#- ebola

[wingedisciple]

Sincerity & Apologetics.

-ㅤEbola,ㅤWhacky

[northyne]

Things I experienced after leaving the alterhuman community!

I am not against the community for this.

I would really like to share some of the unique things I experienced after leaving my alterhuman labels, as I connected closer with Christ and renewed my identity and mind.

No, these will not happen to you if you leave your labels. This is my personal experience only, and in no way dictates others values. 🤍

- I became closer with my body, and it got easier for me to shower and take care of myself! I love my body, and it's like a vessel that I'm not just possessing—but a spiritual gift. Something that has been given to me to walk on this earth as a beautiful soul.

- I have become less filled with negativity and doubt about myself every day. I no longer wish I was in a different body, or a different species. God helped me accept what he has given me and to cherish it; and it has purified my mind, in some way! I am no longer driven by something I can never have and achieve; but a holy commission that God has rested on my heart to spread discipleship and faith.

- I have become closer with God. Before he saved me, I was an angelkin (you might've heard me mention this before on a past post...) and to be honest? I thought God sent me down here to suffer. No, I don't have a history of religious trauma—I was going through intense spiritual warfare at the time. I stopped this repetetive thought of pain; and I turned towards God instead of looking at the enemy. I stopped looking at what I wanted to be, and I see what I am.

I am a creation of the creator of skies and seas and birds and trees, sand and clouds and fireflies and mothers. He made me beautiful; and he loves me. So what can I do back, but love him; and let him live through me?

God bless, and God loves every one of you. Amen.

[wingedisciple]

Like a Toothache.

[northyne]

Oookay! Waking up to a wiccan praying over me and hoping that their God takes my hand is by far the most horrifying thing anybody has said to me on this platform. By far, nobody has spiritually intruded like this.

I claim no negative energy. Lord, do not let this beast take hold of me. Their prayers to their demons will not scathe me, their arrows will fall short in the glory of you, Lord. I will continue my work on this earth, I am covered in the blood of Christ. Amen.

[northyne]

Are you aware that Charlie Kirk was a complete racist? He has made statements that the civil rights movement was a mistake. I only bring this up as Christianity’s golden rule is “Love thy Neighboor”

Furthermore, he also stated he was fine with more people being killed so long as Americans are still allowed unrestricted access to guns. Which, considering he was shot, and more political assassinations and more school shootings have happened before and after Kirk’s death. I don’t think that line of thought was very Christ like either.

When you are pro-Charlie Kirk, you are pro-racism, pro-abortion, pro-gun, and pro-antisemitism.

Please consider the thought that you can be sad he was killed for his loved one’s sakes. But also not agree or believe in his morals.

I mean it when I say this is only what I think.

Nobody should be expected of perfection, ever. But trusting in God and living for him is a top priority for me.

Kirk said things that are out of line with Christian morals, he did. But he was a Christian. He preached the Bible, talked about it, and brought up harsh topics that ultimately became dust on him.

When I support someone, no, that does not mean I align with what they support. I support a Christian man even in his failing times; for not believing in God is a sin not even the devil committed. And I personally believe that Kirk will not go to hell for not being perfect. But that is not for me to judge.

I'm in no way against people who are against him, and I absolutely see why everyone would be against him. But this is a small part of me, that is the real me.

[northyne]

Alterhumanity from a Christian viewpoint! do not read if you do not like. 🤍

(OP is pro-alterhuman)

Christian alterhumans, I love you.

Atheist alterhumans, I love you.

Satanist alterhumans, I love you.

Pagan alterhumans, I love you.

Witch alterhumans, I love you.

And God loves all of you too. So much, that he died on the cross for all of us so that we get the chance to spend eternity in Heaven with him.

All of the above, I PRAY for you. I pray that you find comfort in our Lord and see his sacrifice, and you spend eternity with him before you spend eternity with regret.

Remember to love our Lord and Savior, and walk with Christ. Remember that your identity and labels are secondary; because they will not be for eternity!

You will not have that alterhuman part of you for eternity. So love that part of you, and find peace in what is going to be for eternity. Choose what side you are on, do not become misdirected. To the hopeless, you must not seek out daily pleasures; but I pray that you stumble upon the kingdom of God—where all things shall be added to you!

Love thy neighbor, O Beasts of life! Do not let the enemy grab you by your tail, your fin or your scruff! Wear that holy armour, animalistic one. Because you will be or not be with the Lord in the end days, and he will take his children with him; leaving the king of darkness with the fallen!

Two sides, only two, sing of his heavenly choir or feel at home in the midst of darkness. Love thyself as you are created; created in the image of God. Your body is made of stardust, little fox. The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit created you with their bare hands, the clay is still warm beneath your scales.

He made you all beautiful. Look at those beautiful sunsets, look at how he made them for you. You are more beautiful than the skies you fly across, avian.

