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i saw a space themed coloring book for children at the store and it reminded me of these 3 so i've drawn them over a page
129 - Happy Birthday Dear America
Comic is by IchiAno, from whom I've received permission ♥️
I only had to tl the last three pgs btw, the rest was already in English
“Alvin did a 10 page long detailed analysis on a book geared toward first graders.”
“HOW!?”
Burnout (but not the way you're thinking)
@peepawhooters it's done have fun suffering through my shitty writing
tws/cws: implied isolation, self depreciation, self harm (in the name of science)
It wouldn't work.
Donnie knew that. It was too deep if they were to guess.
It would hurt. Donnie knew that, too.
Why were they about to do this then?
Well, there weren't better options. Their choices were to freeze to death, inject an incredibly unstable herbice into their bloodstream, or try this. They didn't exactly want to feel all of their cells disassemble, nor did they want to be able to see their limbs snap off to get this alien parasite out of their body.
That would be letting it win, wouldn't it?
They had a few theories. They always did, after all. It was their job to know things and predict things.
They'd seen Raph do the same thing before, so in theory, they could do the same, correct?
Well, they had a few counter theories.
For one, Raph's circumstances were wildly different from theirs. Raph had been fully possessed. They were.. mixed with it. Connected. They still have full control of their actions, albeit slightly influenced on worse days. They did when they were in the spaceship as well. An interesting development, sure, but it did make things harder.
Which brings them to the second point. Their older brother didn't do it just with his ninpo. He was able to pull it off because the lives of his family members were at stake. This was nothing like that. They didn't want it to get like that. That's why they were thinking. They wouldn't let that happen. Not if they had anything to do about it. If they could do anything about it.
So that's why they were doing this. Pure stubbornness and desperation.
It was nice to have a semblance of reason for this irrational project, at least.
So they kept walking down the still unfamiliar halls of their new home despite the problems that this would most likely cause.
They listened to their steps echo through the halls for a little while, until they reached their destination: their lab. This was an experiment, albeit a bit more volatile then their usual. That made it a bit more exciting and worrying at the same time. At least this time if something went wrong they would have to deal with it, not their siblings. Something would go wrong this was a stupid idea why are you even trying this it won't work you're so stupid-
The door opened and closed automatically behind them. They continued their stride over to their laptop to lock the entryways. It was like a little reminder that this was their issue. A lovely feeling, isn't it?
They sat down somewhere near the middle of the lab with their legs crossed. They didn't have an area set up for their latest endeavor. They would, but they didn't know what to set up. All of the materials were inside of them, so what would they even put in a designated space like that? This would suffice.
A light exhale escapes them as they leaned back slightly. Here goes nothing, they mused to nobody in particular.
They felt the familiar tingles and hums of their ninpo through their arms and out from their hands. They could see it glowing slightly from beneath their scales.
Fuck it.
They took a breath and focused. Out of the turtles they were the least in touch with their ninpo, so there was a possibility that this would prove difficult for them. How would they even-
Ah, there it is.
They had to bite down on the inside of their cheek to prevent themself from crying out in any way, whether it was pain or surprise. They hadn't soundproofed this place yet. Add that to the metaphorical to-do list that had to be pages upon pages long by now.
A strong burning sensation started in their hands and trailed through the rest of their body. The purple flare that they could see earlier was brighter now, lighting the space a decent amount.
They winced, closing their eyes tightly. Keep going, it's worth it it'll be worth it-
They could already picture the scars, pizza supreme what would their siblings say-
They took another breath in and focused again. Gradually the space darkened again. They pulled their knees to their chest. Everything was shaky and painful and their head felt wrong.
They knew it didn't work. Despite all of the aches and whatnot they still felt the same. What were they supposed to feel if when it worked? They would have find out.
So they did it again.
And again.
And again...
A few more times for good measure. They kept going until they couldn't.
They looked down. Despite their efforts, the violet light of their abilities wouldn't show. It seems that their body didn't agree with ninpo overuse for a few reasons.
For one, they couldn't move. Not well, at least. They felt dead. It was like everything was covered in molasses. The only evidence that it wasn't was the intense tremors coming from their limbs, mostly their hands and arms. Shit.
It hurt like hell, too. The pain from earlier hadn't subsided. It just got worse if anything. Their head spun, like they'd just been put into a bottle and were shook around, then launched out violently.
It took hours for the symptoms to clear. In that time all they could do was think. It didn't work. They knew that. Realistically, they knew it wouldn't, but again, they were incredibly desperate. That, and they didn't have any other ideas. Nothing better, anyway. Although considering what they'd just experienced maybe they'd rather the cell disassembling.
They figured it was because they weren't doing it right. Maybe something was missing.
So they'd do it again.
After approximately three hours and fifteen minutes, they pushed themself off of the ground and wobbled over to their desk. They started a new log and typed.
Project: ??? <they'd come up with a better name later. They knew what it was either way.>
Status: in progress.
