iVAN

I MISS YOU AND I LET YOU DOWN AND YOUR VOICE IS THE PERFECT SOUND

[szpdboy]

Be extremely gentle when interacting

Salem, Ivan, or Impurity; It/Rot pronouns

DID/SZPD/AVPD/BPD/CFS/depression+

Aplaroace gay gendervoid transfemboy

I'm an unstable landmine, and I tend to be off my rocker. This leads to me posting many vents. I try to keep them under a readmore, though. Sorry if I clog your dash.

Ivan (Alnst), Yoshiki Tsujinaka, Haruka Sakurai, and Ciel Phantomhive IRL.

Ivan (Alnst), Elbert Greetia, Alfons Sylvatica, Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto, and Sebastian Michaelis gachikoi.

I'm extremely possessive of my forms and loves, and will not interact with doubles. Exceptions go to my current mutuals.

No DNI, but I'll probably softblock you if we weren't mutuals on a past/separate blog or we aren't friends on discord.

BYI, I'm anti capitalist, incluspunk, syscopunk, neuship, peacefic, pro para anti contact. I'm also mentally age stunted.

[inkspook]

kicks him down the stairs

[kosmogrl]

[jvhchghgjgvh]

Chibi doodle of New npc

[decompose1]

you tell me that all the bad people are stupid. you tell me that stupid people should be killed, bred out, that evolution will leave them behind. i tell you that's not funny, that i have an intellectual disability, that i want to be allowed to love and to have children of my own. that maybe it's not the end of the world if "stupid" people get to stay. that my caregiver loves me and takes care of me. that she reads to me. that i get by with my little accessibility tools scattered about the house, my aac, and by being gentle. you tell me it's a joke. clearly you aren't like those REAL eugenicists, you only talk like them. you tell me surely i must agree- all the bad people, the ones who take away my rights, they must not be smart, they must be lacking some information to make them like this. i tell you smart people have hurt me more than anyone else because they know better and they still choose cruelty. these people in power aren't lacking anything. they have all the resources in the world and brains that work the way they want. they don't know struggle, they doom everyone who does. you don't stop talking about "stupid people" like we're a disease to eradicate. i note you down as one more smart person who has failed me by choosing to be cruel when you knew better

[ferncloud]

im here for you

[astervard]

Quick fanart side quest because the way people are characterising these fools is sending me, so so fun.

[vangoghcore]

by jensgarden

[croissin]

Thank you for the request!

It's for keychain hehe

[meowkusunoki]

milg

[dismoondart]

friendly sleepover

[anglaised]

if a black woman did the same thing sabrina carpenter does she would not get a fraction of fame or be actively bashed as a nastttty slut for doing it and i know this is true bc whenver we talk about white pop girls vs black pop girls the black ones r always talked about as more vulgar and perverse meanwhile their peers like ariana grande r making songs about getting fucked so hard she can’t walk but bc shes white she still gets to be called dainty and delicate and a uwu soft girlie

[oleeparle]

Elbert Greetia Pirate outfit WIP

I think im losing my mind this is the fastest I’ve ever done for a wip AAAAAAA

[riverwindphotography]

Delicacies

(c) riverwindphotography

[leeinpluto]

piano

reference

[wawahelpme]

Finally warm enough outside to have bbq (at least where I live)

[mafrivenit]

Alfons that i made for secret santa last year, i'm trying to post here and on insta, same name in every site