systalk

[systalk]

Welcome to systalk! (System Talk)

This blog is ran by a DID system! You can refer to us as Pepper, we use he/him + they/them pronouns collectively. We wanted to interact with the system community more, and decided what better way than to make an account for us to talk with the community?

systalk is for...

rambling

venting

discussion

and more!

systalk tagging system...

#sysrambles (for random asks)

#sysrants (for ranting)

#sysvents (for vents)

#syspositive (for positive rants, vents, asks, etc)

#sysnegative (for negative rants, vents, asks, etc)

feel free to block any tags that you feel may be triggering towards you, we also request that when sending in vents or rants, you put a TW (trigger warning) at the top of your ask to let us and others know.

systalk dni (Do Not Interact)...

comshippers + supporters

pedophiles, maps, zoophiles, etc

pro-contact para (idk if i said this right pls lmk)

endos, willows, tulpas, (any 'non-disordered' / 'non-traumagenic' / 'mixed-origin' can leave, we are firmly anti-endo)

radfems, swerfs, terfs, etc

radqueer

anti-LGBTQIA+, ace or aro exclusionist, anti-xenogender or xenopronoun, etc

transid (transgender/sex people are welcome!)

basic dni criteria

more will be added

Anyway, feel free to send in an ask! We hope you can find a safe space here with us <3

[the-io-collective]

bored as shit have an ask game for systems

but it's not info that's mad dangerous to share online

NOT ENDO SAFE I DON'T LIKE U

🕯️what do you primarily use for system organization? what do you like / dislike about it?

🗝️ how consistent are you with logging switches / do you even bother?

🔮 if you have fictives, how do they tend to feel about sourcemates? is there a general agreement or no?

🐇 what's your go-to method for figuring out appearance for parts? picrew, pinterest, drawing them? something else?

🎻 are there any songs you feel show your perception of your CDD?

🎀 how organized would you say your sp / octo / whatever organization you use is?

🌘 is there a colour preference most of you can agree on?

🗡️ how would you describe how you dress? bonus: which two parts have the most opposite styles?

🦋 who in the system has messed up the sleep cycle the worst?

🍓 which part has the best music taste?

🐠 what's one thing you wish you knew when you first found out about your CDD?

🍄 what's one thing that takes way longer than usual due to your CDD?

🌙 what's your "welcome to the system" talk look like? (if you have one)

🌱 how different are your food preferences?

🍉 if you have a collective name / theme, how did you decide on it?

💿 what's one thing you wish people understood about your system? (does not need to be about CDDs in general)

[systalk]

hey chatters, its your boy, back at it again.

i dropped off the face of the earth for a bit, but if anyone wants to chat, asks are open :D

[diseasedflesh-deactivated202409]

btw shout out to systems who are still forced to live with their abusers. systems who are stuck in abusive households because they're minors and are basically legally considered 'property' until they turn 18, disabled systems that aren't able to move out so they're forced to rely on their abusive caregivers, systems that have no one else to take them in, systems that aren't able to get better yet because they're still in actively dangerous environments, systems that have started believing the abuse will never end because it's all they know, systems that have absolutely no way out at the moment, systems that are being blackmailed or abused into staying, systems that don't know how to leave because their abusers have purposely withheld the information of how to do that from them, systems that can't leave because they've been so isolated they have no idea how society works and have to rely on others, systems that have been convinced it's never getting better, systems stuck in abusive organizations or groups. the entire world and even our own communities treat us like absolute fucking garbage and we deserve so much better. you're allowed to be angry over the unfairness. you're allowed to be upset that everyone else seems to have gotten help except you. you're allowed to be frustrated that every single solution that's worked for others just hasn't worked for you for one reason or another. you're allowed to be tired of people saying "it'll get better" because you've heard that for years and it feels dismissive. so many people forget that a lot of systems aren't able to get away from their abusers, to get help, to live a happy life for the time being, and that a lot of abuse victims just never make it. just because you're uncomfortable with our situations doesn't change the fact they're still happening every single second, and we have got to get better at talking about it and supporting active abuse victims instead of silencing them for "traumadumping" or some other stupid fucking reason. your comfortability does not and will never matter more than our lives.

