Perspective's Sentence Starters; IT'S NOT REAL (Part I)
TRIGGER WARNINGS: Violence, murder, death
PARASITE
I can see my corpse in reflections
She's sitting in the corner of my eye
There's nowhere I can hide
I can't sleep at night anymore
The terrors take control over my mind
I can't rid myself of this parasite
Eat me like a cannibal
Treat me like an animal
Empty means nothing to me
Where you going honey?
I don't know me anymore
Hide under the sheets
I'm a parasite
It isn't just anxiety
BALL AND CHAIN
Nothing is ever simple
I just live that way
There's glass on the floor
I think it hit my brain
The universe said that I would be someone
Don't speak
This happens all the time
There's something kinda ugly taking up my mind
Don't leave
I promise, I'll be fine
At night, I dream of the end
I wake up and find, I'm alone in my bed
The older I get, the more I hate the truth
I feel my mortality like I'm staring down a gun
The world is screaming at me, "Run"
I feel the end of the universe
It's in my head all the time
It surrounds me
It's in me
I think the universe is mine
WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE
We're all gonna die
I'm trying not to be manic, but my blood starts to panic
I can't see me at all
All the sound stops, and I'm left with my thoughts
I can't seem to feel it at all
The thing with beauty, it's a matter of time
Where do we go?
We're just making up religions on our way out the door
These sleepless nights take a toll
I don't wanna have a brain
The bugs are under my skin, they whisper solеly in sin
In the end, were we ever alive?
If you knew what was next, what would you do there?
When you're six feet down, what part of you would still be around?
It's just a matter of time
We don't know when and we don't know why
FUNERAL
The guilt, it cuts like a knife
Memories eat up my mind
I let you paint me the villain
After all this time, I'm haunted by your ghost
I kinda wanna laugh at the way I criеd
I've been putting on a smile, though somebody died
I don't know how to act to pretend it's fine
I'm so happy at this funeral
I really don't wanna hear it
"I'm sorry" burns like it's searing
My last nerve just hit the ceiling
I'm so numb
Now tell the world how she made you fucking miserable
She had to be alone
HE ASKED FOR IT
I squished his head like a berry would pop between my thumbs
He was almost begging for it
I wasn't the only one
He was out here searching for blood
I just gave him what he wanted so that the job could be done
He asked for it
He wanted this
He's in a pit
Man, what a bitch
It really wasn't too hard to read it between the lines
Heard a cacophony chorus scrеaming for him to be mine
He screamed a little too when he saw my face in his eyes
He asked for the blood that I gave him when he was out walking that night
I already told you that he asked it
Thought you said you like your girls savage
Let's see who can tattletale the fastest
I'll bury the body like a bad bitch
I told him why I was there
He was never ever mislead
I am the judgement and jury watching him walking the ledge
We spoke for a moment or two
He didn't have enough breath
But in the end, we both agreed that he was better off dead
PREDATOR
Something's there
It's just a twinge
I am what remains
You better run, I've got the gun
I am the parasite under your skin
I am the predator hiding within
I'm what your churches call a, "Saint"
I am the reason you feel faint
I am the war where everyone falls
PARTY ANIMAL
Somebody seize her
Baby, do you wanna go Tandem?
You're gonna make me throw a tantrum
I don't wanna be dramatic, but you're making me an addict
Somebody called me Aphrodite
I'm a little like Psyche
She's part animal
She's got her leopard print purse in the back of the bar
I don't even know her name, but I know she's a star
She don't even have to speak, boys fall at her feet
She's got big doe eyes with the venomous teeth
She's so cool
She's the only woman in the room
I think I wanna be her, too
She's in all of the action
She's like the main attraction
Look at her in your clothes
It ain’t that complicated
Nothin' left you could tame
You ain't that special