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hi lovely! i’m still new to the writing space + updating my blog, so this is definitely not on you as now i’ve updated my rules, but i would prefer to interact a bit more before mooting up !!
a pic from yuuji’s camera roll <3 little harder to look back on after shibuya but he can’t bring himself to delete it (it’d be like losing them all over again)
you’ve been sleepless as bf!gojo has been away on a mission, you could use a quick pick-me up. you drop by his apartment to grab melatonin in hopes you'll get more sound sleep, surely that'll solve your problems!
cw: MDNI, fluff, established relationship, tired & overworked adults, canon compliant (reader is a sorcerer), teasing, petnames, suggestive, sloppy make out sesh, light hαιr ρυllιηg, chοκιηg, clothed touching, one (1) sραηκ [2.7k]
notes: not proofread LOL! smth possessed me to write this.
Your face cracked a smile at something Shoko had said.
It'd been a while since you've gotten a break, much less see your friends outside of work. But to see the sorcerer most in demand, who also happened to be your partner? As if.
The students were out on a mission, running errands, what have you. You know you should care much more, and you do, but all that mattered right now was the food in front of you and the company with it, enjoying a beautiful sunny day outside on the patio of a cute cafe.
Still the air is tense as neither of you could let the pretense of stress be dropped. Where the sound of a ding! from either of your cells would stop this charade of neglecting your responsibilities, at least for you.
But the notifications never came, and you eased into yourself, laughing a little louder, listening a bit better.
Shoko's in the middle of explaining something Yuji had done on his latest mission that caught him a trip to her, when you hear the dreadful ding!
Your eyes dart to your phone resting on the table. Your shoulders droop. You can only hope it's not serious. Shoko takes a bite of her meal and shrugs.
satoru: you still there with shoko?
You sigh in relief.
you: yeah, not sure how much longer we'll be though
satoru: kk
You put your phone down and see Shoko looking at you expectantly.
"Just Satoru."
"Of course it is."
The two of you finish up your meals, now waiting for your slice of blueberry pie to arrive. You mindless check your notifications as you wait for Shoko to come back from the bathroom. Your eyes glazing over in hopes you don't see anything of urgence.
Steps approach your table. A server holding the most magnificent pastry on a small ceramic plate. You offer your thank you's and almost drool at the smell wafting over your senses, the appearance so tempting.
You knew you were sleep deprived and maybe not all there, but you were about ready to eliminate that pie before she comes back. Ready to forgo any polite bone in your body screaming at you to wait, you grab the fork and cut off a bit. You'll just apologize after, you decide. Just as it hovers before your mouth, you hear an unmistakable voice.
"Oh! Is that for me?" You startle, clenching the fork in your grasp. You glance to the voice, and of course it was Satoru.
As much as you were enthused to see him, you spin your head to the now empty fork, balancing nothing but bits of crust and blueberry jam. The oozing pie has already splatted unceremoniously onto the table.
You frantically pick up the piece and shove it into your mouth, cursing at the heat of the pie. Your gasping breaths in an attempt to cool it down earns a laugh from your boyfriend, to which you shoot him a glare.
A weak one really, considering your mouth is half open, occasionally chewing.
He pulls up a chair next to your table as you wipe down your mess with a napkin.
"You missed some," he quips.
You roll your eyes at him without sparing him a look. You're sure he could feel it anyways.
You hadn't seen him in a few weeks, only sparsely between missions and his teaching. Sure you weren't as booked up as The Strongest, but you'd think you were a special grade with the amount of shit you have to deal with.
Your eyes scan the table, searching for any remnants of your pie massacre he mentioned. "I thought you were out in Sendai," you huff in frustration, trying your best to find the mess.
"I was." He gently takes the napkin from your hands, and you look up at him, eyes wide in wonderment.
He brings it towards your face, dabbing it to your chin. Your face heats, because of course it was on your face.
His face harbours a teasing smile and you stick your tongue out to him in response, ready to swat him only to be stopped by Infinity.
You scowl and try again, harder, to which your hand makes contact to his hard body. He only keeps it on to annoy you, but your heartaches. Longing for your lover that hasn't been by your side.
He's dressed casually, in slacks and a button up, to which you could barely argue it could be called that for how the lack of buttons actually buttoned up. But who were you to complain, he looked good, and he knows it. He looks at you over his sunglasses, boasting an excited smile.
"I missed you," you bite your lip and look down at the forgotten pie.
