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so tired

i love you so much and i know that you know it. i want to be there for you, i want to fix all these problems that you’re having and make them go away entirely. i want you to be happy and strong and stable again. but i just cant do it. i can’t help you with all your problems because i’m just so so tired. when you get bad, i stop telling you when i get bad. i’ve been fixing all of my own problems all by myself and all the me that’s left over is for school and i just don’t have any me for you to use. and i feel like the worst girlfriend on the planet. i feel like a terrible lover because my needs and my struggles are constantly thrumming like white noise in my head while yours are like loud bangs and screeches that come from the dark. and when you have silence, you drown out my sounds, but when you have noises, i am still stuck trying to drown out my own. i feel like the worst girlfriend on the planet. i’m so tired. i’m so fucking tired.

#vent #depression #tw vent #swear #tw swearing #im so tired #tired

i'm a romantic, and i post about love constantly, but i'm genuinely terrified that being autistic makes me unlovable. it feels like it's only a matter of time before my girlfriend finds someone who she can be with without having to take care of them. i'm afraid of being a burden on anyone who i'm with. it's been a problem in both of my relationships already.

my dreams for the future are really simple ones, i just want to get married and be a mom, but what if i'm never married? what if no one will marry me? i know i'm a ton of work to be around and i need a lot of accommodations and that's a lot of work so i genuinely believe people would never pick me over someone who takes less energy to be with.

#actuallyautistic #vent #vent post #tw vent #autism #autistic #autisticproblems #autistic girl

moniquill

jpechacek

Nobody called me but I showed up anyway.

we-are-guildmaster

sounddesignerjeans-deactivated2

probsjosh

What the hell even is the this post

goys2men

It’s the sins of humanity crying out to be known

vbartilucci

The five boxing wizards jump quickly

copperbadge

Why zip along quick fam, just relax and vibe.

allthingslinguistic

By Jove, my quick study of lexicography won a prize!

desolationofstephen

Ignoring that the original post misquotes the pangram by using “jumped” instead of “jumps” and thereby leaving the letter S out of the sentence… Their alternate sentence doesn’t contain the letter F. So that would be why it’s not the go-to.

sushiandmilkshakes

uhhhhhh... the word "of" has an F in it, yknow

the-inevitability-of-death

Sending you an ask so you can rant about how softly mark and eef look @ eachother :]

Ethan's been staring at Mark like he's the sun for years,

But sometimes Mark does it,

And sometimes they do it to each other.

And my heart just-

fallen-in-love-suggestion

I wanna go on a cute date and hold ur hand all night

octaedri

mydarling-suggestions

can’t wait for the day we say “i’m home!!” and “goodnight” to each other rather than “i gotta go” and “let’s call soon”

dateadork

date a dork who plays guitar for 3 hours until you’re about to fall asleep listening to them

dateadork

date a dork who gets too lazy to make their bed

alittlebitloveydovey

cherryade2002

rottinggutz-deactivated20220902

you’re my angel sent from heaven. i don’t want anyone but you.

alexknoxpoetry

“to the boy i love”

love doesn’t have to be romantic

love can be the way i smile when you text me ‘good morning’ and i’m in the middle of eating breakfast so i put my spoon down and let my cereal get soggy just so i can talk to you

love can be the warning glance from a teacher as i try to hide my phone in the middle of class because i just couldn’t wait to text you back

love can be the doodles on my classwork and the rough drafts of fanfiction from that show i know you adore

love is ‘an intense feeling of deep affection’ love is ‘holding something very dear’ love is ‘to think the world of someone’ love is wanting to make you the happiest person alive love is the sound of my laugh when you make the dumbest joke love is not really feeling empathy… except when you’re sad, i want to cry love is waiting for the day i can finally give you all those hugs i promised

to the boy i am utterly, completely, platonically in love with, i hope you get through every dark and stormy day i hope the clouds clear out and you’re left with nothing but sunshine i hope i’ll get to call you ‘sweetheart’ forever i hope the universe will let us meet, someday our paths converging to a point because the point of this poem is simply… i love you.

alexknoxpoetry

“liquid stardust”

the moon shines so bright it illuminates this dreary darkness a beacon of hope in the night sky the perfect subject for a poem

except, the moon only glows because the sun gives it warmth light rays swimming through stardust to envelop it in a cosmic hug

you, my love, are not the moon because you do not need anyone in order to sparkle you are, instead, the incandescent sun that brightens my moon

the two of us, entities floating through space orbiting, spinning, dancing (i’m not very good at the latter but i can try, for you) the moon would never leave the sun it would never leave the light that gives it life and the sun would never want to give up the moon they’re connected, together and though they may lose sight of each other they are never truly alone for long

so if you are ever lost floating in liquid stardust about to drown know that i will be there waiting, always to reach out a hand that you can hold and to help you find your way back home.

fallen-in-love-suggestion

I wanna sit on your lap and kiss you until we’re out of breath

crush-feels

If you liked me back I’d fucking cry.

ohmykeptin

marcel proust questionnaire

The Proust Questionnaire has its origins in a parlor game popularized (though not devised) by Marcel Proust, the French essayist, and novelist, who believed that, in answering these questions, an individual reveals his or her true nature. Here is the basic Proust Questionnaire.

1. What is your idea of perfect happiness?

2. What is your greatest fear?

3. What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?

4. What is the trait you most deplore in others?

5. Which living person do you most admire?

6. What is your greatest extravagance?

7. What is your current state of mind?

8. What do you consider the most overrated virtue?

9. On what occasion do you lie?

10. What do you most dislike about your appearance?

11. Which living person do you most despise?

12. What is the quality you most like in a man?

13. What is the quality you most like in a woman?

14. Which words or phrases do you most overuse?

15. What or who is the greatest love of your life?

16. When and where were you happiest?

17. Which talent would you most like to have?

18. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

19. What do you consider your greatest achievement?

20. If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing, what would it be?

21. Where would you most like to live?

22. What is your most treasured possession?

23. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?

24. What is your favorite occupation?

25. What is your most marked characteristic?

26. What do you most value in your friends?

27. Who are your favorite writers?

28. Who is your hero of fiction?

29. Which historical figure do you most identify with?

30. Who are your heroes in real life?

31. What is it that you most dislike?

32. What is your greatest regret?

33. How would you like to die?

34. What is your motto?

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