> fights with atsumu are not often, but when it happens, it's bad. tired and frustrated, you leave for the night, leaving atsumu feeling cold, lonely, and missing you a lot.
pairing : atsumu x gn!reader
warnings : angst, fighting
notes : oh my gosh guys, reese actually wrote something?! idk had sudden inspi for angst and here we are, enjoy my loves <3
fights with atsumu were so rare that you sometimes forgot how bad they could get, because when you two fought, it was like a nuclear war had happened, and the aftermath was even worse. it had been silent in the apartment for maybe three minutes, after you had stomped away to the bedroom and slammed the door before 'tsumu could follow. you could hear him let out a very loud and frustrated yell before he stomped away to the living room.
tired and mad, you pack a bag of some overnight things, you didn't know where you were going but you just had to get out of the apartment before you blew up on your boyfriend a second time, no doubt he'd spend the rest of the night being petty towards you. you throw the bedroom door open and head to the front door, taking three attempts before your shoes slip on, and snatching your keys from the hook beside the door.
atsumu is there in seconds, lured in by the jingling of your keys, and his eyes widen as he catches sight of the bag tossed carelessly on your shoulder. he stands silent for a moment, thoughts circling for a moment that this was his fault and you'd finally had enough of him and you were finally leaving and this was bound to happen because he couldn't keep his big fat mouth shut. he doesn't move as he clutches the hem of his shirt, fighting back tears.
"you-" you stop in your tracks as his voice comes out broken. "yer not- are ya comin' back?" he doesn't look at you as a tear streaks down his face and you almost drop your keys because you haven't heard him be so vulnerable in so long. you'd really forgotten what it was like when he got like this.
you sigh heavily and drop your bag, taking his wrist and rubbing it with your thumb. "I just need a little time to myself, 'tsum. I'll be back tomorrow and we can talk."
he shakes his head. "no don't- I can go, you can stay here I'll- I'll ask 'samu if I can stay with him or I'll go to a hotel but-"
"it's fine, 'tsum. I just need tonight, we'll talk tomorrow, okay?" he bites the inside of his cheek and sniffles, giving a small nod.
"okay, just... I-I love ya, okay?" your eyes are sad as you smile softly.
"I love you too, 'tsum." you take his face in your hands, guiding it so you can press a kiss to his forehead before you open the front door, leaving atsumu standing by the doorway, held back tears finally making way down his face, and he wonders when was the last time he felt like a helpless child.
it's cold when he heads to bed later that night, your warmth isn't pressed against his side, or his back, or his chest. it's not smothering him to the point he has to pull off the covers. he keeps turning over, expecting to find your sleeping face, but there's nothing on your side of the bed, not even the fox plush he got you for your second anniversary, apparently you'd taken it with you, and he wondered if you were hugging it, and if you were missing him too, maybe wearing one of his hoodies to forget that he wasn't in bed beside you.
the night is rough and he barely sleeps, and practice the next day is no better, he's so off his game that meian insists he just take the day off, so atsumu is returning back to the empty apartment three hours earlier than he should, and his mood is made no better when he discovers you're still not home.
a few empty hours past, atsumu spends most of it laying on the couch, aimlessly scrolling through his phone and trying to find something to watch on TV, he eventually falls asleep, and he's still sleeping when you arrive home again, bag over shoulder, and you step out of your shoes quietly, immediately noticing your sleeping boyfriend, and you smile softly. you quietly head to the bedroom and set all of your things down, before stepping back out to the living room, kneeling beside the couch so you can brush some of atsumu's hair out of his face and press a kiss to his forehead, and then one to his nose before he's blinking awake.
he squints his eyes and takes you in. you look just as tired as he does, and atsumu doubts you got any better sleep than he did. he doesn't say anything, just raises his arms, an offer for you to climb on top of him, and you take it, settling down with your head on his chest.
"'m sorry," he whispers delicately, hand rubbing up and down your back.
