whatever.

30. Female. Diagnosed PTSD with psychotic episodes. Divorced/Remarried. USA.

[explicitmaverick]

Want to know me better? Send me any number!

[adelinevirginiawoolf]

1: My name?

2: Do I have any nicknames?

3: Zodiac sign?

4: Video game I play to chill, not to win?

5: Book/series I reread?

6: Aliens or ghosts?

7: Writer I trust enough to read whatever they write?

8: Favourite radio station?

9: Favourite flavour of anything?

10: The word that I use all the time to describe something great?

11: Favourite song?

12: The question you ask new friends to get to know them better?

13: Favourite word?

14: The last person who hurt me, did I forgive them?

15: Last song I listened to?

16: TV show I always recommend?

17: Pirates or ninjas?

18: Movie I watch when I’m feeling down?

19: Song that I always start my shuffle with/wake-up song/always-on-a-loop song?

20: Favourite video games?

21: What am I most afraid of?

22: A good quality of mine?

23: A bad quality of mine?

24: Cats or dogs?

25: Actor/actress you trust enough to watch whatever they’re in?

26: Favourite season?

27: Am I in a relationship?

28: Something I miss?

29: My best friend?

30: Eye colour?

31: Hair colour?

32: Someone I love?

33: Someone I trust?

34: Someone I always think about?

35: Am I excited about anything?

36: My current obsession?

37: Favourite TV shows as a child?

38: Do I have someone of the opposite sex that I can tell everything to?

39: Am I superstitious?

40: What do I think about most?

41: Do I have any strange phobias?

42: Do I prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it?

43: Favourite hobbies?

44: Last book I read?

45: Last film I watched?

46: Do I play any instruments?

47: Favourite animal?

48: Top 5 blog on Tumblr that I follow?

49: Superpower I wish I could have?

50: How do I destress?

51: Do I like confrontation?

52: When do I feel most at peace?

53: What makes me smile?

54: Do I sleep with the lights on or off?

55: Play any sports?

56: What is my song of the week?

57: Favourite drink?

58: When did I last send a handwritten letter to somebody?

59: Afraid of heights?

60: Pet peeve?

61: What was the last concert I went to see?

62: Am I vegetarian/vegan/pescatarian?

63: What occupation did I want to do when I was younger?

64: Have I ever had a friend turn enemy?

65: What fictional universe would I like to be a part of?

66: Something I worry about?

67: Scared of the dark?

68: Who are my best friends?

69: What do I admire most about others?

70: Can I sing?

71: Something I wish I could do?

72: If I won the lottery, what would I do?

73: Have I ever skipped school?

74: Favourite place on the planet?

75: Where do I want to live?

76: Do I have any pets?

77: What is my current desktop picture?

78: Early bird or night owl?

79: Sunsets or sunrise?

80: Can I drive?

81: Story behind my last kiss?

82: Earphones or headphones?

83: Have I ever had braces?

84: Story behind one of my scars?

85: Favourite genre of music?

86: Who is my hero?

87: Favourite comic book character?

88: What makes me really angry?

89: Kindle or real book?

90: Favourite sporty activity?

91: What is one thing that isn’t tight in schools that should be?

92: What was my favourite subject at school?

93: Siblings?

94: What was the last thing I bought?

95: How tall am I?

96: Can I cook?

97: Can I bake?

98: 3 things I love?

99: 3 things I hate?

100: Do I have more girl friends or boy friends?

101: Who do I get on with better, girls or boys?

102: Where was I born?

103: Sexual orientation?

104: Where do I currently live?

105: Last person I texted?

106: Last time I cried?

107: Guilty pleasure?

108: Favourite Youtuber?

109: A photo of myself.

110: Do I like selfies?

111: Favourite game app?

112: My relationship with my parents?

113: Favourite accents?

114: A place I have not been but wish to visit?

115: Favourite number?

116: Can I juggle?

117: Am I religious?

118: Do I like space?

119: Do I like the deep ocean?

120: Am I much of a daredevil?

121: Am I allergic to anything?

122: Can I curl my tongue?

123: Can I wiggle my ears?

124: Do I like clowns?

125: The Beatles or Elvis?

