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Flowers and Regret

Wonwoo & his friend Junhui invited him to a ski trip Soonyoung would never say no, & they invited 9 others as well Snowboarding, skiing, or even just sitting down near a fire This place they were going to had it all Everyone was having an amazing time, That is, until Soonyoung got lost

WARNING: This is pretty long (In my opinion--) Have fun reading!

The boy took a wrong turn & fell down the hill He kinda fainted Poor boy He only woke up when a snowstorm was starting Meanwhile everyone was inside in the storm Only Wonwoo notices that he's not there He remembers when Seokmin was talking about hamsters "Listen, they are so cute! Like their cheeks are so puff-" "sOONYOUNG." They ordered everyone in the place to go looking for a man with puffy cheeks & blue hair It's 12am now Soonyoung is cold Fucking cold af He's shivering with every step he takes He falls face first every six steps He's ready to give up Until he sees a cave in the distance Hope flies back into him as he runs the fuck inside It's oddly warm, not that's he's complaining As he goes further in, he can spot a light in the distance When he gets close enough, he sees it A boy, with soft pink flowers touching his purple hair He's surrounded by petals as he's curled up into a ball next to a fire He didn't seem to notice him, as his chocolate eyes were fixed onto the fire Was he there for a long time? "Hi." He breathed out, catching the other's attention It was silent for a few minutes He could see the shock turn into wonder in his eyes, in those minutes "Hey." He replied. ___________ "What are you?" After a long period of time, Soonyoung finally spoke out, watching the boy slowly turn to him with an amused smile "'What are you?' Not, 'who are you?'? How rude." The boy gulped. "A-Ah I didn't mean it like that it's just-" "It's fine, not like you see this everyday." There was another period of silence before he spoke again. "I'm Kwon Soonyoung." "Lee Jihoon. Were you lost?" "Yeah, wrong ski route." He laughed. "You?" He let out a hum as he thought. "Sort of." More silence. God this was going to be the end of him. He decided to focus his ears onto the storm, the wind blowing & the fire crackling inside It was oddly calming, & slowly, his eyelids became heavy __________ He woke up in a daze He must have fell asleep during the the whole thing The storm died down by now, bright snow being the only thing in sight Speaking of sight, Jihoon wasn't there anymore A track of petals lead outside the cave, he must have left That reminded him, what were those flowers? Were they actually growing? Nah, it must be a decor "Oh you're awake. I kinda wish you were still sleeping." He came back with large garbage bags, one in each hand They must have been heavy since he was dragging them near the burnt out fire "Mind putting on the fire again? I'll make some stew or something." Soonyoung nodded confidently. As he remembered in a camping trip with the group, he was in charge of the fire Kwon Fire, as they nicknamed him He quickly put on a fire, smiling cockily to himself before putting his eyes onto the other He was pulling out potatoes, bottled water, a large pot, & other things needed "Where did you get all that?" He asked. "It's part of my secret stash. Near the river." He replied, cutting the potatoes. "There's a river?" "Yup. It's been here longer then we have. Clean too." Huh. Soonyoung never heard of a river in the skiing brochure "You're in luck though, what I have left will be good for both of us." "You seem to know a lot about surviving." He joked. "How long were you lost for?" A shrug was given in response. "God knows." He laughed. They ate again in silence, it being interrupted by Soonyoung again "Do you know how I can get back?" Jihoon's spoon stopped before it reached his mouth, looking toward him. There was a hint of sadness in his eyes, but from what? Was he not going to let him leave? "It's not too far from here. The ski thing right? Walk forward until you see a large hill, walk up that & you'll get there." Thank god. "Thank you." He quickly finished eating before packing up his stuff & standing in the opening of the cave He looked back, there was darkness but he was still there Soonyoung pursed his lips together, letting out a sigh. "Hey!" He shouted. "Do you wanna come with me?!" _____________ "Guys! I'm ba-" "SOONYOUNG WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU." The boy was met with many worried faces, some with anger, some with tears, & some that actually weren't worried and didn't really care "I got lost.. I'm sorry." "WE WERE