Trials: One.
Results: Nothing of note. Failure.
Recovery period: A week. At most. I'll do it again in a week.
They got up again, the action requiring more effort than they would admit. How would they hide this? They'd figure that out later. For now it was time to take care of... this mess. At least they kept medical supplies in their lab, so they didn't need to leave for that. It wasn't their first time treating burns. They knew how to do that.
They fell to the floor and went unconscious before they could do so.
it’s going very slow (crying over work and financial needs) but here’s a preview of the next comic!
Choi Minho for GQ Korea, February 2021 edition❤️
T. Seguin - Back Road Part 3
A/N: Happy Holidays ya filthy animals.
Part 1 Part 2 "No, it's different."
You can hear Tyler getting frustrated with whomever he's on the phone, but you don't want to interrupt, staying in the foyer, quiet until he can finish his conversation.
"Well, she's coming and you'll just have to deal with it. I don't know what to tell you," that's when you decide to make yourself known, not wanting to eavesdrop on things you shouldn't hear.
You open the front door behind you and close it a bit louder this time, "Hiii. I'm here?"
"In here!" He shouts from the kitchen and you follow his voice after dropping your bag on the sparkling floors in the entryway. He finishes his conversation in hushed tones you can't quite make out over the sound of your sandals on the hardwood.
When you finally get sight of him in the kitchen he's drinking a water bottle, shirtless, and shoving his phone in his pocket.
"Do you like, ever wear a shirt?" His distraction technique is honestly flawless. You'd be hard pressed to recall what he was saying only a few scant seconds ago as your eyes take him in.
He's positively preening, and you're sure he's flexing his chest muscles. So you do the mature thing and push him away from your person before you can do anything stupid like run your tongue up his abs and make him think his macho posturing is sexy.
Like it is, but he can't know that.
You've only been seeing each other for two-ish months, but he's been great. Really attentive and sweet, calling you nightly even when he's traveling for work.
He has some free time coming up, a weekend to be exact, and he invited you to his family's cabin in Canada. You weren't sure you were there yet- as a couple, but as Bridget Jones says, "It can't be just a fling, a mini-break holiday means true love." Which is definitely pushing it, but you're not going to pretend it doesn't make your heart flutter that he's bringing you home to meet his family.
You spend the night at his place to make the shuffle in the morning easier since he lives closer to the airport than you do. He promises no funny business since you're leaving before dawn the next morning.
Tyler sticks to his promise and you both sleep soundly in the same bed, jolted awake by the ringing off your alarm, but excited nonetheless for your trip.
Boarding the plane at ass o'clock in the morning sucks, but is made better by being in first class- Tyler insisted on paying. It seemed like a bit much, but he persuaded you:
"I'm making you go.” “You're losing out on tips. At least let me pay.”
“It's not even like we need a hotel…
“You can make it up to me in other ways."
It took a few days for him to convince you, but you eventually gave in, insisting you'll do most of the cooking, and cleaning while you're there, ensuring you earn your keep.
You're happy he convinced you because it is infinitely easier to fall asleep in first class and you're pretty sure you're going to hate going back to economy class after this.
He nudges you awake when you land, "Hey, sleepy, lets go." He already has both carry-ons, so you grumble at being woken up, but you trudge through the airport a step behind him as he texts his mom to let her know you've landed safely.
"No one else is coming up until a little later, we'll have the place to ourselves for a few hours." He gives you what you assume is meant to be a meaningful look, but you can't be bothered to flirt when it's pre-9 am.
"Good, maybe I can take a nap."
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When you pull up it's actually really picturesque, lakeside and a far cry from his McMansion back in Dallas. He parks the car on the crunching gravel before getting out and grabbing the bags from the trunk.
You try to pull yours away from him a few times, but he won’t let you carry anything. It’s ridiculous, since all you brought is a weekender sized luggage and you’re certainly capable of carrying it yourself, but it is nice that he’s a gentleman, so you don’t make too much of a fuss.
He unlocks the door and it’s just as beautiful as his house back in Dallas, bright and big, gorgeous hardwood throughout the whole open floor plan with floor to ceiling windows looking out onto the lake, glistening in the early morning sun.
It’s really, really beautiful- serene and calm, but you really, really want to nap, so you're not a cranky mess when you meet his family.
As he drags you through the house and to the stairs, you yawn and he gives in, “Okay, okay, point taken. We can sleep.”
The door he chooses at the end of the upstairs hall opens to a big bedroom, probably the master, if the balcony overlooking the lake outside is indicative of anything. You wiggle out of your hoodie and pull back the blankets, “Should we be sharing a room? Is your family going to think I’m slutty.”
He doesn’t answer directly, but rolls his eyes so hard you get the point. “I’m just trying to make a good impression. I don’t know!”
“They’re not going to think that,” he peels back the comforter on his side of the bed and tugs off his shirt before lying down next to you. “I don’t bring girls around here often…" he considers, "... ever?” He rolls toward you and lets his leg rest against yours. It’s too hot for any more body contact than that, so you don’t mind.
