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[sysmedic-2]

I AM 14. I AM PARANOIA-PRONE. IF YOU EXPLOIT THIS, YOU'RE A PIECE OF SHIT. I DO NOT CONSENT TO BEING ON ANY LISTS.

01 . Personal info

Hi! We are a DID system that goes by Eden/Andrew & It/Its. We are STRICTLY anti-endo. Do not interact with us AT ALL if you are neutral, "don't participate in syscourse", pro-endo, etc. We reclaim slurs. WE ARE BODILY 14. DO NOT BE WEIRD.

02 . Blog info

This is for literally anything I don't want on my main blog :// Feel free to send me asks! I LOVE ASKS!! My content is mainly vents/rants/me complaining about endos.. I am semi-aggressive when it comes to stuff so. This can be considered a jirai blog!

03 . Other info

My main is @gardenofandrew . Please do not try to be close friends with me unless you can handle me being extremely unstable. 18+ DNI in DMs unless given explicit permission. Feel free to ask for my Discord.

[sysmedic-2]

" I'll be here for you . "

You say that right here, but then give it a year or 10 years or a life. I could end up your wife, sitting, staring at walls, throwing shit down the stairs, freaking out at the store, running nude down the street, bleeding out in the bathr—. .

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I want scars littered all over my body, they call me TrisScarred in the streets I WANT SCARS ALL OVER MY BODY I WANT TO FEEL THE PAIN OF BEING RIPPED OPEN I WANT SOMEONE TO BEAT ME DOWN AND TREAT MY WOUNDS I WANT TO BE SCARED I WANT TO BE RUINED

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Need me a sexuality with the description of "You're mine and mine only"

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My cat scratched my wrist and all I could think about was how pretty it looked and how I wish there were more

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The urge to cut myself grows with each day

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I'm so scared to say I'm suspecting a disorder. Idk at what point I can publicly say it.

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Do you wake up in the morning and need help to lift your head?

Do you read obituaries and feel jealous of the dead?

It's like living on a cliffside, not knowing when you'll dive.

Do you know, do you know, what it's like to die alive?

When the world that once had color fades to white and gray and black.

When tomorrow terrifies you but you'll die if you look back.

[anti-willo-kaito]

This is a call for @ plural-blocklist ( @ pcb-system ) to take accountability for the awv blocklist rentry causing mass paranoia and endangering minors.

The consistent targeting of vulnerable and traumatised individuals ( many of whom are MINORS ) simply for not agreeing with a stance is DEPLORABLE.

It is not hard to acknowledge that this rentry caused BOTH you and those listed, distress. You have been asked to take down the blocklist account because you frequently post minors and regardless of intention you are fast becoming responsible for the harassment of literal children.

Since removing the blocklist for awv, you have taken no responsibility for the harm you have caused to people and have made it solely about yourself. You are not unaware of the harm you have caused, multiple people have told you that your account is causing people to fear their safety.

You have been asked by adults and minors themselves to stop posting and to remove posts about minors. You are bodily an adult, you should know better.

I can no longer operate under the assumption that you do not know the harm you are causing because I have told you, my friends have told you, people requesting to be removed have told you.

You have posted people as young as 13.

Slapping on a "block don't harass" at the end of your posts does NOTHING and people have been telling you this. If you don't want to delete the blocklist, at least delete the posts containing minors.

Take accountability for the fact your account IS causing harm to people.

Block me if you want to, I literally do not care. But you need to take accountability for your actions and the harm you are causing.

[sysmedic-2]

Throwback to when we were hanging out with our best friend and we were cutting apples and her father walked in and so we started to make a joke about how we hold apples weird when we cut them and one of these days, we're gonna cut ourself accidentally and he said "Do we need to call someone?" (Jokingly) and I started laughing, unable to breathe

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Re-themed the blog, do we dig?

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No layout but friendly reminder that I am a minor. NSFW blogs please fucking DNI.

[sysmedic-2]

This blog is so ugly and ion even go by Solstice anymore 🥹🥹 Imma change it soon

(Go check out my main, @if--ksl--ts ITS SO PRETTYYY)

[sysmedic-2]

/silly/lh

IN SOBBJNG HELP

[sysmedic-2]

When will people realize that I both have a DISSOCIATIVE DISORDER, and am aroace... I cannot feel romantic feelings—or feelings in general—like you can. There are several factors as to why I do NOT date & why I have broken up with my past partners and they all link to the fact that I cannot feel romantic love the same, and it confuses me how people will cry over not being able to see me.. What?? Wdym you care??? Not in a "Heh.. nobody's ever cared for me.." way, in a genuine "You can feel that???"

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Just joined a server that I thought was SO cool and was verifying when I read the blacklist and saw Boyfriends... This is very common but my profile was NERD FROM FUCKING BOYFRIENDS. AND MY STATUS WAS "Boyfriends comics plss". I LEFT OUT OF EMBARRASSMENT.

*Disclaimer that I do not support Refrainbow in any way, shape, or form

[sysmedic-2]

ur blog looks scrumptious i wanna eat the decor 🥹 -Alice | She/It

TYTY!! Also, I believe we're both in Nightshade's Garden...