SO CLOSE TO SAYING YOU WERE DEAD." His friend Seungkwan sobbed "I'm sorry." The group all hugged him, Soonyoung feeling warmer by the second. "Wait, did you lose your hat?" Seokmin mentioned. He had almost forgot about a purple haired boy wearing his own beanie "Oh no! Shit I forgot!" He ran out the door, pulling in the short boy with a smile "Guys, this is Lee Jihoon, he helped me out when I was lost!" The group was silent, staring at the small boy who stood behind Soonyoung "Jihoon?" Seungcheol, the eldest repeated, the other nodding. "Huh, that name is really familiar.." "Oh! The Min family!" Jisoo spoke out, coming to the front. "The Min family, they were a family of four, parents & two brothers. Both went missing on a vacation. One of their names were Jihoon." Soonyoung took a quick glance at Jihoon, only to see a panicked expression. Whatever this Min family was, it made him uncomfortable. Very uncomfortable. "What about the other brother?" Seokmin asked. "Hm.. I think it was-" "You guys!" Soonyoung exclaimed, tapping his stomach. "Is there any more food left?" ___________ The group sat down to eat, Jihoon staying close to Soonyoung as they sat beside each other "You didn't have to do that." He whispered Soonyoung looked at him, swallowing the food he had in his mouth. "Do what?" "Interrupt them." "Oh please." He chuckled quietly. "I was just really hungry." The boy laughed, & Soonyoung was glad to hear it. Still, he wondered, what made him so nervous? "So Jihoon!" Jeonghan spoke out "What do you like to do for fun?" "Oh uhm." He stammered at the sudden question. "I like listening to music, I guess?" "Oh? What artist?" Jisoo said "...B5?" "Oooo they were pretty good!" "'Were'?" "I mean, they are kinda old." "Oh." Jihoon replied. "Yeah." There was another silence as they ate. Wow silence really followed Jihoon around "Have you heard of Shinee?" Soonyoung spoke, his eyes lighting up. Everyone sighed. "Good luck Jihoon," Wonwoo said, "Once he starts, he won't stop." "I've only heard their song Replay." Soonyoung dropped his bread that he was eating, staring at Jihoon with wide eyes "That was only their debut song.." He mumbled "You're really are into older songs though, huh?" Jisoo retorted "Yeah, yeah." Jihoon nodded "No worries Ji, I'll teach you all about the beauty of Shinee." Jihoon raised an eyebrow but didn't question it. _____________ They had went home, & Soonyoung decided that Jihoon might as well stay with him Jihoon finally could take off the beanie Soonyoung gave him to cover his head Once he did, petals stuck to the beanie, some falling off. Jihoon winced. "So, are those real?" Soonyoung said, staring at him. "Yup." "Do they hurt if you pluck them off?" "Like a bitch." He answered normally. Jihoon took a seat on his couch, finally taking off his jacket Soonyoung's eyes widened. "You're so skinny!" The boy glared at him. Oops, maybe that was insensitive. "I didn't mean it that way I just-" "I know, it's surprising." He sighed. Soonyoung thinks back to what he said about being lost. Then about old music. "You've.. Been lost for a while, huh?" Jihoon gave him no response as he stared out the window Soonyoung sighed, he wasn't going to get any answers from him but it was his choice He plopped down beside him, taking his laptop in hand. The other stared at him with a raised eyebrow & Soonyoung flashed a smile. "I was serious you know. Don't worry, you'll love Shinee." Soonyoung went to work after that Yeah, he works, how surprising He gave Jihoon his password to his MacBook, telling him to message him if he needed him Well, only after teaching him what the fuck a MacBook was "Why the fuck does it not have paint????" "Ji, calm down-" "nO-" But on his usual path was construction peeps They seemed to be fixing up the road A male in bright mint green hair locked eyes with him & left his group to explain the situation "Aaah.. I see." This distressed Soonyoung. He got lost easily, so he won't know another way to go over there. "You know, if you go to the left & keep going straight, you'll reach it." Soonyoung blinked. "How do you know where I'm going?" "I recognize you." He laughed. "You work at the coffee shop, we stop by often." "Oooh.. Sorry I don't.." It would be surprising if he did know this guy, a lot of customers come in, only the extremely unique would be remembered. "That's alright. Need company or you good?" He asked & Soonyoung would have refused, if he wasn't so bad with directions "Nice, name's Yoongi. Nice to meet you." He said, holding out a hand. "Soonyoung." He made it to his coffee shop & got straight to work The name was Beautiful Flavour, or B.F