"me too," you reply, taking his other hand and fiddling with his fingers.
"I love ya."
"I love you more, 'tsum."
he doesn't bother to argue right now, too happy to have you back in his arms.
Warnings: The boys are nude (as they are taking a shower) but it's not mentioned
Notes: My friend gave me this idea and I thought it was really cute! Enjoy the boiz being confused XD
❥︎BOKUTO KOUTAROU
Literally so confused.
He wordlessly takes the random item you held out for him and then looked at you, tilting his head, but smiling nonetheless.
"Thanks baby!" He says gleefully.
As you kept handing him random items he just kept taking them without a second thought. You were strange sometimes, and he liked it.
When he got out the shower he spent like an hour playing "where does this item go" with your help of course.
He's happy when he gets to cuddle with you.
He does it to you when you go to shower that same night.
❥︎IWAIZUMI HAJIME
Also very confused.
Turned beet red as soon as you pulled the shower curtain back.
"Hey dumbass, what the hell?!
He took the item you held out with a bewildered look on his face.
Couldn't even think of anything to say.
When you held out the second random item he huffed.
"Can't this wait until I'm done?"
Took all the items nonetheless.
His face stayed red the entire time you handed him random items.
When he got out of the shower he threw you over your shoulder and tossed you on the couch, making you make it up to him by cuddling with him for a while (he actually loved all of it tho, because he loves you and how weird you are).
❥︎MIYA ATSUMU
He was having his own shower concert when you came in.
Literally screamed when you pulled the shower curtain back.
"Darlin' what tha hell?! Am showerin'!"
Looks bewildered as he takes what you see holding out for him.
"What do ya want me ta do with this?!"
You only giggle and disappear again, thinking that's all you would do he went back to having his shower concert.
Almost jumps out of his skin when you return.
"Darlin'?? Is everythin' ok?"
As soon as he's out of the shower he flops on top of you, he keeps asking why you kept handing him things until you give in.
Gasps and clutches his chest so dramatically.
"Ya interrupted my concert for that? I'm hurt darlin'."
Pouts for like an hour, go give him kisses for interrupting his concert.
> ft. : bokuto k. + sugawara k. + oikawa t. + miya a.
> cw : little sprinkle of angst in oikawa's
> a/n : thanks bambam for giving me most thr characters in this :3
bokuto k. fell in love with you when he wiped a little smudge of food off of your face, just below your lower lip. that's when he first really noticed the gleam in your eyes and just the way you looked at him had this man practically on his knees for you. he started noticing the little things then. the certain method you used to tie your shoes and the way you packed your lunches. how pretty your eyes were, how adorable you looked when you fell asleep in class. how you always shook your head and laughed when he begged akaashi to set fir him a few more times, or when he'd say dumb stuff just so he could hear the angelic sound that bubbled from your lips. maybe he'd noticed all these things before and they were all the reasons he fell in love with you, but they'd never plagued his mind as they did now. there was no doubt about it, he was in deep.
sugawara k. fell in love, or realized he was in love when you sat down, grabbed each side of his face, and told him off for talking down on himself. the way you showed so much care for him, how upset you were that he spoke about himself in that way. it made his heart race, and his heart ran for miles for you. he'd always known you were a caring person, even though sometimes you did it in a rough way. but when you showed him that care, he just knew right then and there he had the fattest crush on you. he'd always noticed the small things and had always been close eith you, but now everyone else just seemed to know how bad he had it for you - and he had it BAD, but you know what they say, you only live once, and he noticed how you seemed to put more attention his way now.
oikawa t. realized his feelings for you when he realized just how much he loved your attention and support. he loved your reactions to his teasing and he loved how you'd tease back. oikawa loved showering you in attention and how you would return the favor. you were there when he need you and him for you. you were his shoulder to cry on after the failed receieve at the end of a game and all his plans and dreams burned to the ground because of it. you listened when he whined and you told him off for being an asshole to himself. you cared for him, and in turn he cared for you. you two were each other's support and stability, and it didn't take long for him to realize his feelings for you. it really felt nice to be cared for, and it felt nice to care for someone else.
