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avril. 20. “restore the peace”✌️ swiftie since ‘09. speak now stan. “the monsters turned out to be just trees” she/her RED (taylors version) OUT NOW #AlabamaSwiftie

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TAYLOR AT THE HAIM CONCERT TONIGHT IN LONDON

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wow. it’s been a minute

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Alright. It’s time for me to be transparent with you. Ever since Evermore was released I’ve been kind of on and off due to being busy and trying to get ready for adulthood. I’ll be 19 years old in May so I figured I needed to start figuring out my life and learn how to be a productive member of society, which is harder than it looks might I add, while also working and trying to graduate High School. Just as I began to feel like everything might just turn out alright my world begins to crumble. On February 25, 2021, my biological mother passed away due to Covid-19. Now, I’ve been in and out of foster care my entire life, and I finally got adopted in June of last year, but I maintained a very strong and close relationship with my mom. When I got the news that she had passed away I began to spiral mentally. Everything was falling apart for me and I didn’t know what to do or how to handle it. The shiny new palace that I had built around myself had now shattered into a million tiny pieces and fallen at my feet. I was now left in my own ruins. I had always thought I had known true sadness, but this emotion that I had felt was something greater than that, and I don’t think it will ever go away. But, just as I do with anything else, I turned to music as kind of a floatation device as I drifted further and further into the dark ocean as the current pulled me away from the pile of rubble that was once my palace. I really thank my lucky stars every day that I have incredible people such as @taylorswift and @pink that have helped the healing process slightly easier for me. No one can truly ever imagine exactly how much these two women mean to me. Words just simply cannot describe it. I also don’t know where I would be without my adoptive parents and my sister. The water has definitely been rough, and the raging waters are far from finished, but I know now that I am not alone. No matter how alone I may feel, I know that I am not. It will be a long road, and it will take time, but I can only hope that one day it will start to be okay for me again. Until then I know I can count on my family and Taylor and P!nk and their music . I’d be lost without them.

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are there still beautiful things ✨

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Hugging the two best things to come out of 2020

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A friend send me this to react to and I am DYING

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✨ K R I S T Y ✨ on TikTok

#duet with @jackson.beck I AM DYING AT THE ACCURACY!!!! #showyourflex #taylorswift #swiftie #fyp #greysanatomy #evermore #swifttok

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The song “Tolerate It” is, in my opinion, one of the most powerful songs i think she’s ever written. It’s so relatable in a way that so many people can understand it no matter who you are. It’s that feeling when you give your everything to someone and they don’t appreciate you. They just kind of “let you” love them in a sense without giving anything in return. And that’s the worst kind of hurt. It can mean so many different things to different people. It doesn’t just have to be about a lover. It can be about parents, family, or friends, and I think that’s where I relate to it the most. My whole life I’ve felt like I just give my all to the people I love and they just kind of tolerate it. I feel it’s very one sided and once you realize that it’s like an overwhelming feeling of agony that just will never go away no matter what you say or do. That’s why “Tolerate It” just hits me like a train going a million miles an hour and shattering me into a million tiny pieces. That’s what I mean when I say Taylors music speaks to me in ways I can’t describe. I remember on my first listen when she says “I made you my temple, my mural, my sky. Now I’m begging for footnotes in the story of your life” I just broke down crying and I bawled all the way through to the end of the song. The way she sings “What would you do if I break free and leave us in ruins. Took this dagger in me and removed it” just hits me each time I’m listening to it like I’m hearing it for the first time. The way Taylor makes you feel everything she writes about is what sets her apart from everyone else and why I fell so deeply in love with her and her music and why I enjoy writing and creating. She’s truly one of the greatest artists of all time, and at this point I’m not just saying that because I’ve been a Swiftie for like 8 years, but because it’s nothing but pure fact at this point. @taylorswift

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the “ohOhOH. goddamn” in Ivy lives in my mind rent free

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Happy Birthday @taylorswift ! Words cannot describe how you have changed my life. I couldn’t have done it without you.

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it really just blows me away how with taylor, she can make you feel so many things just by listening to a song. the way she writes these songs she really makes each one into a unique work of art, and that’s what made me fall in love with music and writing. I just think it’s amazing how you can turn your pain, your grief, your happiness, your anger, your humor into art. make a simple emotion into something beautiful. and that is true art. @taylorswift is true art.

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Last night after I listened to #evermore I went to bed, but can I just say WHAT A MASTERPIECE! @taylorswift you’ve only gone and done it again and I’m soooo proud of you. The lyrics you put out into this world are unlike any other and you’ve left me speechless. Willow makes me smile, Tolerate It makes me cry. Tis the Damn season is just actually everything... and you’ve only gone and done it AGAIN! Thank you for giving us this gift because you know damn well that I appreciate it.

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GIRL I AM STILL RECOVERING FROM FOLKLORE

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ITS THE @taylorswift RELEASING A NEW ALBUM FOR ME

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@taylorswift @taylornation

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Oh my god, @ todrick this literally brought me to tears. Thank you so so so much for taking the time out if your day to do this. It means the world to me. Also, thank you @ cameo for making this possible. This is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. Thank you again! 💕✨😩

Also,

@taylorswift thank you for being such an inspiration as well. I don’t know where I would be without you. ❤️ I love you

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Your girl just turned 18 yesterday. Wooo 🥳 @taylorswift @taylornation

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So, I’m well aware this isn’t insta, but why not. My #LoverLetter 💕 @taylorswift @taylornation

My insta : @ flamesonswift