#ash reblogs

[howaboutan-eclipse]

POV: one of your “friends” is being an asshole and makes you have a panic attack on your birthday just because they didn’t get invited to a sleepover.

What a fantastic friend they are >:(

[beehivemind200]

Good morning everyone it's 4 in the morning for me! I was supposed to be asleep but unfortunately something woke me up. I'm all giggly and smiley I wanna sleep man!!

[ashturnedtomist]

Redacted HCs 2!

- Damien refuses to admit it but he cries every time he watches The Notebook and The Titanic

- Gavin and Freelancer have a room in Freelancer’s apartment for Caelum

- Elliott is afraid of snakes

- Vincent named one of his cars after Lovely

- Lasko’s listener struggles to fit in at D.A.M.N and Lasko was the first person to make them feel welcome

- Pre-turning, sometimes Lovely’s hair would fritz up when they got excited or frustrated

- Damien and Huxley think about Lovely a lot, and they don’t know if they’re dead or alive

- Darlin’ had distant parents, so Gabe and Marie would often take over the parenting roles for them

- Asher noticed the change in Darlin’s behavior when they started hanging out with Quinn, but he didn’t know how to approach them about it

- Angel purposefully ignores Christian during pack meetings to piss him off

- Every now and then, when Freelancer uses water magic, they get a chill down their spine and feel slightly nauseous

- Darlin’ asks Sam to bite them every now and then, but they’re secretly terrified that when he does finally agree to do it, they’ll only be reminded of Quinn

- Anton really likes classical music

- When Angel saw the rings that Milo got for him and Sweetheart, they freaked out and thought they had also gotten engaged along with Baabe and Asher

- When Asher told his family that he was engaged, his mother nearly blew out an ear drum with how loud she squealed over the phone. Same for his sister.

- Asset sometimes sits there and tries really hard to remember who they were before the obsession code took over. They are not usually successful.

- James writes letters to his partner every day, even though he can never send them to them

- Freelancer is scared to bridge with anyone since the whole Kody situation

[evosidecar]

[ashturnedtomist]

Keep it Covert: Ch. 4.5

Interlude

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Summary: in which, Geordi calls Cutie. Cutie doesn’t answer.

Based off this post

Read it on Ao3!

You have 9 unopened voicemails from “Geordi <3”

“Hey, Cutie. I um, made it to my sister’s. I just wanted to let you know that I got over in one piece. I’ll text you later, okay? Bye.”

Beep.

“Hey. It’s been a few weeks. You stopped responding to my texts. Is everything okay? Honey said that you’ve been going to therapy so…that’s good. I’m just worried. Did I do something wrong? Give me a call back.”

Beep.

“Hey, Cutie. I’m a little worried. Honey and Guy said you stopped responding to them too. I just…want you to be okay. Call me back. Please. I love you.”

Beep.

“It’s been a few months. Still haven’t heard anything from you. Are you ghosting me or something? I’d just rather you tell me outright. I can’t go on like this. It isn’t fair.”

Beep.

“Cutie? Are you okay? I-I’m sorry I missed your call. I, uh…I saw the news and-and- god. What-what happened? Please tell me you’re okay. I’d give anything to know that you’re okay.”

Beep.

“Please answer your phone. I’m so worried for you. I’m so scared. I don’t even- I don’t even know what’s going on and you’re just…please call me back. Please.”

Beep.

“I miss you. It’s been awhile since I’ve heard from you. I just want to know if you’re okay. Sometimes I call you just to hear your voice over your little voicemail message. It’s been so long since I’ve actually heard your voice. And the last time I did…I just-I love you. If you’re okay…just let me know somehow. Some way.”

Beep.

“Hey. You called Honey. That’s great! That means you’re alive. But it also means you’re ignoring me. Not so great. Does that make me an obsessive creep now? I’m obviously trying to contact you but it just seems like you want to be left alone. But then Guy said you asked how I was doing. I’m so confused, Cutie. I wish you would just tell me what’s going on. I’d understand. You know I’ll always try to understand.”

Beep.

“What’s Un Esprit?”

Beep.

[ashturnedtomist]

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[critterchitterblogging]

being a 3 part factive feels so fucking weird

i'm 3 guys smooshed into one guy, and its fun and all, we 3 are all best friends and like. bandmates, so we arent suffering per se, but its odd

were in a bit of a depressive spike right now, and i cant tell if it's a body thing cause we're working more than we're used to/are kind of at our limit with work and if we get another 9 hour shift next week im gonna crash out, or if its a [me] thing

so, my parts. i'll just call them j, a, and m (jam, lol), are usually *fine*, a's a little aloof but generally pretty happy, m's got issues but he's okay, also generally pretty happy, and then theres [me], j. i feel like im in the trenches and nothing's really happening besides maybe burnout? i dont know

i'd share front more with our other bandmate slash friend insys to see if its just personal nonsense or full collective burnout, but he's got his own stuff to deal with. i assume its just a me thing cause [?] seems to be doing just fine.

but then, also, like. a and m both seem fine too when theyre in main, so maybe its *just* a [me] thing

iduno. im in the middle of our second 9 hour shift in a row and im exhausted, and i cant get a or m into our main. this is also the most distinctly i've felt like *me*, and not *us* if that make sense. cause usually we can feel each other's vibes and stuff all the time, but today i just cant feel them at all.

iduno, maybe we're actually fully splitting finally. we've been in vague median fragment hell for a little while now, and we just assumed that'd always be the case. we did assume a would be the first to split off though if we did ever split. take that loser, lol

itd make sense if we are splitting. weve been digging for exomemories for a while cause its fun for the three of us, really, but it also helps us feel more distinct and less like. dissociation blurry, and we've been under a fair bit of stress this past week

iduno. this may be a little incoherent and there isnt a satisfying ending to this ramble, i just wanted to yap to kinda get my thoughts in order and off my chest

tl;dr either we're burning out, or blurry median fragment hell may be ending, and i cant tell if this is a worse fate or not /silly