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snooze

does anyone want to hang onto hope, to desperately cling to every scrap and shred of joy and love and inspiration and bear that burning hot ember in our breasts, even in the face of deepest desolation? to forge ahead along an uneven and dimly lit path, until the sun shines again? im free this weekend if so, hit me up bud

greensungnostic

Update: Running low on funds, still no work...

Hey folks, just a little status report. As you may have seen, a couple months ago I quit my job because it was a transphobic nightmare that the manager was apparently impotent to address, and my health was failing on me from the strain it put me under besides. I've been.. really struggling to find any new work since then, either they don't get back to me or they turn me down. I'm buckling down hard to just start throwing applications at anyone who might take me at this point, but... Gods, I hate to ask, but if anyone is able to chip in and help a little, I'd really appreciate you. As it stands, I've got... basically enough for rent and utilities at the end of the month, and then my bank account is basically toast. If anyone is willing and able to lend a hand, I'd be happy to.. I don't know, try and write you a little fic or something when I'm able? do custom gposes with your ffxiv characters? idk... ))

greensungnostic

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Gonna throw my kofi on here, figure that might make it easier...)

brightwanderer

I think a lot about how we as a culture have turned “forever” into the only acceptable definition of success.

Like… if you open a coffee shop and run it for a while and it makes you happy but then stuff gets too expensive and stressful and you want to do something else so you close it, it’s a “failed” business. If you write a book or two, then decide that you don’t actually want to keep doing that, you’re a “failed” writer. If you marry someone, and that marriage is good for a while, and then stops working and you get divorced, it’s a “failed” marriage.

The only acceptable “win condition” is “you keep doing that thing forever”. A friendship that lasts for a few years but then its time is done and you move on is considered less valuable or not a “real” friendship. A hobby that you do for a while and then are done with is a “phase” - or, alternatively, a “pity” that you don’t do that thing any more. A fandom is “dying” because people have had a lot of fun with it but are now moving on to other things.

I just think that something can be good, and also end, and that thing was still good. And it’s okay to be sad that it ended, too. But the idea that anything that ends is automatically less than this hypothetical eternal state of success… I don’t think that’s doing us any good at all.

swanlake1998

amanda smith and cortney taylor key photographed by michael jackson jr.

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zan0tix

ALPHA KIDS: Draw your best friends!

DIRK: I'd say I'm better at one on one character interaction work of the more intimate variety, but I think this piece came together nicely. DIRK: Fun for the whole family style wholesomeness, any motherfucker in the radius of a screen displaying this image will instantly get hit with a sore case of heartburn and their tear ducts will clock in overtime at the weeping factory.

ROXY: im so proud of these i think these are my best designs yet :3 but omg dirk callie and jake were SOOO peculiar about their damn designs over my shoulder. jake wanted me to clarify that even in pink pen form his little guy is BLUE. so there. sigh this is the one occasion they could take notes from janey.. JUST LET LE ARTIST WORK!

JANE: Boy! I don't draw often but I always was fond of calligraphy growing up. I was kind of inspired by all of the other's works, but especially Calliope's swirls she puts in her art. It's very fun to add!

JAKE: Im not quite the best with posing, but i find the head very fun to study! Especially skulls.. so good ole calliope makes for the perfect muse! (hehe)

CALLIOPE: i realized i hadn't ever made a piece with Us in the same place at once. u_u CALLIOPE: bUt since it's reality now here's all of Us together, United at last! ^u^

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greensungnostic

ooc: quitting job, could use help

hey gang, i know i havent posted much lately - i just sent in a resignation letter to my workplace, effective pretty much immediately (unless my boss is kind enough to let me burn off my last PTO so i can get medical stuff in order, we will see how he responds come reading the email). this job was... awful. physically straining, constantly getting minor exposures to my allergens and coming home covered in hives, late night shifts meaning id come home after everyone was asleep and just sit there lonesome for hours before bed, and worst of all, had to work under this awful, transphobic, abusive old woman who really thought she could girlboss, gaslight, gatekeep in a very literal sense. couldnt take anymore, and after mulling it over for weeks, finally wrote the most professional version of an email i wrote like five prior venty drafts to, and sent it. no taking it back now.

all this to say: gonna be resting a couple days just to recuperate, and then its a scramble for new work. idk if anyone still follows this blog or still cares, but... might could use a little bit of help, if anyone is willing to give it. i cant offer much in return right now - maybe a written drabble of homestuck or FFXIV stuff, or a gpose once xiv's mods have been updated enough to let me gpose decently again - (thats kinda where i disappeared to: rping and playing and gposing in ffxiv and getting a headmate who appears in it lmao.) but regardless, any help is always appreciated and loved.

if anyone wants any of my links, let me know.

with love,

the silly, plural dog and elezen who run this blog still, after all these years.

robdogdraws

autumn 🎃

tacittherapist

Pumpkin month send post.

greensungnostic

begrudging grumbly reblog ..

tacittherapist

It's just a gourd, dear. It can't hurt you.

Pumpkin month send post.

ohheyitsjustjinx

Reblog this to get absolutely hugged. Just completely snuggled. Totally fucking cuddled.

((ooc venting, don't mind me))

You're a glutton for grief, as if it were cake

To the point you thought my emotions were fake

We had a green house, and you painted it blue

Because growth was never going to satisfy you

All the trauma you carry, you think it a medal

Your shoulders busted, your heart wrapped in metal

It contorted your brain, made a nest for itself

And you proudly display it, like a scar on a shelf

You penned a book on our history, none of it true

So you can have your grief, and you can eat it too

lullabitess

a hero only appears to clear your view when you're too crazy

ohheyitsjustjinx

Reblog this to get absolutely hugged. Just completely snuggled. Totally fucking cuddled.

Be brave and just break the seal, Promised the blood won't congeal. Take from me my fleeting strength; From Sampson locks, their long length. Steel away my cut lifeline. No body's ever been mine. My roads are short, left unkept; My sadness still, tears unwept. Bury my body with the others And give my remains to their mothers.

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