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[mausoleum-system]

It is not okay, for any reason..to stalk, sui bate, encourage sh, and harrass teenagers, literal kids, let alone ones that are mentalliy ill.

Even with my stance as an anti endo, it is never okay to do these things to teens and children. Please unfollow me and DNI if you disagree.

[orphiccarnage]

if youre a system and you make fun of kids on r/systemcringe, kindly block me and go fuck yourself <3

[systalk]

Hey! Thanks for standing up for us in the horrible post sophie made, we really really appreciate it. We’ve been terrified to interact with it directly in case she brings more attention to us, but we wanted to show our gratitude anyways. I hope this isn’t annoying you, sorry if it is

just. thank you so so much

- @beetle-brigaders

It's no problem at all, we'd do it again in a heartbeat. Sophie sickens us, her going after someone who was afraid to make her stance known is wrong. She was wrong for tagging people to begin with, but personally going after you is disgusting. I'm sorry she did that, but we have your back :)

-Techno

[systalk]

we got tagged on sophies posts too 😭

Yall doing ok? Just checking up cuz Sophie posted stuff that wasn’t very nice of her and tagged yall. Hope ur doing okay

- @starfall-sys

Hey starfall-sys! We're doing okay, apathy holder is in front and frankly having the absolute time of his life laughing at her shit. Frankly I don't know who she thinks she is when she triggers peoples paranoia to prove a point, and thinks zoophiles are okay when like, all nonhumans are practically against zoophiles but whatever. Honestly, it's funny she tagged us when she's the one spouting the most wildest takes on the internet we've had the displeasure of witnessing, but thanks for checking in on us, are you guys doing okay? <3

-Techno

[cambriancrew]

If you actually read what she's said in the subject, she is, in brief, against harm to physical nonhuman animals. But alterhumans who identify as nonhuman animals are capable of informed consent.

[systalk]

I can't remember if she corrected her post or anything, but the one we read said since alterhumans are so closely identifiable with animals it wasn't as bad? I can't remember the full post, but I remember her saying that part vividly. If you could please show us the screenshot of it, that'd be great. All I remember is her saying the two were closely connected.

[cambriancrew]

It's still a human body with a human's ability to reason, comprehend, and consent.

I'm cathearted/catgirl kin. Is my partner unsafe around literal cats just because he's attracted to me and thinks my cat like behaviors are cute? Of course not.

I'll search tomorrow. Trying to focus on writing atm but keep getting distracted lol.

[systalk]

Good luck on your writing! Also, I can get that part,I'll try to see if I can find a screenshot on the topic of what sophie was saying, and I'll reblog it here. Enjoy the rest of your timezone!

[systalk]

we got tagged on sophies posts too 😭

Yall doing ok? Just checking up cuz Sophie posted stuff that wasn’t very nice of her and tagged yall. Hope ur doing okay

- @starfall-sys

Hey starfall-sys! We're doing okay, apathy holder is in front and frankly having the absolute time of his life laughing at her shit. Frankly I don't know who she thinks she is when she triggers peoples paranoia to prove a point, and thinks zoophiles are okay when like, all nonhumans are practically against zoophiles but whatever. Honestly, it's funny she tagged us when she's the one spouting the most wildest takes on the internet we've had the displeasure of witnessing, but thanks for checking in on us, are you guys doing okay? <3

-Techno

[cambriancrew]

If you actually read what she's said in the subject, she is, in brief, against harm to physical nonhuman animals. But alterhumans who identify as nonhuman animals are capable of informed consent.

[systalk]

I can't remember if she corrected her post or anything, but the one we read said since alterhumans are so closely identifiable with animals it wasn't as bad? I can't remember the full post, but I remember her saying that part vividly. If you could please show us the screenshot of it, that'd be great. All I remember is her saying the two were closely connected.

[endogenic-cringe]

———

Ah, Sophie…

[piratestent]

what. the. fuck.

ive never been so mad in my life like sophie do you think its fun to not remember a month of the bodies life because you haven't fronted since that one festival? like what the fuck Sophie you need help

-kyoresu 🩹

[sophieinwonderland]

Why would you be mad about me talking about inducing mass dissociation in people?