His smirk softens down to a smile, and reaches for your hand, running his thumb over your knuckles. "I missed you too, sweetheart."
You finally get a good look at him and bring a hand to rest at his nape, searching his face. Though he boasts an attitude of cheer and joy, you can see the strain in his eyes.
He tilts his head closer to your touch, and you run your hand along the side of his face. Your hands brush the side of his head, fingers tickled by the short hairs.
He had complained about a haircut before he left, one that you didn't get to see. That the barber "did him dirty," he complained over the phone while you did paperwork, and that he was "basically bald on the sides."
But the undercut had now grown out, and you could just eat him right up.
Your fingers dance over the white wisps illuminated by the sun, curling around your fingers as you slightly pull the hair. A small noise comes from his mouth, a faint pink dusting his nose. You throb at the delicious sight of your boyfriend. You can't help but need him so bad when he's so whipped.
You grin and tug him closer. "It looks good," you lick your lips. "I want you," you whisper, jutting your lips out in a pout as you pull away only to hesitate right before him.
You watch as his big blue eyes flick to yours, dilating at your words. His hand tightens around yours.
"I—"
"Shoko!" You interrupt, leaning away from Satoru. "What took you so long?"
She walks back to your table and watches the two of you in amusement. "I saw him when I was walking back."
You cackle at that, where he only whines.
The three of you catch up over the pie, the banter settling easily between you all.
"Feed me a bit! I've been starving you know." Satoru nudges the fork in your direction.
"You're a grown man, you can eat it yourself." You take the fork and cut off a chunk, causing Satoru to sit up with his mouth agape, expectantly. You shovel it into your own mouth instead, almost spitting it out laughing at his befuddlement.
"Is it so wrong to be fed by my lover?" he exaggeratedly claims out. "Right, Shoko? Help me out here?"
"When have I ever done that," she quickly deadpans.
"Well—"
"Rhetorical, Gojo," you quickly dismiss before he starts listing off occasions.
"I'm gone for two weeks and I'm demoted to Gojo?" He almost yells, startling a few birds perched in a nearby tree. He prattles on, and your eyes connect with Shoko's brown ones. You look down mischievously and slyly nudge the fork to her and point yo your lips.
She picks up the fork and places the last few bits of pie onto it. The movement catches Satoru's eyes, but he doesn't stop is tirade.
Shoko brings it to your mouth, to which you gleefully open your mouth and accept the pie. Satoru stops mid sentence, mouth shaped in an 'o.' Shoko tugs the fork free from your lips and places it back down onto the plate, as if nothing even occurred.
You hum at the sweet berries that spill over your taste buds.
"Close your mouth Gojo, you're gonna catch a fly." You giggle at Shoko and finish up.
He shakes his head, like he was trying to shake off his stupor. "Not you too," he groans.
But the teasing can only last so long when Satoru's phone buzzes. He waves over your server and offers up his card to pay.
"Satoru you don't have to—" you argue. Completely forgetting you were calling him Gojo, only remembering as he proudly smiles.
"He can pay for this whole place," Shoko raises her eyebrows at you, her words only feeding his ego. He can, but you were a proud person.
"I've gotta run to the school," he pecks your cheek before standing up. "Something about a mission report." You frown. You hoped you would get him for a longer.
"We've got some errands anyways." Shoko shrugs on her coat. "Do you still want to drop by his apartment after we get the supplies?"
"Oh yeah!"
Your battle with sleep has been a failing one. Satoru had a bottle of melatonin in his apartment that you mostly use anyways. You fear that if he did take a melatonin, he wouldn't wake up with how he is now without it.
"I'm gonna take the melatonin, it's not like you use it anyways."
"You just miss me," he sings out. "You've got the keys. Just text me, I might be home then," he accepts his card back from the server. You nod, tucking in your chair and step away from the enclosed patio.
"Be safe, my love," you say. "I love you."
"See ya Shoko," he waves with one hand, the other stuffed in his pocket. "And I love you too."
And then he's gone.
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Getting the right items had taken longer than you and Shoko had expected, but at least it was done. You just had to grab the bottle of melatonin before you dropped off the supplies back at the school.
You knock on the door, staring blankly ahead of you. You were tired, and the door didn't open. He said he was home when he texted.
Your hands start to dig for the keys in your pocket, but the door swings out in front of you, and you're greeted by the cool draft that kisses your skin.