You're nervous for what's going to happen when you wake up. The excitement of being on vacation with Tyler giving way to a very real fear that his family will hate you; you already overheard whoever he was talking to last night not wanting you to tag along on family time.
You can't help it as you mash your eyes together and whisper, “Tyler?" He hums, eyes closed, sleep already setting in, “Who were you on the phone with last night when I got to your house?”
His eyes open, “My sister, why?” his mouth is set in a straight line, jaw tight, and you’re not sure you should continue your questioning, but you’re so nervous and you need your questions answered.
“I overheard a little of what you said to her when I walked in. I didn’t mean to, but I did,” he doesn’t say anything so you continue. “It didn’t really seem like she wanted me to crash your family weekend.” You choose your words carefully, not wanting to offend or point fingers at his sister before you’ve even met her.
“I don’t really care what she wants,” Tyler pulls you towards him into his bubble of warmth.
“That’s not nice, Tyler,” he leans in close and kisses you on the nose.
“You’re right. Still don’t care though. We’re going to have a good weekend,” all you can do is sigh, hope he’s right, and close your eyes to slide into your nap.
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When your alarm goes off, it’s time to face the music, so you stretch and roll out of bed, ignoring a grumbling Tyler behind you.
You shower in the adjoining bathroom; even that has a stunning view of the lake. Tyler starts making noise from the bedroom as you're swiping on mascara in the mirror and letting your hair air dry. He pops his head in the bathroom after knocking, "Hey, they said they'll be here in 30 minutes. I'm going to order in so we can eat when they get here. I'm starving." Nodding your assent, you brush through your hair again and check your reflection for the thousandth time.
Standing over the two outfits you’d laid out on the bed, you settle for the high-waisted shorts and a flowy blouse. Nothing too short, and nothing too tight, you don’t want to come across at all tawdry the first time you meet his family. As you slide on your sandals you can hear a ruckus downstairs, paired with a whole bunch of female voices.
Time to face the music.
After a deep breath and one last look in the mirror to smooth down your outfit and triple check that your shorts aren’t showing any cheek, you make your way down the stairs.
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You can tell immediately that Tyler’s mom is effervescently happy to meet you. She pulls you into a hug and takes the chair right next to you at the table as Tyler tips the delivery driver and plops down a few pizza boxes on the counter. Tyler eyes her warily and sits down on your other side. He rests his foot against yours under the table and catches your eye. The move is clear, we’re in this together. It’s comforting.
After everyone has dragged a slice of pizza onto their plate and chewed a few bites, his mom can’t seem to hold out any longer.
“I don’t know if he’ll be mad at me for saying this, y/n but this is the first time Tyler has brought a girl to the lake.” His foot nudges yours gently.
“Yeah, he mentioned that earlier,” you sip your water and continue, “I think it was supposed to calm me down but it just put the pressure on!” She smiles. It’s warm and that calms you down more than anything Tyler could have said.
His younger sister, Cassidy, pipes up, “It’s just us, no reason to be nervous. We’re not his fancy Dallas friends.” You take it as a win, but you’ve still yet to get more than a sideways glance from his elder sister, and you’re sure she’s the one who was on the phone, protesting against him bringing you along.
You can’t blame her. They live so far and she probably rarely gets to see him, it makes sense that she’s less than thrilled at you tagging along, taking up their family time.
It makes you want to prove her wrong, show her you’re not that clingy girl looking to drive a wedge between him and his family. You're just not sure how.
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When the wine comes out after dinner things get easier.
Jackie disappears into a closet and returns with Scrabble. Tyler is good, which (you’re embarrassed to say) surprises you, always ready to judge a jock. As your glasses empty and refill a few times the game gets progressively sillier. You challenge Tyler a number of times.
He confidently lays down “playwrite” and starts to tally up his total before you get a better glimpse at the board and shake your head. “Uh-uh, I don’t think so! Pick that up!”
He looks at you adamantly, “What’s wrong with playwrite?! It’s one word!” He gestures his hand toward the board.
“That’s not how it’s spelt! It’s W-R-I-G-H-T!” Tyler squints his eyes at you, tilting his head to the side like you’re being purposely difficult.
“That makes absolutely no sense, they write plays!”
You cross your arms over your chest, “Doesn’t matter, it’s wrong!”
Tyler matches your stance, “Is that an official challenge?”
When you look over at the rest of the table you can see his mother is barely holding in a laugh as his sisters smirk up at his ridiculously defensive stance. The score is close and the letter bag is empty. The G is resting on a triple letter, the P on a triple word and you hope to God you’re not too drunk to remember how to spell. You nod solemnly, watching Tyler grab his phone.
He types something out and you can tell you're right the moment his expression softens and deflates.
