Surviving Rock Bottom

This is my journey to rebuild ME 💗

[survivingrockbottom]

I feel alone

I feel sad

I feel fed up

i feel tired

ive had enough now

[bpdamn]

constantly on the verge of a mental breakdown

[the-lifeof-a-borderline]

Of this isn’t BPD to a T i don’t know what is.

@the-lifeof-a-borderline : mental health blog

[abnormall]

i don’t think i was supposed to live in this world. maybe it was too early for me, maybe i was supposed to be born in a couple of decades. or maybe i shouldn’t have been born at all. but i’m here now, and i’m suffering, and i don’t want to be here. this world, this society, its a nightmare i cant navigate. i’m completely out of touch. i can barely breathe anymore. i don’t think i’m supposed to be here.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[abnormall]

i am utterly disappointed in who i have become. i wanted to be someone better, someone important, someone beautiful. but instead i waste space, i waste time and i burden the people i love. this isnt the future i had in mind for myself and i know its too late. i’ll never get that future i dreamed of as a child.

[painpoetry]

[sa-dnesss]

“I was 12 thinking about killing myself. I am 21, still thinking about killing myself.”

—

[survivingrockbottom]

Me too

[sa-dnesss]

[wishing-for-deathx]

Ever been so sad and broken that you can’t move. So you just sit there, frozen, paralyzed by your pain and suffer. Because that’s all you can do.

[survivingrockbottom]

I wholeheartedly love him. I want to keep fighting yet i don’t want to push him away further.

[survivingrockbottom]

This heartbreak is going to kill me

[daydreamergirlforlife]

I wish that no one cared and moved on easily with their lives if I died but I know my death would affect people so I can’t be so selfish and take my own life so I wish that something would make me die already …

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[depression-healthy-carrier]

There’s a difference between giving up, and knowing when you’ve had enough 

[the-book-diaries]

“Sometimes people say terrible things when they’re scared. They don’t mean to, but they can’t help it. They lash out because if they can see that their words hurt someone else, it makes them feel as if they aren’t completely powerless.”

— Jonathan Maberry, Dust and Decay

[survivingrockbottom]

I’ve been trying so hard so such a long time now.

I don’t know how much longer I can keep it up