You peek in and look for him, only for his piercing eyes to be looking at you as you step inside. You shuffle your shoes off and walk to his open arms.
"Hi baby," he muffles into your hair. You squeeze him a little harder, happy that he's solid before you. Scared that he'll leave again if you don't.
"Oof—don't squeeze too hard," your grasp on him loosens and you look up at him. He flashes a toothy smile. "My stomach hurts, I can't control what happens if you squeeze out a fart from me."
You giggle and smack him, hand meeting a soft sweater.
You look around the apartment. You hadn't been here for a while. Too sad to sleep in the bed alone, opting to go back to your tiny studio apartment.
It's not like that worked, because you hadn't been sleeping well there either, you'd even argue you've been sleeping worse. So unused to your bed and pillows that weren't Satoru's.
A candle was lit and the tv was on, and Satoru was walking away.
You follow him to the bedroom, to where he offers the bottle once you're in the dim room. You mutter a thanks and look at it.
His hand rests on your waist, his other tilting your chin up to look at him. You oblige, watching him tentatively lower his mouth to yours, with enough time to push him away if you so wished.
You inch forward, and raise to your tiptoes. Your lips meet his in a gentle and sweet kiss. You settle back on your heels, ready to pull away. Shoko's waiting for you in the car.
But he chases your lips, the weight of his hand on your waist heavier. A firmer grip.
You smile at his need and kiss him back, returning his desperation in turn. The kiss gets sloppier, the gentle kiss from before evolving something hot and heavy inscribed with ravenous desire from your absence.
His mouth opens, teeth nipping on your bottom lip to allow him further. You hum and swipe your tongue over his lips, eliciting a small groan from him.
Your tongues tangle as you let him prod and explore your mouth, returning the favour with similar fervour. The grip he had on your chin stronger, as he angles your head to give him easier access.
You sigh into him, arms reaching around his neck, where the bottle of melatonin noisily rumbles in your palm.
He's heaving into your mouth, a hand now resting on the small of your back as he walks you backwards to the wall, his thigh settling between your legs.
You collide with the wall, where a small oomfh! comes out from the contact, but it's taken right from your mouth as he eagerly presses into you.
Your unoccupied hand tugs on his hair, to which the most sinful moan tumbles out from his pink, swollen lips. Your legs clench together uncontrollably and you bring him closer.
Your mind races. Senses overwhelmed by Satoru.
He smells like soap and cocoa, probably had a shower earlier. He looks delectable in his comfy clothes. He feels hard under you, thigh pressing up against his hard cock. And he tastes sweet, like candy you were sure he was eating before you arrived. But most importantly, he sounds like he'll die if your mouths separate.
His hand trace your side upwards, stopping once it reaches your neck, while the other grabbing a handful of your ass.
You rut against him, to your dismay. You had been trying to tease him, but here you are, dripping at your collective need for each other.
Uncharacteristically, Satoru doesn't make any unwarranted comments on your desperation. Preoccupied with touching you in ways he yearned for while he was away.
His hand closes around the column of your throat, eliciting a breathy whimper as you hold onto him. He groans into your mouth and lowers his leg, making way for his hand.
His fingers dip between your thighs, pressing up into your heat. You jolt at his touch, pulling away from his lips. Your body arching into him as you shut your eyes.
His lips lick and nip at the delicate skin on your neck, never removing his firm grip he has on your neck. He continues his ministrations on your pussy, rubbing messy little circles on your clothed clit.
"Satoru!" you sputter out. He meets your lips again, hungry with want.
But he pulls away, and you lean to follow, but he lets go of you.
Now you're standing before him, frazzled, slightly dizzy, and more importantly, confused by the abrupt lack of his hands over you. You whine as he leaves you in the room, tutting at your noises of frustration and complaint. But you can't conceal the dopey smile and buzzing adrenaline.
You follow him out, ready to voice out that he's such a tease. He's leaning languidly against the hallway wall, arms crossed waiting for you.
You prepare for the smirk that would plaster his face, but you're only met with a soft smile that tugs on his mouth, eyes twinkling at the sight of you.
He definitely doesn't look how you thought he would. You try to compose yourself as you walk towards him, fretting over your appearance as you'll have to face Shoko after that heated make-out session you just had.
He watches you pass him, his hand flying out to grab a handful of your ass. You yelp in surprise and from the force as he palms the meat of the muscle, letting out a low groan. You look back at him, and his rearing a heavy and big hand to your bottom, a resounding smack! echoing in the hall. You shoot him daggers as he wraps his arm around your shoulders and walks you to the door.