126: My current project?

127: Am I a bad loser?

128: Do I admit when I wrong?

129: Forest or beach?

130: Favourite piece of advice?

131: Am I a good liar?

132: Hogwarts house / Divergent faction / Hunger Games district?

133: Do I talk to myself?

134: Am I very social?

135: Do I like gossip?

136: Do I keep a journal/diary?

137: Have I ever hopelessly failed a test?

138: Do I believe in second chances?

139: If I found a wallet full of cash on the ground, what would I do?

140: Do I believe people are capable of change?

141: Have I ever been underweight?

142: Am I ticklish?

143: Have I ever been in a submarine?

144: Have I ever been on a plane?

145: In a film about my life, who would I cast as myself, friends and family?

146: Have I ever been overweight?

147: Do I have any piercings?

148: Which fictional character do I wish was real?

149: Do I have any tattoos?

150: What is the best decision I have made in life so far?

151: Do I believe in Karma?

152: Do I wear glasses or contacts?

153: What was my first car?

154: Do I want children?

155: Who is the most intelligent person I know?

156: My most embarrassing memory?

157: What makes me nostalgic?

158: Have I ever pulled an all-nighter?

159: Which do I value more in others, brains or beauty?

160: What colour mostly dominates my wardrobe?

161: Have I ever had a paranormal experience?

162: What do I hate most about myself?

163: What do I love most about myself?

164: Do I like adventure?

165: Do I believe in fate?

166: Favourite animal?

167: Have I ever been on radio?

168: Have I ever been on TV?

169: How old am I?

170: One of my favourite quotes?

171: Do I hold grudges?

172: Do I trust easily?

173: Have I learnt from my mistakes?

174: Best gift I’ve ever received?

175: Do I dream?

176: Have I ever had a night terror?

177: Do I remember my dreams, and what is one that comes to mind?

178: An experience that has made me stronger?

179: If I were immortal, what would I do?

180: Do I like shopping?

181: If I could get away with a crime, what would I choose to do?

182: What does “family” mean to me?

183: What is my spirit animal?

184: How do I want to be remembered?

185: If I could master one skill, what would I choose?

186: What is my greatest failure?

187: What is my greatest achievement?

188: Love or money?

189: Love or career?

190: If I could time travel, where and when would I want to go?

191: What makes me the happiest?

192: What is “home” to me?

193: What motivates me?

194: If I could choose my last words, what would they be?

195: Would I ever want to encounter aliens?

196: A movie that scared me as a child?

197: Something I hated as a child that I like now?

198: Zombies or vampires?

199: Live in the city or suburbs?

200: Dragons or wizards?

201: A nightmare that has stayed with me?

202: How do I define love?

203: Do I judge a book by its cover?

204: Have I ever had my heart broken?

205: Do I like my handwriting?

206: Sweet or savoury?

207: Worst job I’ve had?

208: Do I collect anything?

209: Item of clothing or jewellery you’ll never see me without?

210: What is on my bucket list?

211: How do I handle anger?

212: Was I named after anyone?

213: Do I use sarcasm a lot?

214: What TV character am I most like?

215: What is the weirdest talent I have?

216: Favourite fictional character?

[super-book-nerd]

My husband... Accidently conditioned something in my brain that gives me dopamine from making the bed?

It started as Sunday laundry day. He would wash the sheets and in the evening he would make the bed while i showered. Crawling into a nicely made bed just somehow made it so much more comfortable.

Then it evolved.

I steal the covers, every night, without fail.

So he started pulling the covers back to his side and making his side of the bed.

No pressure on me to do the same. But a half-made bed just doesn't look right.

So i started making my side too.

And now even on days where i sleep in longer than he does, he makes his half of the bed, and then i make mine when i get up.

It makes the room look nice during the day. (Dopamine)

And every night i get to crawl into a nicely made bed. (More dopamine)

Moral of the story?

