DEATH AND THE EMPRESS

I've moved on. Why can't you? ind. pri. sel. Jessica Whitly of Prodigal son inhibited by Len

[surgeonwedded]

thinking of moving Jessica over to my multi @auroradicit. I miss my badass wife. thoughts?

also shoutout to @thrownstiletto bc clearly we are too powerful to have solo Jessica blogs at the same time. follow zanza for amazing Jessica content xD

[thewhumpyrabbit]

Martin and Jessica texting:

[surgikill]

@surgeonwedded​

[surgeonwedded]

[redfar]

[surgeonwedded]

I’m three eps behind folks so sorry for the quiet. someone just reminded me how much I loved Jess and I’m :thinking: :thinking: 

feel free to like this or message me to plot, and you can find me and some of my other beans on @auroradicit

[surgeonwedded]

@surgikill @clinikill

[rp-ask-memes-deactivated2026012]

MAKE MY CHARACTER FEEL LOVED.

all of this ANGST lately – while nice – it’s getting a bit OLD. I want your character to try their best and make mine feel super loved. give them ALL you’ve got. make them blush like crazy and CRY because they’ve never heard such beautiful things before. do it. I dare you.

[mcavoy]

The person I reblogged this from is awesome as fuck.

[badliares]

* 𝙳𝙸𝚂𝙽𝙴𝚈 𝙻𝚈𝚁𝙸𝙲𝚂 𝚁𝙿 𝙼𝙴𝙼𝙴.

taken from various disney (including pixar) movie. nothing belongs to me. feel free to change any pronouns or sentence structure according to your muse’s preferences!

❝   i have no strength with which to speak,  when you sit me down and see i’m weak.   ❞

❝   we will run and scream; you will dance with me; we’ll fulfil our dreams and we’ll be free.   ❞

❝   we will be who we are.   ❞

❝   they’ll heal our scars; sadness will be far away.   ❞

❝   so i had done wrong, but you put me right.   ❞

❝   when i give less than i take - it is my fault, my own mistake.   ❞

❝   say that i’m crazy, or call me a fool - but last night it seems that i dream about you. ❞

❝   when i open my mouth, what came out was a song. and you knew every word and we all sang along.   ❞

❝   we sang along to a melody that’s playing to the strings of our souls.   ❞

❝   our love for each other will live on forever.   ❞

❝   when the cold wind is calling and the sky is clear and bright, i will ride.   ❞

❝   i have to be strong as the seas are stormy, and proud as an eagle’s scream.   ❞

❝   if i never knew you, i would have no inkling of how precious this life could be.   ❞

❝   if i never knew you, i would never have a clue how at last i’d find in you the missing part of me.   ❞

❝   if i never knew you, i’d be safe but half as real.   ❞

❝   what’s the matter with me? you’d think a girl would learn.   ❞

❝   if there’s a price for a rotten judgement, i guess i’ve already won that.   ❞

❝   no man is worth the aggravation.   ❞

❝   it’s ancient history; been there done that!   ❞

❝   who you think you’re kidding? he’s the earth and heaven to you!   ❞

❝   no chance, no way! i won’t say it, no.   ❞

❝   it’s too cliche, so i won’t say i’m in love.   ❞

❝   i thought my heart has learnt its lesson.   ❞

❝   my head is screaming, “get a grip, girl! unless you want to cry your heart out.”   ❞

❝   check the grin: you’re in love.   ❞

❝   put your faith in what you most believe in.   ❞

❝   trust your heart. let fate decide to guide these lies we see.    ❞

❝   two worlds, one family.   ❞

❝   raise your head up, lift high the load; take strength from those that need you.   ❞

❝   build higher walls, build stronger beams!   ❞

❝   tell everybody i’m on my way; new friends and new places to see.   ❞

❝   there’s nowhere else i’d rather be.   ❞

❝   i’m loving every step i take.   ❞

❝   i can’t keep this smile off my face.   ❞

❝   there’s nothing like seeing each other again, no matter the distance in between.   ❞