Coffee. (Hey I didn't pick it shush) He was a bit late, & got scolded, but he was fiiiiine Wonwoo laughed at him though. "So what got you so late?" "Meh, got lost." He replied, mixing a cappuccino Soonyoung had to hit him to make him stop laughing "How's Jihoon? You two in contact?" He asked after Soonyoung finally stopped "He's fine, he's still at my place." Wonwoo's eyes widened. Maybe he shouldn't have said that. "This guy you met just.. A day ago, is now alone in your house." Soonyoung gulped. "Y-Yeah? What about it?" "Soonyoung, you should kn-" he sighed. "Dude what if he's a thief? Or a murderer??" "He's not, Jesus." "I heard my name!" Jisoo strolled in, waving to them. "Jesus, not Jisoo." "Oh oops." "Jisoo, Soonyoung has Jihoon alone in his house." "Whoa Soonyoung." "God dammit Wonwoo that's a horrible way to put it." Soonyoung is tired af okay After being badgered by Wonwoo, Jisoo had secretly texted the others and soon everyone was onto him It's was a tough day. "Tough day?" Was he going crazy was there voices in his head- Soonyoung gasped, only to see it was Yoongi "Fuck yeah. Still working on that road?" "Finishing up." He nodded. The two chatted and decided to get each other's contact information as they grew close Soonyoung felt a bit happier but was still ready to fall right asleep when he reached his apartment "Yoooo I'm home..." He muttered out, yawning loudly as he stumbled through the door "I hope you don't mind, I cooked your instant noodles." Jihoon replied, pointing at a bowl with his chopsticks. "That's yours." "AWH, how sweet of you, my heart is warm." He could see the cringe visibly on his face Soonyoung took a seat next to him on the couch, letting out a groan. "Couch I will never leave you again." He whispered, caressing the couch in an effort to joke. The other chuckled "I'll get up then, go to the other couch." He said lifting himself up. "Nooooooo I'm cold, stay." Soonyoung whined, the couch became slightly colder as the extra body heat left it There was yet another silence, but this time it was soft, comfortable. Soonyoung closed his eyes but he still imagine what the other was doing. Probably eating that instant noodles he was saving TT "You cook well." He mumbled, remembering the time he made that stew "Being out teaches you things." "Can it teach you how to sleep with bears?" "... Of course." Soonyoung chuckled quietly, before drifting off into a deep sleep He woke up to see Jihoon already awake, typing away on his computer "Whatcha doing?" He muttered, startling him. "God, at least tell me when you're awake..." He mumbled under his breath. Soonyoung sat up, yawning as he observed the shorter. He didn't realize this before but his clothes are so worn out He really doesn't think that'll work outside of a cave "Hey Ji." "Hm?" "We gotta go shopping." "... What?" Soonyoung stood up, finding whatever smallish clothing he had before throwing to Jihoon "Listen if you wanna go out, we gotta change your outfit. Go take a shower." "What?" Jihoon asked, confused. "What wrong with what I'm wearing??" Soonyoung stared at him for a long time quietly before Jihoon grunted and stomped towards the washroom "Okay.. Now to call in the experts.." _________ Jun & Jeonghan met with them at the mall Soonyoung pushed Jihoon forward. "Okay, he's your client." The two stared at him, then at Soonyoung with wide eyes. "You... Him... He.. You.." Jun pointed, fumbling with his words. Jihoon glared at them. "Listen, it's fine, I didn't want to do this either." "Oh hon, no way!" Jeonghan squealed, taking his hand. "Jun bro, step up your game. A client is a client, no matter who they are. Beside, Jihoon here isn't a murderer." Jihoon sighed. "At least someone believes that." "Right.. Right." Jun said, looking way more determined. "Jihoon, you probably mind but you won't regret it." "Yeah.." "Wait what do I do?" Soonyoung interjected The two looked at each other and shrugged. "Just wait outside the dressing room & judge." The four went everywhere in the mall From clothing stores to food stores because Jihoon refused to have ramen everyday "We need some meat!!" Finally, they reached the last store Jihoon had so many bags of clothing There was more than he could count But Soonyoung noticed that he was having fun & to spend money on that wouldn't matter "Wow did I actually just think that I'm so cringe." - Soonyoung, 2k16 "Okay.. Jun.. I know you picked this." Jihoon spat from inside the dressing room "Oh calm down you'll look great!" He snickered "What did you even pick?" Soonyoung asked "You'll see." He gave his signature wink before the door opened Pastel on pastel was