"C’mon, pretty," he mutters a kiss into your hair. "Don't wanna leave Shoko hanging for too long do we?"
❝making a life out of the rubble left by your predecessors shouldn't be that hard; your parents spend every waking moment to change that. you busy yourself at the training grounds expecting a quiet life, far from the burdens of social expectation of royalty. but fate is funny in that way. in the small town, ways away from the hustle and bustle, is where you ultimately meet the people who forever alter your life. a pink haired grunt who loathes the space you occupy with aspirations of his own. the smug, older soldier who has you wrapped around his fingers; fingers that deemed him an imperial runaway. and the one better than time itself in curing your wounds. even the perfect sole heir with secrets under his crown.
all with histories and secrets to divulge, who will you royally court?❞
pairings: n/a, but involves ryomen sukuna x reader, toji fushiguro x reader, shoko ieiri x reader, satoru gojo x reader
cw: royalty au, canon typical violence, light angst, depictions of emotionally unavailable parents, mentions of war and kingdom politics, age gap (gojo and shoko are 2 years older, sukuna is 3 years older, and toji is 5 years older), historical inaccuracy, petnames, time skips (takes place when reader is 11/13), probably ooc [4.5k]
notes: this is mostly just world building and establishing relationships with everyone! this is my first written work in a LONG time so please be gentle with me :) let me know of any thoughts you have ! i hope you enjoy :3 + gojo's relationship is loosely inspired by his perfect highness can't hide his over-the-top love from me!
the royal court m.list
In the early days of your youth, life was quiet.
The outskirts of the crown city were decorated with foliage, with the backdrop of the mountain range ever present, splitting the border of the kingdom to an unknown empire beyond. Large and looming trees filled every corner of open space, with rocks and shrubbery nestled between the gaps. The canopy granting respite in the beating heat of the summers spent in the sun, or refuge, breaking apart the harsh winds and snow come the winter.
In the summers, you were chasing insects that fluttered about to and fro the gentle stream that separated the residences to the marketplace. A big smile plastered to your round face as you'd balance atop tree roots and rocks.
The beauty and freedom of living there would slowly fall from grace. The comfort of the flowing water, now mocking at the sound of silence that followed you. The only creatures that seemed comfortable approaching you were the bugs that infested the damp heat of the summer, or the howls of the canines that crept in through your window in the dim, a one-sided conversation.
You never could understand why your family name would garner such strange looks from the townsfolk. Causing shifts in demeanour, where adults who were previously aloof and happy to see such a joyous child, would then keep you at arms length, pushing polite, but tight smiles. The kids you'd come up to and offer to play would happily go along, until you'd introduce yourself. Nervous excuses and jittery bodies running off to play somewhere else. You'd watch as they'd skip away, giggling off the interaction they'd just had.
You couldn't fault them too much for listening to their family. But it nevertheless hurt. Participating in the social gatherings were insufferable anyways, you'd slink away, claiming a tired mind from your endless studies, just to end up on the training grounds.
It was comforting to know that in the hustle and bustle, there would still be people there that would protect you. Who would become familiar at your presence; the shy girl who would appear one way or another, even if your nose would wrinkle at the smell hanging in the air after a hot day.
The town you lived in was sparsely populated, primarily by the families of the soldiers who lived in the one of the kingdom's training grounds nearby. Clangs of metal and grunts as the young trained until their bodies ached to feel the beating of a battle.
On the days you weren't preoccupied in the town library engrossed in a novel, or frolicking in the fields, you were at the training grounds. The soldiers there didn't seem to keep you at a distance in which had grown accustomed to. Those in-training seemed to care even less, so focused on climbing the ranks. The soldiers you'd meet, and become familiar, with would eventually leave due to the rotation of the ranks. With a never ending cycle of incoming soldiers offering either praises or silence to your name.
It was when you were eleven had you gotten an inkling.
The new soldiers had just gotten settled into the nearby encampments. You'd overheard chatter as you walked around, curious to see the new faces. Your ears perk at the mention of your family name. They had said someone had been a knight, the sworn shield of the a monarch. With the name she had built, sullied by her husband, a tactical strategist who had fled the kingdom, leaving her pregnant and alone. Abandoning those after to pick up the haphazard pieces left behind. At this point, it was so far past that the name truly only associated with the desperate work by your parents who ached for more.
