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Just on a simple journey trying to find my voice, my place, beautiful flowers in people and my keys before I leave the house. Remember it's never too late for new years resolutions and home is always where the heartache is.

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i somehow find myself frozen in time 

between months  

pulled and pushed 

between a rock and rock bottom 

always convinced 

life is happening somewhere else 

it was different than i had imagined 

but all of a sudden, i couldn’t hear, see, imagine it in any other way 

because i am reminded of your soft smile and warm jet blue eyes 

the way you run your fingers down the side of your face when you feel red 

or only want enough milk in your coffee for it to be “slightly less black” 

and the way your hand covers half my face 

and ask me what i am like when i’m mad 

and how i take my coffee 

and what books i still want to read this year 

and if it’s okay if we go have dinner with your mom 

i ask if the picture lived up to the expectation 

you roll your eyes and say you have yet to wake up 

i kiss the space between your neck and collarbone 

how did we get here 

am i making pictures in my head or is my heart playing tricks on me again

i feel your eyes on me when you reach for my hand pulling me up through the clock tower 

we look over the city, dusted and covered in a thin sheet of white 

you point in different directions and places in space

sharing stories and moments in time 

why did we have to meet now 

the night sets in and the wind pulls us closer to each other 

i forget what time we came up 

but remember not wanting to be anywhere else 

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You smiled to me and I thought: Damn, I’m fucking in love with you.

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how to start

someone once famously said that lights will guide you home

and that time fixes everything 

but i don’t believe that to be true - 

in fact lights are sometimes dimmed, or shaded, or blown out, hidden from the fast lane of people rushing to get no where and back again in time for dinner 

some lights only respond to the sound of a clap 

so why are we looking everywhere for a switch 

time doesn’t heal or fix everything 

you need patience and trust and resilience to outlive and outshine whatever it is that time is also trying to heal 

you need to be willing to work on parts of you, parts that you may not necessarily want light to see

and im not talking about those smile lines or your inability to reach your toes all the time or the softness around your belly 

use light and use time 

remember where you left your confidence and keys and ability to make people feel 

because that, that will guide you home 

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10:54 am

at my desk, work. i am aware of how fleeting a personality i have. how quickly i become obsessed, over a project. a place, a thing. how just as quickly, it is done. how after i have sucked all the marrow from its bone; it is always time to move on.  perhaps it is a thing of commitment. maybe this is what fear looks like.