Sunny ☀

Hello! I write and draw and stuff :D To be a multishipper...

[sunnysidestuff]

I am so disappointed in my country and my province.

The fires are burning through Indigenous communities.

Nuclear waste is being deposited in Indigenous traditional lands.

The wild fires are soon to be annual if nobody does anything with the budget for firefighting.

I, as a settler, don't know how to help at all.

And I have nobody to talk to that cares about these problems.

Not to mention the problems and tragedies outside of my province in my not so little country.

[sunnysidestuff]

Ik i have no right soming onto here bc it's a personal problem but I think I need some help about this.

My sister is in the canadian gifted program meaning that she thinks a little differently/is neurodivergent. I have suspected that she might be on "the spectrum" but my mom doesn't think it affects her enough to get it checked out. She gets overstimulated by persistent noises or little things that she has to experience consistently. And she tends to be very explosive in personality and does things that my parents don't agree with. She does these things and when she gets confronted, she doesn't speak for a long time, either because she doesn't know how to express herself in my home language properly. And often I bring myself to use as a scapegoat to express what little I can work with to defend her. Because, you know, one can not separate/disassociate themselves in the family community enough to ignore it all. I am tired of doing this. I am exhausted because I shouldn't be choosing to do this in the first place. I AM NOT EMOTIONALLY INCLINED. I CAN'T READ EMOTIONS TO SAVE MY LIFE. I CAN BARELY KEEP RELATIONSHIPS WITH PEOPLE I LOVE WITH PROPER EMOTIONAL COMMUNICATION. and I know I have no right to say any of this as a probably neurotypical person but I am tired. So I want to help support my sister to self advocate. But she won't help me as she just clams up and deflects onto me.

Any advice helps tho this is mainly a vent that I might take down if my guilt of talking about this online comes to bite me in the behind

[sunnysidestuff]

Okay idk if I skipped something or what but literally what was Osamu’s game plan was when he tried to sneak into Border? And why do you think “yes, let me break into a military facility” was his first thought? Desperation?? Idiocy??

~I want your ideas~

Sorry I've been extremely busy and like omg but um I think that it was desperation and I think it was shortly covered in the manga? or I'm becoming delulu :sob:

[l3ftfourde4d]

they’re the same

[sunnysidestuff]

Okay so I keep on getting your WT fics on my rec page and it’s making me JOYFUL and also I wanted to get my revenge so im gonna ask u some things!

1. FAVOURITE TMKM-2 HEADCANNON, GO!!

2. Favourite individual headcannon!

3. Favourite character/s

4. Anything else idk man my brain is FRIED BC OF FINALS!! I JUST WANT WORLD TRIGGER JOY!!

Ignore my incoherency, im just having a lot of fun <3

Hello!!! (i have no idea if the "JOYFUL" is sarcasm :"D ) I'll just have you know that I will keep flooding ur asks like a good person with way too little time :D

buckle up cuz this is gunna be long (and littered with grammar n spelling mistakes)

1: uh uh uh (pls pls pls I'm not a poser i swear, I haven't rlly been able to make time to rereading the manga and hyperanalyze it) Though Hyuse tries his best sometimes, being from Aftokrator, he tends to speak in a way that is super formal (and I've seen some people use it in explaining why the label of Canadian fits him so well) but he somtimes picks up context clues for slang by using certain etymologies but he tends to miss some popular slang that seemingly came out of nowhere though these people (the bordermembers) don't tend to care or aren't the shapest crayons in the box OR OR OR Chicka tends to feel pressured (by herself, hopefully if anyone else does I'm punting them) to support the team as much or more than Yuma and now Hyuse bc of her lage trion reserve. (idk if these r individual, so I'll add a group one at the end)

2: Individual hmmm... Osamu who is cannonically average but burns himself out trying to be better, but it never works and he feels guilty like he doesn't deserve to be burnt out because he has done nothing more than what he usually does and this is a negativity feeds negativity chain. (This is not projection, I hope :P)

3. Izumi Kouhei... or Osamu my bb obvi (i don't like how some action anime enjoyers flame him for not being op >:( ) (HM Hyuse, I had him as my pfp for a short amt of time)

4. the group thing uhhh-> osamu: mum figure, yuma->getting by with mildly harmful tendencies, Chika->younger sister who feels like she owes something, Hyuse->new pet dog

that's abt it (I got recently dropped straight back into the deep end of this fandom again and lowk gtta work on artfight(first yearrrr))

[bebx]

[iodine-coated-cleaver-deactivat]

so uh tagging game

The last fictional character in your photo library, is the person you gonna sit next to in a 8 hour flight!

