#06.10.2024

[liam-93-productions]

Liam via his Snapchat - 06.10

[todaysromano]

06.10.2024

Today, Romano was annoyed at traffic but then realized he is traffic.

Arab.com link

[bekindtoyou4007]

H came back today! I have had a minor tension headache most of today so going to blame caffeine and head to bed early. I'm ready for a day of excitement tomorrow then I can come home and do nothing in the evening. Always good to have that work life balance. I have been lacking that this weekend because I felt the need to be kept busy. But all good now. The drama with bio family has bothered me and I feel I would like to have a break from it to some extent. I guess maintaining these boundaries is the way forward and checking the messages a lot less often. I'm nearly done with Bojack too which may have been contributing something idk... Things I am grateful for: how well behaved my lovely dog is. How nice my fried chicken wraps were for dinner. The fact I have a partner who will change the bedsheets without grumbling.

Almost forgot, did a tour of the garden with H and he said I'm very impressive and he's proud of me.

[traumabxnded]

I miss being loved. I miss being known entirely inside and out. I miss the stupid worlds we made up together in our heads, our inside jokes, how I could make you laugh so hard it came out like a crazy cackle with tears streaming down your cheeks. I miss your intent gaze across the table. I miss your smile. I miss having someone touch me that didn’t make me recoil and feel uncomfortable like I wanted to tear off my skin. I miss sleeping holding you close with our feet tangled together so we were still touching even if it was too hot to cuddle.

Most of all, I miss when you weren’t lying to me. But that was probably only the first month out of 2 years. The rest was a traumatic waste.

[biragacgibitekvehur]

Bugün böyle bi hava vardı buralarda, ama 3 dk falan sürdü sonra güneş açtı yeniden. Bu arada ben de hunharca sunum hazırlıyordum canvadan. Fakat şu an bi ikilemin içindeyim; şimdi ben derslerimi canva üzerinden sunum hazırlayarak anlatıyorum. Fakat içinde videolar, oyunlar, etkinlikler vs olduğu için hazırlamak aşşşşırı uzun sürüyor. Birçok kaynaktan yararlanıp ortaya yararlı bi şey çıkarmak için oldukça uğraşıyorum. Fakat bugün bi arkadaşımın attığı sitede de hazır etkinlikli videolu sunumlar vardı, ben tabii ki benimkileri daha ilgi çekici buldum ama bu benim çok fazla vaktimi alıyor. Şimdi başka hiçbir şeye vaktimin kalmamasına karşılık buna devam mı edeceğim yoksa hazır sunumlardan yararlanıp kalan vakitleri de kendime mi ayıracağım? Bilmiyorum…

[wdlm]

[catherinebazinaw]

Scrapbook, 6 October 2024