ParaMare

One of Mare's side blogs. This account is 17+. This is just because we have mooties who are 17, but if you are under 18, don't follow. Proship, Poofic, ProKink, ProPara, Anti Contact. DNI PRO INCEST PEOPLE, FUCK OFF

[superevilparasite]

Intro time!!!

Mare ┆ Parasite ✦ He / Doll / They / Rot / Moon / It

Pro Para account ᰔ ProFic ᰔ Anti Contact

Nightmare Sans Fictionkin

Dragon and Fox therian

Parasite and Doll

18 ◞ 18+ blog except if we were already mooties

UTMV focused. I have autism and NPD, as well as a few other things going on in my head

General!

I am a para. I love dragons a lot, as most mythical creatures ::D I am nearly fully nonhuman identity wise. If you want to refer to me at something, it would be Nightmare, parasite, dragon, fox, or doll <<3

I made this blog to deal with the fact I was questioning if I was a zoo (I am a fictozoo?). This blog is mostly sfw though, with many the occasional post about mythical animals only.

I'm kinda nervous making this intro, if that isn't clear, but, um, I love talking to people, even if I'm super nervous and stuff :)) I'll always try to respond!! Send me asks or anything!!

Boundaries

┆All pro-c people for the big three and incest will be blocked. Neutral contact, and para blogs that don't state their contact stance will also be blocked. If I get the ick from you, I will also block you. I tend to be rather cautious

┆Don't make incest jokes with me. I'm a survivor, and while I am ok with it in fiction, those kinds of jokes don't fly with me.

┆I suffer from intrusive thoughts, and when they act up, different things aren't ok with me. In general, avoid talking about real children with me.

┆I am scared to DM, but if we have been mutuals for a while / I like and reblogs your stuff on main a lot, please do talk with me!

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Links (to be added)

[superevilparasite]

Vent post

I find myself revolting. I am pathetic. I wish I could rid myself of everything. Of not just the attractions, but the intrusive thoughts as well. I hate how I am. I hate the things I saw. I know I was a child, but I'll always blame myself for the trauma.

Pro contact DNI

[shinogispup-deactivated20260415]

“If you have a paraphilia there is nothing to be proud of!”

“I don’t trust people who say that they’re proud of their paraphilia”

Reasons why they SHOULD be proud:

1. Still being a good functioning person

2. Giving hope to others that they aren’t evil or bad just for their disorder

3. That help and support is possible regardless of how “gross” and “evil” they think they’re disorder makes them

4. Actively coping and trying, putting in the effort to cope and manage themselves

5. Being anti contact

6. Still being alive when majority of people with paraphilias tend to take their own life out of self hatred and fear

6. It’s apart of them and something that usually will never go away, why not be proud of something permanent ?

Anyways…. Be proud !! Be safe !!

[superevilparasite]

Vent post CW

I don't wanna be a para. I'm so tired. I genuinely hate myself anymore. I hate that I'm forced to talk with people who are disgusted by other paras. I get the 'pass' because I'm not one of the big three, but, gods, if I don't hate myself. If I don't feel uncomfortable around them. I can't even talk about dark fiction with them anymore, because it makes me choke up because I fear that they hate me.

The fantasies of forced hospitalization are coming back. I won't do it, but I think about it, getting into an accident, and while in the hospital, begging for them to put me in a ward or get rid of the thoughts and attraction.

I hate myself.

Pro contacts DNI

[paraphiliaresearcharchive]

The Paraphilia Research Archive is a public, living library of books, papers, and research on paraphilia, atypical sexuality, and the broader social and psychological contexts that shape them.

I built this archive because I kept running into the same problem: information disappearing. Studies quietly taken down, texts harder to access, entire lines of inquiry treated as too dangerous or too taboo to remain visible. Over the past several years, as cultural attitudes around sex and the deviant have hardened, it has become increasingly difficult to find nuanced, evidence-based material in one place.

This archive exists to preserve that knowledge and keep it accessible to researchers, survivors, and anyone trying to understand rather than react.

