love your work, thank you for being able to put all that i feel but cannot say into beautiful words <3
After reading your Venus in 12H post, I wanted to ask how Pluto would affect my ability to love, what i look for, etc. I’m currently in my 12H profection year and my 12H is just venus & pluto both in sagittarius. Or if you have any insight on a 12H pluto that would be great too, thank youuu
*sun moon rising n mercury is cap
Hi thank you so much for saying that!
I as well have a Sagittarius Pluto 12H, along with Venus (and other planets/asteroids) but to be fair, I'm not entirely sure how Pluto will manifest, me especially having this as well makes it hard to pinpoint exactly what this might indicate.
But in a objective sense and as a reflection even, Pluto alone represents such deep transformation and change, it showcases our fears but also showcases how deep something we feel can go, Pluto is death and rebirth of the ego, it is the 8th house, it's taboo topics, it holds extremes, power, this type of energy is somehow open (you're aware of this energy, and you feel it) yet it's energy of that we're not entirely comfortable showing off.
And all of this sitting in our 12th house, the house of the unsaid, the house of the subconscious, the house that represents our dreams, past lives, fears, mental health struggles, the part of the self we unconsciously hide. This house is so far deep into our mind most of this energy is hidden away, even from us. The boundaries of how far we can feel really are nonexistent, especially when more than one placement sits here, there is an important 12th theme that we chose to experience and learn from when we entered this life.
Going off from themes in my life personally, everyone we meet we might bring subconscious (or conscious) change into their life. By just being who we naturally are; with how we present ourselves and by what we naturally are drawn to (our interests or natural talents).
In my life every single person I have ever became close to, I have brought change to them. Whether it's by unleashing their potential, by igniting their desires that they weren't even aware about, or by letting them understand their trauma and mental health struggles and behaviors even, there's been a change.
It's never from a shallow place or from a place where I am trying to gain something, instead since I am so understanding about psychology and occult, I naturally unlock the part of someone that they might hide away due to their upbringing and trauma.
In another sense, Pluto alone represents extremes, and having that in the house that holds the unseen dimension tells me the true depths of how soul is quite deep and boundless. Most of the transformations we might endure may be though things we aren't even aware with. The 12th house is opposite of the houses of mundane actives, work, tasks, it's the opposite of working with others, so this energy is very internal, we might be selective with who we share our energy with.
(Which is true for me, I don't openly give and promote my kind of energy to anyone and everyone I surround myself with. You have to bring meaning to my life, and if you don't I won't ignite that part of me that could transform and change you when it comes to your behavior patterns, traumas, mental health struggles etc)
Therefore when it comes to love; the love we are able to hold is so deep, and we might not be aware of it. We may not even be are of how deep we can actually feel. So once we find a soul that sparks a side of us that's not seen with others we might cling onto them, solely because we feel unsafe to fully love (if you're anything like me). We are afraid of giving a part of us that can be taken away, so once you fall for someone, letting go might bring turmoil or a burden you don't want to feel. Pluto might bring internal change for us and most connections we choose to feel will be deep and having meaning.
Deepening on aspects and natal placements the depths of this might vary, but Moon/Venus-Pluto/Neptune natal placements might create this to feel more heavy on the individual.
Love is something that we may not feel entirely safe to exert or to have because a part of us deep down knows just how transformative it can be for us.
We want something deep yet might run at the first sight of it, especially if that part of us that we hide away never really is seen, and if we find someone that makes us feel that one fairytale love we secretly desire, the pain of having them leave just is amplified.
I could be projecting a bit here since I do have a Scorpio moon and my Moon squares my Neptune, opposes my Saturn (my chart ruler) and my Venus sextiles my Neptune and I also have more 12th house placements.
But I hope I offered some new perspective for you!