It has all been leading to this, I guess. And it's about time I address it properly and get it over with.
What I'm going to do... I suppose you could call it a break.
I'm positive it will stay that way for a while.
And after the first day of living there it has come to my attention that there isn't really anything on my mind at the moment. I wasn't bored, no, that's not the thing. I felt calm.
I felt the oh so sweet calmness and this is what I needed.
And I want to cherish it while it lasts, so I'm giving my relations with people a break.
Most of the people I know are either gone or stopped talking to me anyway. But I keep worrying, overthinking everything either way.
It's sickening, it makes me want to bash my head against a wall and scream at the top of my lungs and I really don't need that.
As selfish as this sounds I don't want to do this anymore, or at least I want to take a break from it.
Take a break from having bonds and the feeling of responsibility that comes with it.
So I'll shut my laptop down, hide it deep in my closet and disappear from others' lives for a while, if not for good.
Who knows.
Who knows if anyone will still be there when I come back.
Hmm… ‘M not sure about that, you know? There’s actually not much to do here, people stopped talking to me or just disappeared and the place jus lost it’s magic to me… Glad you miss my miss dweeb 2k13 posts and all though, hehe…
Shrug shrug, I dunno. As far as I know Rose has been fine? I’d gladly talk to her if she’d like to, honest!
I’m not the most interesting person you could talk to, though!
yo i get it ok?? you hti a dead end and it seems like there is no way to go from here but ya know there is always a thing like making new friends… i did hit a dead end as well but i am trying to rebuild that damn circle of magic heh
and duuuude rose is well i can’t really say but ya know she could use a normal gal around with all of us freaks surrounding her like some kind of mad cult
and that is just bullshit i wouldn’t talk to ya if ya weren’ interestin’
I... Ehh... I just really miss some of my good good buds. I'm not sure if I really want any new friends, somehow I have a feeling that would make me forget 'bout my old pals.
Freaks? Haha, I'm not exactly that normal you know? But, yeah, I could use a nice chat with ol' Rose. Senpai is one of my first buds after all!
In my personal opinion I'm as interesting as a puddle of mud can be but suit yourself, Dave! Thanks, I guess.
Hmm... 'M not sure about that, you know? There's actually not much to do here, people stopped talking to me or just disappeared and the place jus lost it's magic to me... Glad you miss my miss dweeb 2k13 posts and all though, hehe...
Shrug shrug, I dunno. As far as I know Rose has been fine? I'd gladly talk to her if she'd like to, honest!
I'm not the most interesting person you could talk to, though!