I’m writing this message cause I feel really bad, thinking about the way I hurt you makes me really sad. I hope somehow some way this gets through to you.
I’m genuinely sorry for all the hurt I’ve caused you and I regret the things I’ve done. Im losing and it seems I’ve lost the 1 girl I’ve loved more than anything since Day 1 and it was cause of the things I’ve done.
KC I feel so bad right now and each day, cause I tore your world apart, and now all I can think about is how I broke your heart.
These tears that run down my cheek are filled with sadness and hurt, because you really do mean alot to me and I care about you until the end. I messed up big time and I only wish I could go back in time and do things differently and maturely and not disrespect you and make fools out of each other or anybody else. I think about you often and hope some day you have the energy and courage to forgive me and know that the David you encountered recently isn’t the person I want to experience again ever. Nor should you or anybody for that matter. I hope you understand.
I know sorry’s not enough because I’m such a screw up.. But for whatever its worth I wanted to say, that you cross my mind every single day…
The thought of you makes me smile and not sad, and I know our love was and still is real, so I’m typing you this message so that you know how I truly feel.
What I really want to say is that I’m sorry, I know that you didn’t deserve to be hurt like that, and I know that you will soon find peace and things will eventually be calmed down and our heads will clear up as long as I can give you your space that you need right now.
So I’m sooo SORRY for everything I’ve done, also i have to say is that I care about you and really do pray for you and wonder how you are doing every day and I’m so sooo sorry KC 😕 I hope some day we can make things up and put our past behind us and be better people for ourselves and for us. At the end of the world, I love you and your family. I always will. I always had a mindset of you being “home” to me and I know it might be the opposite with you now but if it isnt, well…idk 😌. But you need to know that. Again, im sorry for all the hurt I may have caused you. I really truly don’t know why it all happened the way it did. I love you. Hope you are doing good, I miss ya. You always will be with me in my heart and soul. We are soul tied. 😌 Okay talk soon hopefully.