delusions of grandeur

Indie Roleplay blog for Tyrell Wellick of Mr. Robot. Written by Felix. [Everything is under major construction in regards to content, layout, etc. as of 11/1/17, but I'm still ready to write.] Multi SL & Multi-ship. Writer is 25+. Open to crossovers & AU scenarios. Contains dark themes, triggering & NSFW content; NSFW content will be tagged, most minor triggers will not. Heavier things like gore, violence, and upsetting themes of course will be. Following the tag: sw3dishfish Please read my rules before interacting! Est. 11/1/17

[sw3dishfish]

OOC: I'm alive.

Give me a bit and this blog will have life breathed into it once more. A bit means a week or two maybe. Maybe sooner. I'll see how things go.

[lousolversons]

mr. robot side character week - day 2: favourite side character’s dynamic - irving & tyrell “Tyrell… I’m sorry.”

[sw3dishfish]

[That return to activity on here is taking longer than anticipated. I'm on week 3 of the Cybersecurity Fundamentals course I'm taking (the first of 5, with the last one ending in March of 2019) and while I'm understanding the material well enough, it takes time to process it plus I have to do some side research for areas that are only briefly explained. I'm doing this on top of a full time job, and the two are consuming my time and mental energy. I'm eager to return to this and my other muses, but it's going to take me learning how to balance that with work and school before I'm going to be able to do that. It'll happen as soon as I'm able to make it happen. At least when I do, I'll have a better understanding of hacking thanks to my classes. It's hard work, but it's fascinating and fun as hell. I love this shit.]

[irkallaroyalty-blog]

Reblog if you’re OK with role-playing with blogs whose character is stronger than yours, and you respect the fact should an IC fight occur you will lose. It’s not the mun being rude, or godmodding or being unfair it’s simply canon and logical. Or, reblog if you’re OK with role-playing with blogs whose characters have traumatising pasts. It’s really hard to role-play with blogs whose rules say “Keep ____ out of threads” or “Keep ____ topic out of threads” if that trigger is a part of the characters life, it’s almost impossible not to mention that trigger in threads unless the character never thinks of said trigger, or never opens up e.c.t and it’s extremely awkward.

In other words, PSA reblog for those who understand if you’re an OP character, they have to accept if they pick a fight with their muse, it wont go well. And while certain triggers wish to be avoided, you cannot delete triggers from a character’s past nor blame the Mun for it, nor force the Mun to never explore that side of the character.

This blog is open to ADULT content: gore, violence, sexual or triggering histories. (though cross out any of the above adult content if you’re not ok with it.)

[lousolversons]

[sw3dishfish]

Well maybe one day you’ll unite with them Tyrell

“Don’t get my hopes up. Hope is for fools. I’m done being foolish.”

[sw3dishfish]

“All religion, my friend, is simply evolved out of fraud, fear, greed, imagination, and poetry.”

“Organized religion, yes. But there are those who are still capable of becoming gods.” 

A delusion he’d held for years now, one burned into his own mind by his father’s constant berating and cruelty in a desperate effort by the young Swede that he’d overcome the powerless state he grew up in. 

“Like me.”

[malwxre]

❛ you’re a great comfort. ❜

(     *     BLACK MIRROR PROMPTS   !    | @sw3dishfish

Bullshit, the only comfort he could provide was a quick bullet to the skull, bang and the pain was gone. No more dead wife, no more kidnapped child. Maybe there was a chance he could be happy, if anything he’d like to think there was something beyond if it meant all those people weren’t suffering for his mistakes. Their deaths were meaningless, they weren’t even worthy of being pawns moved around a chessboard. They weren’t even dirt. “Thanks..” God he felt so sick.

[sw3dishfish]

It hadn’t exactly been easy to get to that point. After all, Elliot had been the one who’d caused all of his losses. Elliot’s project and Tyrell’s ambition had created a deadly chemical reaction that had exploded and left a shattered economy and thousands dead in its wake, including Joanna. As for their son? God only knew if and when Tyrell would see him again. 

It had taken time to get here. To realize that Joanna’s death, it hadn’t entirely been Elliot’s fault. To realize that despite it all, somehow, Tyrell still loved him. Even if Elliot had lied to him since the beginning with this whole alter ego thing. But despite all of that, all he had left was Elliot. And though he hated this other that was a part of the younger hacker, Elliot himself, the real Elliot...he still loved. 

“You realize I have nothing left but you. Don’t you?”

[sw3dishfish]

[I’ve been all over the place but intend to get to things soon. Memes and short things first.]

[historical-rp-memes]

{ Put an erotic thought your character has had about mine in my inbox }

[scxmfxxk]

[He posted this today. It’s Sunday. I love this nerd so goddamn much.

[sw3dishfish]

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[johnflopboyega]

[sadderforit]

sw3dishfish replied to your post: I used to string words together that got people…

The fuck are you talking about? You’re an incredible writer. Nothing is missing from your writing. Unless it’s your own personal spark, the drive to write. Find what made you want to start and revisit it. If it’s missing, because that’s all that could be from what I’ve read, you’ll find it again. You are talented as hell and one of my favorite RP partners. <3

you don’t cooouuunt Felix! You’re only being nice to me so the wife will keep loving on your Elliot.

[sw3dishfish]

Nein, nein, nein. No. I am being HONEST with you, because you are a great writer. No other reason for it beyond that. Don’t make me come out to NYC and whoop your butt. I will do it. Watch me.

[ramimalyk-deactivated20180210]

I’m in love with Elliot Alderson

[sw3dishfish]

[Is this not Tyrell or is this not Tyrell? Who is in fact a Cancer astrology-wise (as is Martin, though hopefully a little less psychopathic!)]

[mickeyandmumbles]