SweetSweetSuicide

Thoughts & Thinspo

[tmgbanter]

They say that the best revenge is living well, but you don’t always have control over that. That’s why so many of us choose the path of destruction. You don’t have to be living well to choose the path of destruction. All you have to do is have an urge to fuck shit up.

John Darnielle introducing The Best Ever Death Metal Band in Denton, Bowery Ballroom on 2012-10-15 (via tmgbanter)

[meet-me-onthe-equinox]

To Walk Invisible: The Brontë Sisters.

[justapeiceofshit]

[ephemer-el-deactivated20181208]

please remember that just because you appear calm doesn’t mean you don’t have anxiety

anxiety can manifest itself through perfectionism, obsessive compulsive behaviors, hyper-vigilance, irritability, increased maladaptive coping mechanisms, extreme caution, racing thoughts, insomnia, nightmares, and more. it doesn’t always appear as jittery hyperactivity

anxiety doesn’t always show, and you don’t have to force it to show in order to get help

[lymefight]

YES

[jmkfan]

If you’ve had anxiety for a long time, you have probably learned how to hide it without even realizing you’re hiding it. That’s ok! You are still anxious even if you internalize it more than you externalize it

[yupyupyupxo]

Don’t know who made this but I love it.

[trapgrl]

instagram | twitter: @heylizyy 

[mbti-info]

The biggest INFP feel is spending the whole day with friends and then getting home late, and instead of going to bed you have to stay up for a couple hours of “me” time before you can actually sleep, regardless of how late it is already

[gwinny5k]

The worst trick a childhood anxiety disorder pulls is, you spend your early years being applauded for being so much more mature than your peers, because you aren’t disruptive, you don’t want any kind of attention, you don’t express yourself, you keep yourself to yourself - this makes you a pleasure to have in class, etc etc - and you start to believe it’s virtue. But you’re actually way behind your peers in normal social development, and who knows if you can ever catch up.

[love-ruins-you]

[bpdisgusting]

okay google

how do i kill myself without making anyone sad or mad at me

[57circlesofhell-deactivated2015]

I once tried to explain depression to someone as like if one day you gradually started to lose both your sense of taste and your ability to feel full. And you don’t know why, but now everything you eat tastes like mashed potatoes and nothing you eat is satisfying. You keep eating because you must eat to live, but the effort that it takes to prepare food is taxing and there is no pay off. You just know it will taste like mashed potatoes. You just know you will still be hungry. So you stop bothering with seasonings. Then you stop bothering to use ingredients you used to like. Then you start to wonder what the point of eating is because there is no payoff. You still feel hungry and you’re sick of the taste and you don’t know if you will ever enjoy food again and you don’t know why this is happening.

If someone comes up to you in this scenario and says, “Well have you tried spicing your food? Using different ingredients? Eating foods you used to love?” It isn’t necessarily helpful because the reason you stopped doing all that in the first place is that everything…tasted…like mashed…potatoes.

[ladyjanelly]

This. Completely this.

[mrgolightly]

[thereal1990s]

Léon (1994)

[mentalllyunstable]

[eleanor-shellstrop]

[zayhun-deactivated20151204]

one of the worst moments in life is probably when you’re in a room full of people and you look around and see them all talking and laughing and all of sudden you feel so sad and lonely that you can even feel a physical pain in your chest because you realize that they all belong to someone and they all have someone who belongs to them and you don’t, you’re just kind of there

[lavonass]

[galgadotssss-deactivated2016071]

[paintdeath]

Not trying to be offensive but at this point anyone is welcome to fucking stab me