I am not a neutral institution. I am a person who came to this work through lived experience. After surviving sexual abuse throughout childhood and into adulthood, I found myself unable to accept explanations rooted only in disgust or moral panic. I wanted to understand the mechanisms, the patterns, the realities, the why. That search led me deep into the trenches of academic literature, and eventually into collecting and preserving it so others wouldn't have to start from scratch the way I did.

I have not read every text housed in the archive. I may not agree with every single one, and some may be out of date. Preservation and access come first. This is a library, not a canon.

What I believe (and what guides this project) is simple:

Knowledge reduces harm

Precision matters more than panic

Attraction is not the same thing as action

People are accountable for what they do, not for the mere fact of their inner landscape

Research consistently shows that stigma and forced silence make prevention harder, not easier. When entire groups are treated as irredeemable abstractions rather than human beings, we lose the ability to intervene early, support accountability, and build systems that actually protect people.

My politics are rooted in liberation and material reality. The struggles around sexual stigma intersect with feminism, queer liberation, disability justice, anti-carceral thought, youth rights, and broader fights against social marginalization. None of these movements exist in isolation, and neither does the work of understanding sexuality.

This archive is not about sensationalism, and it is not about excusing harm. It is about refusing a world where curiosity is treated as complicity and where ignorance is mistaken for virtue.

Paraphiles are people. Survivors are people. The public deserves accurate information.

If we want a world with less abuse, less secrecy, and more accountability, then access to knowledge is not optional, it is foundational.

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About the Archivist

[inkztruecolorz]

WE ARE THE UTMV PROPARALINGS PLEASE FEED US

[superevilparasite]

New intro... When I get around to it...

[inkztruecolorz]

oooo you want to hold some basic respect for anti-c paraphiles ooooooooooo..... Wanted to mess around with editing software n stuff... Turned out really cool I think!!!!! Look at my eyes boy they're so awesome

Plus gif version that looks really shitty......

[inkztruecolorz]

What's the difference between pro-contact and anti-contact? I'm a bit confused, i think i have an idea of what it is but it just wanna make sure

Anti contact → against sexual and romantic interaction with your paraphilic attraction, particularly refers to the controversial ones like the big three and incest. This is my stance

Pro contact → In favour of contact, opposite to anti contact. Essentially abuse apologism since according to pro contact folks it is possible to have ethical relationships with minors, animals, corpses and family members

Also there's more but I'll put that below cut

Complex contact → believes each situation is nuanced, i.e thinks romantic contact between a minor and adult is okay but sexual contact isn't (also abuse apologism). May lean to one side or another. A few folks use it to say they're anti contact for big three and incest but pro c for other stuff. Imo this label is really confusing but most complex contacts I've seen have a tendency to hang around pro contacts so be really wary

Neutral contact → Doesn't have a stance in contact discourse. Abuse apologism by inaction as by definition this stance wouldn't be against pro-contacts

Contact stance abolitionist → Believes contact stances divide the paraphile community and/or are imprecise, however this tends to just be a cover for pro-contacts.

Pro consent → In favour of consent, however extremely vague and doesn't say anything about the ethics of relationships with animals, minors, corpses and family members, as pro contact folks believe they can consent and anti contacts believe they can't so sadly, you have to be wary

Anti abuse → essentially anti contact but clearer, coined in this post. Also my stance. However, because of course not every single paraphile has seen the post, it can be easy to just have a definition just as vague as pro consent, so ideally use it along with anti contact

[superevilparasite]

I've been getting more comfortable with admitting I'm a sadist, and even talking about it and joking with my friends, but I also can't fully admit, even to myself, I'm probably a zoo-sadist.

Pro contact paras, go away

[tourmaline-sys]

My opinion on alterhuman community and anti-zoophilia + my story

CW: zoophilia, mention of abuse and trauma

If you don't have time to read all go to the end!

The amout of hate in alterhuman community towards zoophiles is INSANE. If y'all actually cared for well-being of animals and us you would educate yourself. I want to talk about my expeirence as an anti-abuse zoophile. Please read to the end.

