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[sunnydoodles-canvas]

ALAN BECKER FANDOM DNI

I've been seeing some lingering haters still trying to get up on their soapbox and implicate The chosen one in the death of mitsi when there's a *very obvious power difference* and frankly, I'm sick to death of it.

I thought that after this episode, the "hype" behind hate bandwagonning the chosen one (which drove me away in the first place) would die down, and that maybe I'd be able to get back into it. I've had a lingering desire to come back for some time now, so I was very hopeful after this episode, even had some new art and writing ideas.

I CAN CONFIDENTLY SAY THAT AFTER THE DISPLAY I'VE SEEN THESE PAST COUPLE MONTHS, I WILL NEVER BE POSTING IN THE ALAN BECKER TAG, NOR WILL I BE REFERENCING IT ON MY BLOG.

You cannot implicate someone for their inability to act, this creates a false dilemma where chosen one's only options are "run away and be big bad" or "fight and quite possibly die in a losing battle". Furthermore trying to implicate chosen in random murders there wasn't even proof for (all we saw was them shooting fireballs at abandoned buildings, even showing reluctance several times since ava7) such murders, all to justify stan'ing a greedy, uber-powerful CEO who main goal is to attain absolute power to revive a dead loved one... which on its own is fine BUT DON'T STRAIGHT-UP MAKE SHIT UP TO WRITE OFF THE BAD THINGS THEY'VE DONE AND WERE PLANNING TO DO, DESPITE THEIR INTENTIONS.

Which brings me to the my point of contention.

I WOULD NOT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH VICTIM, VICTSI, AND OTHER TCO "FANS" IF THEY DIDNT RELENTLESSLY TRY TO ASSASSINATE TCO'S CHARACTER it Is only for these reasons, the constant infighting that I can't seem to escape and now it plagues my brainspace almost everyday; these rancid opinions that spark this deep, personal, emotional anger that is, frankly, exhausting.

CAN YOU SEE WHERE THIS COULD POSSIBLY BEGIN TO IRK ME?

I've got plenty more grievances on this topic, but I'll refrain from gushing them out yet

I no longer want any part in this Fandom, nor do I want to interact with it's fans. I frankly wish I could lobotomize myself of this series, that's how absolutely disgusted and abhorant I am about this. Only very few, hand picked users in the fandom are ones I'm willing to interact with.

It sucks, it really hurts. I started art in that fandom, met some cool people and saw some amazing fan works, but I just can't take this anymore. These motherfuckers just won't get outta my head.

[sunnydoodles-canvas]

For clarification, if I interact first and you're a part of the AB fandom, then you fall under those hand-picked users I'm comfortable interacting with

[princenonnie]

Rusty, Autumn and Banshee belong to, and Mauveine and Ametrine shared with @sunnydoodles-canvas

[sunnydoodles-canvas]

[gigglybumbug]

randomly getting intensely interested in some bullshit like

[pregnanthudsonwilliams]

not naming names but some of you are so creative and talented it's an honor to have you in my phone

[sunnydoodles-canvas]

OOUUUGYUUHH I HAAAATE BEING SIIIICK

MAKE THESE PHYSICAL INHIBITIONS STOOOOOP

[tsumugiology]

random question:

what was your first exposure to prev and what made you decide to follow them?

[princenonnie]

a lot of random doodles I've liked

all characters in the third image belong to @sunnydoodles-canvas

[princenonnie]

a lot of random doodles I've liked

all characters in the third image belong to @sunnydoodles-canvas

[grocki]

sci fi is all about getting so scared and ripping tubes out of yourself. people miss this

[grocki]

sci fi is all about desperately trying to reclaim your violated bodily autonomy. it’s all about asserting that you are a being with agency, and you can choose what happens to your own person, even if that’s ripping tubes out of yourself. and also sometimes an alien is there

[codes-and-stuffs]

i do think we should normalise being like. platonically enamoured with someone. perhaps i love and admire you dearly and there's nothing romantic about it

[theslowesthnery]

when someone is completely fucking wrong about your blorbo but you don't want to argue about what basically boils down to opinions about shit that doesn't matter so you just sit there like

"that guy's wrong tho"

[princenonnie]

time to see how far the apple fell from the tree

reviving an old side character idea from way before even Queen

Crimson, 38 yr champion fighter and Scarlet's biological mother

[everythingfox]

Need a music box like this

[princenonnie]

question 7 for your oc scarlet if you’re taking them 🤔

Doesn't it feel like you're hiding something deep down and you're so afraid of the mask slipping and they see how unworthy and unlovable you truly are

[princenonnie]

the question is, do I bother turning this into a references too

[epicsause-official]

i think we are long overdue for a game that does the reverse of 90s first person shooters and actively makes fun of the player for picking the hard difficulty

[epicsause-official]

heres kinda what i mean

[the-only-failure-is-never-to-try]

Things that a time traveller would put in a show about time travelling to fuck with me (a chronically online girlie):

1 - This fucking scene