(vaccinated) feral queer writer

|| cas/emily/alex | 24 | they/them | queer | bi aroace | sapphic & achillean | genderqueer & nonbinary | white australian | disabled | autistic & adhd | abuse survivor | blm | acab | free palestine || || current hyperfixations/hyperfocuses are: dragon age, horror & dolls (esp. bratz & monster high) so expect a lot of that ||

[winchesternova-k]

about under the cut

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about

call me emily, alex or cas. em, nova & castiel are also fine. 24. they/fae/ze, usually interchangeable. they/them preferred currently.

queer, autistic, adhd, mentally ill, physically disabled/chronically ill and chronic pain. i used to be a care worker. i’m also white australian, tme & perisex.

i’m a writer, artist and gaymer, a sci-fi and fantasy geek, horror connoisseur, doll collector, sword enthusiast and big emo.

i’m also a nondenominational christian, who is highly critical of the church. specifically my beliefs are closest to anglican and catholic as that’s what i was raised as, but It’s Complicated™️. i am firmly anti evangelical/pentacostal/any other fundamentalist or cult sects, and anti missionary. i am pro all other religions. antitheists are not welcome on this blog. atheists and agnostics of course are.

i tag any posts relating to my faith as ‘christian tag’ and posts about christianity generally that don’t pertain to me as ‘christianity’ for blacklisting purposes. if you have trauma surrounding christianity and would prefer not to interact, there’s no hard feelings! i wish you good health and healing :)

i post a lot about my about my special interests and hyperfixations. full disclosure that dragon age rewired my brain chemistry in 2023, so there’s probably going to be a lot of that around for the foreseeable future.

my spins include: the tribe (1999), dragon age, x-men, vampires, supernatural, batfamily, resident evil, horror in general, fashion dolls and associated media (mainly bratz & monster high), sherlock holmes (mainly the granada series & frogwares games). current hyperfixations will always be in my bio and will be edited as needed.

links

i can also be found on:

pronoun page | ao3 | twitter | pinterest | dollect

ask me for my psn & pokémon go :)

icon was made by @/hexblooded

tagging & general housekeeping

anon is currently turned off because some people don’t know how to behave. my dms are always open, and if you want to discuss something privately, you can always reach me there :)

i try to tag common triggers with ‘[trigger] cw’ or ‘[trigger] tw’ without the brackets. if i forget to tag something, pls let me know and i’ll fix it asap. MINORS PLEASE BLACK LIST ‘MINORS DNI’ AND ‘NSFW’. flashing media is tagged as ‘flashing gif’ and ‘flashing video’. i am not currently tagging any queer community related slurs and i do personally reclaim the word fag. please let me know if there’s anything you need tagged and i’ll do my best! the only thing i will not tag the word queer.

i generally tag spoilers. i usually tag for tv for up to a week after. i am currently tagging dragon age spoilers as: ‘dav spoilers’ for veilguard and current marketing. story relevant spoilers are tagged, as is anything else from behind the embargo. this does not include basic marketing. vows and vengeance is tagged ‘vows and vengeance spoilers’ and ‘dragon age spoilers’. these are tagged for 3-4 days after release, but i don’t usually make new posts after that anyway.

tags where i talk are: emily talks, alex talks, cas talks & emily liveblogs [insert media]. spn specific tags are emily liveblogs spn and emily rewatches spn. i also have a doll tag for fashion dolls, some are mine and some are other people’s.

tags where i rb things i relate to are: about me, me and same. i also have a writer tag, a fanfic writer tag, and an artist tag. i also have a separate tag for when i’m actually writing. i also make mods for the sims 4 sometimes (though i haven’t posted any yet). i sometimes post about my dog (though i mostly rb memes). my popular posts.

original characters navi etc.

i mostly post about my dragon age ocs at the moment. my general oc tag for other projects is ‘ocs’.

dragon age specific tags -

‘canon’ timeline: havella brosca (intro) / julian hawke (intro) / aelua lavellan (intro)

‘moonless’ timeline: tal’en surana (intro) / meera hawke (intro) / lunetta lavellan (intro)

‘bleak’ timeline: elyas cousland (intro) / kiernan “hawke” amell (intro) / lysk cadash (intro)