“Fine,” he pulls a few of his letters off the board and leaves only “write" remaining, before adding up the score and writing it down on the paper next to him. Candace runs through all of her letters on her next turn and you all have to subtract your remaining letters from your own scores. She beats you by 3.
After boxing up the game and tidying the table, you all sleepily stumble up to bed, exhausted from all of the travel and wine. Tyler kisses his mom goodnight and hugs his sisters. You do this awkward hug with his mom, not sure if you’re there yet, but she wraps her arms around you and says “Night hon,” so you’re probably overthinking it. His sisters call out a good night to you before they head into their rooms, but no one looks sideways at you and Tyler entering the bedroom together, so you take it as a small victory.
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Scrubbing off your make-up in the bathroom is exhausting, but a necessary evil, so you stand in front of the mirror again reflecting on the past few hours, the night coming full circle.
“I can hear you dissecting every word that was said tonight. Come to bed, babe. It’s not that real,” Tyler’s footsteps creak on the hardwood and alert you to his presence before you can see him in the mirror behind you.
“Do they like me?” You put down the wash cloth and turn to him. “I’m nervous. Help meee,” you’re only half kidding as you whine and stick out your bottom lip hoping Tyler takes pity on you.
He does.
He wraps you up in his arms and your face, still damp from washing it, leaves wet blotches on his t-shirt. “They like you just fine, you psycho. Relax,” he kisses the top of your head. “I like you that’s all that matters.”
Stepping back you look up at him, “Eh.” You smirk and he calls you a little shit before kissing you hard on the mouth. His hands trail down your back to your ass, squeezing once before he reaches for the front of your shorts.
“I don’t think so mister. Your family is here!” you chastise him in a harsh whisper. He rolls his eyes but lets go, dragging his hands back around to your butt. He rolls his eyes, but leans down and kisses your neck.
“Fine, but just know that I’m sad about it,” the way he whispers it into you ear has you second guessing your decision, but it’s still hard to hold in the laugh.
“Noted, but just know that I don’t care.” You let him drag you to bed and lave soft kisses down your neck before you fall asleep.
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When you all tumble out of bed the next morning the sun is shining. It glints off of the water making it sparkle in the summer heat and everyone quickly decides to spend the day on the lake.
You always feel a little scrubby next to Tyler when he’s half naked. He’s hard and toned, barely an ounce of fat on his lean body. Meanwhile, you know it’s obvious that you don’t spend enough time in the gym and definitely love carbs.
As soon as he invited you to the lake, you went out and bought a new bathing suit. It sits high enough on your torso to hide your lower belly and nip in flatteringly at your waist while the top lifts and supports as much as you could hope for, so you think you look okay.
When his sisters make their way out on the dock you instantly want to wrap yourself up. You know you’re built differently, but it doesn’t stop you from unhelpfully comparing your bodies. They’re long and lithe, and you feel nervous that they’ll find something to pick apart and cement their dislike of you.
After a few minutes, your fears dissipate. Everyone is enjoying a relaxing day in the water and no one is staring at your thighs like they’re offended. Candace even tells you she likes your suit, so you know you’re being silly and remember that you have nothing to be self conscious about. Life isn’t a teenage rom-com and no one cares if you have some cellulite on your butt. It helps that you catch Tyler sliding his sunglasses down his nose and winking at you when his sisters aren’t looking. It makes your heart freeze before thumping wildly against your ribcage.
You take turns getting dragged around the water on an inner tube as Tyler speeds the boat along the empty lake. Jackie shouts to be careful from the dock, drenched in the shadow of her sun-hat looking truly terrified. Everyone laughs and waves at her, cheering when Tyler jerks the boat around trying to throw you all off of the tube.
When the sun starts to set you hop in the shower and everyone ditches their bathing suits for a bath and dinner. Tyler grills up burgers outside and you all sit on deck around the table, laughing and eating, less tense than the evening prior.
As the sun fully sets it gets chilly on the water, so you all head inside and start up a game of rummy. It’s friendlier than the game of Scrabble. It turns out none of you are very good at remembering what another player picked up and you are all holding a meld that someone else is also trying to build.
Jackie wins, she claims she’s had longer to learn strategy and you all boo her, chucking your cards into the middle of the table before heading up to bed, thoroughly worn out from the long day on the water..
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Sunday passes largely the same way. Tyler lets you all take turns driving the boat, which is simultaneously the most fun you’ve ever had and the most terrified you’ve ever been.
“Cassidy barely got her license and Candace has a lead foot. I don’t know what I was thinking!” He looks over at you, hat backwards on his head and looking bronze from head to toe. You can barely process what he’s saying when he looks like this, but his sisters squawk at his unfair assessment.
“I only failed one time!” Cassidy shouts over her shoulder.
Candace nods, “And I’m the one who taught you how to drive, little brother. Have some fucking respect for your elders!” Candace sniffs, offended, and turns back towards the bow.