put into him A skirt, a pink rabbit jacket, pink & white stockings, light blue & pink shoes Soonyoung's jaw dropped. It was a fuck ton of pink "Jun you are so dead, fight me, right now." "Relax, no one forced you to put it on." "YOU STOLE MY CLOTHES-" As the two continued to banter, Jeonghan approached them. "You know, without the black beanie, it'd look great." He said as he reached to pull it off. Soonyoung quickly got off from his seat, making a move to rest his chin onto his head Jeonghan stared at him, in fact they all stared at him "Uh.." Soonyoung muttered "it's getting late, shouldn't we head back?" They blinked owlishly, before Jun checked the time. "Shit.. Awh, this was fun!" Jeonghan nodded, & Soonyoung gave a sigh of relief. "Jihoon give me your number!" Jun exclaimed, surprising the boy "Number?" "Yeah so we can stay in touch." "I.. I don't have a phone." 'Hello!' Said silence as it came back. "Dang." Jun said, shrugging. "Oh well." Jeonghan & Jun decided to leave first, leaving Soonyoung to wait for Jihoon to change. "Does it hurt?" Soonyoung asked. "The flowers I mean. I did, you know." "Oh. No, they did sting a lot but now they're fine." "Ah.. I'm sorry." "Nah, don't beat yourself up for it." Jihoon said, as he exited in his normal clothes. They put back the items & Jihoon stared at the jacket. ".. Do you want it?" Soonyoung asked. Jihoon choked, spluttering his words out. "N-No! Why would you say that? Shut up!" As he threw the jacket at him & picked up their bags Now he had to get it. ___________ Jihoon and Soonyoung, although opposites, got along really quickly Soonyoung would always over him, as if he was some guardian angel He'd teach him about the things that he strangely didn't know about & would help him navigate in the city to find his way around In return, Jihoon would help him in any way he could Cooking, cleaning, thing Soonyoung wasn't the best at They fit like two puzzle pieces, as Seokmin would often say It was soon Christmas & Soonyoung was stressed He had to get & wrap 12 gifts. His friends did the same, Only Jihoon didn't need to get them anything as he was still new They didn't mind, as long as he cooks & gets the drinks eyyyyyyyy Anyways, he had to think about what to get all of them He sighed loudly as he was at his job, luckily on his break "Thinking?" He looked up, seeing Yoongi sit in front of him "Yup." He sighed once more. "Gifts." "Hey, tell me about them." He sighed. "I have to get 6." "Try 12." "Ouch." They talked about their group of friends & what to get them, before Soonyoung had to get back to work At least he knew what to get them now "A Christmas party?" Jihoon blinked owlishly. "Yeah, it's sorta tradition." Soonyoung shrugged. "Are you up for it? I mean, if you're uncomfortable with it, it's okay. I know you aren't that close wi-" "Jesus Christ shut up," He muttered out, sighing. "It's okay. I'll go. I just feel bad I didn't get a gift." Soonyoung smiled softly. "Nah, they'll be fine. So what do you want?" Jihoon blinked owlishly. "What do I want?" "Yeah!" ".. I uhm..." Jihoon rubbed his arm nervously. "I don't know. Surprise me." Soonyoung saluted. "Right-o!" He had no problem with that. It was the party, & in all honesty, it was just like a get together The two arrived at Mingyu's house, which was much bigger than yours, mine, or anyone's for that matter, on Christmas Eve The plan was that they'd all sleepover here & then open their presents at Christmas morning Childish, you might say, but it was tradition & its was fun The two walked inside, Jihoon marvelling at the sight of so many presents It was 13x12 right? So that's.. ... 131 presents in all. Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk Jihoon felt even worse that he didn't get them anything They all sat at a circle couch, playing games, joking around, fun stuff "Why don't you take off your beanie?" Mingyu asked "Uhm, I'm kinda attached to it." Jihoon said, making the others laugh along. "Oooh, I noticed that. You should open my present early." Jeonghan proposed. "What- Jeonghan that's out of tradition!" Seungcheol whined "Why not at 12 am? It's basically the morning." Jisoo added "Smart." The two nodded Jihoon was having fun He liked this group, a lot. It was nice. He'll get them a gift next time. "12 AM!!" Jeonghan & Chan shouted, the rest cheering. "Okay, who's first???" Hansol asked. "Jihoon is new, let him go first." Minghao said "Whoa, you guys are giving me a lot of credit right now." He responded. "Nah, listen Ji." Jun started, raising a finger. "You're a part of this family now, we might have misjudged you at first but hey, we care." "Wow how