hiiiiiiii!!! my name is myth or kiera or calico or aloisia or kallie or whatever!!!!!! i dont rlly Care ykyk. i mainly use she/shy/shx/they/he prns but also!!! more!!!!! im a fictoromantic genderfluid lesboy ouhhhhh scary
im a therian, otherkin, otherhearted, and a synpath!!!!! i have autism and tend to latch very strongly onto things!!
im a huge fan of writing both original and fan fiction!!! i also love love love yuri and am a fujoshi + himejoshi AND yumejoshi!!!!! i love romance and love and relationships!!!! <33333
fandoms!! i switch between main fandoms every few months but these are ALL ALWAYS on my mind forever so bajillions of hyperfixation posts will be broken up with the occasional other fandom
special interest : wind breaker
main fandoms: jujutsu kaisen, blue lock, attack on titan
other fandoms : attack on titan, devilman crybaby, percy jackson, greek mythology, delicious in dungeon, my hero academia, gachiakuta, homestuck (i dont support hussie), six of crows, dc (mostly batman/batfam), the stanley parable, sirius the jaeger, dan da dan, darling in the franxx, chainsaw man, kaiju number 8, and wayyyy more
FINAL WARNING i am SO FUCKING cringe and annoying and weird and im a FREAK and im occasionally a MASSIVE FUCKING CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont have a sense of "tmi" online so i overshare and yap and talk a LOTTTTTT so if you think you can keep up and or wanna match my FREAK i love making friends :]]]]
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Beating my "male" f/o till she decides to become a woman at which point i never even think about harming her again and take her to the ball and hand feed her soup and paint elaborate nude portraits of her
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so this is a liiiittle different than the one i posted before, this is the prologue opening thing i wrote for a longer fic im starting!
this fic is my yumeship fic for "memento mori" which is my ship with cheng xiaoshi and lu guang from link click
this fic is from lu guang's pov.
i/my self insert uses hy/hym pronouns it is not a typo, and i write cheng xiaoshi to use mirror pronouns. if i post more of this lu guang's pronouns will likely change throughout it as i hc he uses he/him, they/them and some neopronouns
uhmmm link click spoilers ahead!! idk what else to say đ¤ yay
Lu Guang wasnât one to question when things went wrong.
Maybe he stubbed his toe. Maybe he couldnât focus on his book because the construction outside was too loud. Maybe Cheng Xiaoshi asked him to edit some photos for a client, but he couldnât figure out how to work the editing software to get it exactly right. Whatever happened, he knew there was nothing that could be done about it. What happened, happened. The past is pastâLu Guang knew how to move on.
No matter how carefully he planned anything he couldnât expect it to go his way. As a time traveler, it was imperative that this information was ingrained in his memory. If you are to go snooping around in the past, you have to follow the rules. The rules that he himself put into place.
The rules he broke himself.
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Rule one; twelve hours. In and out.
Lu Guang looked at his watch. He still couldnât stop his heart from racing. Each event had to happen exactly as it did before. If he did everything right, until the key events, maybe he could successfully make things right.
It was always a little stressful, though. He couldnât get used to the way he felt himself fusing with the new timeline, committing to the mistakes he made. Getting trapped.
It was like he was transparent until the twelve hours were up. There was always a disconnect. Something tethering him to the present⌠but it couldnât hold forever.
The first time he went back, the snap of the tether felt like death. He felt it in his bones as the moment that was his past became his present. It had him clutching at his chest and gasping for air.
Now, it was more like the driver slamming on the breaks. Unpleasant, but if he braced himself, he wouldnât bump his head.
After that point, he wouldnât be able to return, nor could he jump into a new photo. The power left him entirely. Not that he needed it. In fact, without it, he could pretend that everything was fine.
He could pretend that where he sat in the sunroom with his favorite people was and always had been his fated present. It was all a very, very bad dream.
Rule two; stick to the script.
After twelve hours, he was bound to get some things wrong since he wasnât able to see past that point. Who remembers the exact words they spoke months, even years ago?
There were some things that Lu Guang couldnât resist.
For instance, an outfit that Cheng Xiaoshi thought was ugly. Lu Guang thought it looked amazing on him, but he told him if he didnât like it he shouldn't wear it. He never saw it again.
This time, when Xiaoshi showed Lu Guang the outfit, he couldnât stop himself.