❝   the life of a princess from birth is well defined.   ❞

❝   a [princess/prince/king/queen] must humbly serve their country, play the part they’re assigned.   ❞

❝   who could ever ask for more?   ❞

❝   i wanna be like other girls!   ❞

❝   climb up the trees like other kids can!   ❞

❝   gotta keep one jump ahead of the bread line.   ❞

❝   these guys don’t appreciate i’m broke.   ❞

❝   i steal only what i can’t afford - and, well, that’s everything.   ❞

❝   i can take a hint, gotta face the fact. you’re my only friend, [Name].   ❞

❝   i’d blame parents except he hadn’t got them.   ❞

❝   i think i’ll take a stroll around the block.   ❞

❝   gotta eat to live, gotta steal to eat; otherwise, we’ll get along.   ❞

❝   i admit that in the past i’ve been a nasty.   ❞

❝   they weren’t kidding when they’re calling me, well, a witch.   ❞

❝   i fortunately know a little magic; it’s a talent i always possess.   ❞

❝   poor unfortunate souls, in pain! in need! and do i help them? indeed.   ❞

❝   there you see her, sitting across the way.   ❞

❝   she doesn’t get a lot to say, but there’s something about her.   ❞

❝   yes, you want her. look at her, you know you do.   ❞

❝   it’s possible she wants you too. there is one way to ask her.   ❞

❝   you think i’m an ignorant savage?   ❞

❝   still, i cannot see that the savage one is me.   ❞

❝   you think you own whatever land you land on. the earth is just a dead thing you can claim.   ❞

❝   if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you’ll learn things you never knew.   ❞

❝  for a long time we’ve been marching off to battle. in our thundering herd we feel a lot like cattle!   ❞

❝   bet the local girls thought you were quite the charmer.   ❞

❝   and i’ll bet the ladies love a man in armor!   ❞

❝   there’s no place i’d rather be than on my surfboard out at sea.   ❞

❝   and if i had one wish come true, i’d surf till the sun sets.   ❞

❝   i know you, i walked with you once upon a dream.   ❞

❝   i know you, the gleam in your eyes is a familiar gleam.   ❞

❝   visions are seldom what they seem.   ❞

❝   you’ll love me at once, the way you did once.   ❞

❝   i don’t have time for dancing! that’s just gonna have to wait for a while.   ❞

❝   ain’t got time for messing around, and it’s not my style.   ❞

❝   i know exactly where i’m going; getting closer, closer each day.   ❞

❝   people down here think i’m crazy, but i don’t care.   ❞

❝   so, he’s a bit of a fixer upper.   ❞

❝   i know he washes well, but he always ends up sorta smelly.   ❞

❝   you can fix this fixxer upper with a little bit of love!   ❞

❝   remember me? though i have to say goodbye…   ❞

❝   even if i’m far away, i’ll hold you in my heart.   ❞

❝   remember me, though i have to travel far.   ❞

❝   so many things to tell you. but how to make you see?   ❞

❝   the truth about my past? impossible. you’d turn away from me.   ❞

❝   all at once, everything looks different. now that i see you.   ❞

❝   they’ll fall in love, and here’s the bottom line: our trio’s down to two.   ❞

❝   standing here, it’s all so clear: i’m where i’m meant to be.   ❞

❝   with all this romantic atmosphere, disaster’s in the air.   ❞

❝   until you’re in my arms again, remember me.   ❞

[thronesturnedtorust]

Visit Original Link

“if i can’t have you, nobody will”

[surgikill]

@surgeonwedded

[malcolmbright]

Malcolm 1x09  ||  Martin 1x11  – benzodiazepines   requested by : @clinikill

[surgeonwedded]

let the past die. kill it, if you have to.

ind. sel. Jessica Whitly follows from @queenprotector template

[surgeonwedded]

getting a massage before watching this ep was a mistake I’m tense all over again

[surgeonwedded]

while I’m talking wishlist I also still want my daemon au….the horrifying moment for Jessica when her daemon still lets Martin’s touch him. jessica’s kestrel ready to savage anyone who comes near her kids. I am a simple creature with simple needs.

