#*at me

[beinslowtown]

Thoughts on SAI by twenty one pilots

-Honesly, I didn’t like it at first. 1-9 sounded the same to me and besides the singles I didn’t remember much. 

-I don’t mind me not liking this album as much as I did with Trench (and the older albums). Top nevers sounds the same so if these songs aren’t my style then I’m sure I will like the next album. 

-I don’t get why the album gets the hate it does tho. I get it isn’t everyones style (like me) but yeezz people need to differentiaite between a personal opinion and trashing it in general. The production & quality of the album was really good, leave it alone. 

-Fave songs from first listen: no chanches, redecorate, formidable & shy away

-Fave songs from 78544964 listen: no chances, redecorate, formidable, shy away AND mulberry street

-I didn’t like mulberry street at first but since the livestream IM OBSESSED, it makes me so happy I could cry

,-anyways: 7,5/10

[oysterie]

At work feeling hungry

[winchesternova-k]

the uncle sent a text to tell me he’s going to be at my house at the time i was planning to go pick stuff up bc he organised to have my ma’s hospital bed taken away. this is a jab at me for two (2) reasons and him trying to get control over the house and me. he’s more pissed off than usual bc not only did he not “win” the argument we had, i then “escaped punishment” essentially bc i wasn’t there when he went to yell at/probably attempt to hit me again.

i fought to keep the bed there and bc i didn’t get to tell him i wanted to pay for it myself (he shouted me down, lied abt what i’d said IN THAT CONVERSATION W MY MA PRESENT THE WHOLE TIME in an attempt to gaslight her, and then hung up on me when i said that wasn’t what happened) and so now i’m going to have to pick up the pieces when it turns out that the package provider was lying to him (and i WILL say i told u so this time. i’m so sick of explaining things to him to try and make shit easier for my ma only for him to ignore me and do it the wrong way) so this is him saying he heard me but it has to go his way. also i explicitly told him i didn’t need him there for this bc the boy would most likely be picking it up bc he works on the delivery team (bc he was saying he needed to be there bc of strange tradesmen which lmao i’d trust a random tradie over him any day of the week. they don’t have a proven record of abusing me) it’s also him exerting control or w/e bc i was supposed to be organising it and had previously been in contact w the company, so he’s literally had to go out of his way to get their details to one up me

this is a nearly 60 year old man and he’s acting like a toddler throwing a tantrum

[pandapupremade]

i want to draw to deal w nerves but i think im a bit burned out today </3 guess ill just make amvs using existing art again

[upperranktwo]

ooooo I think, if we're going bnha, you remind me a lot of jirou!! you've got such a cool edgy style and I feel like you don't take any shit, but you also strike me as a little bit shy too! you're also just insanely creatively talented ✊✊

STOP I LITERALLY SAID YESTERDAY I RELATE TO HER AS WELL!!!! we both play bass, like the more alternative rock style and very shy but it’s true I don’t take any shit I’m so stubborn and have an inner urge to kick off on people (which has happened) but also anxiety it’s a tough life!!! I love this one! 

which fictional character do you think I resemble the most

[noiji-abxy]

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[lootboxing]

i keep remembering that one time i had a meeting to talk about my disability accommodations with my prof but ive got social anxiety and shes on the spectrum so were we just absolutely struggling to maintain eye contact