ACHING, GROANING @svvampthing-blog - Tumblr Blog

whaaat’s up tumblr i currently have $4 to my name and i need a little help. i’ll try to keep this short, however i am currently in a situation where i live with my abusive mother who plans to keep me living with her/depending on her/making me pay her bills until i am 25, she had originally abandoned me when i was young and i had been raised by my dad and hadn’t actually gotten to know her that well, aside from weekend visits and my nativity of being alone in an apartment watching anime for 9 hours a day when i was 7 didn’t realize that was necessarily a good thing, and now that i live with her i can’t handle being around her and how invasive and terrible she tends to be, and i can’t tell her no about anything she wants to do because she pulls the ‘i am your mother and i do what i want’ card. she constantly misgenders me and dismisses me being trans unless it gives her brownie points, has lied about me having autism and asthma to make her seem like an incredible ‘supermom’ or whatever, and constantly invades my personal space even when i express discomfort around her.

needless to say, i should have listened to my dad when he said that she’s a piece of shit.

cut to the chase, the holiday season has completely wiped my savings when it came to taking an 11-day trip to visit my dad, some small presents for my family, and transportation. my uncle has offered to let me live in his fifth-wheeler in nevada as long as i can pay the $700 for utilities each month, and he and my dad have offered to help me get down there as long as i can get my rent paid and groceries bought and get a job.

needless to say, i’d like to be out here as soon as possible, i don’t have a particular time limit and i currently do hold a minimum-wage job, but some extra help would be greatly appreciated. if you’d like something out of supporting me, i could possibly write you a drabble or make you a ship/character edit or a small sketch in my spare time! my paypal is located at paypal.me/Nyblod and my ko-fi at ko-fi.com/tradpunk

seriously, anything helps and i’m basically desperate for escape. thank you all so, so much in advance.

#psa.#srsly if u can help it'd be very much appreciated #i have no funds myself otherwise i would 100% push it all your way :////

rotgrasp:

this one breathed life: so as he drew air, the branches swayed and the roots ached. and this one breathed death: a bone snaps in two, and an unearthly chill pinpricks at the surface. arcane’s smile twists into something unnatural, the shade of a deep and grisly murder. it looks more of a gash than a grin.

‘ you were a man once, alec holland. ’ a disgusting chortle, the legs of centipedes crawling their way from the back of his throat. it scrambles past his impossible, scrambled teeth and out upon his thin, twisted lips. ‘ a man like me. although, i hardly feel human any longer. oh, i——i suppose you can’t hear me in there. ’

the ground starts to whither where arcane stands, slowly but surely. how weak it is to fall into his patchwork hands, both unknowing.

‘ whatever shall you do? you cannot kill me, but, oh, you can try. i’ll return. i’ll return for the living, for my little abigail. the flimsy doors of hell cannot keep you safe. ’

he talks about you as if he knows some all-too-intimate details of your life and refuses to share. his words are venom to the Green, his mere presence a rotting thing. you back away from his figure, from the decay, not out of fear, rather -- out of a clear sense of preparation. perhaps the dead man is correct, perhaps every death you wrought from his body is only a brief reprieve; and like the life you surround yourself, he will persist and return ... return ... return ...

‘ even as a man i sought to end poisoning of the environment, to better the world in any way i could. do not mistake my wrath now for some inkling of comparison you can eek out of history. ’ gone. your moss-covered frame sinks into the soil below and still your voice remains, a booming, real thing. ‘ i may not be able to eradicate this world of anton arcane permanently, but i shall not make your existence a pleasant one. ’

the world you have come to understand and appreciate quakes in your presence, fearful of it even under the guise of protector. wherever he steps foot, there you will be, a cure to the sickening self of anton arcane.

#rotgrasp #ACHING / GROANING (main verse)#this is rly badf rktjgrhkjhb #he's basically just #im gonna hide in the ground let me live anton

rotgrasp:

@svvampthing

THE TWITCH OF A FLY’S WING, that wretched hum ringing, ringing, ringing in the ear. He was here, coming closer, so as life and death could feel the tug at each other. The swarm moves, flittering through the air to stop their decaying feast upon a maggoty carcass ( how they squirmed and writhed so delightfully through the red flesh, each consuming it piece by little piece ). So to the skies they took as the presence homed in.

The swarm grows restless, taking the wretched form of a man. Or, at the least, a cruel parody of one. Sinewy and lethal, crooked and broken, each muscle seethes beneath a thin veil of someone else’s skin.

One breath, then two, and his flesh returned to him, vermin crawled on him. With a mouthful of rotting meat, Arcane grins——nightmarish and chilling.

“ don’t you dare hide from me, Swamp Thing, ” he hisses, swallowing down his latest meal, maggots and all. “ i know you’re there, real as flesh. ”

are you real? are you not, like he -- Arcane -- some poor bastardization of existence? you ache as if you were, you stalk the shadows and speak to the green around you as if you were. but you don’t know; you don’t know and it kills you. so you don’t respond, you instead let the world speak for itself, a long, drawn out gasp of a sound. and, as soon as it had begun, it ceases. the world waits, not patiently, not through any false sense of anticipation, it simply waits.

‘ anton arcane. ’ your words are unkind, they are a booming sound that breathes life into the world once more. your figure grows from soil and moss and twigs and ancient things, standing behind the rotting man, the death of a peaceful existence. ‘ i am everywhere, everything. i do not hide. i protect. from worthless little men like you. ’ an inhalation, the sound of a million buzzing wings all at once.

you are real, as real as the towering trees, as real as the pollen that seeps from your moss-flesh to smother the world in life, as real as the desecration of the Green that stands before you. anton arcane will not survive this night.

and neither shall the real you.

#rotgrasp #ACHING / GROANING (main verse)#HI IM GAY #IM READY #maggot tw #insect tw

hey swamp thing meet me iN THE PIT

‘ anton … ’ a low, guttural growl – more like a hum, really, a thundering of the Earth’s wrath, all reaching a chaotic boiling point in his chest where a heart should be. instead, hollow, aching green. ‘ i am the pit. ’

#rotgrasp #KJHTGKJH #I WANNA DIE

never forget swamp thing took gotham city hostage and threatened to wipe out every living being in it if abigail was not released from arkham

#i lov him #I LOVE HIM #my canon's fuckin weird but w/e #W/E

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independent alec holland / swamp thing of dc comics written by violet (promo credit)

#p #sp*#guess who's back #again #:)

screams very loudly.

@rotgrasp SCREAMS V LOUDLY

#aN ANTON #AHHHHHHHH #LOOKS LIKE IM FUCKIN COMING BACK

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independent alec holland / swamp thing of dc comics written by violet (promo credit)

#p #sp*#hello

gOD. please stop appearing on my dash lmfao.

i MOSS you so much

i lEAF you so much paola !!! i need more of you in my life :////

#when r we gonna hang out and have dinner tf #i wanna fight u irl :///#clownin

I need to organize all of my blogs and straighten things up. But at the moment, my most active blogs and the ones you’ll most likely find me on at any time of day are: this one, @realmsought (oc multimuse), @deadcases (oc), @spiritshot (yusuke urameshi).

Currently, I’m revamping realmsought--i.e. cleaning out a lot of ooc posts and making a new promo and what not. just thought i should give an update!