You Call It Stalking I Say Walking Close Behind

Anon blog for my friend :3

[sweetly-stalking]

THE MOON WILL SING A SONG FOR ME. I LOVED YOU LIKE THE SUN.

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Pinned post! I shoulda made one awhile ago but >:3c. Anyways collectively call us Stalker! Feel free to ask for the current fronter’s name!

•18

•They/them

•OSDD system

•nonbinary/genderfluid

•collectively asexual, demiromantic, panromantic

•auDHD, depression, anxiety, CPTSD (possibly) BPD

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BYF + DNI

-No endo systems.

-No trump supporters or anyone discriminatory

-no MAPS zoos or hardcore kink blogs. I don’t want to see it.

-pro ED and SH blogs we are trying to recover

With the obvious out of the way, a word of caution. We are mentally ill we can be emotionally volatile. Triggering things will be posted, a lot of it untagged because we are very forgetful, this is your warning.

We use irl yandere in our tags but we use the label “someone with obsessive tendencies.” Our suffering is real and should not be romantisized, there are other aspects to us besides obsession.

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Tagging!! & asks!!

Asks are welcome! No flirting. Also no doxxing and no NSFW. Please do not threaten my cats. Everything else is fine!

Alters will tag themselves if they are comfortable! Something like #Quinn.txt.

#🩸🎀 posts about my parasocial obsession!

#🌌😻 posts about my best friend ever!!!

#🥀🔪 general obsessive feelings

#👁️ asks!

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Yan things

BIG FIVE: CDIAR

YAN MBTI: RAHL RAML

YANDERE ENNEAGRAM: 145 The Researcher

SOFT YAN MBTI: CSWP CDWP

YAN PSYCHOSOPHY: CEAD

YAN TYPES: harmless, stalker, self sacrifice, disappearance, protective, obsession, dependence, manipulative, double suicide, bizzare seeking, self harm

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BORE THE SHADOWS THAT YOU MADE WITH NO LIGHT OF MY OWN

[sweetly-stalking]

Are you okay?

- 🩸🎀

Getting better! Very slowly! We had a near attempt a couple weeks ago, tried to perform in a play after. Yeeaah, dropped the play because the workload was a lot. Getting better, how are you?

[holohedral]

i am not well understood. which is also my fault

[celecatto]

i dont let them research me

[deterior8e-deactivated20260203]

codependent toxic queer platonic relationship where we both enable each other and make each other worse. when??

[sweetly-stalking]

The first part of the move I gotta deal with her abusive dad for 4-5 months, then my shit 20th bday, then pain of my first bday/Christmas/Halloween/New Year without my parents even if they're shitty, then my old cats health is up in the air, then my partner and I are having a trial period on me staying or leaving only after her dad gives us his place 4-5 months in so add 6 months to that, not to mention my disabilities make me incredibly depressed & isolated, I'll be grieving of having my irl friends (especially my childhood one) 14-18 hours away from me and completely alone in my new home...sooo you're stuck with me forever :P

And your headmates better intervene, I don't know what I'd do if I lost you

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….Huh. I forgot how much moving entailed. Sorry. So that’s at least a year and a half. Probably longer if the trial thing doesn’t work out. Okay, so I still have stuff to do! Would never wanna leave you behind early! Hopefully your cat is okay and you can talk to your irls long distance >:).

[sweetly-stalking]

Well helping me is a lifelong journey. Many things are wrong, and many things will continue to be wrong. I'm a full time commitment.

- 🩸🎀

Ooooh makes sense. Honestly most of it’s kinda up in the air, mostly depending if mom’s friend is back on her feet by graduation and whether the move does actually make things better. Also depends if my headmates try to intervene in the plan for whatever reason. I’ll still be kicking as long as I’m needed! (Not a guilt trip thing btw you’re great, you don’t need to do anything lol.)

[sweetly-stalking]

What's going on? Are you okay?

- 🩸🎀

I’m great! I accomplished my life goals. Kinda bittersweet in the same way beating a game is. Plus I still have to do some stuff. Need to finish school, help you, help mom’s friend.

[sweetly-stalking]

Loool you and my other Friend are happy now. I did what I set out to do. Just have to finish my school obligations and make sure mom’s friend is in a good place. I think once my cat dies I’m going with. I’ve accomplished everything I wanted to do. I’m happy.

[pyeongwha]

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[sweetly-stalking]

Wish I had the courage to do this

[jealous-we1rdo]

I actually need reassurance pretty often, I just don't ask for it. So when you don't do something to SHOW you love me I just assume you hate me even when you tell me you love me.

[sweetly-stalking]

How're you holding up today? It seems things are going really well with your best friend and that made me happy to know you're both doing good :3

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Yeah we played a Roblox rip off of papers please. Except we gad to shoot monsters. It was awesome! We ended up just shooting everything lol. Pretty standard day tbh. Trying to figure out social skills.

[sweetly-stalking]

Teaching them things. >>>>> They’ll be more like me! We work so well together. They teach me stuff. I wish they’d let me help more often. This is amazing!

[sweetly-stalking]

I got to play games!!! And shoot weird monster things with my friend. They’re so awesome <3.

[sweetly-stalking]

How are you holding up? Need to vent or rant or anything that might help you out? I'll listen!

Wish I could make you feel all better

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Uhhh we got a really bad greyoutvfrom like 2-6 pm yesterday. We basically remember almost nothing aside from someone switching in. Usually our memory is decent-ish where we don’t know details but we generally know what happened. Usually memory shit isn’t this bad unless something happened although when I try thinking about what it could be I get dizzy. At least it’s the weekend now! So no school to worry about for a while.

[sweetly-stalking]

To feel the weight of a gun in my hand. It’s cold and metallic. To shoot the one I gave my life to between the eyes. Have them shoot me in kind. I have gotten tired of this cursed existence. Please come with me.

[sweetly-stalking]

I look at people like I look at stars. The idea of love is so beautiful. I see the way people love each other. It’s a distant warmth. The light is always to be looked at and never touched. Or maybe I’m the void between stars, where no heat or light exists. I think even if I found the brightest most intense love in the universe I would still be empty. I hate yearning when I should be happy with what I have. This is stupid.

[sweetly-stalking]

I'm sorry that a lot of not so good things have been happening, and I understand wishing someone would just pick you. Hell I feel that way now. But you're not burden, at least to me! You're amazing to talk to & I've loved getting to know you. Can't help but stick around you. I feel drawn in. You can always vent to me, let things out, rant, info dump, anything that would help you. You matter a ton to me & I hope you know that. (*´-`)❤︎

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Thank you Bow!!! I really appreciate this. I got some sleep and am feeling slightly better. Yeah, if it helps any I would pick you. You’re super awesome and I want to make you happy. It’s been really nice talking to someone who understands. I hope venting and all the feelingsy things will get easier with time. Still feels embarrassing lmfao. I’ll do my best to talk/post more, hopefully I have more energy today!