OHHH EMU?? Not bad

tags(sorry weh): @teto-teto505, @veilofpoe, @loftedlow, @arsonistic-carp-0-2, @pompomme4, @never-end1ng-m1sery, @mxnihil + OPEN TAGS

[liliesdontdieroses]

oh my fucking goodness. pls nooo☹️☹️☹️☹️ just kill me immediately if i even get close to this situation

@mazzysky @ginger-crvsh @dolly4stxr @carnalsynn @xvivianmustdiex @yeotozaki @jello-the-frog

[jello-the-frog]

I'm either getting killed or I'm fine

@eraser-offical @pandanapple @starspangledmoth @obsessivebookwormalert @cute-drawings @bat--hugs @sammyartcherub @swimmingunknownsheep @rain-drop-creates @kcookiez @sillyy-s0fii @ilovemybsfsadie @justalilolfrog @k3tieee @xxaubreearachnidxx @bat-phantom @liliesdontdieroses @who0ishope @thedailysmoker @bulingblue @j3nny21xcx @thereallynsey @days-without-ai-ads-offical @blackdor @sunni-sacrifice @bee125e @gracious-midnight @weepingtreegiver @sleepingwhenimawake @skinnilove00 @vincian4 @ethanslife1o1 @petercanparkacar @urlovelyunicorn @chronicallyonlinebitch @dramatic1nlyf @trinketcollectingcrow @alergictomostsandwiches @toastoffical @donnielikesbugs @itsuwari-no-kibo-offical @eerietree @coquette-corpsie @argushatesplanes @lunchmoneydrug @ninahufflepuff @friendlyghostsandmonsters @dawn-but-different @raventhecrispy-offical @nationalparksocks @koithekoi @shogun-midnight @skyycaramba @kugisakinobaradesu @beccahasarrived @halfofacoffeebean @acewurld @mydawgnina @supersnowyfox @darkmatchacoffeegrass @kalenipclaw @sylvanath3fa3 @uterus-stealer-offical @sharonsharp7 @sharkicide @etherealvowtemplar @onyxvirtuemasquerade @janetdavid090 @jagithedragon @ddawgthechef2 @coldfreakhairdorascal @neurodivergientmiitopian-alt-alt @no-one-offical @lostsprite1985 @theolivinginhidden @blossomingtortoise2 @glasses-wearing-water-drinker @wrestlingontum @spodderly @neruodivergentmiitopian @teacupswhiskey @astracaedes @wollymight @quirkytiara @sohpie-purple-heart @istanthecapitalisticoctopusboy @pomelo-verse-offical @bosicu @lightsabersandbluecookies @joe-chungus @autisimyfoxerronii @jesminjerinhasan

[bat-phantom]

Hes right behind us isn't he?

@katlovescatsforever @knickknat @argenthumtheplural

[katlovescatsforever]

Yo why! Why do I have a picture OF KID AIZEN! He’d probably ask me to play chess or smth!

Or fucking hypnotize me!

@sunnysidestuff

[sunnysidestuff]

So uh... oh gosh... I don't think I will be looking very respectfully throughout the ride. But like... technically they're from proseka but they might just be considered instruments so let's see my other choice...

We do not talk about how noob level this song is but minori!

This fine ig. Great, even. Potentially. I wouldn't mind lol :D

@orkiidorkii

[rotting-in-red]

RB GAME!!!

your username is now ur ability

Describe it in any way that you'd use it or what it would do

Like mine is rotting in red, so my ability should probably be able to cause any being to decay by infecting their blood or smth

Tags ↓

@silvertrail-forgotten @tilskkarishma @the-weeping-menhera-idol @urlocalenigma @dig1tal-devil @dyztopia @l1ttl3-b0r3d-b4by @mamegoma-seal @1moldshouldbedoinghomeworknow @plague-crane @potatothemouse @sugarysakurakitty @c0nfessionsofar0ttens3na @crushmyprettyheart

[ultimate-hopes]

So like... I'm just Izuru Kamukura?

