Fuck

24 yr old bisexual girl with a blog. go figure.

[sweetleafy]

Feeling like a worthless piece of shit always 🥰

[sweetleafy]

Hot sometimes

[sweetleafy]

I love the person I’m dating, but sometimes things just seem so one sided. Maybe I’m over thinking cause I’m so hormonal because my period is suppose to start soon. And I’m not even a person to care about social media shit. But nothing I ever say gets acknowledged from my significant other and it just sucks. When I know he sees things I post. He use to go out of his way to tell me how beautiful or pretty I was every single day and now it’s not really anything. I feel so under appreciated, and like I don’t matter. Again this is just 95% of me being hormonal cause normally I wouldn’t let it get to me that bad. But I just don’t feel loved. I crave attention and to feel like I’m on the same page with someone. But lately it’s just been feeling like I’m carrying the emotions for the both of us. It sucks.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Loyalty isn’t grey. It’s black and white. You’re either loyal completely, or not loyal at all. And people have to understand this. You can’t be loyal only when it serves you.”

— Sharnay

[lingeriebag]

Charlotte Olympia X Agent Provocateur collaboration featuring a gold and Swarovski spider.

[monstermelodies]

Tor Johnson as Lobo

Night of the Ghouls (1959)

[lustful-energy]

[timbllr]

from weheartit

[recaption]

[wifipasswords-deactivated201908]

do you ever think about what your traits would be if you were a sim

[wifipasswords-deactivated201908]

[sweetleafy]

It really is me

[sweetleafy]

Thought I’d update my face to this app. It’s been a long while. Gonna try to be active on it again, dunno who’s even here anymore lmao

[hatin]

i want to cuddle so bad right now

[gio2130]

Old school horrors are the best and the Hellraiser series is among the best of them.

[monstermelodies]

Elvira Mistress of the Dark

[sweetleafy]

I redownloaded tumblr the other night and realized how much has changed. But figured It was a good outlet to type whatever I need to get off my chest.

The feeling of not being good enough is a constant struggle for me it seems. Nobody is ever satisfied with me, I don’t ever know what I do wrong..I’m always there, I’m always caring, I do the up most for my significant others always. My heart hurts so much from everything I give and I don’t ever get it in return. I feel so lost and confused about myself.

I really wish I were dead 98% of the time, no one would know or bother to know what happened to me, and i wouldn’t leave an impact on anyone’s life.

But maybe if I were dead, maybe then I’d be missed for once in my life. Maybe then someone would long for me the way I wished for.

[romantikdeath]

[haggord]