âI think itâs perfect.â He really hadnât even thought about it. âMaybe accessories would help. That necklace you put Armin in for your last photoshoot would go great with it.â
Xiaoshiâs eyes lit up like the sun.
âI know what youâre talking about. I think youâre right, a bit of flair would save this outfit!â
He felt guilty, but he smiled to himself.
What was the harm in changing a few, small things?
Rule three; past or future, let them be.
Nothing I do can change the future. The power of time is something we cannot comprehendâthe simple flap of a butterflyâs wings is not enough to prevent the death of the ones I love.
All I want is to be with them, just one more time.
Underneath the layers of paint, the studio had always been painted in fated blood.
Cheng Xiaoshi was never supposed to live past the age of ten.
Armin was never supposed to meet Cheng Xiaoshi, or Lu Guang for that matter.
These things changed, because Lu Guang changed the past. He painted the studio in blood, and painted over it again and again to cover up the deep, ugly red and iron stench.
The paint is chipping.
i rlly like the end of with the paint i think its really cool heh...
i hope to continue writing this and maybe i will post it i enjoy posting my work! i know that no one ever cares much about self insert and yumeship fics idk... but if people ever do i love getting comments and stuff...
ok thats all i think byebye
PLEASE DNI IF YOU ARE A CHENG XIAOSHI OR LU GUANG YUMESHIPPER OR IF YOU ARE TCC
Things to do with your yumeship that doesnât involve drawing! (Free and not)
Even though Iâm an artist and most of my days I spend crouching over a screen with my stylus in hand I do understand that art is a tedious task that often requires a lot of love and time! So if thatâs not your thing or if you, like me, have a crazy schedule that leaves you with little to no time and motivation this tiny list might help : )
Most of these I personally do, so Iâm speaking for myself. Excuse me if these are repetitive and have been circulating in the community for looonggg-long đŞ
1. Customize your phone ; make your phone the color palette of your ship/f/o, or create a custom wallpaper! Vibes and different widgets that fit your vision. If you donât wanna do it yourself, then Iâm sure there are a lot of premade bgs, widgets and little decorations that fit your f/o on the internet
2. Wear the clothes your f/o or s/I would wear ; It can be an entire outfit or just one piece of clothing that reminds you of them (you can also create a closet cosplay!)
3. Wear accessories that remind or reference your f/o or s/i ; a hairclip or necklaces and bracelets..
4. Speaking of bracelets ; You can make your own easily! Even without a bracelet making kit or any beads you can make something adjacent of your idea with leather, ribbons or any piece of cloth
5. Go to the store or thrifting for things that remind you of your f/o or s/i ; I personally recommend going thrifting! Trinket and accessory hunting is always fun, especially if you bring someone with you! (Eg. Old decorations)
6. Trinkets ; Iâm sure you or your loved ones own a lot of small things that could remind you of your f/o or s/i! You can buy or thrift some and they usually cost a penny (eg. Small animal figures)
7. Books ; find and read books that remind you of your f/o or s/i! Can be any book, ones that are similar to their lore or vibe, something they themselves would read! (Personally, my f/o is based off a book in his game, so Iâm constantly hunting for said book while thrifting ^_â itâs fun)
8. Write something ; a oneshot, a whole fanfic, imagines or just little notes your f/o would leave for you or vice versa!
9. Cook or bake ; you can cook/bake your or your f/os fav food!
10. Use different apps ; apps that count days are useful for anniversaries, and Iâve heard of some apps that can send you a random notif every hour â you can customize those notifs to stuff your f/o would remind you of! (Eg. âRandom notificationâ and âLove countdownâ)
11. Print stuff ; if you own a printer (and if you donât, Iâm sure you can print stuff at the library for a fee) you can print pictures of your f/o, s/i or both! You can tape them to your wall or put in a pretty frame!
12. Go to places that remind you of your f/o or s/i ; hanging out in places that your f/o or s/i would hang around in! (Eg. A cozy cafe, a pretty field or a busy city streets or even an attraction!)
13. Do picrews or nekas ; this oneâs obvious and youâve probably heard of this one before. Hereâs a nice thread I found of different makers: link
14. Buy merch or customs ; this one can cost a little, but if you have the money and want, then it definitely brings a lot of joy! Official merch is pricey, but you can always order customs for a tad cheaper version of eg. Keychains and standees!
