Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ

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Show & Tell
sheepfilms
Mike Driver
almost home
ojovivo
Peter Solarz

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NASA
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RMH
art blog(derogatory)
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“I don’t think I’ll ever realize where I went wrong but I’ll keep wondering for the rest of my life”
— (via killed-long-ago)
nothing, nowhere. // nevermore
I Would Hate You If I Could // Turnover
Me: *listens to music so I don't hear my demons*
Someone: Can you turn off the music, it's annoying.
Me: *crashing down in my head*
Me: Oh, I uhm... I'm sorry.
Inside my head: You failed, you were annoying. You ruin peoples their day. You are a burden. You should leave, you deserve pain. Hurt yourself, now. Kill yourself after, no one wants you. You are worthless. Everyone will be better off without you.
Remember when I was the one you couldn’t live without? When you felt like the whole world was over when I didn’t come back after you left.. I tried so hard to forgive you for everything, now you’re happy with some other girl who doesn’t truly understand what a gift she has, who probably doesn’t know all your quirks and ticks, who will never love you the way I have and you’re happy. I’m so happy because I care so much that you’re okay but I am still tied to a knot of sadness I look for pieces of you in everyone I tell myself I hate you and you’re dead to me and all of these things to help me move on. My emotions are gone I cannot fully let someone in and I shut down if I get the slightest hint of feelings I am completely ruined and you’re okay. I just wish I knew the secret because while I’m glad you’re happy, my happiness never returned when you left last year
How to die without anyone noticing?!
“No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though. I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough.”
— Clementine von Radics
There is something broken inside of me, I don’t know what it is
All I know is that it’s slowly killing me.