Apr 8, 2022
All I can think about is relapsing again and drowning my fucking self. I want to go home.
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All I can think about is relapsing again and drowning my fucking self. I want to go home.
Its my last night, I wish you were here..
One of my favs tagged me for a Here I am at the gym at 10:20pm finishing up my… One among my favs @hobbitgetsfit tagged me for a #stopdropandchug. Right here I'm on the gymnasium at 10:20pm ending up my exercise with my La Croix in hand. I am exhausted after one other lengthy night time however nonetheless made it to the gymnasium! 💪🏼 Drink up, @fetsketo and @lowcarb_loving 💦😊
I'm a bad friend and a bad girlfriend. What else the fuck is new?
And I can't do a single fucking thing to fix it now.
God, I hate myself.
GOOD NIGHT 🌙
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NO EXPERIENCE & BUMPED UP TO A SERVER!!! BLESSING ON BLESSINGS. Thank you, Lord, for this wonderful opportunity! My energy is drained right now but i'll grt used to it. I honestly love working there. Slight pressure sometimes but it's just my second day. This Sunday is a new start 😊 i'm so happy 😭
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Please let me get through this week easily. 🙏🙏🙏
1020pm im waiting for something to happen because im hoping that i cant turn this day around from something not fascinating enough to something worthwhile