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i feel like ive done something to upset some people, though nobody’s come to me to tell me what ive lost a lot of mutuals and it really makes me not want to be here.

if its about saying that an anon ask was hostile, i understand why i was wrong for saying that. the way it was worded reminded me of something that triggered my ptsd a bit, but i didnt need to voice that concern.

if its about anything else... i dont know what it is, but im sure im sorry for it, whatever it is. please come to me if you have problems. my dis.cord is allison#4999 and im willing to hear anyone out.

thank you

#ooc

a bunch of my mutuals on here unfollowed me so yknow maybe actually i dont need to be on maria

#what did i do this time? jesus #ooc

hey, everyone! allison here. im NOT dropping maria or anything ive just SUPER not been on tumblr ! i know i say it a lot but you CAN rp with me on discord (id LOVE that) so uuhhhh yeah!

#ooc

i came back and lost 50 followers? 50? was that the tumblr purge? what the hell?

#FIFTY????#ooc

god, its so close to christmas and my shopping isnt nearly done

moghedien

girl why did you just jump into the pool just to swim over to korra and dramatically get back out in front of her

arbitrary-stag

we know why

seereclipse

@supahficial

#tagged #GOD #this IS me. thank you

this holiday season im not letting myself stress over things that i dont have to, and im focusing on my loved ones. i need it.

it feels nice to have like, finally let go of this feeling that i need a relationship. especially since i just dont feel like that for anyone at the moment, it feels good to be able to tell myself that its fine to focus on my friends and family and not be jealous of others how i was.

#i felt so empty there for a while but honestly i feel much better now

hello

uouboy

go on anon and tell me what u secretly think of me

heyyyy guys im gnna be back here now. i may still be rlly stressed a lot, which my heart isnt helping (my increased heart rate and bp is rlly just making my anxiety thru the roof) but like. i miss u guys):

#ooc

update: my hearts getting worse annd basically im super tired, cranky, anxious, and paranoid lol. just for yall who dont keep up w me on discord and may be like wheres that asshole? im alive but just barely

#ooc

i need 2 remove myself from the oc rpc for a while bc im literally havin bad dreams abt shit. wild. ill still write maria if you want to keep up with her on discord (allison 4999) and ill be back soon im just not in a good headspace

#i need to focus on sam my sweet summer child for a while #ooc