If it makes you feel better, amnesia is practically non-existent in tulpamancers. The main symptoms that would be induced are the hallucinatory ones.

A very few tulpamancers try to develop some low levels of amnesia (I wouldn't recommend) but we're talking months of constantly and intentionally trying to conceal thoughts to achieve that.

@starfall-sys

The post was in the context of the r/evilautism subreddit. You can't tell because endogenic-cringe always cuts off the context.

If you mean the full mind virus, I explain in more detail below:

Sophie In Wonderland

Okay, so you know those alter packs that have been popping up lately? The trend where people design what are basically OCs specially made fo

@systalk

Someone brilliant thinks this, obviously. 🤷‍♀️

@beetle-brigaders

[systalk]

Now I'm pissed, because you're tagging someone with 'I found you' not knowing if they have fucking paranoia disorder or what. YOU ARE NOT FUCKING HELPING YOUR COMMUNITY. 'I found you' are you fucking serious? You're a grown ass adult telling people I found you. I don't give a fuck if you tagged us just to tag us thinking it made you clever, LEAVE PEOPLE WHO ARE GENUINELY AFRAID TO SAY THEIR TAKES OUT OF IT.

YOUR POST DID NOT WARRANT PUTTING THEM ON FUCKING BLAST. I'm genuinely fucking sick of this, you trigger peoples paranoia, say basically 'non offending zoophilia' is okay, (which by the way, we saw your post.) AND ADMIT TO WANTING TO BRAINWASH CHILDREN INTO TULPAMANCY. FUCKING LOOK AT YOURSELF.

Congratulations sophieinwonderland, you have to be the single person who actually pissed me off the most. You put a user on fucking blast for what? I don't want to hear you say shit about anti endos death threatening you, even if that is NOT fucking cool and frankly shitty of anybody to do, you putting users on blast like that, practically telling your community to go for them, is just as shitty of you to do, and puts you on the same fucking level, if not lower because of your previous actions.

Block our fucking blog, I don't want to see you tagging us in anything again because you frankly are sickening and a danger even to pro endo traumagenic systems. I would say even to your own community. Have a good timezone.

[cambriancrew]

You're missing the context. Sophie was talking about plurality in the context of the/r/evilautism subreddit which is a satirical and sarcastic sub - so coming up with satirical things that would be in a plurality version of that subreddit.

In other words, the joke went way over your head because you weren't given the posts in context. Because some people like endogenic-cringe feed on your outrage and fear and don't want you to know what people are actually meaning, they just want you upset and afraid.

[systalk]

Thanks for educating me on the context of the post, now i know, but thats not my main concern at the moment. My MAIN concern is she targeted a fucking account who was afraid to share their takes and put them on blast knowing her community would see it. She could have easily said her piece and left the accounts who commented without any context of the actual situation, but she instead aimed for THREE ACCOUNTS tagging them, knowing her community would again, see it, and put them on blast.

I appreciate you educating me on what Sophie was really trying to say, but I'm still unbelievably pissed she put three people who were literally confused as fuck and simply taking the context they were given and put them on blast. Nothing can excuse that, she deliberately went through the comments searching for people to tag instead of doing the peaceful thing and sharing what the context was actually about.

[cambriancrew]

It's in comments on a post she replied to and therefore can see. If you don't want to be found, maybe it would be wise not to comment on a public post?

That said, I am disappointed in her for doing that. Regardless of the "if you don't want people to know don't say it publicly where they very easily can see" thing, she wasn't being kind.

[systalk]

I'm glad we can agree on that. Obviously not being given the full context and us commenting was pretty stupid, and we were filled by confusion on what the hell was being talked about, it still doesn't give her the right to tag people in her post and completely outing them about this. We are allowed to comment and posts and actually should be allowed to comment on them without the fear that someone will tag us and completely blast us about commenting on it. Both sides of this whole 'syscourse' are known for threatening, and that alone is enough to cause any of us to get anxious. It was not cool, but this was a learning lesson for us all I think.

