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Alive. Random. Fearless. Careless. Stoic. Resigned. Bold. Impassive. Tough. Liberated. Desire. Explore. Endure. Hate. Drama. Lessons. Faith. Me.

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09Jan2017

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08Jan2017

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Endings

Guess there will be no right or best happy endings. Everbody would wish it to be something they wanted it to be. If that is the case, people must realize that they are the ones can really make their own best endings.

Say, people do realize that they are responsible with their endings. They will really work hard to have no ending at all - even wish or fight for forever! And it will be unreal! End will end anything!

That’s even right on every book, movie or story we have known. Each endings might not be the best or the one you have voted for. But it will still end. Its a matter of having different endings - mixture of sad, happy, you like, you hate but it will be a series of a lot new beginnings too!

Nahh… just don’t make big deal of the endings. You don’t just jump to be at the end.. it’s the journey that makes it worth and defines every story!

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Active ko sa IG ngayos a! Fave hotel so far kasi!! Epic yung hindi ko mabuksan ang ref :) #nabinatyataako #tagalbyahe #hiltondublin #hayahayy #avireland (at Hilton Dublin)

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#follow me on Twitter @avisomeness #random

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I have found out that there ain’t no surer way to find out whether you like people or hate them than to travel with them.

Mark Twain

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The big beach, so called as 'big strand' in Irish, in the seaside town in County Waterford on the southeast coast of Ireland.

Never let the best waves in life go by.

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Those who visit foreign nations but who associate only with their own countrymen, change their climate, but not their customs: they see new meridians, but the same men; and with heads as empty as their pockets, return home with traveled bodies, but untraveled minds.

Charles Caleb

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Trance, - when I can’t focus on anything and the whole big picture swallows and moves around me.

Perks of being a wallflower

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Second record of the song. Found that the ever first record was missing! Three weeks that been sick! Just excuse my boredom! I MISS EXTREMES!

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For the mixture of different, extremes, extraordinary emotions it made me feel reading the novel - still I ended up being so sad, even though I have already watched the movie and knew how it would end. Perhaps, words strongly described and implanted the thought of nothing lasts forever. :(

"I keep thinking about this river somewhere, with the water moving really fast. And these two people in the water, trying to hold onto each other, holding on as hard as they can, but in the end it’s just too much. The current’s too strong. They've got to let go, drift apart." - Tommy D.

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Feelin' blue at Osmena Peak, Cebu Photo Credit: @tsadiktus #lateIGpost #SouthCebu #blueskies #everywhere #PH

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This is when deadlines hit me! Provided that, I am officially almost a week JOBLESS! Maximizing the use of my laptop!

Follow my ‘Avi’someness stories on wordpress soon!!

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HURTING

A Villanelle Poetry of mine from my College days.

What can I do if I’m like this?

Do I have to be someone else?

All I’m doing is for you.

Is it still not enough?

Or I am loving you too much?

Tell me, what can I do if I’m like this?

So many things I have said and done

Still, I feel empty with your love

But all I am doing is for you.

I don’t know why I’m still loving you

Am I crazy or just afraid to lose you?

Now, what can I do if I’m like this?

Today, I’ll still be loving you

Tomorrow, what will you do for me to stay?

Hope you’ll know that all I’m doing is for you.

It’s unfair, hope it’s enough

My heart is getting tired,

Do you know what can I do if I’m like this?

For all I’m doing is for you.

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FORBIDDEN

a Villanelle Poetry of mine from my College days.

Loving you is a mistake,

For you are not the one for me

And I must not fall in love with you.

I float, I fly, I soar

With a glimpse of your charming face

But loving you is a mistake.

I smile, I giggle, I laugh

With all things that you do

But I must not fall in love with you.

  I get lost, I sigh, I melt

With words only you could utter so well

Hence, loving you is a mistake.

  You fill me up with excitement

Spoil me with your sweetness

Still I know, I’m not falling in love with you.

  Going mad, almost crazy

Give me back my sanity

Cause loving you is a mistake

And I must not fall in love with you!

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I wasn't bitter. I was sad, though, but it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time.

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I can't remember my reaction when you gave this to me. Its just that it really matters when you didn't expect something from someone. I know, you being so YOU - knows that I really appreciate this gift. And the quick note you have written really sucks - coz even if its hard for me to admit, I felt it from your heart!! Thank you dearest!!!. #seeyou #longlive #friendship #twist2013 #anew2014 #nopressure :))))