sappy Jun." Jihoon deadpanned "Watch out Soonyoung, Jun is trying to steal your man!" Wonwoo joked, the group laughing Soonyoung almost spat out his drink from that comment "Okay okay, but mine first!" Jeonghan said, pushing his gift to Jihoon. Jihoon liked all the presents but the ones he liked the most were; From Jeonghan, he had gotten a pastel nighthat, as Jeonghan noticed he liked having something on his head & From Jun, who gave him a phone with his number already inside it. "Now you can message me when Soonyoung is bothering you!" "Hey!" & from Soonyoung. Now he had given his gift in private "I know it's not the best but.." Jihoon dug through the bag he had gotten, pulling out.. A new beanie. "You're still using the old one I gave you back when we met, & I know it rips your petals sometimes so.." He sighed. "I should have gotten it earlier b-" He was interrupted by a soft hug & a mumble saying thank you In cold winter days, Soonyoung quite liked this warmth. ________ New Years went like a flash So did January February is here "Kwon, when's your birthday?" "June 15. You?" "November 22." "Oh." The two continued to do their own thing, Soonyoung on his MacBook & Jihoon on his phone before Soonyoung stared at him "No way!" He shouted, making the other jump. "What shit." He stared at him with wide eyes "I missed it." He pouted, Jihoon happy that he couldn't see his heart skip a beat "Jesus Christ Kwon who cares?" He responded as Soonyoung mocked a hurt expression "What?! That's the date of your birth!" "So?" "So?! It's an amazing celebration for amazing people!" "Well maybe I'm not one of those amazing people, God!" Soonyoung stared at him, dumbfounded "That's not true! You-" "Can we please leave this conversation?" Jihoon snapped back, turning his eyes back onto his phone Soonyoung blinked owlishly. Could his birthday be a touchy subject for him? "... We should make a soonhoon day." "A what now?" "You know, SOONyoung, JiHOON. SoonHoon!" "... What." "A day to celebrate.. Not birthdays, just.. Us." He smiled as Jihoon snorted "You make it sound like we're a couple." Soonyoung laughed, although he could feel his face getting hot "So what day do you want to make it on?" Jihoon stammered out "Valentine's day?" Soonyoung could see Jihoon choke, before he quickly began rubbing his back "You want us to really seem like a couple, don't you?" "N-No it's not that!" Soonyoung spoke quickly. "Usually Josh, Jeonghan, & Seungcheol all go out to dinner together, Wonwoo, Mingyu, Jun, & Minghao go out to a club for their drunken dance fest, Seungkwan & Vernon go to the beach or do something, & Chan & Seokmin just hang. So I'm mostly alone." "Chan & Seokmin are dating?" "What- No-" Soonyoung sighed. "Outta all the things you got from that.." "Sure." Jihoon nodded. "Let's have a.. SoonHoon day." He shrugged, going back to his phone Soonyoung smiled, linking their arms together before pulling him into a hug "Knew you'd say yes!" "Bitch let go of me!!" ___________ Soonyoung hadn't come home yet, but neither had Jihoon Jihoon was in charge of getting food, cakes & such As Soonyoung was getting decorations Jihoon didn't really think they needed any but he persisted Jihoon was lent some money from Jun Somehow him & Jun got close, & oddly enough, Jun always teases him about 'soonhoon' Jihoon manages to be flustered every time so Jun might never stop The two were actually going to the cake shop together "Yoooo, Ji!" "Jun." "Aish, come on." Jun sighed, putting an arm on Jihoon's shoulder. "Aren't we friends? I even skipped the beginning of drink night for you." "Oh shut up & help me pick a cake." "A wedding cake?" "Bitch do you want to figh-" The two searched from cake shop to cake shop looking for something for soonhoon day But what? Jihoon didn't really know what Soonyoung liked His favourite colour. His favourite flavours of ice cream. Just the little things Just then, they found a cake Shaped as if it was a water tornado, it was blue & had the aura of the sea But around it was firecrackers "Ahhh I see you see my creation, it's the water trying to calm the fire." The random ass chef said "I'll take it." The two parted ways after he had chosen the cake Jun offered him a ride home but he wanted to walk As he was walking, he saw Soonyoung in the distance He should call out to him, right? "Oi! Kwo-" He froze That guy. That guy he was talking to. "... Yoongi..?" He muttered Soonyoung just had to turn around & notice him The other boy also turned around Jihoon dropped the cake in shock, & in fear. He wanted to run so badly But he couldn't His legs wouldn't move What was he doing here? He should