't stop the pair of them from going in for another. And another. And another, and another, and another.
By the time they both pulled back, they were bright pink. Hair a little messed up, breathing heavily, remnants of Robin's lip balm glinting around Rose's lips in the dim light.
"So, you're not uncomfortable, then?" Robin joked weakly in an attempt to ease the tension.
"No, I was just... shocked by how good it felt, I think," Rose reassured her friend. "I didn't mean to scare you like that."
"In that case, I think more practice is in order. So we both get used to it. I kind of felt the same. No way are we gonna have Tammy and Nancy thinking we're weak, or whatever."
"I'm going to stop at nothing to get you that girl," Rose vowed, having to avoid choking on the words as she said them. "So if you want to do this again, or- or something like that, y'know..."
"Just come here and help," Robin smiled, hand making its way to the back of Rose's head, pulling her close, and locking their lips together once again.
Imagine taking your tough, weathered f/o and being so gentle with them. Giving them treatment many wouldn't even think to, but knowing they need it just as anyone else.
Yess— like doing skincare for Herbert or just being soft with him in general. I'd love see his head wrapped in a towel and maybe putting a facemask on him as we both wear robes or something <33