After Tyler has insulted everyone’s boating abilities, he breaks out some paddle-boards from the boat garage. Turns out paddle boarding is not a hidden talent of yours. You’re far too clumsy to stand up for any length of time. All three siblings are athletic enough to maintain balance while laughing and shouting pointers at you to no avail.
That night's dinner is a little subdued because you all know you’ll be leaving in the morning and your little bubble of vacation is about to pop, but you feel like you've made headway with Candace. She sits across from you at dinner and asks about your life back in Texas and seems genuinely interested in your answers, even if it is just about the diner you work in or where your little apartment is in relation to Tyler’s house.
You know you're correct when she drags you in the house to get stuff for smores as Tyler lights a fire up in the yard. You're in the middle of grabbing the graham crackers when she corners you in the pantry.
"I just wanted to apologize," she looks you directly in the eye and it's a little unnerving.
"For what?” you shrug, not wanting to let her know you overheard Tyler on his phone call with her.
"I just… I wasn't sure about you. But I'm actually really happy my brother brought you around." You smile and she does a little too, but continues, "It's hard to tell who's with him for the fame and the money and who actually likes him for his dorky self."
Her face drops when your brows knit together in confusion, "The fame?"
It's her turn to look confused, "Yeah? Because of the…" she tapers off, tilts her head to the side, and you can see the family resemblance in the mannerism, "Did that fucking idiot not tell you what he does?"
"I just-” she stares at your with her brows knit together and it’s hard to continue, “I assumed he was an athletic trainer of some sort,” you start. "He travels a lot, and he's in good shape and, you know- it's Texas. Football’s big there. The players need to condition…"
She's shaking her head in her hands and you don’t know how this conversation went south so fast.
"Okay. I'm going to tell you a secret. Please don't clue him in that you know...” She types into her phone, manicured fingers tapping gently against the glass. When she spins her phone around the Google search results have everything clicking together in your head. “Buuuuuut he's kind of a big deal."
"Are you kidding me?"
Candace looks stricken, eyes wide and palms out in front of her.
"You can't tell him I told you. He'll kill me. Please don't be mad. You can understand why he'd be cautious…"
"I won't say anything. I just can't believe I didn't think of it. He's such a dope." You roll your eyes but start heading out of the pantry. "C'mon, they're going to get suspicious," you nudge her shoulder with yours so she knows you're okay. Candace looks relieved and follows you outside with the marshmallows.
Your flight leaves early in the morning and you say goodbye over breakfast before loading up the car and driving to the airport. You're too tired to be mad at him for keeping you in the dark. You hate to say it, but you understand. By the time he drops you off at your house and kisses you goodbye, after thanking you for spending time with his family, you're so soft for him you forget why you were ever angry in the first place.
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He’s not quite sure what to do now. It’s been so long. They’ve been dating for almost five months at this point. She’s been to his house, knows his dogs; she met his mother for Christ’s sake.
With camp coming to an end and pre-season looming in the very near future, he’s out of time.
So, he has her over. He makes her grilled cheese and pours her wine, just like the very first time he ever got her to come back here. He hopes the nostalgia will soften the blow of the bomb he’s about to drop.
She sits there in her leggings, wrapped up in one of his sweatshirts. It’s now or never and he knows it. Has to spill the beans before she sees his face plastered on commercials and all over downtown Dallas next to Jamie’s on a billboard.
He's casual, "So I, uh, have a little bit of a confession to tell you."
She looks up and stops chewing, eyes wide and brows high. She puts her grilled cheese down and has a sip of water before turning to him, hands in her lap. “That sounds ominous.”
He doesn’t know what’s about to happen, but he knows he can’t put it off any longer, “I didn't really lie, but I've definitely omitted some truth. We're getting really close, so I think it's only fair that I tell you what you're getting yourself into."
She nods, picks her grilled cheese back up and picks at the crust, “You have some bodies buried under the pool or something?”
He loves her.
“No, nothing like that,” he sips his wine. "I, Uh. I'm…" he pauses and she nods for him to continue. "I’m a little famous? I play in the NHL and that's why I'm always traveling and my work schedule is so crazy."
There. It’s out in the open. She can reject him if she wants, but he did what was right. The silence stretches on as she chews her dinner thoughtfully and he has a mini-panic attack thinking of everything that can go wrong. He hardly had her buy in at the beginning of this relationship; could this be the weight that breaks the tenuous string of trust she gave him?
He doesn’t say anything. Just waits for her and bounces his knee up and down, needing to do something to loose the frenetic energy building up in his body.
She swallows the bite of grilled cheese in your mouth and nods, "Yeah, I know."
The first thing he feels is relief. It’s cool and soothing and coats his body. The second thing he feels is utter bewilderment. "You know?" It comes out more accusatory than he intended. He’s just… shocked is all.
Nodding, she answers. "Yeah I've known for a while. Like a month now I think?"
He can’t even string a whole sentence together. The only words leaving his mouth are half questions, “Who? I don’t- When did you? What?” She bites her lip to stifle a laugh and he takes a breath and tries again.