have never left that cave He should have stayed there to rot "Oh no, no no." He muttered as the two walked closer. "No. No no no." He spoke louder & louder, backing up each time they'd be a bit closer Suddenly he felt a hand on his shoulder The other boy asked, "are you okay?" Before he could finish, Jihoon screamed slightly, crouching into a ball after he slapped his hand away from him "Ji!" Soonyoung shouted in surprise, crouching down to try & hold him Jihoon started to breath heavily, repeating the words, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The world was turning to black, everything was fading The last thing he heard was the other boy's voice. "... Jihoon?" ______________ "Yoongi, Yoongi! Let's go down this slope, okay?" "Uhm I don't wanna." "Why not? It'll be fun." "But I'm not a kid anymore." Jihoon slowly opened his eyes, staring up at a ceiling He was at home. Soonyoung's house, he means. On the couch with a blanket over him He sighed, what happened Then he quickly remembered, & with panic in his eyes, he looked around "He left you know." Jihoon jumped at the sudden voice before seeing Soonyoung holding two cups in his hands "Said that he had a headache." "Ah." Jihoon nodded before pointing at the cups. "It's coffee." "Ah." He took ahold of a cup, taking a small sip. It was bitter, extremely bitter, but he kept drinking it "I'm sorry I ruined soonhoon day for you." Jihoon mumbled out "Jihoon no, you didn't.." Soonyoung started before putting his cup down. "Could you tell me how you got lost?" Jihoon stared at the cup in silent, gripping it tighter. "Please?" "... It was years, years ago. I was still a teen." "I went to- No, my family went to the same skiing trip you guys did, only years ago. We were having fun, or at least I was." "Aish, Jihoon, stop falling!" Yoongi turned to him, grunting "Shut up! It's my first time doing this." Jihoon laughed, picking himself up "Come on kids, don't fight now." The father said laughing "No worries, I got you." The mother said, pulling Jihoon up "Whatever, I'm going forward!" Yoongi decided, pushing himself forward They all went down the hill & went back up to try another one but this time the parents were taking a break "Yoongi, Yoongi! Let's go down this slope, okay?" "Uhm I don't wanna." "Why not? It'll be fun." "But I'm not a kid anymore." Jihoon blinked owlishly. "First, I'm not a kid. Second, what does that have to do with anything?" "God Jihoon, take a hint." He groaned. "It means I don't want to go with you." ".. What?" "You're not good at this! Why are you even trying any of the hard slopes? Go to the bunny slope or something, dumbass." "But I wanna try what you try!" "That's called being a nuisance. Go relax with mom & dad. It's better if you leave." Jihoon stared at him, dumbfounded. Then, anger bubbled inside of him. Quickly, he took off one of his skis & smacked him with it However, not just that happened Yoongi tripped as he was hit, falling down the hill Jihoon watched in horror as his brother fell down the hill "Mom! Dad!" He cried out, looking for help "God dammit Jihoon! How could you be so stupid?!" "Honey, please-" "No! This is an outrage!" They managed to get Yoongi to a hospital quickly & luckily he was alive Their dad continued to yell at Jihoon inside before the doctor called them over Jihoon was silent the whole time "Your son seemed to have hit many things as he fell. Because of this he has.. Amnesia." Jihoon blinked owlishly. He knew this word. Yoongi wasn't going to remember anything Nothing at all After a few week, Yoongi went home, & it was as if Jihoon never existed. His parents only looked after Yoongi, & Yoongi would only spare him a glance. Jihoon couldn't stand to even look at Yoongi Not out of anger, not fear, but guilt It ripped through his heart, what he did He knew because of this, they wouldn't go back to being a normal family It ate away at him When there was nothing left to eat, Jihoon made a choice He was going to leave his family He was a nuisance It was better for him to leave It would be better for them He sighed He had picked up the brochure that his parents left on the table at midnight With a suitcase filled with clothing & snacks & some money he stole from the family savings He was off He headed for the cave near the river, as it was clean enough there & when the saving disappeared after a few years, he resorted to stealing A lot of search parties & police came to look for him But he was always good at hiding Somehow, they ruled him as dead It was a good thing, he shrugged, That way they get what they want He could never forgive himself for what he did Even if