#*apologies

[loulooser]

I swear to FUCKING god if Polities shows his GAY LITTLE ASS up to the Ithaca saga I will learn how to resurrect people just so I CAN MURDER HIM MYSELF POLITIES WHEN I FUCKING GET YOU

[hissterical-nyaan]

i didnt know u were from rj- u blend well with telugus-

OMG REALLY?!!!! AJSHSHHSHAHAB THAT'S SUCH A COMPLIMENT DUDE

My mission is complete here, I'm osmosing my body in Telugu fam slowly

[sparrowposting]

im going to vomit

i have 4 more pages of latin to translate and im not at all prepped for my italian exam tomorrow, in the two weeks of class i didn’t go to she went through A Lot and it’s not difficult content but too much to memorize in a handful of days

and i know i know i brought this upon myself but

everything is exhausting and im overwhelmed and about to cry and i have to leave for mass soon but all i want to do is curl up in bed and give up

this past week has just been So Much

Too Much

i dont want this anymore and im afraid

what am i doing? where am i going? i need to keep going to keep myself out of my parents’ house but when does it end? when do i get to stop fighting and struggling and living in fear of having to fall back on them? I’ve been pushing myself at 110% for years to keep myself afloat and sane, and im so so tired

i dont get to take time off and stay with my parents and figure out what im doing, i dont get the luxury like all my friends and classmates, who didn’t grow up just on the poverty line, always with that instability and insecurity, and who havent pushed themselves past breaking for years just to live on their own away from an abusive household

im so tired, so tired God

when does it end Lord? when? Usquequo Domine, irasceris in finem?

[mcl-pauly]

the christmas event is finally here !

[trifle-observation]

Thinking about the time my managers husband threw her a 30th birthday party and the theme was ‘funeral for her youth’ 😒

[doodlebeeberry]

WHICH character r u tjinking of imma draw u smth <:))) hehrh - retro

UUUUHHHHMMM subway seat or uhhhh suitcase

[doglovinghours]

you know im like really bad with receiving platonic affection. like if a friend is nice to me or gives me a gift i either really respond too little or overtly respond to the point it could be taken with romantic intent.

i mean i get why i do that since i haven't really had that many friends let alone long last bonds that exist longer than it takes for people to get to know me and that probably fucked over my social skills in the long run but still