“How did you find out?”
She barely shrugs, gently lifts one shoulder and pats him on the knee, “A good investigator never reveals their sources…” He shakes his head, “but maybe it was a certain sister, who shall remain nameless”
It takes a minute or two for him to settle, but he stops and lays both of his hands on her knees. "It’s just as well I guess. You're okay with that? With my life?" He has to know she’s all in, just like he is. She won’t block his number and ghost him when she catches sight of the cardboard cutout of him that some of the bars downtown display as mostly a joke.
She lays both of her hands midway up his thighs, stares into his eyes and grins, "I don't scare easily." Her smile is devastating and his heart explodes in his chest. She’s not going anywhere. She’ll still have him. All of him.
He can’t help himself and he leans down and lays a kiss on her lips- mouth salty and soft. It’s sweeter somehow, with nothing separating them, "What a coincidence. That happens to be my favorite quality in a girl."
Notebook
"Then she paused, her hands hovering threateningly in the air between her and the unsuspecting moron. She didn’t want to hurt him, as much as she wanted to think she did. Which was to say, she didn’t want to hurt him at all. She just… wanted to know what was going on. There was one good way to find out, she thought as her hands dropped. He never had to know."
A response to prompt #4 over at @drakgoprompts
If their relationship had ever been a normal employer-employee relationship she might have been surprised to see him asleep at his desk when she looked up from her book. If the past few weeks had never happened she might have been annoyed. Now she was at most a little frustrated with him.
One thing that definitely never changed, and she doubted it ever would, was how rarely he actually listened to her. She’d warned him an hour earlier that if he didn’t listen to her he’d end up falling asleep at his desk again, and sure enough…
She had her own theories for his relative lack of energy lately, but even that he’d dismissed. That wasn’t to say he actively disagreed with her or anything. It was more of a, “we’ll test that theory out later” kind of dismissal. Which she knew from years of experience was like a parent answering “maybe” to a child's inane request.
Shego’s theory was that for once in his life, Drakken actually needed to get some sun. Since he was part plant now, she figured being locked in his lab all day wasn’t doing him any good. It would explain why he was tired enough to fall asleep before dinner when a matter of weeks before he was staying awake until dawn most days. He needed to - well, the thought sounded dumb, but she was pretty sure she was right - he needed to go outside and photosynthesize a bit.
She’d tried everything she could think of, from asking him to go to the beach with her, to claiming there was going to be a solar eclipse. Nothing she said would drag him out of his lab. The worst part about the whole thing, she decided as she stuck a bookmark in her book, was that he wasn’t keeping her in the loop anymore. He was hardly talking to her at all.
Not to mention she was being replaced by a flower, of all things. Normally he at least wanted her around to fetch this or bring him that, but now that damn flower was getting him everything without having to be asked. Not that she was complaining! Not… really. It was just weird, okay?
No. That wasn’t even the worst part. The worst part was that she couldn’t snoop on the work he’d been doing. He’d been offered jobs from so many different agencies and hadn’t said a word about it. She tried to speak to him about what he was going to do next, now that they were labeled heroes, but he had just shooed her away looking like a panicked schoolboy getting caught setting off stink bombs in the bathroom.
It was that stupid notebook again.
Drakken had a lot of rules sometimes. Don’t touch this! Don’t mess with that! But there was only one he’d been adamant about in recent years. Under absolutely no circumstance ever was she allowed to touch his little blue notebook. He kept it in a zipped pocket most of the time, just so she wouldn’t be tempted to steal it and look inside.
She never saw him writing it in it so often before, and to be perfectly honest she’d never been so curious about what he was…plotting, or whatever it was he was doing. Even before the Lil Diablos, she’d been more annoyed than curious. Although now that she was thinking about it, it was still really pissing her off that he wasn’t telling her anything. Hell, he could at least tell her if he still wanted her around or not! Not that she was going to ask him that.
She hadn’t even realized that she’d been working herself into a sort of furious frenzy until she smelt smoke and realized she’d started to burn the cushion on the chair. Surprised at herself she put out her hand and stood up, flipping the cushion before evidence of her loss of control could be seen by anyone else.
It did nothing to diminish her anger though, and the next thing she knew she was storming over toward Drakken, ready to… to knock the idiot out of his chair, or blast him point-blank, or… or whatever it would take to make him talk. Then she paused, her hands hovering threateningly in the air between her and the unsuspecting moron. She didn’t want to hurt him, as much as she wanted to think she did. Which was to say, she didn’t want to hurt him at all. She just… wanted to know what was going on.
There was one good way to find out, she thought as her hands dropped. He never had to know. Guilt wasn’t a normal feeling for her and it was an unwelcome one at that, but she did her best to ignore it as she gently shifted Drakken’s arm and grabbed the notebook. He grunted and sniffled but otherwise didn’t stir.
