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The Top Things That Make SweetDream The Best AI Companion
I keep getting asked which AI companion site is actually worth it, so I'm just going to put my thoughts down once and link people here. Short version, after trying a bunch of them, SweetDream over at sweetdream.ai is the one I tell my friends about without hesitating.
Let me run through why. First, the personalization goes deep, you design your companion's appearance, voice, personality and history instead of settling for someone generic. Second, the conversations feel natural and warm and she remembers context, so it never resets back to that awkward stranger phase. Third, the photos and videos she generates are honestly some of the best I've seen, consistent and detailed.
And then there's the stuff that surprised me. Voice notes and real-time calls that sound like an actual human picked up the phone. Video calls and live cam sessions with select characters if you want that closeness. And the whole time, your conversations stay private and discreet, which mattered to me more than I expected. People compare it to candy.ai or ourdream.ai, and those have their fans, but for the full package the AI girlfriend I keep coming back to is on SweetDream.
i didnt post yet after night of champions because i was so fucking upset — still i am — he deserves a title, AT LEAST A MATCH WHAT HE WINS. hes getting robbed day by day.
also im so proud of my old man<33 he makes every storyline fun and interesting, and his skills are way too good
PAIRING: lizzie young x patrick feely
TW: self-harm, blood and injury imagery, grief and loss, mentions of suicide, sexual abuse (implied, brief), emotional breakdown/panic attack aftermath (resulting in sh), depression, dissociation, numbness, trauma responses, emotional abandonment (implied), mentions of psychiatric hospitalisation, emotional abuse (implied)
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A/N: this is more of a little disclaimer than anything—I read Seven Sleepless Nights by Chloe Walsh the other week, and started wondering what might’ve happened if Lizzie turned to Patrick instead of Hughie in their chapters—and so I rewrote that scene with the possibility of Patrick and Lizzie being endgame in mind.
I’m not here to argue ships or start any drama! I fully respect everyone’s opinions (even if they’re different from mine), so please keep the space kind.
SONGS: Nothing's Gonna Hurt You Baby by Cigarettes After Sex
☆ MASTERLIST ☆ TAG LIST
LIZZIE YOUNG
I did it again.
The scissors’ blades cut deep into my flesh, blood spilling from my thighs and painting my whole existence crimson. Again, and again, and again.
My fingers were bloodied and my movements furious as I continued to carve my skin, my flesh—my legs that looked like hers. The thoughts were there, inside my head, gnawing at me and eating me alive.
Block it out.
Block them out.
It’s all only in your head now.
She’s gone, Lizzie.
Looking in the mirror, I’d only see her. Caoimhe. Her blond locks, her blue eyes, her trauma—they were all there, all the time, in every mirror, in every window, following me around like a ghost that lived inside me while I wore her appearance.
With Hughie finally off my mind, after years of mutual pining but him never leaving Katie, I still had this. The anger, the guilt, the what-ifs—Caoimhe’s legacy and my heritage.
“Fuck,” I groaned before the scissors fell from my grip and my eyelids closed, eyelashes wet and one tear riding down each cheek, using the same path the previous ones left, fast and furious like Shannon—the river—overflowing on a rainy day.
My thighs were numb—all my senses were—as I rounded the back door from the farm and stepped into the kitchen. My head felt like it was underwater, my touch dream-like, just a faint feeling of the night breeze playing with my hair. The cuts stung, but only barely, as the usual numbness started taking over my body again.
Moving quietly and with practised ease, in nothing but a shirt way-too-long used as a nightdress, bloodied at the hem and tear-stained on the breast, I avoided the steps that creaked when stepped on like muscle memory and turned right to his bedroom door.
I didn’t bother calling him, nor texting him if I could come over.
It was dark in the house, but I knew he was still awake because the faint warm light of his reading lamp swam out into the hallway under the door, illuminating my way just enough not to trip over anything.
PATRICK FEELY
My door opened slowly, just enough for her to peek inside, her blue eyes finding mine immediately.
Seeing her eyes, all red from crying and with a distant look in them, I shot up from the bed and crossed the room in two long strides, new lyrics discarded on an instant while taking in the bloodied hem of her shirt, and all the need for sleep vanished from my eyes and body.
Fuck, Lizzie.
She cut again.
I didn’t ask anything, not at first. I just pulled her inside and clicked the door closed with one hand while the other hoisted the girl against my body.
