sweet lies

If you want me, I’ll make you happy with the sweetest lies in the world.

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slow days at the flower shop were never that fun because there was nothing to do. sure she could always water the plants for the billionth time that day but she’s far too scared of her boss to even think about overwatering them just so she had something to do. without anything to do she sighs loudly, slouching onto the counter in front of her. god, slow days were the worst. she pulled out her phone and scrolled through her contacts looking for someone to bother until she landed on minsoon. it had been awhile since  she had talked ot him and she was bored desperate enough to message him.     ✉ →  little duckling 🐣🐣 ( 3:08 pm ): hey would by any chance be in hongdae??? ( 3:08 pm ): if you are come see me, i miss u :(((((

@minsoonenough

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💬 txt  —  taeyeon

carina: this sounds like something i am truly not looking forward to

carina: besides, cheap vodka is totally not my thing

taeyeon: i didn't say it was a good costume idea

taeyeon: i just said it was a costume idea

taeyeon: expensive vodka will do just fine if thats more up your alley

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*mssg → open

DAE: a little boy came into the shop today for a bouquet for his mother

DAE: and well he didn't have any money on him and i didnt see any other adults with him?

DAE: so when my boss comes looking for me can u plS hiDe ME?

TAEYEON: rookie mistake

TAEYEON: tell ur boss that some flowers weren't fresh anymore so u threw them out. just dont use that excuse a lot

TAEYEON: but anyway rip u

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im gonna try to make the aesthetic board for taeyeon’s halloween costume for this event tomorrow bc i am super dead rn but if i don’t, she is sailor saturn and her daughter yeojin is sailor chibi moon!!

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💬 txt  —  taeyeon

carina: okay this is a sad perspective

carina: a whole unexpected twist

taeyeon: i mean its a really simple costume so u dont have to spend a lot on it

taeyeon: just get a cheep bottle of vodka, a cute boy on ur arm and boom there u go costume complete

taeyeon: unexpected twists are what im here for

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💬 txt  —  ???

carina: sexy-what should i be wearing this year?

carina: this is a big range of things, i am giving you like a huge responsibility....

carina: anyway, pick me up. quick.

taeyeon: u can borrow my costume this year since i cant be sexy anything due to the fact that i gotta bring my daughter trick or treating

taeyeon: its the sexy family disappointment

[strangerthingsstyle-deactivated]

Stress level: Joyce Byers in every episode of Stranger Things.

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someone: is that okay w u?

me, in a bitter, petty voice, filled w anger and rage: peachy

[livelovelunch]

kyungwon in W E E W O O mv

[doogii-pd]

[libvrtines]

* drunken daze

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kisooks:

SOOK rarely ever drank at the bar area that was framed by metre high poles adorning barely clothed bodies, which was an unfortunate case, because at one point or another he used to be his own best custom. but as the male moved up the ranks the worse off the lower of the hierarchy seemed to be, freshers claiming to be mixologists in the hopes that they’d appear more professional to the prettier of the strip club’s patronage when they couldn’t even learn how to properly align a glass and a shaker together. as of current anything that required a tiny bit of mixing was shit, hell, they couldn’t even process the order of a simple gin on the rocks without fucking something up. the last and final option was a plain old shot of soju, and there was no chance sook was going near such a repugnant creation, never mind actually considering drinking that laundry detergent disguised as alcohol. 

but he always liked being a bit of a hypocrite. 

