#- vincent

[warehouse-sys]

to whoever is charlie with the sonic the hedgehog profile pic on spotify who made the "i wish trexel geistman kinnies a very pleasant fucking therapy" playlist, i want you to know our trexel fictive absolutely loves it and we can't stop listening to margharitaville

[w4t3rh4mm3r]

I know the New Year's is soon and I'd like to say, thank you. Everyone whom follows, talks or even interacts once with me.

You may not know who I am, but you don't realize how much you all mean to me. It sounds cringy but I'm being honest.

Thank you for hearing my wacky shit, thank you for hearing me out, thank you. You may not see how much I'm thankful for you all, but I am. I'm just not a big show-er of how I feel with others.

I wish you all a happy and hopeful new year.

In the meantime, enjoy it while it lasts. We don't stay in 2022 forever. :)

[ethereal-sys]

It's him

[warehouse-sys]

Is it normal or common or whatever to be able to feel that a certain alter needs to front? We got really uncomfortable yesterday, still not sure why, but I could feel really clearly that another alter needed to be in front? I'm not sure how I could tell, it was just this really strong kinda instinctive feeling that he needed to be in front and then I got distressed that he wasn't fronting because we felt like he needed to. I would have said that this was just him wanting to front and me being able to feel it, apart from the fact that I don't think he was anywhere near front. I couldn't sense him near front or hear him, he wasn't communicating with me, I genuinely don't think he was even close to front. But yet it still felt like he needed to front. I can't explain how it felt in much detail because I honestly don't remember how it felt, I just know that I felt it. We were also kind of dissociating a little bit? Like, losing time in blocks of a few minutes and just generally feeling a bit off.

I guess what I'm asking is has anybody else experienced this? Was it him wanting to front, or was it me wanting him to front for some reason? I'm pretty sure we couldn't get him to front, in the end. We tried some positive triggers that we thought might work, but I don't think they did. For context, he's a fictive and we were engaging with his source at the time, and the feeling went away shortly after we stopped engaging with his source, I'm not sure if that has anything to do with it.

[ethereal-sys]

I feel like nbs only hcing androgynous looking characters as nb while then turning around and saying nbs can look like anything means something

[warehouse-sys]

system in absolute fucking shambles tonight

[warehouse-sys]

I keep thinking we should post on this blog more but I think that a) the fact we keep forgetting it exists, and b) we keep getting post ideas and then forgetting them again says more than any post ever could