To my alterhuman brothers and sisters, who feel lost, alone, or without purpose, God gave us something to fill this empty hole. He gave us the Great Comission.

Matthew 28:19 - "Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit."

If you ever feel stuck.. Take out a piece of your own knowledge and show the world the holy of our Lord.

[northyne]

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ㅤㅤStancesㅤㅤpro endogenic, pro self diagnose,

ㅤㅤpro dead dove, pro no contact paraphilia, pro agere

ㅤㅤpro furry, pro yume, pro recovery, pro Charlie Kirk,

ㅤㅤpro age regressor, pro pet regressor, pro realism,

ㅤㅤalterhuman-neutral, therian-neutral, radqueer neutral,

ㅤㅤatheist-neutral, LGBTQIA-neutral, anti-witchcraft

ㅤㅤanti-satanism, anti-lolicon/shotacon, anti-hate,

ㅤㅤanti-harassment, anti contact paraphilia, anti-racism,

ㅤㅤanti-ableism, anti-brain rot, anti-abortion, anti-pagan

ㅤㅤanti-fictoreligion, anti-wiccan, anti-transID, anti-AI

ㅤㅤpro = I'm supportive of this, whether you are or not!

ㅤㅤ(please follow)

ㅤㅤneutral = I support you, don't involve me in this.

ㅤㅤ(good to follow)

ㅤㅤanti = I do not support this, and I'm uncomfortable with you.

ㅤㅤ(do not follow)

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ㅤㅤDo not interactㅤㅤSatanists, witches, wiccan,

ㅤㅤwitchcraft practicers, demonkin, racists, nazis,

ㅤㅤpeople who say kys, death threat senders, harassment

ㅤㅤ(including if you harass endogenic systems.),

ㅤㅤpedophiles, racists, people who joke about Jeffrey

ㅤㅤEpstein or the files, kink blogs, porn blogs, NSFW blogs,

ㅤㅤpeople who joke about Charlie Kirk or his death.

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ㅤㅤBeliefsㅤㅤI believe that endogenic systems can

ㅤㅤform without trauma. I believe that endogenic

ㅤㅤsystems are plural, and claiming to have DID/

ㅤㅤOSDD as an endogenic system is very harmful.

ㅤㅤ—†ㅤㅤFrom a Christian viewpoint, I know

ㅤㅤwill never happen. But I believe that this world

ㅤㅤdoes not deserve a respected governor or

ㅤㅤpresident; other than the Lord. This world will

ㅤㅤnot come to those terms, as it is not meant to

ㅤㅤhappen. I do not support any president and I do

ㅤㅤnot choose sides. Idc who you support! /gen

ㅤㅤ—†ㅤㅤAs a Christian, I support and respect

ㅤㅤeverybody. But I do not support or respect any

ㅤㅤother religion than Christianity, as I believe in

ㅤㅤfalse idols/demon idols. I believe every other

ㅤㅤreligion containing a god is an idol demon being

ㅤㅤworshipped. Do not ask me to support or

ㅤㅤrespect your religion. I respect you. John 14:6

ㅤㅤ“Jesus said to him, ‘I am the way, and the truth,

ㅤㅤand the life. No one comes to the Father except

ㅤㅤthrough me.’” This is why! I will not hate you for

ㅤㅤfollowing a different religion or not supporting

ㅤㅤmine, I love you nonetheless. Jesus is my only truth.

ㅤㅤ—†ㅤㅤI believe that writing down all of this will

ㅤㅤremove the people from my life that I shouldn't

ㅤㅤbefriend, and bring closer the very few people

ㅤㅤthat will find me through Christ or their own

ㅤㅤexperiences. I wasn't born to be a Tumblr user,

ㅤㅤbut here we are. So I will be. And I will remain

ㅤㅤkind to all, even if you don't support me, you

ㅤㅤblock me, or you don't agree with my stances.

ㅤㅤThose are there for you to honestly get to know me.

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ㅤㅤPreviouslyㅤㅤthestudsystemㅤㅤthe-northstar-collective

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[northyne]

Why some people just want to drag you into the crossfire?

You are pro-Kirk, that's debatable, but what matters is that you are a NICE person who RESPECTS other's choices!

smh

I think I know the answer to this actually! Your perspective is very much the kind of light I'd prefer people see me in, as it is more accurate and understanding ^_^

Instead of me being a nice and respectful person with socially-unacceptable stances(more like Tumblr-unacceptable stances, if I'm honest), people will see something they don't agree with, and immediately put my stances first and forefront of my entire identity—and now the stances are all they will understand about me as a person... This has, and will go as far as pushing stances onto me that I do not agree with.

I think I'm done arguing with those people. I am misunderstood, maybe it's not my job to keep up a good reputation if other people will never listen.

But to be honest—I am SURPRISED that you understand! You see things in the bigger picture, and understand through both sides. I appreciate this ask a lot and you are nice.