“Let it out. I’m here, Liz. You’re safe,” I encircled her waist with both arms, holding her steadily, hoping to bring her some comfort in the madness that was her life.
The madness that was her memories.
Her guilt.
Her never-ending grief.
That was all it took for her to break down sobbing again, probably not for the second time tonight. She buried her face into my neck, and I placed one hand to the back of her head, fingers threading through her hair as I held my anger back.
I was angry at Caoimhe for her suicide.
I was angry at Mark for what she did to her.
I was angry at the fucking world for letting Lizzie Young down so many times.
But she was angry enough by herself, didn’t need mine, even if it was because of shared reasons. Especially if it was because of common ones.
My hand that wasn’t occupied with her blond locks squeezed her waist gently, “Can I see?” I murmured into her hair.
She tensed up but then relaxed immediately when I gave her hair a comforting kiss, and she nodded.
I knelt down in front of her and tugged the now maroon-tinted fabric up enough to see her thighs.
Fuck, these are deep.
“Baby,” I gasped, voice trembling slightly as I lifted my gaze to meet hers, hands gripping her hips—not to hurt her but enough to show her I care. “Please tell me you told your—”
She shook her head, now shaking violently with fear and the exhaustion she hadn’t acknowledged. “Y-you can’t tell either!” she choked out.
“Liz—”
“No!” she sobbed again. “I’m not fucking dense, Patrick! You know where they’ll send me if they find out I’m cutting again!”
She was right.
Fuck, I knew that.
But she was, first and foremost, someone who needed help.
“Alright, alright,” I squeezed her closer to myself, pressing my lips to her abdomen through the shirt. “I won’t tell. But you can’t keep doing this, baby. This isn’t coping,” my tone was firm, but also made it obvious how much I cared for her. She needed to realise she can’t keep doing this. But she also had to know I would be there every step of the way.
“Will you let me help you?” I was still kneeling in front of her, my hands now reaching for hers.
And she nodded. Not continuously. But even if it was a faint, singular one, she nodded.
She was sitting on the bed while I stitched her up—she asked me where I learnt it, but I’d rather not tell her it was because of the animals on the farm.
I hadn’t known if telling would have sent her spiralling again or drawing a laugh from those pretty, plump and kissable lips of hers.
She was gripping my hair, even though she would have never admitted the stitches hurt. She wasn’t one to admit to pain. Wasn’t one to talk—never had been. She’d rather bear everything coming her way in silence, bottle it all up and let it explode in the end. And she’d never ask for help. Not from her parents, not from her friends, and not from me. She’d push us away and keep us at arm’s length, but she’d always come back in the end. To me.
Without as much as a question, I pulled her bloodied shirt over her head and gently helped her change into one of my oversized band tees. Green Day. Because I know she likes them. And because she loves the material of the shirt.
She didn’t protest.
“There we go,” I coax, kissing her stitches on her thigh one last time before climbing into bed.
I didn’t tell her she had to sleep with me that night.
Didn’t force anything.
I just lifted the duvet as a suggestion, an option that was up to her to take or leave.
But I was hoping for her decision to be the former.
LIZZIE YOUNG
I stared at him for a few moments, weighed my options: fight or flight. Stay and let him in a little more, or bolt and push him away.
He waited. Didn’t scoff after a good few seconds of my staring contest with the space beside him.
And he didn’t tell me to get in beside him. Didn’t push, didn’t command or demand.
He wasn’t like Hughie, and certainly wasn’t like Pierce.
If he had been, he’d have had me under him after he kissed the stitches. In fact, if he hadn’t been Patrick, there would have been no stitches to kiss in the first place. Only wounds, still ripped open.
But I was glad it was him. He’d never made me feel like I was a pretty face and nice legs only. He didn’t make me feel like the so-called viper.
He made me feel seen and heard, and cared for. He made me feel like a rose—beautiful, each petal in the spiral a layer, and the symbol of love despite its thorns.
And that was why I climbed under his duvet and let him see me without the sass and the walls I built.
Because with him, I was safe.
With him, I wasn’t the Viper. I wasn’t defined by my attitude and problems.
yesterday i was too busy with bawling my eyes out, screaming, yelling to post abt it. they robbed my man, my sweetheart deserved that win which he didnt get. paul heyman just get the fuck out of wwe, bc when i catch you paul, when i catch you, you won’t breathe again🙂↕️🙂↕️