[systalk]

not too sure all what's happening, I just woke up to Sophie inducing harassment as per usual. hope you and everyone else being targeted by this loser are doin alright after that, make sure to take care of yourselves and all that stuff 👍 just know the community supports you and we have your back

thanks so much diseasedflesh, we appreciate the support. frankly it isnt the context of the post that is bothering me anymore (but it used to be, i have been formally educated now) but more so sophie literally went seeking out for three people and tagging them knowing full well what she was doing.

[endogenic-cringe]

———

Ah, Sophie…

[piratestent]

what. the. fuck.

ive never been so mad in my life like sophie do you think its fun to not remember a month of the bodies life because you haven't fronted since that one festival? like what the fuck Sophie you need help

-kyoresu 🩹

[sophieinwonderland]

Why would you be mad about me talking about inducing mass dissociation in people?

If it makes you feel better, amnesia is practically non-existent in tulpamancers. The main symptoms that would be induced are the hallucinatory ones.

A very few tulpamancers try to develop some low levels of amnesia (I wouldn't recommend) but we're talking months of constantly and intentionally trying to conceal thoughts to achieve that.

@starfall-sys

The post was in the context of the r/evilautism subreddit. You can't tell because endogenic-cringe always cuts off the context.

If you mean the full mind virus, I explain in more detail below:

Sophie In Wonderland

Okay, so you know those alter packs that have been popping up lately? The trend where people design what are basically OCs specially made fo

@systalk

Someone brilliant thinks this, obviously. 🤷‍♀️

@beetle-brigaders

[systalk]

Now I'm pissed, because you're tagging someone with 'I found you' not knowing if they have fucking paranoia disorder or what. YOU ARE NOT FUCKING HELPING YOUR COMMUNITY. 'I found you' are you fucking serious? You're a grown ass adult telling people I found you. I don't give a fuck if you tagged us just to tag us thinking it made you clever, LEAVE PEOPLE WHO ARE GENUINELY AFRAID TO SAY THEIR TAKES OUT OF IT.

YOUR POST DID NOT WARRANT PUTTING THEM ON FUCKING BLAST. I'm genuinely fucking sick of this, you trigger peoples paranoia, say basically 'non offending zoophilia' is okay, (which by the way, we saw your post.) AND ADMIT TO WANTING TO BRAINWASH CHILDREN INTO TULPAMANCY. FUCKING LOOK AT YOURSELF.

Congratulations sophieinwonderland, you have to be the single person who actually pissed me off the most. You put a user on fucking blast for what? I don't want to hear you say shit about anti endos death threatening you, even if that is NOT fucking cool and frankly shitty of anybody to do, you putting users on blast like that, practically telling your community to go for them, is just as shitty of you to do, and puts you on the same fucking level, if not lower because of your previous actions.

Block our fucking blog, I don't want to see you tagging us in anything again because you frankly are sickening and a danger even to pro endo traumagenic systems. I would say even to your own community. Have a good timezone.

[cambriancrew]

You're missing the context. Sophie was talking about plurality in the context of the/r/evilautism subreddit which is a satirical and sarcastic sub - so coming up with satirical things that would be in a plurality version of that subreddit.

In other words, the joke went way over your head because you weren't given the posts in context. Because some people like endogenic-cringe feed on your outrage and fear and don't want you to know what people are actually meaning, they just want you upset and afraid.

[systalk]

Thanks for educating me on the context of the post, now i know, but thats not my main concern at the moment. My MAIN concern is she targeted a fucking account who was afraid to share their takes and put them on blast knowing her community would see it. She could have easily said her piece and left the accounts who commented without any context of the actual situation, but she instead aimed for THREE ACCOUNTS tagging them, knowing her community would again, see it, and put them on blast.

I appreciate you educating me on what Sophie was really trying to say, but I'm still unbelievably pissed she put three people who were literally confused as fuck and simply taking the context they were given and put them on blast. Nothing can excuse that, she deliberately went through the comments searching for people to tag instead of doing the peaceful thing and sharing what the context was actually about.

