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If the morning came with a warning sign, and it told me what I'm going to lose,
I'd still choose you...
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If the morning came with a warning sign, and it told me what I'm going to lose,
I'd still choose you...
(x)
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"THE WORLD WOULD IMMEDIATELY FREEZE, AND PEOPLE'S SMILES WOULD VANISH... I WILL NOT ALLOW THAT!"
RULES
Absolutely NO NSFW questions/comments. You will be blocked.
Additionally, mod is a minor so keep this in mind for content.
Mod is not comfortable answering questions involving serious mental health issues.
Mod is happy with most ships, but crack ship asks probably won't be answered.
Mod headcanons Peko as ace. Keep in mind.
HEADCANONS / TIMELINE
Ships include pekowari (MAIN AND CURRENT), kuzupeko, pekobuki.
Biromantic, asexual Peko.
Autistic Peko.
Peko is albino.
Formal language use at all times. Refers to classmates by second name aside from those she is very close to.
This account takes place AFTER the NWP. So... yes, non despair AU, but also- she will be reminded of what happened, and will feel guilty. This can change if necessary (ie, a question on her opinions on anyone from DRV3).
Peko is 18/19 in this timeline.
ON MOD
My name is Auxin (or you can just refer to me as mod)!
I'm happy to answer asks with queries about headcanons or just general self.
I also run a Nekomaru role play account here (Gonta one never got asks so I deactivated), feel free to check it out- @ultimate-manager.
Mod is a minor so bear this in mind.
TAGS (UPDATED)
#me...too? - asks on her opinions
#click boom- kuzupeko content
#stay safe- interactions with classmates
#warning ⚠️!- questions that make her uncomfortable
#ah, yes... - questions that remind her of her past
#[anything in these brackets]-mod's own tags.
# [Mod speaks] - for mod's own posts.
# Gratitude- something that she's grateful for.
#Sword to fist- pekowari content
#Fluffy- for fluffy things. Because I got that many asks that it needs it's own tag.
Divider creds- @saradika-graphics
TJ: Ugh, I hate buying new tiddy holders... they're so expensive!
Maxwell: My dear wife, you don't need it. There is nothing to put into the cups!
TJ: *looking him up and down*
TJ: So why you wearing underpants?
Millon’s NPD subtypes
The Amorous Narcissist
NPD with HPD traits
“Defined by the game of erotic seduction they play with objects of their affection”
Hedonistic, exploitative
May be polyamorous, or just prone to cheating
Once they find affection in a relationship, feel restless and unsatisfied
Often physically narcissistic, paying a great deal of attention to their physical appearance
The Compensatory Narcissist
“Pure” NPD
Feel inferior, so masks with “an illusion of superiority”
Seeks out status, recognition, prestige
Very sensitive to criticism, disapproval and rejection
Grandiose fantasies, often in order to protect themselves from reality
Some procrastinate to avoid chances of failure
Defensively arrogant and dismissing
The Unprincipled Narcissist
NPD with ASPD traits
Exploitative to try to gain success
Charming, influential
Low or no sense of morals
Indifferent to others, disregard for consequences, fearless
Humiliate or dominate others, “their attitude is those who can be taken advantage of deserve it”
Focused on their own interests
The Elitist Narcissist
“Phallic-narcissists”
Self-assured, arrogant, energetic, superior self-image
“Theirs is a fear, not of being inadequate, but of being ordinary”
Often military, athletes, lawyers, surgeons, and other careers that are high status
Efforts to be superior may be in any area: wealth or intellect or physical power, etc
Idolise recognition, being seen as impressive
Protect self-esteem by exaggerating their achievements
Frequently alienate others, which denies them recognition
- From Millon, Personality Disorders in Modern Life (2004)
Me: *rambling about the Jjba lore to my friend*
Them: "So there's just different jojos who fight. That's it. Well it sounds boring."
Me: "... I will bite your neck and rip your throat out like it's a fucking snack."
• ❝ perhaps everything that is terrible is something that needs our love. ❞ • ❝ how shall i hold back my soul from touching yours? • ❝ i have to hold it all, until i die. ❞ • ❝ don’t you know nights of love? ❞ • ❝ let life happen to you. ❞ • ❝ beauty is but the beginning of terror. ❞ • ❝ there are distances i have felt so deeply i could touch them. ❞ • ❝ the trees you have planted in childhood have grown too heavy, you cannot bring them along. ❞ • ❝ you cannot bring them along. ❞ • ❝ you are all the gardens i have gazed at, longingly. ❞ • ❝ every angel is terrifying. ❞ • ❝ isn’t it your dream to be wholly invisible one day? ❞ • ❝ i dont even know what songs would please you. ❞ • ❝ the point is to live everything. ❞ • ❝ strangely together to our doom we go. ❞ • ❝ i’ll feel you burn in every drop of my blood. ❞ • ❝ you see, i want a lot. maybe i want it all. ❞ • ❝ every fibre in me, every tissue, cracked. ❞ • ❝ please do not plant me in your heart, i grow too quickly. ❞ • ❝ the purpose of life is to be defeated by greater and greater things. ❞ • ❝ let everything happen to you. ❞ • ❝ no feeling is final. ❞ • ❝ just keep going. ❞ • ❝ holding on is easy; we do not need to learn it. ❞ • ❝ have patience with everything that remains unresolved in you. ❞ • ❝ ah, how good it is to be among people reading. ❞ • ❝ you are not too old. ❞ • ❝ right away i am asked to deal with what is most difficult. ❞ • ❝ shattered people are best represented in bits and pieces. ❞ • ❝ look; the trees exist. ❞ • ❝ as if no one has ever tried before. ❞ • ❝ try and say what you feel and see and love and lose. ❞ • ❝ strangely, i am with you. ❞ • ❝ i want my own will. ❞ • ❝ i am not able to begin. ❞ • ❝ i simply skip what should be the beginning. ❞ • ❝ do not allow yourself to be misled. ❞ • ❝ because everything here apparently needs us. ❞ • ❝ perhaps somewhere, someplace deep inside your being, you have undergone important changes while you were sad. ❞
an old jonathan