You never got to spend much time with your parents. Always focused on trying not only to survive but get more from this life. And in the hours you did get to spend with your parents, they had never spoken a word about your ancestors. It was always talk about the present, and even more on the future. It didn't make sense, the reactions a name could bring. Especially one that lost relevance.
It made sense that your parents had established their names with the training ground again. Rebuilding the old nickname associated with it from past soldiers, "the Northern Fortress," for reasons unbeknownst to you. Sure you were the northern most town in the kingdom, but fortress? The training grounds didn't even have any walls, much less stone.
Before you made your way to the grounds, your parents stopped you, mentioning that the soldier rotation has shifted. For what reason, you could not say. Something along the lines of invasion and preparation. Yet, worry was replaced with excitement, enthused by the hope that these new faces wouldn't push you away too.
In your musing, your body had collided with another.
Dazed at the contact, your eyes peer towards a sneering face, topped with a blush coloured head of hair.
"Watch it princess," he hissed out.
He couldn't possibly have been much older than you. In fact, you were taller than him. Your head cocked to the side in confusion. Princess? If you were, you doubted you'd get such a reaction such as his. And, you've never met him before, so what had earned you such a response?
Your brows cinch and your lips jut out slightly, "Princess?" He scoffs and shoves past you, slightly cradling an arm. Your head follows him as he stomps towards med bay, disappearing behind the white fabric.
A snicker erupts from behind you, "Don't mind the oaf." He had a mess of obsidian hair, swept all over the place. His lips curled up, "He's just mad I beat him in sparring again." He beckons you to follow, and you do.
He held the curtain to the white tent open for you, displaying the pink-haired bully boy sat upon the edge of a cot, pouting as his arm is tended to by the doctor.
Your eyes drift to the lingering body who watches from the side. The young girls eyes look over you and look away, shifting her head to display a mole under her eye, short brown eye swaying with the movement.
"Thank you Dr. Ieiri," the boy mumbled, stretching his arm out to test the wraps.
From then on, you made a constant effort to avoid them. Too afraid to see the mean and short boy, Ryomen Sukuna you learned from Shoko. Who was never straying far from Toji Fushiguro. But like other soldiers, they had come and gone, just like all those before them. Shoko and her family had remained, saying that there would now have to be a stationed medic there constantly with the larger groups that would be sent over. Impending invasion prep, as you were told.
You had grown fond of the training grounds, always within eyesight. But now with someone your age who tolerates your presence? You were almost always at the training grounds.
You would return the weapons strewn about the dirt back onto the racks. Run small errands for the kitchen, fetching goods and equipment, dragging barrels of goods that dwarfed your body. You persevered, nonetheless, chest puffing out in pride, trying to hide the gasps of air your lungs were starved of. Heart rapidly beating because you had been acknowledged for something other than your name, your skill, your determination. You were bustling about the grounds, happy you found somewhere that wanted you.
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The time had passed, and so had the faces you had once gotten used to. Not yet learning to not get too attached.
Management had gotten used to your presence, and now hope you'd show up, for they always had work to be done, and you never shied away. You parents scolded you, saying you were better off socializing with the townsfolk. Those same words once filled with disappointment and frustration were only charged with habit. Sometimes they'll even make you drop something off to the med bay, as if you wouldn't have ended up there anyways.
You had the misfortune to be subjected to the jeering and taunts from the boastful Ryomen Sukuna, again. Chiding, yet dismissive, he was still the same. Somehow meaner and sharper in the time he was gone. At every appearance he'd claim you were spoiled. That having your name associated with such an honourable reputation is a stain on those who worked before you, heaving words of distaste and poison from his tongue.
What gave him the gall to maintain such an attitude baffles you, he happened only to be three years your senior, as Shoko said. And yet he treated you as if you were a gnat buzzing in his ear incessantly. You avoid him as much as possible for the time he's there, again. Hoping you would be kept at a distance. With such an angry and boastful attitude, you flinch every time you hear his voice for it always meant trouble and a self-righteous rant directed at you.
However, it was hard to deny Sukuna's claims when you agreed with them to some extent. He had trained and trained, excruciatingly so, that even you would occasionally chirp out remarks for him to take a break. Only for him to grunt out a response saying that you'd never get it, as he hacks away at a straw dummy. You scowl back at him, to which he pays you no mind. Tonguing your check, scolding yourself to why you even bother.
