Living in a dream

You createthe reality you live in

[survivinginreality]

"Pussy don't lie the biggest lie ever told

[survivinginreality]

[survivinginreality]

I felt love slipped away from my hands a thousand times, and you were the only person who gave it back without even thinking twice. As if it was worthy of all my silent cries.

[rylaicrest]

I want a relationship which we act like bestfriends, protect each other like siblings and at the same time make some memories as a LOVERS. <3

-rylaicrest

[survivinginreality]

Hell no this shit is wrong

[niadil]

wake me up like this and I will love you forever

[survivinginreality]

No don't

[fangoriaaa]

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[survivinginreality]

I put you through things that nobody else would ever put up with.

[mysharona1987]

[7thblacksheep-deactivated201907]

I feel like some people think this only applies to men, but it applies to women as well

[survivinginreality]

How are you?

sick

[survivinginreality]

Whispers

She hears the whispers of a lonely cry Tears stuck in her throat Strangling the wind Hurting her pride And her Soul Deep, deep Inside If only they knew She truly does try The way she does feel In her dignity And her strife The darkest of that despair Wanting for they to hold And not compare Feeling Oh, So alone Never too close Searching secretly Wishing for all the truth to be told Come center On forward Do not be so bold She is locked in a box Feeling jailed And whispers She has failed Hoping to disappear Wanting to fly In the right disguise And lose all of her Fears And those thoughts gone awry No more meaning to despise With the last bit of rain drops from the storm clouds of her mind Rustiest of gates Made of iron and steel Bolted locks She waits She whispers And is wondering why They do not care Nor longer participate in her humblest of life Ignored Passed over As she silently Whispers Where have they gone Why don’t they call And is it her fault, after all What’s even more saddening And ever so maddening But they will not dare hear her whispers For strangers are they Desperately engaging Running like strays Friends of Foes She chose And always will ponder with a wet, blinking eye How did it all begin Her naivety sigh With their smiles hung upside down Filled with half truths Beguiled So very disheartening Inside her mind That was once filled with lightning, bright colors Now black and white And covered in non-existent gray Devoid of love Blank staring hearts In her dismay Wiping and smudging The happiness From her face Her eyes As she tries To regain She whispers Ever so softly No! Not this....... Not again! To be overheard Fear of being Misunderstood For it is not only words And not being used And for what is the reason Forget it! She should.............. Whispers her last words of Today And Tonight In this Afternoon With too much emotion They swoon She whispers............. Please love my scars For they are true A part of me That isn’t brand new One little puzzle That leads To me From they And You....... T.Larrabee 1/30/2016

[petitegoose]

My Thoughts

The ragged edges of the thoughts deep inside us, keep us from falling apart, keep us always together, even if only in my heart

Your face is burned into my memory, And I cannot get enough of you, the thoughts swirl crazily, around everything I thought I knew.

The only way I see, that I can make it out alive, is for you to come back to me, or else I won’t survive.

My thoughts play tricks on me, as I stand here and wait for you, because you aren’t coming, and our love is finally through.

[survivinginreality]

I miss who I fell for.

You have changed in both bad and good. I admire some of the changes but wish for the bads to go back from where they came. You were very caring, sweet, energetic, out going, playful, artistic, happy, romantic and so much easier to get along with. You didn't make accusations of me cheating or fucking around behind your back. You may have worried just a tad but not very much. You were very nice to me never gave me attitude and never acted viciously mean towards me. People could see how much we loved each other when seeing us, we had it perfect. Things have happened and we have been through some of the worse things we could have gone through. We are still together but instead of how we use to be, we are constantly in fights pushing away from a love I miss very very much. You use anything that you can think of to fight me especially things that are no where close to being the truth. I wish our love will go back to the way we had it when we were on a good path. #wedontfitinbutwedo

[sickwithwritersblock]

I miss the way you told me you loved me. Like it was so inevitable and telling me you loved me was as easy as breathing. I miss that. I miss you.

excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via sickwithwritersblock)

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R.I.P CHESTER BENNINGTON

Today, lead singer of Linkin Park hung himself… at 12:32 PM PT – Law enforcement sources tell TMZ Bennington was home alone at the time of the suicide. We’re told his family was out of town and he was found upstairs by an employee.  the singer hanged himself at a private residence in Palos Verdes Estates in L.A. County. His body was discovered Thursday just before 9 AM.

Chester was married with 6 children from 2 wives.

The singer struggled with drugs and alcohol for years. He had said in the past he had considered committing suicide because he had been abused as a child…

Suicide is NOT a joke, and it is NEVER okay to tell ANYONE to “go to it already” or “You won’t do it” or “If you were really going to or wanted to, you would’ve just done it already”. To criricize another person and their reason for hurting is just as heartless as abandoning your brother or sister when danger comes their way. Cries for help may be vocalized more than once but oftentimes, the ones who subtly mention the subject of suicide are most at risk. PAY ATTENTION, when somebody talks about thoughts of suicide DO NOT turn the other cheek. Just listen, provide encouragement, lift other’s spirits up, help others when theyve been down…

[survivinginreality]

I wrote this. Lol