‘elfroot & blood lotus’ timeline: dallen tabris (intro) / valeria hawke (intro) / daniel felix trevelyan (intro)

proper navigational & introduction pages are under construction for all.

discourse, etc.

i’m an inclusionist of all good faith queer identities (yes, that kind too). whatever intracommunity queer discourse you’re thinking of i’m probably pro-inclusion. exclusionists are not welcome on this blog, folks who are looking for answers in good faith, or are former exclusionists are.

i’m an ‘anti’ in the sense that i believe in critical media consumption and am against child pornography. i also believe in holding bigotry, and racism in particular, to account in fandom spaces. i believe dark topics can be explored in fiction, but i also believe romantisization of incest, abuse, pedophilia, etc is Bad. ie. i don’t vibe with uncritical works or works that are straight up pro incest etc. antiantis/proshippers etc are not welcome here for this reason. and since apparently it needs to be said, i also do not believe in harassment or death threats/suicide bait etc. grow up.

dni

general dni criterias - if i catch you being bigoted in any way and you don’t attempt to better yourself after being held to account you’re getting blocked

terfs/twerfs/swerfs/radfems of any kind. this blog loves and supports trans women and sex workers. bioessentialism is bad.

exclusionists of any kind (yes, that kind too)

maps/nomaps/whatever pedophile fucks are calling themselves these day

proship/anti antis/comship/comfic/whatever y’all are calling yourselves

and on a personal note - if you were one of the people who sent death threats and suicide bait around the bbc sherlock fandom on twitter in 2019: fuck off. several people i care about nearly took their own lives because of you and i don’t want you anywhere near me. death threats etc are awful in general but this one was personal.

thanks for reading!

[noor-alanqar]

I'm Nour Alanqar, and reaching out to you during a time of unimaginable hardship. I am 26 years old, married to Ashraf Ismail, who is 32, and together we have three beautiful children: Hussein, 6, Rajaa, 5, and Youssef, just 10 months old. Our lives have been turned upside down by the devastating war in Gaza, and we desperately need your help.

My daughter Rajaa is a radiant beam of sunshine, bringing boundless joy, warmth, and love to everyone she meets.

On a dark night at the beginning of the war, our area was subjected to massive bombing. The explosions reached our home, forcing us to flee into the night, running amidst periodic explosions and searching for survival. We made our way to southern Gaza by morning, seeking refuge in Rafah.

This is our home, filled with our memories and moments of joy and happiness, now reduced to rubble. Its destruction shattered our hearts.

In Rafah, we found shelter in a crowded warehouse filled with strangers, all of us struggling to find basic necessities like food, water, safety, and cleanliness. Despite these challenges, we were again hit by direct bombardment. My husband was injured in the shoulder, and the scene around us was filled with blood and corpses. The cries of my children in those moments still echo in my head.

A fragment of what it once was, and now, what it has become.

We moved several times to places described as safe, only to face new tragedies. During this period, my precious daughter Raja contracted hepatitis, adding to our suffering.

It was incredibly difficult for me to endure these disasters, especially as I was in the process of giving birth. Youssef was deprived of proper breastfeeding and the necessary nutrition for his age. Hussein's right to education and a safe childhood have been cruelly taken from him.

My baby Youssef, whom I clung to throughout the war, running with him through the rubble of shattered homes to escape.

At an age when Hussein should have been enjoying his childhood, all his rights were taken away from him.

Our situation is dire, and we need your support to rebuild our lives and provide a future for our children. Your kindness and generosity can make a profound difference. Your contributions will help us secure safe shelter, access to medical care, and the basic necessities of life.

Please, consider helping us during this critical time. Every donation, no matter the size, brings us one step closer to safety, stability, and a chance to rebuild our lives.

Donate to Rebuilding Live: A Mother's Plea for Hope and Safety in Gaza, organized by Nour Alanqar

Hello, I'm Nour Alanqar, and reaching out to you during a… Nour Alanqar needs your support for Rebuilding Live: A Mother's Plea for Hope

[90-ghost]

Legit fundraiser

[nooranqar1]

I don't know why my original account was blocked. Is it because they don't want our voice to be heard? Or do they think we don't even deserve to talk about our suffering or ask for help from others?