When I first joined alterhuman community on tiktok/youtube I got told that "zoophilia is abuse and all zoos deserve to die". I stupidly believed it at first even if it felt wrong.

With time I started to learn more about zoophilia. I still kept pretending to be anti because I was afraid of my own community hating on me. I was scared that after all these years I spend on looking for beings like me would be gone. I was all my life bullied, abused and alone. I didn't want the story to repeat itself.

Over a year ago I found a few beings that were anti hate on zoos. I talked to them a little and I stopped pretending I dislike zoos. I was still scared AF that by supporting zoos I would get left alone. Some beings did left me, some didn't. It was a very big step for me.

A few months ago I started exploring my identity more. Not only alterhuman but also plural, sexual and gender. During that time I found out many things about myself. I started looking more into paraphilias because it turned out I had a few (for example fictophilia or plushophilia). I still haven't even thought about being a zoo because of constant fear.

3 months ago I got into therapy because of depression. During that time my therapist helped me remember more things from my life to help with my trauma and dissociation.

Month ago I looked at my lost a few years ago cats pictures. It brought some memories. Our relation was platonic but I realised that deep in my heart I was attracted to it.

It was very hard to accept it at first. I was very scared and felt alone. I needed some time to think about it.

I started to look for a community with other zoos. Unfortunately most communities were pro-contact. I also tried to look at alterhuman communities supporting "big 3" but their statements were like "oh you can be a zoo but you have to hate yourself, find yourself disgusting and want to kys". This sounds like they are really anti-recovery.

This continued until I found anti-abuse paraphilia flag and anti-abuse zoophilia flag. I started to find beings that are friendly or are anti-abuse paraphiles. I was very excited, I literally cried from happiness.

If I didn't find that community I would probably still live in stress. I would probably end up in community supporting pro-c zoos from desperation (I was thinking about it tbh). Maybe I would even turn into a pro-c myself. So making safe spaces for even weird beings saves lives. It is important and I hope more beings could understand that.

Conclusions:

Zoophiles can be anti-abuse. We all should make more spaces welcoming them. It will not only help them but also animals that could be victims of potential bestiality. We aren't as bad as media tell you.

I am really sorry for any mistakes or if sth isn't understandable. I had in me so much emotions while writing this. If you have any questions my comments and asks are open.

[inkztruecolorz]

I spy with my little eye........ Whatever go my stupid school doodle

[imyaimya0]

Harmony zoophile flag divider. Made by me

Link to a post about the flag

[imyaimya0]

Warning: Bright images

Paraphile profile picture flag rings, f2u! The first flag is NOMAP (non Offending minor attracted person) and the second one is harmony zoophile flag. Link to original post

Tap to see below the cut

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Zoo flag made by @inkztruecolorz ^^

Hai!! So, um, yeah, this has been a long while coming. Giggling. I made these while really sleepy and thinking about dragons

[superevilparasite]

Gulp, test for me border

[inkztruecolorz]

I wanna make a para flag for myself, and was wondering how you came up with the colors on yours? And the meanings :)) /gen

HEY HELLO!!!!

The colors took me a SUPER long while to come up with, I think I made my first drafts of the flag back in like... March??? Of this year???? And the colors were NOWHERE NEAR the final result

It took a lot of experimenting, trial and error and yada yada, here's a couple of beta versions of the flag (left being a super duper early one)

My brain kind of associates zoophilia with ooo natural things oooo nature oooo plants maybe so that gave me a bit of a decent vague idea for the colors, definitely wanted to incorporate some form of green and blue but also hopefully a bit of warmth as well

Then the meanings were a process of figuring what I wanted each color to represent and throwing in some things I'd value

I wanted 3 stripes focused on animals themselves, and 3 for the paraphile experience, with an additional one pretty much encompassing a sense of community (that being the middle one)

And that's basically the sorta process :P

As per the clouds it kinda came to me in a vision and took a bit of trial and error as well