You worry anyways, begrudgingly so, as in few years time, he would try to claim the power of the northern region, a small part of which you call home. It was no small order to do so, having to duel the duke. The only region left in the kingdom that hadn't outlawed such a rule.
During a sparring session is when you learned of his plans. And of course it tumbled down-hill because of Toji. He threw Sukuna a sly comment, that he wasn't ready for such responsibility when he could barely beat a runaway. Sukuna had flared in response, jabbing and slicing, but uttered not a single word.
It was a loaded comment Toji knew better than to say, with the words leaving his mouth for the sole purpose to get a rise out of him.
It was the first and only time Sukuna did not boast. It was also the first and only time Sukuna had lost a sparring match to Toji at the time spent there at the training grounds, a stark difference to the first time they were there.
When you first met them, Toji was sixteen and freshly run away from his family's empire, constantly on guard, where Sukuna was fourteen and reckless. Now, Sukuna was sixteen, carving a name out for himself, only to trail behind the recently knighted Sir Toji Fushiguro, and "the Strongest," whoever deemed themselves worthy of such a preposterous and narcissistic title.
Your eyes met with Shoko, as you each ready yourselves for the snappy conversations that await you two as the burly men storm away from the other. Except, for the fact that you're helplessly watching as she goes to help Toji.
You had always favoured Toji Fushiguro, and Shoko knew that. Albeit five years your senior, he had provided something familiar. He hadn't always been known as a Fushiguro he divulged, chuckling at your wide eyes and eager face. A Zen'in, far from the empire he should be in. From that moment on, Toji Fushiguro had found a spot in your heart. He was big, brooding, handsome, a rascal you'd hear him described as. But the title you bestowed upon him, long before he became knighted, was your first crush. Never mind the hair ruffling and embarrassing nickname he bestowed unto you. Kid? He's barely an adult himself! Especially the way he puts extra work onto you. And it's not like you don't do it anyways. The lazy, no good, broad-chested knight in shining armour.
You've found yourself falling at the whims at others more often nowadays. Not to say you can be walked all over, absolutely no. The years of semi-social isolation had prepared you for the harsh realities of the personalities people tried to hide, especially when they're not trying to hide it in front of someone they deem has fallen further from the public graces than they have.
Certain people just knew how to get to you, like Toji. With a glint in his eye as you'd put away his equipment for him without a fight. You'd always groan at your actions afterwards, groaning to Shoko how obvious you'd been, that you can't help it! She claimed you had hearts in your eyes as he called you over, with them never disappearing even though you were called over only to put things away. You tackled her to the ground and made her swear to never speak about it again. And true to her word, she never vocally said anything, but if the smirks and glances said anything, the whole town knew of your little crush.
You weren't immune to Shoko's queries for help. If anything, you had half a mind to even consider denying her. From her numerous complaints of being over-worked, you caved to her pleas for help. How could you not when dark circles clung to her eyes? That even into adulthood, regardless of a lightened workload, would never disappear.
You cursed at yourself internally as you bandage the hot-headed idiot in front of you. You wouldn't be in this position if it weren't for her. The warmth of her tight hug she offered and the light kiss to your cheek as she sighed thanks was payment enough.
You had spilled more alcohol on the cut than intended, eliciting a hiss and a string of curses hurtled towards you. You mumble out a sorry and tighten your grip on Sukuna's shoulder, trying your hardest to focus. Learning how to bandage minor wounds wasn't all too hard anyways. Even in the short time the two idiots had graced your life for the second time, you couldn't even recall the countless times you've had to fix up some of the soldiers.
Once the plaster was secure, you patted it gently to motion you finished. He rolls his shoulder and brings his gaze to you, stiffly nodding and turning away from you.
You're storing the items back into the wooden crate, balancing it on your hips. "You should really be more careful," you call out. Biting your lip before you can make a needless remark on his first loss to Toji. He freezes in his tracks and slowly turns to face you.
The sound dirt crunching under his feet as he approaches, "I don't have that luxury." His crimson eyes bore into you. Your eyes flit from his, nervous from how close he is, feeling the heat radiating off his chest. His eyes narrow in response, and takes a step back.
"Not when the Northern Duel can kill me." Your eyes fly to his in alarm, scanning for any hint of a joke. But knowing Sukuna, if it was one, it was a cruel one played on himself. Your mouth is agape, waiting to hear anymore information he was willing to share, but nothing more is spoken.