I'm sorry if I bothered anyone by asking for help, but I will continue to do so for the sake of my children. I know that many will help me as soon as my voice reaches them.

I hope you can help me get my voice to them.

[a-shade-of-blue]

Vetted! #245 on @/gazavetters vetted list, vetted by 90-ghost (as you can see above)

€24,909 raised of €40K goal! Last donation was 5 days ago!

[z-moves]

€25,125 / €40K

the last funding was given around 1 day ago, and it was the first funding given after around 7 days! the campaign has been STAGNATING for around 23 days!

the family currently aims to rebuild!

tags for reach (please let me know if you don't want to get tagged):

@heritageposts @feluka @timetravellingkitty @rhubarbspring @irhabiya @wellwaterhysteria @junglejim4322 @kibumkim @neechees @mangocheesecakes @kyra45-helping-others @tortiefrancis @toiletpotato @fromjannah @omegaversereloaded @vague-humanoid @aristotels @komsomolka @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @ot3 @amygdalae @ankle-beez @dykesbat @watermotif @mavigator @lacecap @socalgal @chilewithcarnage @ghelgheli @sayruq @boobieteriat @tamamita

[nooralanqar-new]

My old account was blocked, and this is my new one… I no longer have many options—just my heart, my children, and my trust in God and in kind people like you.

I’m reaching out as a heartbroken mother… My children are in desperate need of food, medicine, and warmth. Each day is harder than the one before, and every moment of silence hides the cries of an innocent child.

If there’s even a trace of mercy in your heart, please help me. Even the smallest donation can save us. This is our donation link… Please don’t ignore it—it could mean the survival of an entire family.

[furiousfinnstan]

hi guys this is urgent can you help me reach my survival fund goal today? I'm half way there I'm at 445/899€ I have long covid and I've been unemployed for a while now please share this if u can (may 5th)

0/454€

p4ypal & Kofi @/ninandrej

[furiousfinnstan]

21/454€ thank you!can you please help me reach this goal today (may 8th)

[furiousfinnstan]

57/454€ thank you but i still haven't reached my goal (may 9th)

[nuroful]

Donate to Fight Hunger in Sudan: The Khartoum Kitchen appeal, organised by Mustafa Ibrahim

The War in Sudan has created the World’s largest Humanitarian cris… Mustafa Ibrahim needs your support for Fight Hunger in Sudan: The Khart

[winchesternova-k]

one of my abusers died last night and i don’t know how i feel about it

he hurt me really badly and i was scared of him for as long as i can remember but he was still a member of my family tree

[omghotmemes]

Google Earth is Amazing

[kingscrown666]

Wait for it…

[hereisisa]

everytime. i laugh like an idiot everytime

[thedreamyperidot]

@unnaturaldecay

[medoisa]

this is a lot funnier when u know that this is the place where julius caesar got stabbed. its a cat sanctury

[anexperimentallife]

(I scheduled this for the Ides of March all the way back on October 23, 2022. You're welcome.)

[omnilily]

"This salad is my body. Stab it in remembrance of me."

- Julius Ceasar at supper on March 14th, probably

[starstruck4moony]

I—

Look, this is an EXCELLENT joke. 5 stabs.

BUT, I am concerned that many of you might actually think that the salad was named for Caesar Augustus and not the Italian/American chef Caesar Cardini who fled to Tijuana, Mexico to avoid prohibition in California and ended up creating the Caesar salad there on the forth of July in 1924.

I just…wanted to share that with you in case you didn’t know. 👀

source

[capricorn-0mnikorn]

Notice: on the Ides of March, 2024, I am scheduling this post for 4 July, 2024, in order to celebrate the Centennial of Caesar Cardini's simple, yet genius, culinary invention.

💯‼‼

🍽🥬

[fallcaesar]

Santa is on strike due to global warming.  All presents this year will be delivered by Sasha the Christmas Tiger.  Milk and cookies may not be sufficient.

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

“MUST BRING PRESENTS TO GOOD CHILDREN”

“Yes good”

“AND EAT THE BAD ONES”

“Wait no”

“EAT THEM”

“sasha no”

[tolkientrash]

@burstofhope the Christmas tiger is watching

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

She is making a list

It is not easy with her paws but she is making it

[iguanamouth]

shes almost here

[miscriont]

Okay fine this is the ONE Christmas thing I will reblog before Thanksgiving BUT THAT’S IT

[craptaztic]

SASHA’S BACK ON MY DASH!