‘ a thirty year old man drinking soju of all things. i’d say it took me back to my youth, but fuck –– i hated this as a kid too. ’ the blonde brazes through grit teeth to a faceless stranger aside his own velvet-lined seat, letting the clear liquid stinge the back of his throat after bracing himself and counting to three. because if there’s one thing he knows, it was that going through his shift drunk was better than going through it sober. ( in fact life in all it’s fullness is too damn stressful to be tackled whilst sober. now those are words he continues to live by. ) ‘ shit, that’s nasty. i think i need ANOTHER one, though.  ’

going out alone had never been fun when she was younger but as she got older, she began to appreciate it. maybe it was the fact that she didn’t go out to get fucked up anymore or maybe it was the fact that she didn’t need to look after anyone that made it more enjoyable. either way, she enjoyed going out on her own when she got the chance. she tried making this a weekly thing as a way to relax but it wasn’t always possible with a toddler at home. thankfully tonight wasn’t one of those nights she had to stay back. yeojin didn’t put up a fight when the babysitter came over for once and even told her to go have fun. maybe the little one could tell she’d been stressed all week and needed time to relax or maybe it was because the babysitter always gave her ice cream before bed. either way she was glad to get out of the apartment for a few hours.

she shook her head, letting out a quiet sigh. now wasn’t the time to be thinking about that kinda stuff. she just needed to relax and stop thinking about things for a bit. she brushed off an imaginary dust from her black dress and straightened her shoulders before making her way inside the club. before making her way right into the crowd of people, she decided to hit the bar first and get a drink. she quickly found an empty stool next to a man and sat down, ordering a sweet drink. she didn’t like going for the hard stuff right off the bat, and the sweeter stuff tasted better. she turned her attention to the man beside her, talking to no one in particular, and decided to humour him. “thirty, huh? you don’t look a day past twenty. you sure you’re that old?” she teased lightly. 

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jicee:

     One thing this time of the year about weather that immensely irked him, was the prevalent fluctuation from chilly mornings to warm sunny days, rain peppered in between, no matter how you dressed or prepared for one type it was without f a i l either too many or too few layers at a certain point of the day. Hardly helped Jisoo was freezing to bones when leaving to practice during early hours, and even during it took a while to warm up via stretching and the mandatory steps proceeding. Current predicament found him more so flushed due heat, sun bearing down and after standing in a packed bus before bee-lining it to the apartment, he found a readiness within to STRIP off clothing entirely, maybe take a refreshing shower before taking off into the streets again.

     To say he was surprised to witness Taeyeon with her kid sitting in the middle of the hallway; slight understatement. Neighbours were a, not necessarily rare sight so to say, but not so many lingered for no reason, or felt need to converse beside the perfunctory passing greetings, off-handed comments brought on from keen observation, or curiosity. Ah, yes, curiosity. His f a v o u r i t e. Regardless, Jisoo actually liked the family duo, had enough to base opinion on and no lie Yeojin was a grade A cutie. Who all signs taken into consideration, seemed to be asleep in her mother’s arms, or on the verge of, so voice was kept low only enough for the woman to hear as he neared with keys already dangling pinched between fingers, “ Taeyeon-ssi. Fancy seeing you here. Are you.. holding camp or? ”Vague hand motion at her person, genuine confusion accompanied small smile despite moderately jocular approach taken with words.

the building taeyeon lived in was rarely busy so the hallways were generally pretty quiet. in situations like this, she was thankful for that because it meant that yeojin would fall asleep easily and make things a tad easier. in the rare occasion, like now, that she actually saw someone in the hallway, they were always pretty quiet, especially jisoo. she didn’t know him too well but they’d talked a few times and he was always very polite and respectful. “oh, hey jisoo. back from practice already?” she spoke quietly enough not to wake the sleeping toddler but loud enough for him to hear her,  “hm? oh, i guess you could say that. this little one dropped the keys so now we have to wait for the landlord to come let us in.” she sighed dramatically before continuing, “also how many times do i need to tell you to just call me tae? you really don’t need to be so formal.” 

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do you ever wish things could be different?

“no. despite how backwards my life became because of my own mistakes, i wouldn’t change anything because they lead to the best thing in my life, my daughter.”

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what would you tell your younger self?

“i’d tell her that she doesn’t need to rely on others for her self worth and that she should learn to love herself.”she smiles fondly before continuing, “oh and also not to drink so much because hangovers feel like death and you’re super grumpy when you have one.”

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What would be on the gag reel of your life?

“probably everything i did as a teenager. i was so lame and cringy back then.”