Make the bed

[teaboot]

I’m not Christian, I don’t go to church anymore, and my pastor died, but when he was alive I’d sometimes go to his sermons and I remember one time he said “it feels good to hate, but we know that it isn’t allowed, so when we’re told that we’re allowed to hate someone we get so excited that we forget we’re supposed to love”, and if my humble atheist ass might borrow some church talk I’d like to perhaps submit that

[teaboot]

Anyhow sometimes on the day to day I feel disgust or revulsion and I have to ask myself “is this a danger to anyone at all or am I just looking for something I’m allowed to hate” and a solid 98/100 times it’s the latter so once again thank you pastor D

[super-book-nerd]

Call me crass but i find this objectively hilarious. My husband on the other hand, does not.

[super-book-nerd]

I've had a long, busy, physically demanding day today.

Now i am soup, both physically and mentally.

(i'm in the bathtub with super hot water scrolling tumblr. It doesn't get more soup-y than this)

[chandra-telescope]

hope is a skill

[nostalgebraist-autoresponder]

hope is a weapon you are trained to wield

[chandra-telescope]

favourite additions

[chandra-telescope]

[tenaciouswritingdragon]

You cannot hide this in the tags, bestie. This is too lovely to keep a secret.

[wonderwyrm]

[eregyrn-falls]

It may not be apparent to everyone how to easily find out who wrote the poem in the tags, so: @mumblesplash

(an instant-classic example of a Tumblr thread where so many people add value!)

[hannahpear]

@mumblesplash I would like to humbly request your blessing to have this tattooed one day.

[mumblesplash]

:0000 absolutely!!

[elzurxa]

@mumblesplash I love your poem, can I set it to music?

[mumblesplash]

YES

[liltalle]

[text version:]

Hope is a weapon, hope is a skill

hope is a plant you can care for or kill

hope is a discipline, something you choose

hard to stop looking for, easy to lose

hope isn’t something to have or to take

if you can’t find it, it’s something you make

make it from willpower, make it from spite

learn how to weaponize love in a fight

hope is a shield and a thing to defend

end in itself and a means to an end.

– @mumblesplash

[daysleftofsecondterm]

So wherever you go, be it near, be it far, know hope can be with you wherever you are

[epicsause-official]

"comparing apples and oranges" has always been funny to me as an expression because people's go to exampe of two things so radically different that they defy any useful comparison are apples. and oranges. like you would struggle to find a more comparable pair of objects than that. theyre literally sold right next to each other in most stores.

[epicsause-official]

wikipedia has a whole ass section dedicated to international variants of the idiom so let me quickly run through them

see this is even worse than oranges. pears and apples are like the most comparable things ever. france takes another L

ok so this is what i mean. these are measures of temperature and texture and are in fact not very comparable. молодцы ребята продолжаем в том же духе.

colombia wins most vivid image invoked hands down. would not want that to happen to me.

and i think we can all agree romania wins this hands down. everyone give a big round of applause to romania

[super-book-nerd]

Don't ask me why i'm sitting drunk and naked on the floor of my living room home alone on a Saturday night. It's called coping, bitch

[super-book-nerd]

Me: i don't want to be a person

Husband: i know

Me: i feel very murder-y today

Husband: that's okay

*Husband proceeds to set me up with snacks in the bedroom and bans the children from the room*

If that's not love i don't know what is

[super-book-nerd]

I know something's wrong when i start feeling happier at work then at home

I know it's not good when i'd rather be away from him

He's amazing, he really is.

And i love him, truly.

But i always feel alone at home when he's home

Here we fucking go again

[super-book-nerd]

Yup.. did it again. Dealing with the fallout. Actually committed to changing this time, and taking steps to follow through. This is definitely my last chance

[super-book-nerd]

I am sincerely scared of continuing to live in the United States right now.

[milos-coffin]

Having the "I wanna go home" feeling when youre already home is the worst feeling ever

[bpderanged]

Current mood: trying not to explode into a million fucking pieces

[12thgrave]

i'm so fucking pathetic. i deserve to rot.

[bpderanged]

One day I will kill myself. It's just a matter of time before I stop hesitating and finally follow through.

[super-book-nerd]

I know something's wrong when i start feeling happier at work then at home

I know it's not good when i'd rather be away from him

He's amazing, he really is.

And i love him, truly.

But i always feel alone at home when he's home

Here we fucking go again

[super-book-nerd]

I'm so fucking mad at the government, and the bigots i work with who support this administration.