You're as sick as your secrets

minors dni lol mostly talking abt addiction recovery and being gay

[sunshineisreal]

I wanna post abt ed stuff but I don't wanna get terminated

[ineedtobesmallerthanthis]

I be doing the fucking most

[bpdohwhatajoy]

I have no interest in relationships anymore I just keep to myself and hope I’ll die in my sleep

[sovietnam]

[ropoto]

What if you weren’t looking at me too closly?

[dudettebigballer]

[3hlo3]

(ฅ’ω’ฅ)

[sacred-portal]

[vamptits]

im not scared of my own desires. i sabotage myself to make sure i never get what i want for unrelated reasons.

[princelabia]

im inventing a new bechdel test that you can only pass if your movie has two butches alone together smoking and maybe one of them grabs the other by the belt loops and then one of them puts a cigarette out on the other and then they start making out against a truck and maybe there's a little bit of teeth and tracy chapman is playing on the radio and we can hear them breathing and cut to black. or not. maybe not cut to black. i will leave that up to you but remember there is a right answer

[sunshineisreal]

Saw a masc/fem couple today in my hometown. They were in their late 30sish and she had her arm around her shoulders walking down the street like a giddy cowboy. Never seen before in my small town, so it's appreciated. Midday, no one cared. No one looked. 🩷 smiles on their faces. I wonder where they were going.

[sunshineisreal]

Butch4butch is so hot to me. Like that's what I want and thats how i feel on the inside. But I look kind of femme.

A shaved head is so hot. Dressing masculine.

But outside of the bedroom, I'm too self-conscious of homophobia to enjoy it.

I know it's "problematic" for some people to actively enjoy the idea of the secret too. Like "don't tell anyone". 😈🤦‍♀️

[sunshineisreal]

Glad others agree lol I was ashamed to write this

[sunshineisreal]

Finally on prozac fluoxetine

Lost my appetite first day? Anyway I hope it does something! Anything !

[sunshineisreal]

"I never have plans or commitments :("

"I have plans or commitments :("

I don't think I'm emotionally ready to participate in the plans I have made. I'm so scared of leaving the house. Especially for something like mountain hiking. But I wanna go 😭 but I'm crying over it right now 😭😭

[sunshineisreal]

"I never have plans or commitments :("

"I have plans or commitments :("

I don't think I'm emotionally ready to participate in the plans I have made. I'm so scared of leaving the house. Especially for something like mountain hiking. But I wanna go 😭 but I'm crying over it right now 😭😭

[sunshineisreal]

I'm afraid to go outside. Been feeling like shit. Self conscious and paranoid.

[sweatermuppet]

[sitting completely still in my own bed] this world is gutting me like a fish