[amity-candylust]

Hey starfall sys, we wanted to check in on you. You checked in on us and that was really sweet, so we just wanted to make sure you were okay. What sophie did was shitty and frankly uncalled for, and I hope you're doing alright and having a great timezone. <3

-Techno

Aw thanks a lot <3

Yea sophie mentioning us was NOT on our summer bingo card LMAO. It was honestly a shit move on her behalf because at this point shes just harassing and harming the community. Im surprised she still has a platform after all thats happened

[systalk]

Wasn't on our bingo either, frankly I'm way more pissed than before because she targeted someone who was afraid of sharing their takes and put them on blast, and that made me angry but it's whatever. I'm also surprised, I've seen some endos say they dont support her after that one post. Honestly feel bad for everyone who was triggered from that post, and that one user who was tagged because you never know who has what disorders or something and could easily be triggered, and she uses that to her advantage OFTEN.

-Techno

[endogenic-cringe]

———

Ah, Sophie…

[piratestent]

what. the. fuck.

ive never been so mad in my life like sophie do you think its fun to not remember a month of the bodies life because you haven't fronted since that one festival? like what the fuck Sophie you need help

-kyoresu 🩹

[sophieinwonderland]

Why would you be mad about me talking about inducing mass dissociation in people?

If it makes you feel better, amnesia is practically non-existent in tulpamancers. The main symptoms that would be induced are the hallucinatory ones.

A very few tulpamancers try to develop some low levels of amnesia (I wouldn't recommend) but we're talking months of constantly and intentionally trying to conceal thoughts to achieve that.

@starfall-sys

The post was in the context of the r/evilautism subreddit. You can't tell because endogenic-cringe always cuts off the context.

If you mean the full mind virus, I explain in more detail below:

Sophie In Wonderland

Okay, so you know those alter packs that have been popping up lately? The trend where people design what are basically OCs specially made fo

@systalk

Someone brilliant thinks this, obviously. 🤷‍♀️

@beetle-brigaders

[systalk]

Now I'm pissed, because you're tagging someone with 'I found you' not knowing if they have fucking paranoia disorder or what. YOU ARE NOT FUCKING HELPING YOUR COMMUNITY. 'I found you' are you fucking serious? You're a grown ass adult telling people I found you. I don't give a fuck if you tagged us just to tag us thinking it made you clever, LEAVE PEOPLE WHO ARE GENUINELY AFRAID TO SAY THEIR TAKES OUT OF IT.

YOUR POST DID NOT WARRANT PUTTING THEM ON FUCKING BLAST. I'm genuinely fucking sick of this, you trigger peoples paranoia, say basically 'non offending zoophilia' is okay, (which by the way, we saw your post.) AND ADMIT TO WANTING TO BRAINWASH CHILDREN INTO TULPAMANCY. FUCKING LOOK AT YOURSELF.

Congratulations sophieinwonderland, you have to be the single person who actually pissed me off the most. You put a user on fucking blast for what? I don't want to hear you say shit about anti endos death threatening you, even if that is NOT fucking cool and frankly shitty of anybody to do, you putting users on blast like that, practically telling your community to go for them, is just as shitty of you to do, and puts you on the same fucking level, if not lower because of your previous actions.

Block our fucking blog, I don't want to see you tagging us in anything again because you frankly are sickening and a danger even to pro endo traumagenic systems. I would say even to your own community. Have a good timezone.

[systalk]

we got tagged on sophies posts too 😭

Yall doing ok? Just checking up cuz Sophie posted stuff that wasn’t very nice of her and tagged yall. Hope ur doing okay

- @starfall-sys

Hey starfall-sys! We're doing okay, apathy holder is in front and frankly having the absolute time of his life laughing at her shit. Frankly I don't know who she thinks she is when she triggers peoples paranoia to prove a point, and thinks zoophiles are okay when like, all nonhumans are practically against zoophiles but whatever. Honestly, it's funny she tagged us when she's the one spouting the most wildest takes on the internet we've had the displeasure of witnessing, but thanks for checking in on us, are you guys doing okay? <3

-Techno

[ben-marco]

It is okay to mourn the child that you were, or the child that you could have been. It is okay to be sad or angry that no one protected you like you should have been protected. It is okay to grieve.

[systalk]

It is tired hours here at the system talk headquarters (aka, im in front and refuse to sleep because if i sleep before one am they win /silly /j) send in asks or smth idk im very tired