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[obsidianbeaconsatyr]

Nexus did not prefer Solar more than Sun.

He cared about both of them. Nexus cared about his family. Especially Sun. Even after everything that happened Nexus wrote a letter to Sun showing that despite being angry with him he still did care.

[sssuunnnyy]

Nexus deserved a redemtion arc. Because if Ruin and Dark Sun (the people who are the reason why he got like that) got one and in Dark Sun's cause, got a peaceful death (Idk if Dark Sun got really an redemtion arc) then Nexus deserved one too

I rewatched some videos. It's sad that Nexus didn't believe he could've told Sun, or anyobe else how he felt. Mourning their relationship cause in the end of the day Nexus is Sun's baby brother. It's sad that they all kinda just gave up on Nexus and didn't try harder (except for Sun cause Sun tried HARD). Sun doesn’t even know to THIS DAY that Monty shocked Nexus to get in his head to talk to Moon. I hated how Puppet forced Sun into making a decision like it was nothing. Sun didn't wanted Nexus to turn out like Moon but unknowingly pushed him into that role.

I know that Sun hates himself for that and now he can't talk to anyone about it cause it seens like everyone in that damn house is against him. Making fun of him, not caring about his boundaries, not even apologizing for being wrong (Or not even point out to apologize).

[sunnysideblues]

..I wanted to see how they changed over time and if the real Solar's dialogue was similar to the hallucinations

I miss themmmm

[sunnysideblues]

Thinking back, I feel a lot of things would've turned out differently if Sun was more.. included. (This is mainly about Nexus. Very biased rant below..)

Even though Sun plays such a huge role in the show, he (at least in the past, not so much now) was almost always the last one to get information on what was happening!! Correct me if I'm wrong, but I'm pretty sure he wasn't aware when Earth was kidnapped by Ruin or when Nexus was teleported into space. He didn't know of Eclipse's plan to bring back Solar, or that Monty went into Nexus' head to reach Moon. Then he hears after it was over that Nexus didn't care if Earth died, he's evil, etc etc.

They leave him in space for a bit and then are like "oh where's Nexus? His signal is gone? Hm. Oh well. Let's bring Moon back now!" SDJDJDKK HUH

Sun was mainly the only one bearing responsibility on "What to do with Nexus", he was kind of pressured to choose from two extreme options by Puppet, Foxy, Monty. Pair that with the lack of support from Earth, Lunar, Monty.. was Sun reaally the only one responsible here? I'm not saying that Sun is the victim, obviously he has his own faults (a lot..😅). But man, why was he always sooo out of the loop? And then after Nexus is "no longer redeemable(??)" Monty tells Sun that he knew how to bring Moon back all this time. Okay. Okay Monty.

Something else that keeps nagging me is the lack of communication between Eclipse and everyone else!!!!!! (DARK SUUNN!!! YOU!! YOUUU) If only Eclipse could bring Solar back sooner. They couldn't have cooperated even a LITTLE?

Tsams.. tsams you live in my head 24/7..

Feel free to add anything or share your thoughts in reblogs or comments!!

[obsidianbeaconsatyr]

This episode made me so angry.

What the actual heck Sun? Locking away Nexus even though Moon did the same thing to you?

He’s right about Terra too. She isn’t a therapist. She doesn’t have the years of experience but you can’t accept that she can be wrong.

Also if Nexus can’t kill Bloodmoon then neither can Monty. Especially since Nexus decided not to revive Solar with Bloodmoon’s code. He just wants hep Molten kill Ruin and kill Bloodmoon too. It’s not a bad thing to want 2 murderers dead especially if one of them is the reason that Solar is dead.

Heck Nexus was prepared to have Solar no longer speak to him if he ever revived him.

Sun was making me so angry. He did say he was going to let Nexus free but then he said he didn’t want to see him again. Even though he hadn’t done anything wrong except tell Terra the truth.

And telling the computer to shock Nexus into unconsciousness is absolutely disgusting. That’s your brother. Idc if you say he isn’t.

He has done so much for you all but he says hurtful things and you decide to abandon him? Even though he gave up his plan of reviving Solar with Bloodmoon’s code and just wants 2 murderers dead?

Sorry for the long rant. I know that this episode isn’t even 2 years old yet but it makes me so mad.

[deyisacherry]

I HATED IT SO MUCH BECAUSE WHAT??? and people will still say Nexus had no reason to be so mad at Sun, LMAO

[obsidianbeaconsatyr]

Nexus has every reason to be mad at Sun. He had a right to be mad at everyone tbh.

[sunnysideblues]

Monty too. I personally couldn't believe that they didn't make what he did a bigger deal in the show. Nexus deserved so much better

[thatmooncake]

Obsessed with how Sun fits so much of himself into such a tiny space.

I mean first of all, literally.

He’s gonna have to surgically detach his rays from that slide.

And then we have his living space, the Superstar daycare. Big at first but when it’s the only place you can seem to access while others get free roam of half the building or even get to go outside of it? TINY. The outside world is unfathomably HUGE in comparison. And everyone he comes into contact with has basically seen so much more of it than he has. And that must feel so impressive to him but at the same time so strange and …maybe somewhat limiting? Like no matter how hard he tries to relate or understand from his little corner, others have experienced things firsthand that he probably never has. Things he’s read to kids in storybooks and sang songs about but never seen up close.

And we know that in some sense he likes things to be just so. The barrels are aligned. The lights stay on. That’s the only way he feels safe. So I imagine his own limited perspective when he comes face to face with people from the outside world feels kind of scary to him in a way.

And despite the daycare being his domain, people encroach upon his space without warning, and he plays along. All of a sudden there are people and he must deal with them accordingly and he must act in a certain way no matter how he feels about it and how much stress he’s put under (for example, continuing on with playtime despite the whole situation with Moon, perhaps because he has to, or he wants to, or he has nothing else - maybe all of the above).