[surgeonwedded]

I still can’t get over Jessica scoring higher on that sadism scale than any of my Martins. The cinnamon topography....the POTENTIAL

anyway idk if I’m watching the ep tonight but know that Jessica is ready to verbally eviscerate everyone in her path and I’m craving my Angsty Horrible Nonsense so feel free to come say hi if the ep provokes you ;)

[rpdepartment]

Mind Control starters  24 starters | TW: mind control, loss of control, violence

CONTROLLER

« it won’t hurt a bit. »

« and now, you are mine. »

« don’t try to fight back, it’ll only make things worse. »

« you won’t even remember a thing. it’ll be just like a bad dream. »

« shhh, calm down. go to sleep. »

« can’t you just stop screaming for once? it’ll take just a second! »

RESISTANT

« get out of my head! »

« make… it… stop… »

« i swear… i don’t want to do this… »

« they’re forcing me- this isn’t me! »

« don’t… hold back-! »

« please, help me. help me! before it’s too late- »

« i’m running out of time… i don’t know for how long i can fight back- »

SUCCUMBED

« you should’ve left when you had the chance. »

« i don’t know you. i respond only to my master. »

« i’ll do as you wish. »

« your desire is my command. » 

REACTIONS

« woah, there! are you all right?! »

« this… doesn’t sound like you at all- »

« listen to me! focus on me, it’s going to be ok! »

« i’m gonna make you snap out of it, no matter what it takes. »

« d-don’t you remember me? we’re friends! »

« you’ve always been different. »

« they’ll just drag you down. »

[justrpmemesandicons]

Send “Wanna make a baby?” or “Let’s make a baby” to see how my muse reacts

[surgeonwedded]

scalpelandcandy‌:

Hearing Jessica’s strangled gasp and shudder had him look up. His wife was as pale as chalk. Martin merely pointed a finger at the fridge. “There should be some brandy in there”, he said, “Do not even bother with a glass, Jess. Just down the liquid straight from the bottle.”

Alcohol really was a bit of a miracle worker for troubled people. It washed away the worries, it numbed your feelings, it loosened your tongue, it destroyed you from the inside while you were having a blast. After all a human liver could only handle this much alcohol, before it was completely wrecked. Especially if you did not take care to allow yourself to recover from it.

Martin walked aside the corpse again and took the bag out of Jessica’s hand. He looked into the distressed, brown eyes of his wife. “I’ll bury him”, Martin said, “In a place nobody will look.” Under different circumstances, the good Doctor would have even dissected the body, but for that the man had to be alive. There was nothing funny about dissecting a body, which had no reaction to it anymore after all.

With ginger care, Martin picked up the corpse and heaved it into the bag. Head first, the body slowly slipped into it until there was only the whipped off blood visible. The red stains were the only hints, that something had happened here. But even that was by now so well cleared away that you had to actively know the spots were there to notice them.

Martin pulled a knot around the bag to secure it properly. He explained: “Listen, Jessica, if you need this to be more secure, we can agree to never discuss this again. I won’t even tell you, where I am going with this body, so you won’t be tempted to look for it. As I said, get yourself a glass of brandy. Watch TV. Get your mind of things. It will do you some good.”

“Why were you keeping perfectly good brandy in the fridge?”

It was such an inane thing. Silly to complain about, though she wasn't really complaining. Still, one would think that after so much time together, he would have picked up some better habits, particularly when it came to alcohol. One could argue she should know the contents of their fridge, but really. Why would she assume he'd do something like that?

It was so much easier to deal with than anything else. Than the thought of Martin leaving her like this, cleaning up after her. What if something went wrong? What if, some small, horrible part of her murmured, he goes straight to the police. Practically, she knew something needed to be done. They could hardly leave the body here, with the children running around. And while her husband had his flaws, he was loyal. Adored her. Adored their children. He wouldn't put what they had in danger. 

Jessica had to believe that. So she turned away from Martin without her normal physical affection, given the messy circumstances, and reached for the refrigerator. Blessed alcohol. 

"....Hurry back to me."

It was more of a plea than she'd like it to be.