they forgave him It would burn him alive That's when it happened Flowers growing on his head At first he tried plucking them out But it bled and hurt instantly The flowers even turned his hair to a bright purple Was this some sort of curse? He wondered Whatever it was, he deserved it It was hard to sleep with them on That's when he developed his, "sleep while sitting up or standing!" Ability As Jihoon closed his mouth, he didn't notice tears falling from his eyes He hadn't talked about this to anyone He always kept it bottled inside "So Jihoon you.." "I'm part of the Min family." He answered. "Lee was my mother's last name. I'm.." He grit his teeth "Min Jihoon." Soonyoung was shocked, he didn't know what to say. This was.. All so new to him. He tried to joke. "I guess that skiing place is crazy huh?" Nothing. Soonyoung sighed before taking the cup he had & putting aside, bringing him to his chest and hugging him "You can cry you know," he cooed, rubbing the other's back. "Just let it out." In second soft weeping was heard, as Jihoon clutched onto Soonyoung clothes. ______________ Jihoon woke up again He must have cried so hard that he fell asleep He looked to his side, seeing a note "I'm at the coffee shop!! If you need anything, just go here!" - Soonyoung With directions he thought he might as well go He picked up the MacBook & the rabbit hoodie as well as the beanie & headed off When he reached there, he could see it was busy & daaaaang Soonyoung looked good in a uniform & apron --No Jihoon stop Soonyoung spotted Jihoon from a mile away, smile as bright as the stars Jihoon's heart skipped another beat, what the fuck heart don't do that "Ji!" He called out, the crowd looking towards him Ugh he wanted to die that's too much attention "I'm a bit busy, just sit down kay?" Soonyoung shouted Jihoon held up a thumb as he took a seat at a table near the cashier He could hear the happiness oozing out of his voice as he took each & every order He really liked his job, huh? He knew Soonyoung couldn't cook for shit, not like last month where he almost burnt down the kitchen, trying to make soup His coffee wasn't bad, he guessed It was bitter but it was supposed to be "Oh Soonyoung! You're so cute!" "Aha, thank you!" His ears perked, turning to look to the cashier again Only to see a group of girl surrounding him "Could you take a picture with me?" "Sure!" "Kyaaaaaah-" "Jesus Christ he's not a celebrity." He mumbled before taking a small video to show to Jun Hoonie: look at this bitch Jam Jun: omg Jam Jun: are you jelly??? Hoonie: bitch what Hoonie: no Hoonie: shut up Jam Jun: okay hon I see >u> Jihoon sighed, closing his phone They were just annoying that's all Maybe he can ignore them by using the MacBook He tried but.. "Soonyoung, I wanna ask.." "Hm?" "Can I have your number?!" That's it. "Soonyoung!" Jihoon called out, catching the boy's attention "Can I have some coffee?" "Oh, sure! Wonwoo, can you take over for a bit-" The girls looked disappointed as his attention wasn't on them any more They turned to glare at Jihoon but Jihoon just glared right back 'That's what you get.' He thought He told what he did to Jun, feeling accomplished Jam Jun: dude your whippeddddd Jihoon scoffed. He doesn't like Soonyoung Not at all Nope Nah In fact, he hates him "You hate who?" Jihoon jumped, seeing Soonyoung with his coffee in hand "No.. No one, shut up." "I didn't say anything?" ____________ It's been a month since Soonyoung had last seen Yoongi Apparently he hadn't been at work & he was definitely not coming to the coffee shop But suddenly, he had gotten a text "Ji," he called out to the cooking boy in the kitchen. "Can we talk?" "Sure, get in here." Soonyoung dragged himself away from his couch, taking a seat on a chair in the kitchen Jihoon was pleasantly chopping vegetables, boiling some water up as well. "So what do you wanna talk about?" "Yoongi." Chop. Jihoon stared at the vegetable in hand, putting the knife down as he sighed. "What about him." He mumbled "Do you think you can talk to him?" Jihoon stared at him with wide eyes before looking back down. "I-" "I want you to be happy." Soonyoung interrupted. "I.. This burden you have, I don't want you to continue holding it." "But who will?" Jihoon replied. "Soonyoung, it was all my fault. If I hadn't-" "That's in the past now." Soonyoung said, standing up. "Please, Ji. I'll be there if anything happens." "... Fine." Jihoon muttered out, taking ahold of the knife again. "Fine." "Good cause he's coming right now." "What?!" He shouted, dropping the knife. "You didn't even let me prepare!" "It's not my fault!" He screamed. "He legit sent