^ Look at his little room! It makes me sad. I don’t know if Moon ripped up all the bots that are scattered over the floor or if Sun did or if someone else did but the fact is the place looks so depressing compared to most of the Glamrocks’ rooms it’s painful. Here we have two of the most neglected robots in the pizzaplex and they carry on like that doesn’t matter, but we know Sun knows that something is very wrong so even if this is the norm for him and even if he’s used to it, the more broken bits and pieces he encounters the more it must be killing him because every day when he’s done entertaining the kids or pretending someone’s going to show up that day (depending on if the daycare is closed or not) he goes back to a permanent reminder of just how messed up things have become.

And he seems SO HAPPY to see a stranger from outside of that little room. No matter how you look at that, it’s pretty sad. Is he faking his enthusiasm? What a frustrating and stressful situation that must be to be at the beck and call of someone you don’t genuinely want to be around and act like you’re their new best friend. Is he actually excited? What a stressful situation that must be too, only for any semblance of control you had to be abruptly torn from you as you’re forced to switch when the lights go out, clearly horrified by what’s going to happen all the while because you know it won’t be good for anyone.

Does it hurt when he switches? I’m fascinated by Sun’s relationship with Moon. It’s played in so many interesting ways by the fandom. Are they two separate people? Are they like roommates who share a body? Are they two aspects of the same AI? They’re so versatile and I love it. I love all the takes there are on their personalities. Sun? Silly, goofy, playful, ray of sunshine, bundle of nerves, parental, fiery, bossy, strict, the embodiment of anxiety, and so on. Moon? Prankster, gremlin, sleepy, calm, collected, grumpy, silly, catlike, etc. I love it when they get along and I love it when they don’t. I have so many feelings about them both and it’s less that I want to know the truth about them (if there is such a thing) and more I just like exploring every avenue because they’re just really fun and fascinating characters.

And THAT SYMBOLISM. Wow. The sun and moon themes give you so much to play around with. So many metaphors and so many things you can plaster the surfaces of your house or the background of your phone with that make you think of them. The moon’s phases. The way the sun sets earlier in the winter. Would Sun get tired more easily in the winter? Does Moon have a blue moon phase that makes him feel down at the drop of a hat? Because same, guys, same.

Not getting over these guys any time soon I guess.

[pixzyn]

“Moon takes Carmie on a DATE?! In VRchat”

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[meagancandraw]

The Box AU

Buy Me A Kofi ☕

I made this several months ago for an Villains AU event on TSBS discord. I haven't shared it on here until now because I always wanted the first image to be a proper video showing Sun's descent into insanity, buuuut I don't have the time or the motivation for that, so that's never gonna happen rip

Full story for this AU under the cut

I originally had the idea for this YEARS ago, back when Moon first trapped Sun in that magic box in Beta 10. Based on a fanfic I never finished, this version of Sun took longer to escape the magic box Moon trapped him in. During this time his hallucinations get worse, subjecting him to his worst fears and suppressed thoughts/emotions/memories, causing his mental state to spiral even further. By the time he finally does unlock his magic, his sanity is hanging by a thread

NOTE: The fanfic would've ended here, with Sun leaving the bunker, more determined than ever to kill Eclipse. Whatever happened next was left ambiguous, but the following is what I personally imagine would've happened next:

The final straw comes during his confrontation with Eclipse, when Eclipse reveals that he and Moon made a deal prior to Moon locking Sun in the box. Learning that Moon would sooner work with their worst enemy than to help his own brother kill him, Sun completely snaps, going into a feral rage and killing Eclipse on the spot with the sword he found

Sun then returns to the daycare to confront Moon. Using his newfound magic, he goes into Moon's head and kills KC. Moon, who's had his own journey of self-reflection by reliving how horribly he's treated Sun in the past, tries to apologize, but Sun is done giving Moon second chances. He won't kill him, though. Death is too good for someone like Moon. Instead, Sun decides to repay every ounce of pain Moon has ever caused him by performing a spell that permanently traps Moon within Sun's head, making them "one" again. Sun says goodbye to Moon in their shared mindscape, leaving his dear "brother" to rot away in the deepest recesses of his mind. The last thing Sun hears before waking up is Moon's desperate cries for him to come back, to not leave him trapped there. It's one of the most satisfying things Sun has ever heard

[michtheclown]

Au where Nexus randomly gets revived and Sun starts ugly crying

[somethingsyzygy]

they’re cuuuute okayyyy I’ve been convinccedddd (head in hands) qwq

[mmiyasha]

looking at the stars together⭐️

[nightyelean]

Angsty headcanons tsams?

Favorite one is Sun’s fire magic comes out whenever he is having the specific nightmares and ends up burning his sheets (which feels much more canon now considering he does "sleep-magic" lol)

I like Sun hallucinating. So i believe he still hallucinates, but in smaller ways and much easier to ignore.

Moon’s dolls are very realistic. He cares for them and looks at them often because they just remind him the old times, mistakes. Happy Sun doll, KC dolll,,, (and with recent events? maybe they will become the pathetic attempts on trying to not forget)

Nexus DID care. Thats why he hated so much. Idc what everyone says booooo

[cachypoison]

This fandom is my prision

[sootnuki]

introducing: gangle torment

[j0t-fixated]

SolarMoonMarch Day 24:

"It's No Longer You."

[Closeups undercut.]

[xnackery027]

Wow I really hope she doesn’t form a complex from this lol that’d be weird

(Bonus under the cut)

[xnackery027]

No pressure though lol

[quirkyfries]

Don’t borrow grief from the future