15. Make a playlist or listen to premade ones ; also obvious. Find songs that fit your f/o or s/i by lyrics or vibe or even just what they themselves would listen to!
16. Cosplay irl or in-game ; irl cosplays can also cost a bit or even need a lot of your own creative work, but you can also create cosplays in a game where customizable avatars are possible! (Eg. Roblox)
17. Commission someone or trade ; you can always commission or trade others for art or writing
18. Ask games ; reblog various ask games! I got myself so much asks about my yumeship back in the day and it was very fun thinking of and writing answers!
19. Speaking of writing ; write lore or chat about it! I find it easiest to think of lore and different ways my yumeship would interact while talking with my friends about it. It expands your yumeship and is just a lot of fun. Can be serious or silly!
20. Change your layout ; if you donât have a layout in some social media you can change it to your f/o or s/i. You can request graphics of your f/o or find premade ones on the internet! Either way intro posts, descriptions and generally pretty profiles are lots of fun to do
21. Photography ; go out and photograph things that remind you of your f/o or s/i! It can be a flower, bug or just a scenic view or even architecture! This is extremely handy when youâre not in your hometown or have a camera
22. Keep a little picture in your wallet or necklace lock like in the good old times
23. Requests ; thereâs actually a lot of blogs specifically made for requesting graphics, layouts, sketches & doodles or mood/stimboards! You can request one of your f/o, but remember to not overwhelm and respect the person youâre requesting from!
Participate in the community ; sometimes the best things that you can do is to just create a circle of yumes you feel comfortable around. Creating imagines, reblog games and adjacent can bring you closer to your yumeship than ever! But most importantly have fun â¤ď¸
what's your favorite activity to do that reminds you of your f/o(s)!!
I like to eat foods mine likes!
AUGFHRHHDDH YES I LIKE THIS QUESTION. I LOVEEEEHEHEHDHSUSJDH WRITING I WILL LITERALLY WRITE ANYTHING. ONESHOTS ANGST FLUFF FAKE TEXTS LOVE LETTERS LALALALLA I like wriitng a normal amount.
do u think choso would drop everything (as much as he can) and live in the country to farm. Perhaps farming......................... Peanuts
hm i wonder who sent this
Okay listen i think he would... hes very introverted i think as long as he could still visit his brother he'd prefer living in the country somewhere. I don't Know if hed farm peanuts specifically im unsure how that happens like what the process is
One of my biggest pet peeves is talking about a character you selfship with or mentioning it in general and the person you're talking to gets really weird. Not a "ew selfshipping" way but in a "đđ I see why u ship with them goodness me" way
If you've ever done this to a nonsharing/iffy sharing selfshipper you need to give them ÂŁ100 and pay for their tesco clubcard and also never talk to them ever again probably
It's about Sakura (and the rest of these crazy teenage boys) learning how to accept love, trust others, and find family.
And that's probably why I enjoy it so much. Because if it were just about the rival schools and the fighting and all that I'd be so much less engaged. Just "oh, cool animation" and an interesting plot. But from episode/chapter 1, we (with the help of Kotoha seeing through him) realize Sakura isn't your typical confident and strong main character. He acts cool (and he is cool, of course) but his angry outbursts reveal deep mistrust, even though he clearly cares a lot about others. As the story continues, we see more of these insecurities and fears of his, these habits that come from his past, and how everyone (for the most part) just wants to be his friend even as he pushes them away.
So as much as I get excited at the fights and the conflicts they face, I'd watch Sakura go hang out with his friends with just as much excitement, plus a lot of joy. Because he needs a family and watching him find it at Furin is amazing. It's literally the found family trope.
I mentioned the other boys learning these things as well, and I think that holds true for most (if not all) of them. Every backstory we see tells us about these kids who were outcasts, were bullied, lost friends or family, suffered abuse, or just got involved with the wrong people. And it's so heartbreaking, every time, because they're just kids.
But because of Furin, every one of them is finding or has found their home and their people and their purpose. They've learned to accept others again because they finally see that not everyone is going to beat them down and leave them in the dirt.
And we're getting to see all this with Sakura as he learns the same things, and I'm all here for it. (And, if you've read the manga, you know what I mean with the latest chapter especially).