miya a. will NEVER admit the reason he realized he was in love with you was because of a stupid (but not actually stupid) thing his brother said. it was osamu who pointed out that you, atsumu's best friend, was wearing his jersey, of course not his actual one,it was an extra he'd left at your house. the pride he'd felt upon seeing you in the jersey with his number and his name on it was endless. he loved it. but he'd still never admit that it had been his brother's fault he ever noticed. he noticed things after that. you attended every match and you'd wear the jersey everytime after that. you'd run to him snd hug him after every game with plenty congratulations to fuel his ego, and then you'd all go out for dinner, and his heart would race on his chest when you'd sit next to him and steal food from his plate. damn, he was really head over heels.
(don’t reblog!) so i think i sort of stumbled onto unofficial translations of the light novels (??) and i am losing my mind over as i read:
- atsumu seemingly having developed a habit of breaking into osamu’s apartment to sTEAL HIS FOOD.
- atsumu actually challenging osamu to make something that people can only find at onigiri miya, and osamu driving all the way to kita and his grandmother to have an existential breakdown over it.
- osamu teaching atsumu how to cut up cucumbers because he wants his brother to see what he does every day, my heart.
- atsumu trying his best and actually lISTENING (for all of five minutes before getting frustrated because he can’t do it well and now he’s having a breakdown over cucumbers).
- hinata and yachi talking about ushijima and saying how ushijima could be the best in the world/the universe "all by himself”, but they don’t want to be like that because "being amazing must be really lonely and scary” EXCUSE ME WHO GAVE YOU PERMISSION TO STAB ME IN THE HEART??
- yamaguchi actually scolding tsukishima is a thing.
- nobody on the black jackals listens to atsumu ever, someone save this child.
- atsumu does fake smile to please the crowd even if he was actively sulking at his teammates five minutes earlier.
- when hinata introduced himself to fans for his first event as a black jackal, he was too nervous and bokuto waltzed in and introduced him as HIS DISCIPLE and the WHOLE CROWD JUST WENT WITH IT AND CHEERED ON HINATA I’M VBJDBHV
- okay hold on at that event all the black jackals dressed up as women to do a dance and bokuto started yelling at atsumu because he was still sulking and THEN THEY FIGHT OVER WHICH ONE OF THEM IS THE PRETTIEST WOMAN WHILE MEIAN AND INUNAKI DISCUSS LIPSTICKS IN THE BACKGROUND?
- what kind of parallel universe have i stepped into.
- apparently, bokuto and atsumu getting into loud arguments is a very normal thing for the team and for the fans.
- oh no the former inarizaki club members saw the whole thing and -- okay one of them commented that atsumu has nice legs and i need names.
- THEY LITERALLY ONLY SHOWED UP TO MAKE FUN OF ATSUMU THOSE ASSHOLES.
- okay there is entirely too much going on but let’s just say atsumu is a walking embarrassment and i’m sorry for everyone who knows him ever.
- “I think Suga grew up a little sooner than we did” well fuck me in the feels why don’t you.
(ooc) eri my love my saviour just sent me this and i’m crying over:
- suna’s voice.
- ‘EH?’ ‘EH?’ ‘EEEEH?’ idiots both of them bvjfhv
- IWA you sound so happy you little goof 😭
- “SHOYOOOOOOO” “TSUTOMUUUUUU”.
AND OIKAWA/USHIJIMA REUNION WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT WHY WASNT THIS IN THE CHAPTER I’M SOBBING.
(ooc) and while i’m at it, i’ve mentioned the way konoha makes kuroo’s life a nightmare during the fukurôdani/nekoma game, but we have been robbed of atsumu “master of trick shots and unexpected dinks and attacks” vs konoha “will literally dig any ball even if it’s the last thing he’ll do and retaliates with trick shots of his own”.