She almost expected him to wake up and rip it out of her hands, as she gingerly flipped open the cover. Letting out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding she finally let her eyes slip away from his blissfully ignorant sleeping face and onto the first page of his notebook.
Confusion was probably the only emotion she expected to feel when looking at any writing of Drakken’s. It was either so technical and technological that she felt beyond stupid trying to keep up or so absurdly childish that she couldn’t figure out what he was trying to convey. This wasn’t either of those things, but it sure was confusing.
Why the front page of his notebook would be decorated with a meticulously drawn cartoon heart with blue and green swirling around like a yin and yang sign inside of it she couldn’t guess. Or maybe she just didn’t want to try. Curiosity overtaking that pathetic guilty feeling, she started flipping through the pages.
Shego couldn’t stop the gasp that parted from her lips as she looked through Drakken's forbidden notebook. She’d seen him doodle pictures of her before. Once she’d seen him draw a picture of her “drowning in lava,” or so he’d explained. He’d been pouting about her forcing him to take on some semblance of training if he was so insistent on joining her for missions. She guessed when he drew that one, that he’d still been angry with her for her rule that he needed to be able to climb a thirty-foot ladder in ten seconds or he wasn’t allowed on any mission that so much as might involve climbing. She’d also once watched as he drew her face getting eaten by cats, of all things. There was no real reason behind that one except that he’d just been annoyed with her.
She’d never seen him drawing pictures of her like this before. For one thing, they were almost all actually recognizable as her. Every drawing, on every page - save for a few doodles in the corners that looked like they were drawn by toddlers - was of her. She was pretty sure the toddler ones were of her too.
The first drawing was of her in, surprisingly, her bowling outfit. She remembered that one specifically because it was the year Drakken decided the teams were the two of them against all the rest of the henchmen. He’d thought he was so funny, designing their uniforms in patterned greens, blues, and blacks. They’d wiped the floor with the henchmen that year, a surprisingly unbeatable duo. And the henchmen knew better than to just let her win anything, even if she made them rig Candy Land to let Drakken win game nights once in a while.
They’d actually been so unbeatable that bowling had started to bore Drakken and by the start of the next year he’d switched the teams around again so that he could play against her. Only to draw a bowling ball getting dropped on her head later that month when her team beat his by a whopping two points.
This drawing wasn’t like that. She looked, not to be conceited, incredible. He must have glorified what he’d seen watching her bowl, the angled profile view matching perfectly to his standard seat in the bowling alley when she paused to think about it. In the drawing she was just stepping up to the lane, the ball held up her chest, only one pin still standing. It was a strange sensation, looking at that picture. She knew it was her, and yet, she imagined the version of her in the drawing so effortlessly knocking down that final pin that actually completing her turn seemed almost useless.
Flustered, Shego turned her focus towards the next picture. The second was drawn only in pencil, shades of gray making up the whole photorealistic picture. If it didn’t seem so overwhelmingly sweet, she might have been concerned Drakken was taking pictures of her when she wasn’t looking. She was stretched across her normal chair, surrounded by piles of magazines. There was one clutched in her hands, but she wasn’t reading it. She was smiling, it almost looked like she was even laughing, at something outside the picture.
Shego knew what it was. It was Drakken. He’d been singing at the top of his lungs to some cheesy teen pop song. He’d had his own rolled-up magazine held up like a microphone, mockingly serenading her as he danced circles around her chair. It had been stupid, but he’d been so happy she couldn’t help but laugh along with him. She wondered if that was why he’d chosen to capture that moment in time. Because for once she’d actually been encouraging of his plans. Did she usually ridicule his ideas so much that he had to… preserve the times she didn’t?
The plan hadn’t worked, but trying to embarrass Kim Possible out of existence had been one of the most genuinely fun nights they’d had together in a long time. She wasn’t particularly surprised to turn the page and see a sketch of her leaning over the railing at the movie theater. She’d hurled a handful of popcorn at the head of some woman in front of Possible and her date, getting the two teens screamed at while the movie started. She couldn’t resist smiling as she remembered the way Drakken had beamed at her and invited her to relax and enjoy the movie.
The next page had a series of doodles. Hands, one blue and one green, with their fingers interlocked. A cartoonish doodle of her, with her hands glowing. Another with her carrying a bowl of what she assumed was soup given the steam curls he’d doodled coming out of it. He must have doodled these the last time he’d gotten sick, she realized. He’d been sick enough that she’d actually had to bring him soup in bed. With a bit of a shock, she noticed that the steam coming from the bowl in his drawing ended in curly little hearts.
Dismissing the hearts as a fever-induced… something… she turned the page. There she was again, leaning forward across his lab table, with her chin propped in her hands. Her hair was a mess, but somehow the way Drakken had drawn it made it come across as almost endearing. Her safety goggles hung around her neck, and she was smiling slightly, looking almost half asleep.
In the next she was in her chair again, just reading a magazine the way she normally did. Although the background made it look as though she were floating amongst the stars. A thought she didn’t need, given the last few weeks.
