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Life is just a deception and death is the only reality!

You broke my heart but it still beats for you. It still cries for you. The haunting that you left behind still wrecks me yet my heart still yearns for you. What is this my love? I told myself that I won’t let you in again. That I won’t break again . But here I am standing at your door ready to lose it all again.

Why am I so obsessed with you. You don’t care what happens to me. You don’t care if my heart wanders and gets lost . You don’t . Care when my heart cries . You don’t care when I howl for you like a mad wolf . You don’t care at all. Yet I don’t know why I still care for you. I still get mad when you get sick. I still get mad when my calls you don’t pick. I thought this is love. But loving doesn’t feel like this.

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The truth.

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The people who love you will stick with you always. They will embrace you fully. During good times as well as during bad. They will not discriminate based on your good and bad moments. They will never judge you and will never leave you. Even when you push them away, they will come back to you. As the earth revolves around the sun, they will move around you. Like the sun, they will keep you warm with their love. They will protect you. They will call you at 3 am to see if you're okay. Their love is unconditional.

They are the real treasures of life. Although you may not have everything in this world, if you have them, then you have everything you will ever need. Keep them close. Cherish them as much as they cherish you.

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In memory of my younger self

I wish you were here. The overthinker. The one who wanted to please everyone. You have made me into the person I am today, since you always put others before me. This is your doing. Did you always want this for me? Come over and brag. You cannot run away from me. No matter how hard you try, you cannot escape my sorrow. It belongs to you, too.

Remember the times when you tortured me every night? Whenever I tried to be happy, you asked me to worry. You told me to worry about this and that. You always questioned, What if this happened and what if that happened? Remember the agony you caused me. Now you have made me into this. I've lost so much because of you. You cannot escape now. I won't let you. My sorrow is yours as much as it is fine.

You should know I don't miss you. What I miss is the feeling of being you. The feeling of happiness. I hope you stay in the past. I hope you never come back.

Your older self