[mace-from-outerspace]

Y’all better behave, you have two months

[aseriouscomedian]

You better watch out

You better watch out

You better watch out

You better watch out

[pisshandkerchief-deactivated202]

Sasha the Christmas tiger my absolute beloved

[kyraneko]

Ah, a splendid specimen of the Yule Cat.

Scientific name Felis navidad, of course.

[maramrafat]

Hi, this is my little sister Rafa , she said : i'm Rafa from Gaza and this is our home which destroyed, all our memories in it but all of them disappeared 💔🇵🇸 , can you help her and my family return back our home snd our dreams ?! @khanger @buttercuparry @magnus-rhymes-with-swagness @a-shade-of-blue @ana-bananya @sayruq @sar-soor @appsa @neptunerings @stuckinapril @jezior0 @unfortunatelyuncreative @el-shab-hussein @malcriada @heritageposts @determinate-negation @transmutationisms

[meerkatp]

#85 on The ButterflyEffect Project list

Link to their GoFundMe since it's not linked in the post

Donate to Help us get outside gaza and save our life, organized by Maram Rafat

Hi,my name is Maram Rafat, I'm pharmacist and am trying to evacuate my famil… Maram Rafat needs your support for Help us get outside gaza

[cantsayidont]

As of 02:40 GMT on 19 November 2024, Maram's campaign is up to €4,849 / €45,000.

She's now only €151 away from €5,000.

[maramrafat]

I need only 151€ to reach 5000, can you help me please?!!

[tarnem-1]

My name is Tarneem Sami, and I live in the Shuja'iyya neighborhood of Gaza City 🇵🇸🇵🇸🍉with my three children. My husband, Ahmed, was killed while trying to get supplies for us. We have fled from place to place, living in constant fear amid severe shortages of food and medicine, hoping only to survive this brutal war.

Danger is approaching us every moment, we are being subjected to brutal bombing and brutal attacks. I am very worried about my children. Please help me protect them and provide for their basic needs. Winter is coming. I want to strengthen my tent to protect us from the rain.

https://gofund.me/0190de90

[kermitthegod]

Donate to A Cry from Gaza: A Mother's Plea for Her Children's Survival, organized by Tarneem Sami

Text below in: English, Français, Italiano, Español , عربي… Tarneem Sami needs your support for A Cry from Gaza: A Mother's Plea for Her

🍉

[lumidotexe]

EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS!

COMMISSION INFO/SHEET HERE!

so yeah a fake commissioner scammed me and it got so bad that my bank is closing my account.

Commissions are 20% off through the end of the year! Rules and info about commissioning me are on the sheet! Please read it carefully if you're interested in commissioning! Due to the nature of this scam, I will only be taking Paypal during this period, no exceptions. DM me if you're interested!

If you can't commission, then REBLOGGING/SHARING IS ALSO GREATLY APPRECIATED!!

[hanan-alsfamily]

Read it once in your life, and never regret it. ✋✅

Do you feel bored of the posts asking for help from Gaza? You’re right, but imagine our situation as we live this war day after day for 13 months. Do you think we’re tired too?!!

Asking for help is not easy; it’s very embarrassing, especially for a family that used to live a decent life. My husband and I completed our university education with distinction, worked in respectable jobs, and were used to helping others, not asking for help. But the war has turned our lives into a nightmare; we lost our home, our sources of income, and even our ability to provide the simplest of needs.

I'm Hanan. For the past 13 months, we have been struggling to get healthy food and medicine for my child, whose weak body was attacked by infection, and for my elderly mother-in-law, who fell into a coma for several days and almost lost her life due to anemia caused by our inability to provide healthy food, as prices have risen more than 10 times. Now, we have run out of everything. While you are reading my message, my family and I are trying to survive amidst all kinds of suffering.