As she flipped through the pages, the drawings became more and more distinctly things that had never happened. Here and there there were some drawings of things that she remembered: her in the dress she wore the night they got information from Brotherson or her tanning in the lounge chair she’d pushed into his lab when he wouldn’t stop whining about her never being around when he needed her. But, for the most part, his drawings were quick to fall into fantasy.
Some even were fantasy. She couldn’t help but smile at his childishly doodled knight wearing green and black armor. Her grin only widened when she saw the following one of them both, her in a witches cap and him in wizards robes.
Others were just… sweet. There was one of her surrounded by a rainbow of flowers. They were tucked behind her ears, forming a crown in her hair, every flower more stunning than the last. There was another one of them, that made her face flush as soon as she saw it. Even without color, she could tell it was him from the scar below the drawings eye. He was kissing her cheek. Why would he draw himself kissing her cheek like that?
It was so sweet and so strange and… and she wished he actually would kiss her cheek like that. She wanted it so badly it ached, and she couldn’t fathom why.
The last two drawings took her breath away more than any that had come before. The first was at the UN ceremony when his vine had wrapped around her. It was just her, smiling up at him somewhere off the page but there was something about it, something so… wonderful, that she almost wanted to cry. She looked like she loved him.
And she wanted that.
She wanted him to know, whenever she looked at him, that she loved him.
Did he know that she did? Did he figure out that she loved him before she did? Why did he spend so much time drawing these pictures of her only to keep them hidden away?
The last picture, still incomplete, was the one that finally made her begin to cry.
She’d never imagined herself in a white dress before, but evidently Drakken had. A stunning dress at that, although she had to wonder where he’d picked up such an intricately laced design. The sketched out man beside her… was that him? It felt strange to hope so.
In his picture, drawn in full color, they were getting married. Or at least, she could only suspect that’s what the white gown her image wore signified. There was a glowing orange sunset behind them, with a deep blue ocean of gentle-looking waves crashing around just shy of their feet.
Wholly captivated by the image she didn’t even notice that she’d begun meandering over to her seat, let alone that she’d sat down. Not until a clearing throat caught her attention.
All but nervously glancing at Drakken standing over her, glowering like she’d just betrayed him to Kim Possible, she slowly closed the notebook. He was quick to snatch it out of her hands, though she wasn’t surprised to see his face was almost entirely purple. Whether from anger or embarrassment was yet to be determined, though she imagined there was a fair share of each.
As he stammered out something incoherent Shego’s gaze drifted to his hands. He’d look nice with a wedding band around his finger. It suited him - the whole marriage and a family deal, surprising as that should have seemed. The issue was… the thought of him being with a woman made a strange pain coil in her chest. Where would she fit into the equation? Despite his fantasy she couldn’t possibly be a wife, let alone a mother… could she?
Drakken whined at her and she realized he’d actually said something understandable. “Well?” he repeated angrily. “If you’re just gonna make fun of me then get it over with! Or– or if you just want to leave I… I’ll understand.”
She stood quickly and didn’t miss the way he winced, his face falling. In the midst of debating with herself about running out the door, she realized her feet were frozen to the floor. She couldn’t make herself move. Maybe because really she didn’t want to.
“It was my one rule, Shego,” he muttered dejectedly, sounding close to tears. “I didn’t want you to be… I just didn’t want you to know.” When she still didn’t budge he quirked his brow at her. “Well? Are you leaving or do you have something to say?”
He was looking for an apology, she was sure. Or at the very least a promise to forget what she’d seen.
She meant to offer the second, but what slipped out of her mouth instead was, “Yes.”
“Yes, what?” he grumbled, clutching the notebook closer to his chest.
“Yes!” she reiterated.
When he still seemed confused she snatched the notebook from him again, despite his cries, and flipped to the final page.
“Yes,” she whispered, one final time, thrusting the drawing into his line of sight. His slowly dawning realization that she was agreeing to marry him delighted her, even as she only just began to realize that’s what she wanted. What she’d wanted for years.
“But– you– I–”
Interrupting his stuttering, Shego pulled him closer to her by his collar. “If you want to marry me you’re gonna have to shut up and kiss me now.”
His eyes went wide and he studied her for any sign that she was messing with him for a moment too long for her liking. Rolling her own eyes she leaned forward and gently pressed her lips to his.
Looking dazed, even after such a brief kiss, Drakken gave her a stupid wobbly grin. “Me?” He sounded shocked. “You want… to me?”
“I’m not saying ‘yes’ again, Doc.”
“Sh-shut up and kiss you?”
“That’s a good place to start. We can talk rings later.”
Despite his shaking fingers, nervous smile and flushed cheeks, shut up and kiss her he did.
And six months later the real wedding was even more perfect than his drawing, though the art piece kept its place above their bed long after it had faded into little more than a sun-bleached silhouette.