He walks away, picking up a stray piece of armour that had failed to defend him from Toji's strike. He looks of his shoulder and pauses for a second. "Beat it princess," he tosses the metal piece in the air, where you're left scrambling to get it.
Unsure if you should drop the medical crate or try to catch it with one hand, your fate is decided for you as the piece of armour isn't moving towards you anymore. You pull your attention away from Sukuna and look at the arm jutting out from behind you, clutching the steel.
The arm is littered with scars, with thick fingers clutching metal. Large biceps as big as your head cause your neck to warm. Your face covered with a bashful smile in thanks, with Toji already boasting a smirk as he drops his hand to his side.
Sukuna scoffs at your reaction, "Don't you have somewhere better to be?" he grunts out, storming off towards the barracks.
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In the following months, the duke-in-training and knight were long gone, but so were the other soldiers. The ache of their presence etching a place in your heart where you deem them friends, much to your chagrin.
But this time it was different. A quiet winter, one without the screeches and clangs of metal in the background. Just the eerie noises of the night amongst the howling wind that threatens to collapse your once prestigious house.
Your parents had been toiling away, working to regain the status your family name once held. Trying to earn favour and time to rebuild what your precursors damaged. You became better at hiding your hurt when they changed their tune upon hearing your name. But the seemingly endless work your parents had put into it paid off; your family had been inducted to the royal court.
You weren't really sure what that actually entailed. It wasn't anything you thought you would ultimately experience. Your memory was sparse on the image of the royal family, with only glimpses of the prince. Before he was the crown prince, he was just a name scrawled in ink that had caused your house to flutter in nerves. A crisp envelope had been delivered to your doorstep that morning.
For once, you weren't on the training grounds. The freezing air that sent aches through your bones not permitting for such a wander. Amidst the vast room, filled with light spilling through the curtains, you lay on your plush bed. Dwarfed between feather down quilts embroidered with various animals and adorned with a few gems that dug into your skin.
Head cradled between your hands, immersed in every word on the pages of the book in front of you. The words spill into your head like the snow outside. Glinting in the sunlight, blinding you like opals catching the light produced by the hearth. Like the gems embedded in the jewellery decorating the skin of your mother. Perhaps one day, at least you hope, she'll give to you.
You imagine what it would be like to be the protagonist in the story told before you. One that isn't followed by a notorious reputation, that once upon a time was favoured in the public eye.
When you're older, will your life be occupied with waiting candidates? What would you do if your very own chivalrous and heroic knight arrived when a saviour was needed most? Your thirteen year old imagination going wild, envisioning a big and buff knight, clad in gleaming armour. A silhouette taking shape, identical to the recently knighted Sir Toji Fushiguro. You blush and yelp to your childish thoughts, you had better things to dwell on than who's arms would cradle you in your time of need...
Sighing, you let yourself swoon at the thoughts. How much could a little indulgence hurt anyways? Especially when the star of your play treats you like a younger sibling.
Gripping the novel you snap the book closed, falling back onto the bed. Your gown poofing! out from behind you. Your fingers trace the spine of the book. Snickering at the thought of your black-haired knight stepping on the chest of Ryomen Sukuna.
Your thoughts flow farther away, towards a prince charming. The image of a knight conquering snarky imbeciles dissipates, replaced by bits and pieces about the crown prince. You barely even know of the kingdom's prince, letting your mind fill in the blanks to your liking.
He is perfect! He doesn't speak ill to anyone, especially you. He is kind hearted, a charming laugh with a way with words, but with eyes for you. He is strong, the backbone of the kingdom. He isn't with you because of your name, scratch that, he doesn't care about the implications your name holds, and he does it all out of his love for you. He is a handsome prince, a poised man, but your friend.
All traits come circling back to you.
You are young. A yearner at heart. Desperate to be accepted in a world hesitant to do so. You may be all those things, but you are not naive.
You shelve the book back into its place, you've pushed your responsibilities, not wanting a scolding in your love-sick daze. You close the wooden door and pad your way to the stairs. The sight your eyes land upon was curious enough. Your father and mother were huddled together, fervoured whispers spilling out of their mouths.
You grip the railing, trying to be silent in hopes of hearing the source of their conversation. The wood plank creaks under your weight, a betrayal to your sneaky intent. They call out to you in contained enthusiasm. And in your mother's hand is a pristine white envelope sealed with bright blue wax. A colour you could only describe as ethereal, a blue you would only witness if you were worthy enough.