me a message saying, "hi I'm coming over to see Jihoon you can't stop me" what am I supposed to say?!?" "Oh I don't know, maybe no?!" "Yoongi could probably break me in half & you want me to say no?! I will die!" The two continued to banter until they heard a doorbell ring He's here "Here, give me your apron, wash your hands, I'll get your beanie, okay?" Soonyoung looked at him as he nodded He opened the door when Jihoon sat on the couch, staring at the ground Yoongi waved a hello, before stepping inside Soonyoung decided to watch from the kitchen "Hi, Jihoon." He spoke awkwardly, sitting on the seat beside him Jihoon didn't spare him a glance, twirling his thumbs in nervousness and anxiety "I remember you." That caught Jihoon's attention. "I.. Still don't remember who you are exactly." He corrected himself. "But I remember the small boy with tear stained cheeks, who never looked me in the eye." "God Jihoon, I heard from mom & dad, who you were & what you did." Yoongi groaned, fumbling with his words "They weren't doing you justice, putting you down in every word." "Maybe that's what I needed." Jihoon finally replied, shaking his head. "I'm the reason why you don't have your memories anymore." "That's true, if you didn't hit me with a ski I would have never fell." Yoongi agreed. "That being said, what if I fell while skiing? Or I just tripped?" "... I'm not sure what you mean." "What I'm saying is." Yoongi thought for a bit. "I think this would have happened either way. & it wouldn't matter if I lost all my memories because I have mom, dad, & you." Jihoon blinked owlishly in confusion. "I'm still Min Yoongi. & if I still have you guys, then I'm fine." The older boy gave him a bright smile & the tears that Jihoon thought ran out came back The two shared a hug "Mom & dad was so worried when you ran." "Bull fucking shit." He laughed through his tears "Haha, It's all in the past now, okay? Let's hang out some more." Yoongi spoke, letting him go "Soonyoung said the same thing you know." "Wow okay we're sharing a moment but you're thinking about your boyfriend I see." "Yoongi I will hit you with another ski." "Oki you guys want me to order some pizza or-" The two looked up to stare blankly at Soonyoung holding a phone. "Wow nice going, we're having a moment Soonyoung." Yoongi spat "wOW IF YOURE GOING TO ATTACK ME I SUGGEST YOU LEAVE." The three did in fact order some pizza They are it happily as they caught up on things Jihoon added Yoongi as a contact on his phone Yoongi had to go however, he needed to explain to his boss on why he wasn't at work & pray he still had his job Soonyoung and Jihoon said goodbye and started to clean up When Soonyoung was doing the dishes, Jihoon took off his beanie & tugged on his shirt "What's up?" He said, raising an eyebrow "I don't know if I can forgive myself yet." Jihoon spoke. "But.. I'm going to try. Try to be happier. Try to face what happened. Try to move on." "That's it, I just wanted to say that myself." He finished, turning around to go back to the couch. Soonyoung gasped, rushing toward him & turning him around. "What?!" Jihoon blinked owlishly, eyes widening as Soonyoung ran a hand through his hair He slowly brought his hand to his face and opened his fist A dead flower Jihoon ran to the washroom, checking the mirror The flowers on his head wilted, falling off as if they were nothing "Soonyoung.. I.. What.." He was at a lost for words "I think you just needed to accept yourself." Soonyoung spoke, just as shocked as he was. "Wow.. That's the smartest you sounded all month." "Hey!" Jihoon laughed, running a hand through his hair, happy to not feel any pain Soonyoung smiled as he watched He was happy for him He's better now "So why are you still wearing a beanie?" "Okay Soonyoung, why are you still ugly?" "Rude! You love me!" "Sure I do." The two walked in the city, talking aimlessly Well actually, Jihoon was just following Soonyoung around Truth is, Soonyoung wanted to bring him somewhere He had no idea what he was planning They reached a small viewing point of the whole city Jihoon couldn't help but gasp as he looked around Everything looked so small from there He only snapped out of his trance when he felt a hand wrap around his Curious, he looked to Soonyoung who quickly placed a kiss on his lips Jihoon was red with embarrassment But so was Soonyoung "What the fuck." He muttered out "Heh, sorry, I wanted to do so." "Wow you idiot. I wish you never got lost on the ski slope." "Rude!" Smiles were the only things on their faces As they walked home, hand in hand

Flowers and Regret

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