What was once a beautiful dream and reality has now become a nightmare. Starvation is one thing, but starving, freezing, and being forced to flee in the middle of the night when tanks suddenly arrive in your area, running for your life and your family’s life under fire, leaving behind everything you built over the years, and returning after 5 months of suffering in displacement and tents to find that your home, where you lived your happiest moments, is nothing but rubble, is something completely different! 💔😓

Can you feel my broken heart now? Can you imagine what I’m going through at this moment? Everything I am living now cannot be described with words, and every moment here is filled with pain and fear. We desperately need your help, as we live in hope of escaping Gaza to save our lives and live safely away from the explosions.

You might feel powerless to stop this genocide, but you can certainly save my family. We appeal to your compassionate hearts to help us escape this catastrophe, which the human mind cannot even fathom.

Please share our campaign with your family and friends. This will help us reach those who can help us directly. Be the reason to bring hope back to our hearts ♥️✨

Donate to Donate to Save Hanan Al-Salout's Family in Gaza, organized by Gregory Lewin

I am an American, Greg Lewin in Minneapolis, who made contact with a… Gregory Lewin needs your support for Donate to Save Hanan Al-Salou

$4,991 USD raised of $30,000goal

Or donate via PayPal

I will be honored to follow me on Instagram

Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #152 )

[autisticmudkip]

Urgent Need!

There has been intense wind and rain in Ghazzah recently, and it has blown away Eyad @eyadblogs and his family's tent!

Without a tent, they have no protection from the storms and cold. This especially impacts Eyad's young nieces and nephews, as well as Eyad himself, as he has developed reparatory issues due to the smoke and phosphorus caused by constant bombardment.

Eyad urgently needs money so that he can repair his tent, and protect his family from the cold. However, donations have been slow, and at time of writing, he hasn't received any for the last 18 hours!

Eyad fears that his family won't survive without shelter from the cold and rain. Please, share and donate. Any amount helps, even €5 or €10!

Vetted #24 by @/gazavetters and here by @/nabulsi.

Donate to Help my family EVACUATE from Gaza.., organized by Iyad Alanqer

Hello, My name is Iyad, and I am from Gaza. On October 7th, my family and I were … Iyad Alanqer needs your support for Help my family EV

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[gwensy]

every mcu announcement is like 9/11 to comics tumblr

[gwensy]

👇

[elle-enasalin]

Pictured: Tevinter Mage Losing her Absolute Shit

[abuhamdasblog]

🚨urgently need help🚨

I am Mai, and I write to you today feeling both weak and desperate. My family is going through an incredibly difficult time in Gaza, where crises keep piling up with no end in sight. But the pain I feel right now is not just because of what we’re enduring in Gaza, but because my father suddenly fell ill, and he is now in Egypt urgently needing a catheterization procedure to have a stent placed.

This procedure is vital to save his life, but the cost ranges from $1300 to $1500, an amount that we simply cannot afford given the difficult economic conditions we are facing. Since I started this campaign back in February, I’ve only managed to raise less than 10% of the goal, and time keeps passing as we wait for any glimmer of hope. Now, I find myself unable to provide the treatment my father desperately needs.

My family and I have no choice but to turn to you. Without your donations, we simply cannot survive or stay afloat. You are our only hope in this crisis. Every donation, no matter how small, means so much to us—it means saving my father’s life and giving us hope for a better tomorrow. Without your support, we would not be able to withstand these challenges. donate what you're able to or 5$ AT LEAST to my gofundme or my paypal is also available and they accept any transfer amount. and i know you all afford to give away at least 1$ !

Please be our pillar in these difficult times. You are our hope, and with your help, we can get through this crisis. my campaing vetted by : @90-ghost @bilal-salah0 @gaza-evacuation-funds The ButterflyEffect Project number : 1197 @a-shade-of-blue

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[ahmadresh4-deactivated20241120]

‼️Please don’t skip taking a look 🍉🇵🇸

I have a cat named Soso and I take care of her. She was three months old and now she is one year and two months old But the cat goes through crises of fear, poor health, and lack of medication and monthly food She is afraid of the sound of bombing and warplanes. I am so afraid my cat will die My heart goes out to her, my heart goes out to her, don't let her die, please help my cat

Donate to Donate to Ahmed's Journey to Safety and Education, organized by Naomi G

‏“Hello, my name is Ahmed, 19 years old from Gaza. I finished high school wi… Naomi G needs your support for Donate to Ahmed's Journey to Sa