You cared less and less about the political ongoings of the kingdom, especially when it seemed it fed off of your family's demise, but your heart dropped. It was from the royal family.
And from the words you can pick out from the slur of words from your parents, you are expected to make an appearance, because now you are a noble.
The following days were a change you were still debating if you liked or not. You were leaning towards discomfort and distaste, but you could never admit that. It was a sign of change your father claimed. The tides had turned in your favour, said your mother. That objectively meaningless paper signalled the beginning of visits to the tailor and shops. Whisked away, all in preparation for the ball.
After a few hours of travel in a stuffy carriage, you finally arrive at the royal estate. The plot of land rivalling the size of your entire town!
You are a bundle of nerves and excitement, rocking on your heels to manage. The crown city was already a sight to marvel at, of course the royal estate would be even more so.
You enter the ballroom, shocked by the resplendence. Hanging from the ceiling is an intricate chandelier, reflecting rainbows around the expanse of the room. Vaulted ceilings reflecting the voices that fill the space. You peer around, taking in your surroundings, in awe of the spectacle. In your decade of life, you've never been in such a palace so large and grandiose. You notice the lack of blue that seems to surround the Gojo name, you have yet to see anything resembling the colour that was on the wax seal your parents seemed to fret over.
A wall to your right is decorated in portraits of the Gojo lineage, frames rimmed in wood and gold embossing. White roses spew out of vases as tall as you. Your hands neatly placed in front of you, as you move forward to where the people crowd. Though the receiving area is enormous, the people flock to the centre, to where the crown prince greets his guests.
You look over your shoulder, where nobody else seems to be, which only worsens your parents' nerves. Enamoured by the palace, you don't notice as the crowd decreases before you. Your parents rush before you to honour who you assume to be the king and queen—if the crown were any indication—with polite praises and greetings. You startle at the booming voice of the king, shifting from foot to foot. You look down at your dress, where your fingers are interlaced in front of you as you await to be addressed. To your surprise, it doesn't come from before you, but to your side.
"Welcome," your eyes dart to the speaker. "It is an honour to make your acquaintance."
It was the famed crown prince. The sole heir, with a hand out to you.
The boy wears a white suit, with golden decals running around the edges. Settled on the base of his neck were faded scars, brushing the tips of his hair. His hair a frosty white, like that of snow in the northern mountains that you're accustomed. His other hand is crossed over his chest, where his other still waits for yours. A radiant and dimpled smile aimed to you. But what you're most taken aback by are his brilliant cerulean eyes.
You gaze in awe at the prince in front of you. At a loss for words. Your father clears his throat.
You flush and fumble forwards, stuttering with wide eyes. "It is my honour, your majesty," you clumsily curtsy. You look up towards your parents, your brows cinching together in earnest as you try to recall what they told you to say.
"Thank you for the invitation, your royal highnesses," you direct your words to the current monarchs. "I hope my family can provide useful in your royal court, where future encounters are fruitful and collaborative endeavours bountiful," you recite, smiling at yourself. You receive polite nods and a small chuckle, but their gaze doesn't linger. You look to your parents whose eyes raise in alarm. You follow their line of sight, and finally clue in.
You grab the prince's hand, unsure of what to say at this moment. Your mind was in chaos. From the aura of splendour that hangs around the Gojo's to the striking blue eyes of the prince.
"I hope we can be good friends!" You blurt, much to your dismay. You close your eyes, wrenching your hand from his to cover your mouth, embarrassed by the lack of control you had over your thoughts. Your bold claim earning exasperated sounds from your parents, subjected to watching their child potentially repel any meaningful connection to the royal family.
But a sweet noise comes from the prince's pink lips. Your eyes peel open, to see him laughing. He leans forward and offers a hand out to you. Your eyes sparkle, tinged with a hopeful gleam, awaiting his response as you hesitantly take his hand once again.
"It would be an honour," he says, his grip slightly tightening around your hand. Receiving a wide smile from you, he tugs gently on your hand and guides you around the estate, showing you to the dining hall and the gardens. Your first real introduction to the royalty and what comes with when you run the kingdom.
You could only wonder what was in store for you as your family was now in charge of the royal guard.
now who do you pursue...?
⋆ the cold heart of the north who has it out for you?
⋆ the knighted, yet shady, burlier, and older imperial runaway?
⋆ the perfect crown prince with secrets of his own?