[annamanguchi]

well well well um my superpower is my fucking nickname

tagging!

@purezneon @devilishluv @mikantsumiki5432 @miikadosannoji

i don't have any more people to tag! TwT

[purezneon]

I can... Purify things and make them glow? I guess?

@theskirtisdior @avoyuki-avocado @idiasnacho @creamcrepesdotcom @cy-more-like-cry

[avoyuki-avocado]

Y know what I can do??

I can magically make avocados appear in my hand and I will destroy the avocado economy >:3

Tagging : @drowsy-king @misteria247 @fingerless-glovez @hiromi-seika

[drowsy-king]

Tysm for the tag, Avo!

.....

So

I'm a sleepy king who can BASICALLY MAKE OTHER PEOPLE BE SLEEPY AND FORCE THEM TO SLEEP HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

.w.

Sorry guys, my evil, villain ahh side came out/j

@0roi-de-poison0 @bladevoyager @gh0stfl0wer25 @xiaxiaoo @plateapus @miniatureteaset + free tags

[xiaxiaoo]

uhhh. Im an alien maybe? woooo

@yeaveragenerd @neodith @orkiidorkii @jellyfishhyy @mochi-does-art +free tags

[orkiidorkii]

I’m????? A dork?????? Ig???????

@littlechaoscryptid @wh0sisabella @sunnysidestuff @idontknowwhatimdoingpleasehelpah @an0neemouse @butterflyoffear + free tags

[sunnysidestuff]

thank u 4 the tag lol :D

So uh... I can make good sunny side up eggs (ew) and... summon things? Idkkkkkkk TT

@cat-lover-over-9000 @n0madicsun + free tags (only two people ik im lonely TT)

[trans-junk-rat]

[do-not-u-dare]

Please-do-it?

[the-reigning-imperatrix]

an-associate-resticus?

[your-fav-russian-assassin]

most-hated-russian-assassin?

[bat-phantom]

joker-stable?

[cat-lover-over-9000]

Dog-hater-under-9000?

[sunnysidestuff]

rainyedgeemptiness?

[sunnysidestuff]

Guess who went skating?

Meee!

I fell twice on my face and my knees are prolly bruised but we don't talk abt that.

[sunnysidestuff]

I keep finding things way too late. I was watching a fan-made video with one of my fav ships, and they had a series on yt and I just learned that their account got terminated like a day ago? sucks man

[sunnysidestuff]

So somehow I ended up reading two webnovels with two of the most tragic mc's I have ever known, both by accident! Also, one has no romantic relationships while the other does have one, but both of their main focuses are action fantasy, so I think there is a trend? idk.

[sunnysidestuff]

I've been cooped up for the last day, and now I feel like I'm out of sorts because I have so much to do, yet at the same time, I have no motivation to do them. Help.

[sunnysidestuff]

I'm sad. or something. I really don't feel all that great. I wanted to just laugh it off and hug you, I guess. I really didn't meant to make you cry.

[litttleprincess-deactivated2017]

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. This should be in the tumblr laws. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

[punchlinetothejoke-deactivated2]

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

If you ever want to talk: My tumblr ask is always open.

[leafpooliscool]

If you ever need anything

[orkiidorkii]

if you are going to get upset when I ask you to clarify a set of directions, DON'T GET MAD WHEN I END UP DOING THEM WRONG????? WHAT DID YOU THINK WAS GOING TO HAPPEN????

[sunnysidestuff]

At 12, the early months were fine.

The presentations I made were mine and mine alone,

And I was proud.

I had friends,

As close as they could be,

And I had a hope for better days

At 12, the summer was better

I met someone at pottery.

They are my platonic other half.

Even now, 

I'd regret it if I hadn't went to camp that week

But at the same time,

I had to watch over my brother,

And he became a laughing stock.

I didn't like that,

It was terrible.

The days were sunny though, 

and me and L and J,

Two of my best friends still, 

And talked all the time.

It was the better days I had hoped for.

At 12, the last months were hard.

I couldn't focus,

And my assignments didn't feel like my own

My friends felt colder

As if the weather influenced their behavior.

At least I still have my writing and my new friend.

Though I might lose her soon.

And now,

For the second time in a row, 

I am stuck on a car as we make our way back home on this bumpy

And slippery highway

With the blinding winter sun.