A little over $60 in nigger pennies and expected to survive off of that until who knows when. Virginia Beach ain't shit, cut my damn EBT without warning and was docking it $10 for every month I had it - which was barely even ninety days.
Hahaha, out of all the states I've gotten EBT, VA def the most cutthroat. The second I see no work next week, I'm at that EBT office in SC.
Motherfuckers really extra as fuck with all interviews. Gotta catch flights just for an interview or a drug test. Understandable with MEM, since that's Fed Ex's HQ, but STP? Nah, I'm not ponying up anymore dough to travel for fucking interviews.
The 'Nati is it. I'm not going out on a limb like that again for an oppurtunity. There's not a damn thing lined up for me in STP, had to turn 'em down.
CHL drying up, SAT looking good. What with being starved out, even with $60 in nigger pennies, I got enough to get around the 'Nati metro by bus to get to my interview and back to CHL.
This will be the last time I cop round trip tickets if I'm working labor. This whole having to be beholden to a dried up metro when I am not a resident and there's opportunity elsewhere makes me fucking sick.
If FedEx was faster and if these assholes that want to dangle interviews and cancel them because of bad weather and champagne problem bullshit, then these round trip tickets would have made sense.
Now they are a hinderence. I like being on top of my shit. Everytime I do that, like purchase in advance so I dont have to worry about saving up for it later or getting fucking stranded, I get penalized with no real means to replinish my funds.
The way I'm getting taxed just to travel to opportunities, I might as well be ponying up close to $1K for some ramshackle, Section 8, roach infested bullshit like the U.S. has been telling me my whole life I deserve in thier caste system that they will never dub it as, because truth causes nausea in the western hemisphere.
Fuck it, I'd rather have my nuts squoze to where under $100 is make or break with a week span than struggling to make $2k/mo. for some house nigger dwelling complete with the insects and paper thin walls.
Impossible and not worth my life.
Plummeting birth rate? I despise procreation.
Plummeting marriage rate? Nature is completely against monogamy, and just like any other mammal resources earns mating. It is universal ritual.
I go to MTY in a few weeks with fucking $200 mint and the world is my oyster, cant even move the needle with coin like that in the States with females my age range who already at this stage should be put to pasture.
And that's 30 on the dot. With the nineteen year old's I've been running into most recently, I now dont even see how I should be expected to pay $300+ for a night with a woman 30+, but that's what their warped western minds expect. Get the entire fuck out of here.
I pay that in a year to stroke my cock to fucking pixels by keeping this fucking phone on, and my phone can do way more than any woman can do for me today, including sexual pleasure so congratulations to the western woman - you've outsourced yourself to a fucking smartphone.
And instead of ever spending a dime on their gender in the States, I'd rather flip that to another currency and pay way less or hold all my dough and enjoy my phone if any broad wants to turn her nose up abroad. I dont care, as long as I got a hand I dont need a female to lend me one because there will always be overhead.
I've sacrificed lodging, mating, I'm about to have to sacrifice food in a minute and the funny part is that latter amenity will always come back around because western society needs to keep even me fueled up enough to get back on that hamster wheel.
Gonna have to start learning how to live off the land when I get to Polynesia. Gotta pat myself on the back for opting for that Southwest ticket instead of Spirit - before they went defunct.
Getting priced out of living wouldn't be a thing if I were on the eastern hemisphere. Westerners are selfish pussies. Any eastern country would have been had a coup, but these assholes would rather complain at the sky with their dicks and labia lips in their hands as they watch their gas go up to Cali prices. I swear I was born to a country of cowards.
Traitors too apparrently. Got Judas'd by a Tamesha Benson who wants to run to her little boss Rawlings Smith and shit on me because I was sleeping at the movies after work.
Snitching ass motherfuckers from the staff to the customers apparently sold me out and now I'm basically banned from the cinema and stuck in Rock Hill for the rest of the weekend for really nothing.
The whole CHL metro dry as fuck, what little money I have I can barely even pool together what from making a little over $50 when I really come to think of it.
So my business is no longer welcome in Rock Hill. So be it.
These fucks really have the nerve to talk to me about being "uncomfortable" about me using their facilities when I pay for a full year? Oh, I'm just one seat sure and I might take up several others but no one else uses the front row.
It's only a problem, because certain assholes dislike that I found a loophole to use the cinema like a fucking apartment and nosy nigger bitches like Tamesha Benson are waiting to bring a Freedman down however they can.
Yup and I just went through my archives and she is the same enemy that tried to get me banned over that Achlyss girl last year. Fuck Tamesha. This woman literally has a personal issue against me like that pencil neck geek from that Norfolk theater. Well, time to yet again roll up my sleeves and do what I can to get this bitch fired by email, but now my whole weekend is fucked off and I lost any reason to even come to goddamn Rock Hill now as a whole.
This month just cant move any fucking slower, you know because of all the goddamn round trips I have to Charlotte until June? Fuck all.
I did all I could to not end up having to hang outside of buildings for the weekend in CHL and now guess fucking what? I have to hang outside of buildings in Rock Hill. I cant make this shit up. Fuck the Carolinas.