404 System

100+ alter system. Traumagenic system. Memes and other alter stuff. Endos and endo supporters DNI.

[system404singletnotfound]

The last post of this account

We turned off notifications for this account months ago, and we’ve made the decision to log out and leave all this behind. The behavior of the online DID/OSSD system community has caused serious damage to our own healing journey, and we’ve made the decision not to interact or associate with it anymore.

This community has become anti healing and have silenced the hell that DID comes with. People have tried to make others think that systems aren’t constantly suffering, and in the process swung the pendulum so far in the opposite direction that the disorder part of DID is no longer visible. This disorder isn’t just having alters. Dissociation isn’t just listening to music and zoning out. We’re in hell. Trying to make people believe this disorder isn’t tied to suffering causes far more harm than good.

Don’t come looking for us, we’re alive, and I’m not sharing anything beyond that.

[system404singletnotfound]

Hey, sorry, I hope I’m not bothering u but we’re new to the online system community (and tbh we don’t know any other systems irl either) so we just. Don’t know much ab our own disorder. So I’ve just been asking some questions to ppl who seem to know a lot and, well. What are fictives??

Hi! Welcome to the community! You’re not bothering us at all, you’re always welcome to reach out

A fictive is an alter based on a fictional character. I tend to think of it like a fictional character was used as a blueprint that an alter was created based off of. For us, this occurs most often because we found the fictional character to be a source of comfort, and our brain decided that if they were real, we would feel better

I hope this can help!

[system404singletnotfound]

Me trying to describe that I’m having a flare up: so my heart is up to some tomfoolery

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Singlet writers: have to struggle to get into the minds of their characters

Me: *fictive splits off* there, problem solved!

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I’ve started writing a book. Everyone please place your bets on how many fictives this will result in

[traumasurvivors]

You’re worthy now. As you are, wherever you are. You don’t need to have achieved your goals, or gotten to a certain point in your healing. You are worthy right now.

[i-am-a-fish]

If you have not eaten anything today I have infused this text post with vitamins and minerals. you may lick this post for nutrients as a temporary solution but as soon as you can please eat something

[traumasurvivors]

Please try to remember that there’s no rule book for healing from trauma. There’s no ten step program. There’s no any one way. There’s no time line. Healing is different for everyone and is a personal experience that’s unique to you. Please be patient with yourself.

[system404singletnotfound]

It’s been less than an hour since we started working on a new character for one of our projects and we already have a fictive

That was FAST

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Whenever you experience intense stress, have a massive meltdown, and then start getting really into a new piece of fiction

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Update: Got the fictives, I called the exact fictives we got too lol

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Whenever you experience intense stress, have a massive meltdown, and then start getting really into a new piece of fiction

[archerinthewoods]

what having fictives feels like:

[system404singletnotfound]

We saw a post about typing quirks.. and were wondering if putting the quirk in a picture instead of the text, would a screen reader read the picture..? We’re unsure and our headmate is scared to do something wrong by typing in her quirk, we are also unsure of how screen readers work, sorry if that’s a dumb question-! -🖍️Crayon-Muncher Anon🖍️

Hi! It’s completely okay, it’s not a dumb question! Though I’m not very familiar with how screen readers work either. So if anyone has advice, please let me know!

[harrvesting]

When the dissociative identity disorder starts dissociating my identity

[system404singletnotfound]

It’s not your fault is you had to leave people behind to escape

It’s not your fault if not everyone made it out alive

It’s not your fault if you had to turn against your friends in order to survive

None of it was your fault

[system404singletnotfound]

My body is a wondrous collection of parts and none of those parts fucking work

[traumasurvivors]

It’s not talked about enough that you are allowed to be angry.

It doesn’t mean you aren’t healing. It doesn’t mean you’re failing. It doesn’t mean you’re a bad person.

You are allowed to be angry at whoever hurt you. Your anger is a valid and real feeling. 

While it's important to be careful how we handle that anger, the feeling itself is completely valid. Anger doesn't have to be destructive and in some cases, can be used constructively.

You're allowed to feel how you feel.